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Keywords- (Smother) (Enough) (Fable)
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A feeling Called Love.
Thick white layers of snow have roofed all the possible surfaces. With chilly air sending shivers down my spine, I calmly walked towards the old wooden bench, watching every outlook of life being disappeared as snow continues to fall.
Cold, that's what I was feeling, not because of the chilly weather, but because of the baffling thoughts which were tightening their grip around my neck, smothering me.
Can I love him as much as he does? Can I reciprocate those feelings? Can our love be classic, Like the one I had witnessed in fables, the ones which grandmother use to narrate? Can I really do justice with the feeling which everyone called Love?
I shrugged at my thoughts, almost distractingly, wishing to get rid of them. Oh why is it so much difficult for me to say a Yes when I also have some feelings for him? He is Nice; In fact a Drop-Dead Gorgeous Man and most importantly he loves me; compassionately.
I closed my eyes, thinning my lips into a hard line. All the memories of past- A lonely past flashes in front of my eyes-A girl standing on a door, watching her Dad leave, forever, leave her mom alone; Watching promises being broken so brutally that her faith in Love and Commitment couldn't be rebuilt.
I gasped as a warm embrace broke my train of thoughts. And I looked up to meet a pair of eyes and got stuck in them, Beautiful Brown eyes. And for a minute I just wished to keep staring into them like that, absorbing all the warmth forever.
"Kria You Okay?" He asked with love. Oh why do you love me so much? I broke the eye contact staring at my knotted fingers in my lap.
"I am fine..." I said meekly, watching his brows furrow deeper.
"No, You are not. Come Lets Go" He says wrapping his arms on my waist. And I just felt...Safe...Much better...Leaving all my thoughts on that old wooden bench...Gazing at this beautiful Man walking beside me, Reyaansh. I was so surprised when he didn't push me regarding our being in a relationship. He supports me enough, for everything I do... He respected my decision of not jumping into a relationship. Perhaps he knows it, My fears, Of broken Relationships and Bonds.
I look at him once more, his heavenly face glowing, his arms radiating that loving warmth. Can I really Say No to this Man? No. I feel for him too. But the word Love is inked with my past.
"Don't think too much" I heard him say as he accelerates the car. "You know I can wait for it... And it won't change anything..." He added, looking into my eyes.
And this time I knew, Though It will take time...But this is all I can do for this man, who loves me enough to erase all the hurtful memories from my subconscious. I breathed him a smile, re-assuring one to try.
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