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Chapter 15

As decided khushi packed her bags from buaji's house taking leave from everyone.

Garima: Bitiya take care of payalia as damadji is not around she will feel low, during these days a women needs her husband the most, you should not let her feel the absence of damadji and any problem let us now, we will come asap.

Though we know raizada parivaar will take good care of her, but since Iam a mother I will always be worried for her.

Ohfoo amma enough of your lecture, don't worry I will take good care of your payalia.

Garima gave a pat on her head, chup kar pagli.

Iam worried for you also dear, I know how you will be feeling now, if everything was alright between you and damadji, today I would have got a good news from you also.

Khushi's face fell, seeing that buaji changed the topic, arey garima she is still a baby her sanak has not improved at all and your are thinking she is ready for becoming a mother. She herself is a kid, hai na sankadevi.

Khushi gave a faint smile, chalte hain amma, chalte hain buaji.

She left waving goodbye to all, garima you shuldnt have told all that to khushi why did u remind her, she is as such upset about her life.

I know jiji, Iam so sorry, it just slipped from my tougue. Both the ladies sent a silent prayer for their daughter's future.

When khushi came out she saw a white suv waiting for her, with a man on driver seat, which was none other than her great husband Arnav Singh Raizada.

She was so happy to see him, that she ran towards the suv and screamed arnavji aa...p?, haa...n maainnn, kyon main yahan nahi aa sakta?

No... not that I didn t expect you here.

Arnav was lost for words, wohh.. actually di told me to pick u from house, so I came.

Ohhh.. she became disappointed, she thought he came by himself to pick her.

Little did she knew that he was lying and came on his own to pick her.

She took her seat and soon they left to Shantivan.

Once they reached, anjali opened the door with a broad smile, welcome khushiji aapka is ghar mein swagat hain'.

What di you are greeting me as if Iam coming for the first time.

Ya I know its not your first time, but this time Iam so happy that you will be staying here, she said being delighted.

She saw arnav behind her, chotey where were you I didn't see you for breakfast, you had gone somewhere you didn't tell me, anjali said smirking.

Now it was khushi's turn to get shocked, he told that di has sent him to pick me, why did he lie' she thought in her mind.

Arnav stammered, dii... woh.. I thought I will pick khushi from her house, she was having luggage no so...

Hmmm... I see anjali said smiling, no problem, come khushiji chotey we will have breakfast, I was waiting for u'all.

What... that means you knew I have gone to pick her arnav asked being surprised.

Haann I knew anjali said.

Arnav didn't ask anything further, as he knew it will be backfired with his di's nonstop teasing questions.

After breakfast, khushi asked arnav whether she can take few days leave from office as she wanted to be with payal till aakash returns.

Though arnav was not pleased with her request, since he wanted her to be in office around him, he agreed unwillingly as he didn't want payal to be upset on her absence.

Thanks a lot arnavji, I promise I will cover up for my leaves, he nodded and left for office.

Jiji... khushi gave a bear hug to payal, how are you and hows my little one is he troubling you.

Khushi how do you know that it is a he and not she.

Jiji I know, it will be a rajkumaar like jijaji.

Ok now tell me did you have your breakfast and medicines.

Khushi... don't worry di had sent everything through hariprakash and maaji also gave me juice.

Khushi smiled, jiji mamiji has changed a lot no, initially she was so rude to you and now, she is pampering you like anything is it becoz u r pregnant?

No khushi, she has changed since long, she understood that I will never come in between her and Aakashji and she is happy with me as her daughter-in-law.

Iam so happy for you jiji, ok jiji you need anything to eat I will prepare.

Khushi I feel like having your jalebees its so long you have not made it can you plss make them for me, payal said.

Dr Armaan's clinic, so Ms Raizada how can I help you.

Armaan stop being formal, you know Iam so happy khushiji is living at shantivan now, it will be so fun and now it will be easy for chotey and khushiji to be close to each other.

I know anjali I can see that happiness on your face.

You know you look beautiful when you smile, it makes my day.

Anjali smiled shly.

Anjali did you think about my proposal, see i can wait there is no hurry, its just that, i cant stay away from you anymore.

Armaan, its too early for me, i know that I like you, I like to spend time with you, but Iam not sure to name it as love till now.

I know anjali, don't worry I just asked, you know I love you a lot and I can wait for you lifelong.

Anjali smiled and gave him assurance that she will surely think about it.

In AR

Arnav was pacing restlessly in his cabin, whole day has passed, neither was he able to see her in office nor can he call her.

It has become so essential for him to be around her that he.. Arnav Singh Raizada was lost in her thoughts leaving his work behind for the first time in his life.

Nothing was working out for him and hence he thought of calling it a day.

He came back home with a hope to see her one glance.

Arey chotey you so early from office, what a pleasant surprise, how come?anjali asked in a teasing tone.

Nothing di just a slight headache.

Ohhh... did you take medicine?

No di I will rest for some time.

Ok I will send ginger tea with hariprakash.

His eyes were roaming around and searching for one face.

Chotey whom are you searching, you want something, she giggled inside.

No... no di Iam fine saying that he marched towards his room.

He threw his bag on his bed getting frustrated, what the hell, why am I getting so irritated, that too for that khushi who didn't even bother to give me a call in first place.

Dammitt, what if she didn't call Iam not dying to see her face or hear her voice saying that he took his tshirt and track pant for changing.

Khushi came down after making sure that payal is taking rest.

Khushiji.. chotey has come from office, mmm... and was looking restless.

Why di? What happened is he alright? He came so early

He told that he is having headache, but I think this is not headache , anjali chuckled.

Then? khushi asked getting confused.

