BAS YUHIN (arsh ff) ch 7 page 23 - Page 4

CHAPTER 3

Dear riddhima,

I noe meine jo bhi kiya ab tum mujhse nafrat karogi, but trust me wo sab tumhare liye hi kiya...mujhe nai pata ki meri kismat mujhe kahan le ke jaayegi but itna zaroor janta hoon ki meri kismat meri hi hogi mein isko humari kismat nai banane dunga... tumse pyaar karta hoon n bus itna hi chahta hun ki tum jahan raho jaise raho bas khush raho...tum pehele hi mujhe lagne wali goli apne upar le chuki ho n ab mein nahi chahta ki tum apni zindagi kisi aise insaan ke sath bitao jiska koi future hi na ho...tum apni zindagi mere liye barbad nai kar sakti riddhima...hasi aarahi hai khud par sab jaanta hoon, tumhe apne aap se to door bhi kar diya but tumhari yaadon ko ek min ek pal ke liye door nai kar paa raha tumhe kho dene ka dard itna hai ki koi dard uske saamne kuch nai ... tum sochti hogi na ki tumhe meri wajah se kitna kuch sehna pada but mein kya karun ridhima tumhare paas to phir bhi saare rishten hain sambhalne ke liye mere paas to koi bhi nai hai...my every relation was withu mere sare rishten sirf tumhare wajah se the... chahe wo koi bhi ho...pata hai meine tumhe kbhi bataya nai lekin meine 7 saal ka tha jab bording school pehli baar gaya aur tabse meine apni life mein kisi bhi rishte ko nahi jeeya aur isliye hasi mazak karke har kisi ke sath rishta banata chala gaya...but jab tum mili to mujhe pehli bar laga ki meiri khud ki family ho sakti tumhare saare rishton se bhi pyar hogaya tha ...pr nai tumhare un god ji ko wo bhi manjoor nai tha ... Meine to sab kuch kho diya, jab meine apni reports padhi jisme saaf likha tha ki mujhe brain infection ho gaya hai ...pata hai mujhe hamesha se pata tha ki hamare relation mein sab tha it could have been perfect agar kuch nai tha to TRUST shayad isliye tumhe ye yakkin dilana easy ho gaya tha ki mein tumhe chod chalagaya but pata nai kyun jab tumne is baat ka yakeen kiya , I died thosand time wo us pain se bhi zyada tha jo mujhe infection ki wajah se kabhi kabhi hota hai ...I wish ki tum aage badh jao bt jab mein wsh karta hoon mujhe aur bhi dard hota hai mein tumse bas itna kehna chahta hoon ki ahar mein apni zinadagi mein sirf tumse pyar kiya hai aur tumhi se karta rahunga apni aakhri saas tak ...tum kahan ho bas ek baar tumhe dekhna chata hoon... chalo ab mei dawayion ka tym ho gaya hai nurse kafi der se door pe knck kar rahi hai , ab tod hi degi tumse baad mein baat karunga missing u

Yours n forever yours

Armaan...

6months after sanjeevni's terrorist attack

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she could feel his tears embraced by thepeice of paper n now the same paper were witnessing her tears... Why was she crying ;why was her heart crying for him , that was when the realisation which she was ignoring from so long dawned upon her that she had unintentionally stared loving him , she loved him truly n deeply ... She was in love with his love... she dnt know why was she crying more; for the fact that armaan , a guy for whome she cares more than anything had a incomplete love n so much pain or for the realisation that her love was never ment to be complete ...again ,once again someone she loved was not her's she wont be shocked if he actually forgets her afterall what did she ment for him,who was she , his docter on whom a mental patient was dependent. A guy who loved a girl so thoroughly so madly that he sacrifised his everything n every happiness possible ,will ever be able to love anyone else again ...her heart n mind togather said a big NO but then this riddhima girl would have been so beautiful n so lucky na ... Is she somewhere waiting for him or she moved on if she is waiting for him then iam no one to come between them she mentally decided but what if she had move on then ...

she knew his past was painful but there was something else she dint knew she had read all his reports n it was clearly saying that a paricular pnt of time his brain started working to a gud level bt then suddenly something happened n the reports went to a rapid declining mode . seems like his brain himself dnt wnt to come out of the illness.. huh! she sighed it would be a tough job to treat him...she will make his brain agree to come out of the shell she will makw him strong, she wll make him ready for the operation

NEXT MORNING , ARMAANS ROOM

"Tum ne promise kiya tha tum mere iye kuch special laogi"

"Layii to hun wait karo"

she smiled seeing his eager eyes n after a lot of teasing, she took a packet of Farrero Rocher , she was smart this particular choclate has less no. choclates in the packet but were amazingly tasty ...

She knew that comics made him remmember a lill a bit about his past but now her first challenge was to make him read n enjoy those books... she had to block all those bad memories , she had to make him belive their was alife beyond riddhima obviously she dint know the reason for his hatered for comic books bt a kind of nature he had he should hv loved them...yes she'll make him read those n he'll laugh reading them n this is how she is gonna a make him ready for operation...

He got up n saw her face , her smilling face always made his day , she was lucky for him ...

she made armaan sit n realised that he had again kissed her cheeks n today for a change she kissed his cheeks too but will it all be the same when he'll be all fit n fine ... blocking the thoughts awy she made him see the pictures of comic book he hesitated bt she made him comfortable n slowly n gradualy he started enjoying it...