sry anon... :) i did read the update.. bt honestly i was too excited abt the results yesterday.. n after tht whn i thot of commenting, the thread was almost done :)
so humne socha nai wali pe hi kar lenge :) :)
so sabse pehle count... meri wishlist ki...
1 down 'n-1' to go 🤣
totally totally... totally loved the entire chapter... beyond words... dont even knw kya kahen ... :)
ek to honestly itna thake hue hain, i think dimaag bhi rest pe gaya hai 😉
i m soo happy... kaha tha naa arnav left more out of guilt, than trust issues :) :)
mana thoda complicated hai (actually kafi) ... bt still itna budhdhu thode hi hai, ki itne sab ke baad bhi na samajh sake tht khushi truely loves n cares fr him :)
though i hd expected him to b this broken, yet it felt bad... bt sach kahun utna bad ni laga... mayb coz i was soo excited n anxious to knw hw he reacts once he gets to knw abt khushi coming over 😊
2nd read me thoda jyada feel hua ... the way u hv written abt arnav n his thots, his suffering... shows his past present n future all beautifully...
how his past has scarred him, hw selfish his mom was, hw closely he realises her truth n how it has impacted him.. hw he did eventually realised his fault, accepted it htt he was wrong abt khushi, ... tht she really is nt like his mom, she loves him, n nt herself as sujata mathur did..
tht rishabh loves/d her, bt she was nt lying whn she said she loves arnav..
the fact tht he wants to hv a full life with her... n tht he is willing to do anythg fr it...
n the present... tht inspite of his wish fr a loving future, his bitter past has ruined his present badly...
loved how the contrasting were the implications of the line " its ok khushi, there is nthg to talk abt " wrt rishabh... fr arnav n khushi...
while arnav really meant it, coz he hd understood tht khushi was not cheating him... khushi feared tht he wud never understand n accept her pt...
the entire conversation ... too too gd tha :) ... kab se hona tha.. finally ho hi gaya :) :)
loved how khushi was firm on her decision to say all tht she has to.. to fight till the end fr her love.. to mk it as clear as words n actions can ever do, to arnav .. tht she loves him n doesnt want to live without him..
best was tht finally arnav was nt holding bak... he was openly saying everythg tht he thot.. he openly accepted tht he manipulated.. n wow wht a reply khushi gave to tht 😃
he openly accepted tht he feels tht divorce is gd fr her... since he almost killed her... clearly stating how guilty he feels fr tht push... giving khushi a clear pic of the inside of his head n heart too 😉
very aptly put blame on arnav by khushi, tht he never told her anythg abt himself... n hence she had to b told abt buaji n sumer..
i can nt even imagine how arnav must hv felt whn khushi praised his mental strength to deal with such life n yet b independent, n still fighting life .. trying to move on...
he seriously needed it...
someone telling him tht he is worth more than he thinks he is.. more than his parents let him feel...
someone telling him tht he is loved n needed ... soo much tht it seems like the only way to live, n nt just b alive...
someone telling him tht life holds more meaning whn he loves n needs her ... much more meaning than it ever seems to hv had...
i n sure it wud heal him much sooner than anythg else... :) :)
i m soo soo dying to knw how he reacts once he realises tht dubai call led him into guiding khushi to his secret 😉
kasam se in mele ki pics ka itna wait kara hai... too happy abt khushi getting to see them, n tht too in such a setup... :) :)
n as perceptive as khushi is... she didnt miss the meaning of it all... she didnt miss the implication tht arnav might hv been, rather... definitely liked her, frm far longer than she thot, far longer than he wud ever want to tell her abt 😊
the way he was longing to hug her once... i cud almost see him struggling with trying to keep his hands to himself n not haul her up n hug her till she cudnt breathe.. :) :)
its sad the way she mentions her limp being more pronounced nw... though considering htt her bad legs pains still, n tht too soo much htt she cant stand fr long... i wish i get to see him carrying her arnd :) :)
ab 4 months ignore karne ke baad itna to farz ban jata hai... 😉
waise 2am... he shud hv been dead drunk... to kaise dubai call accept karne ki sochi usne... n he even suggested it was normal routine...
thank god fr khushi's timing... atleast he didnt relapse into drugs...
so again... just a reminder... 1 down 'n-1' to go ...
achha n-1 na sahi... atleast carry to kar hi sakta hai naa arnav.. :) :)
sumer must b soo anxious naa to knw wht happened... wud khushi inform him?? or arnav??? ya fir lawyer divorce proceeding rokega which wud tell sumer all is well ???
even buaji fr tht matter... kafi tensed honge na dono...
achcha pls karan ki shadi jaroora karana... story khatam hone se pehle... bechara engagement pe hi ruka hua hai 😆
if arnav actually ever tells karan, how the accident happened... how wud he react?? though karan seems very mature... he wud definitely nt b as forgiving as sumer... bt i m sure he wudnt react as bad as arnav wud hv liked...
oh.. bhool gae... the way arnav n khushi clarify abt rishabh.. both telling their conversation with his to each other... was soo soo gd... a big step towards a healthy communication, n less MUs :) :)
chalo ji... bak to work... n waiting fr next update... u see.. new thread automatically means a new update 😉
Edited by tanu3579 - 11 years ago
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