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Hullo Guyyz! 😉
This is Shailja...😆
It's been long since i've updated something ... So on requests, i bring to you all a brand new OS.😛
Oneshot on our very popular KriYaansh [KR]😳
Hope you all enjoy the work as before... Keen to see your reviews on it!😃
Okay so this is kinda different from all other KR stories ... Not sweet and simple ... but little complicated like real life😊 Love!
It's not always important to find Love so easily after letting it go once ...
Yep! I've taken my Os from account where Kriya left Rey in order to stay on her mothers's word.
I've skipped a bit of time ... 😉
It is basically Kriya's P.O.V. when she again goes in relationship with Rey, her long lost Love.
Will the magic in thier relationship work again ? Will she be able to cope up with changing emotions of Rey ?
Will they be able to give justice and priority to their Love .. ?
Let's find it out ~
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It ended abruptly as it began. A brief phone call, then the final good-bye.
I hung up the phone and sat silently in a daze for a moment. Then reality sank in, and I began to cry.
A friendly breakup of a far-from-perfect relationship and yet it still hurt. A lot ...
This was not the very first time where i cried because of Reyaansh Singhania ...It took me really long to make his believe that i wasn't a betrayer .
It was in college Rehearsal hall, amongst all our friends, that he began to weave his magic again with his killer smile and confident attitude.
He began with a sweet smile and a light brush of his fingers across my arm in practising for the much awaited dance academy affiliation and tie up of both colleges.
A half hour before the dance ended, he uttered the words I had been dying to hear .. hear again from his mouth;
"Want to go out for a movie sometime ?"
I responded with a calm smile and a confident "yes" that belied the excitement coursing through my body.
I felt as if i had won a lottery. My life was now complete .
I had a boyfriend ... Rey was my boyfriend..
We were official now!
Believe me i was so excited .. but first thanked my Universe Jee for all the blessings and love he kept showering on me ... when i lost my mom!
We walked out of the parking lot together,and with his driver waiting in the car just out of sight, Rey gazed into my eyes and kissed me on the cheek.
With a whispered promise to call,he left.
It felt so unreal. He was no such formal person like this ... especially not at all when being in a relationship.
In one night we had gone from being acquaintances to being the closest of friends...
We were a couple now!
Soon,we were strolling down the halls hand-in-hand, and I could think of nothing but him..
I was nuts about him... didn't want to loose him again...
I had been eagerly awaiting the experience for what felt like forever---- the special bond between second love with the same person... which felt first love.,like no other , the closeness b/w a couple,
and perhaps most of all ... my first kiss with Rey!
It took four dates before it happened. Up until then, we had held hands and cuddled,sitting close together in the plush seats of darkened movie theater. The cuddling was just as much fun as kissing turned out to be,if not better.
He had this way of rubbing his thumb across my knuckles that gave me butterflies.
Finally ,we kissed. I had always wondered how my first kiss would be like.
Honestly,
It was beyond magical ... thing which cannot be expressed in mere words... A special feeling of thirst which is a true start of new bondings and love.
Perfect way of showing love towards our partner .
One night his driver dropped me off at my house after a long ,tiring rehearsal , and he walked me to my front door .We stood under the porch light, gazing at each other shyly. Then he slowly came towards me, lowered his head and kissed me unexpectantly.
It was over before I even realised it had happened. I wish, I could say the fireworks exploded and same magic recreated , but they didn't this time.
After all,it was only a two second meeting of lips.
Nonetheless, it was everything I had hoped for.
It was sweet and tender and caring, and just the tiniest bit awkward because it was not something happening everytime we met. This would take time... and in our relationship it would take more of time after Rey's breakup with me ... and then with Taani.
This wasn't really easy for him too! If only the rest of relationship had progressed as wonderfully.
Sure,we had many good times, but the true meaning of "relationship" was missing...
He ne'ar seemed to notice, but i was miserable for much of the time.
Its hard to put a finger on what exactly bothered me.
Mostly it was a whole lot of little things.
We used to go out for movies every weekend without fail. This was fun but I never got to choose what movie we saw. Also nowadays we never did anything but go to movies.
He didn't like going out to eat or even talking now... which really was something not really him..not the Rey i knew 2 years back...
Sure,we discussed movies and recent releases by our favourite dance styles contemporary and hip-hop and practiced it too ... but that's about as deep as our conversations got!
Yet, it still occur me to break up with Rey.
I don't know if it was him that I was so infatuated with or if I was in love with the fact that i had a ''Boyfriend''.
I can't deny the pride and confidence i felt when i walked down the street holding his hand and saw how the other girls eyed me enviously, attracted by Rey's good looks and killer smile and most of all a genuine gesture towards everybody he met.
I don't know why I felt that by bringing Rey back in my love life was so important or why I somehow used to judge my self-worth.
All these things were complicating not only my life but Rey's life too...
Finally, I couldn't take it anymore and I became honest with myself. I wanted the relationship to improve or I wanted to move on.
And i told Rey just that when I called him on Sunday night.
To my astonishment and disappointment , Rey responded by saying we'd better off as friends ... as we were before.
I agreed.
I didn't say anything ;
I think i was shocked at how easy it was for Rey .
After promising to stay friends again, I hung up and it was over again...
After the initial shock wore off,my first feeling was one of relief.
I no longer had to wonder what he thinking all the time or ponder where he stood.
Then it hit me;
It was over!
I cried. And then i got mad at myself for letting him go so easily as i tried so hard to realise his feelings for me again.
I blamed myself for not making it work. I cried more ... for underestimating his feelings towards me...
It is not always important to start your new life from where you had left it years back...
And then one day I woke up and realised that life goes on.
I experienced a lot of firsts with Rey- my first kiss, my first love and even my first heartbreak---- and I am grateful for all of it.
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