Hey Guys this is my point of view...
Me Arnav Singh Raizada...
Khushi She is my beautiful angel who came into my life forcefully and invaded my heart entirely. Her strong personality attracted me towards her. We were not attracted physically... we were attached by emotionally. In very short time.. we understood each other very well. We trust each other so much. May be we started our beautiful journey with hatred, but we ended up like soulmates. We love each ther..We know it. But what happened to us now.
WHen we wanted to take our relation to next level. When we started to trust each other physically.. One night changed the fate of our wonderful relation. That night when I surmised her painful torture as blissful enjoyment, I died as an lover, for not protecting her. When I left from there silently and accused her unknowingly, I died as a husband, for not able to stand on my words, which I promised in our marriage. When I brutally send her away from my life and tried to destroy her, I died as a Human... for behaving inhumanely with my only possession.
It was too late by the time I realized the truth. Khushi... my Khushi .. she is innocent... She was tortured by that animal brutally for 6 hrs. I thought that brutality and her pain as thye are having sex on my back. How cruel I am.. Am I any less cruel than that bas***d Adi. The trauma I was going through since last 2 months, I can't explain how relieved I am now after Adi is finished.
But my real struggle is going to start now. Khushi she doesn't deserve anything that happened to her by Adi and me. She deserve a wonderful life. And as her husband, I will do anything it takes to make her as mine again. This time I won't let her go.. no matter what. The truth... she may deserve to know the truth. But she doesn't deserve the pain she goes through after knowing that. I am ready to accept everything.. I am ready to take up everything.. I am ready to answer her everything... Yes She is mine.. Baby is mine.
To become a father for a child ,,, it doesn't have to be the result of my semen. My love towards Khushi itself is enough for me to accept that baby as mine... heck.. what is accepting... that baby is mine... I will give her all answers... You may think I am lying to her and keeping her in dark. Loving is not lying. Accepting is not cheating.
But I should think about the truth. Truth doesn't hide so long behind the curtains. It will come out one day.. SHe may recognize my touch, when we mate in future, if our love blooms again...but I think we will pass that bridge of trust by that time. Adi may have planned something for her to know the truth... I should build a wall of my love and trust around her... before reaching that to her... I should find out what he planned. I should not sit and relax.
I myself will never reveal the truth to her, what may come. From now onwards I will try everything to go to her heart back. To win her trust again. I will take all her pain wholeheartedly and give her the entire happiness in the world. But I will not forgive myself in this life. I will give every drop of my blood to keep my family, that is my Khushi and my baby happy. If the truth comes out in the future,.. I believe she trusts me enough for keeping her in dark... otherwise I will be ready to take any kind of punishment she gives. I deserve it for my stupidity.. for not trusting her. for leaving her to that animal brutally.
Edited by lovedrops - 11 years ago
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