Lagta hain chotey ko kisiki kamee khal rahi hain' he is missing someone badly in office.

Khushi blushed, di aap bhi na.. aisa kuch nahi hain, he may be stressed out due to work.

Khushiji I know my chotey from the time he is born, i can read his each and every expression, after coming home he was searching for you everywhere as if he is dying to see your face, hence please go with this tea otherwise the lion will roar his anger on someone else.

Khushi smiled and took the tea to his room getting nervous of his mood.

Dont know laad governor will be in which mood now, I will keep the tea and leave immediately.

She kept the tea and was about to leave the room , when someone grabbed her wrist from behind and pinned her to wall.

Arnav closed the door behind her.

Yeh aap kya kar rahe hain, leave me somebody will see.

First answer me, where were you whole day, why didn't you call me and where were you when I came from office.

His eyes were throwing draggers on her face, his breathing was heavy and she could feel it on her face very close.

Aapp.. why are you asking me all this?

Answer me dammit, you know whole day I was so restless, I was waiting for your call, you told you cant come to office, but atleast you could have called me, do you How much I miss...

He stopped, thinking what he is blurting out.

Khushi gave him a confused expression, she wanted to hear it further but he stopped.

Arnav...ji aap..., but he was in no mood to listen her, he came more closer and breathed on her face.

Khushi was breathing heavily thinking about what is to happen next.

Khushi... he whispered in her ears.

She closed her eyes hearing his husky voice.

Next time I come home, I want to see you first and I will not tolerate if you will not call me atleast once in day did you get that, saying that he kissed on her cheek very softly leaving the feeling of his lips on her cheeks for some time.

Khushi clutched her dupatta, arnav kissed on her other cheek too making her going weak on her knees . She felt she will fall any moment, but his strong hold on her waist didn't let her fall.

Khushi was not able to understand, why everytime she felt his touch new, she is his wife and there have been more intimate moments between them, but still every time his each kiss gave her new feelings, giving her goosebumps allover and butterflies in her stomach.

Arnav pulled himself to see her flushed face, she was blushing too much and her face was showing a deep shade of pink.

Khushi... he called huskily, making her more weak, she was not able to open her eyes. Khushi please look at me... he demanded.

She opened her eyes only to see a smirk on his lips.

She smiled shyly and was about to leave, when he pulled her back from her waist that now her back was facing his front.

Did you hear what I said, he asked?

I want you to call me everyday, so that I don't miss your sweet voice, your absence in office is making me restless, atleast I can satisfy myself by hearing your voice., saying that he once again kissed her nape and she arched the other side to give him more access, she was not able to bare his sweet torture any more, arn...av...ji, he was not in a mood to leave her, hence started continuing his action by kissing all over her nape.

It was becoming difficult for him to stay away from her.

Arn...av..ji, hmmm... he replied.

Somebody will come, please let me go, she pleaded.

He stopped his action and turned her to face him holding her waist.

Ok promise me you will call me next time without fail, she nodded keeping her eyes down not able to face him after their close encounter.

Arnav was himself not realising what he was doing hence thought of leaving her at the moment.

Ok go now... he loosened his grip on her waist, she ran fast to open the door and left the room, not before turning back and giving him a blushing smile to which he smirked seeing her all flustered.

Arnav Singh Raizada, do you even know what you are doing with her and that too under the nose of everyone at your house, what if di had seen you with her behind closed door, she would have killed you by teasing like hell, he thought to himself.

He culd still feel him kissing her on her soft milky skin, gosh... this girl is making me crazy for her.

What was that, Iam behaving like a romeo, who is demanding his love to call him everyday.

Love... what...? so do I really love her, is this love what Iam feeling for her, or its just attraction, no it cant be then why I was worried for her in Nainital.

Should I confess about my feelings for her, I know she too feels something for me, or she wouldn't have allowed me to kiss her like this.

Wait..., before I confess, I want her to feel for me more, I want to know her inner feelings whether it is love for me or just attraction.

Wait n watch ms gupta, Iam going to drive you crazy for me.

You will not be able to stay away from me anymore.

As if arnav was on a mission to make his love fall for him, but little did he knew that khushi is expecting much more than love from him.

Khushi ran as fast as her legs could take her and entered her room closing the door behind, she was breathing heavily, she remembered all the words said by arnav, how he was being authorative about her and ordering her to call him everyday.

She couldn't help, but a smile crept on her lips seeing his this side after so many days.

But suddenly her thoughts were disturbed, what am I thinking, why iam behaving like iam in teenage love, is this what I wanted from him.

She became sad for a moment, khushi you want your husband back and not some college romeo who is driving you crazy with his flirtatious acts, she thought.

She kept a hand on her forhead wiping her worry lines. Hey devi maiyya, yeh kya ho raha hain, yeh kya kar rahe hain hum apne saath.

I need to bring back his memories, make him realise that iam his wife, I want my arnavji back and not just this Arnav Singh Raizada who is attracted to a girl named khushi.

But what can I do he doesn't remember anything and I don't think in near future it is going to happen.

Chup kar khushi aisa kuch galat mat soch' her mind prompted.

I need to keep some distance from him, atleast for the moment.

Suddenly she heard a knock on the door, khushiji can I come inside? Anjali asked.

She opened the door Di aap', Anjali saw that khushi was upset.

Kya hua khushiji, what happened aap thik toh hai.

Nothing di, Iam fine.

Dont hide from me khushiji, morning itself you were happy and was blushing when I told you about chotey looking for you, now what happened?

She hugged anjali and started crying loudly.

Di I don't know what's happening, I cant understand my life anymore.

Anjali asked her to relax and explain everything what she means.

After hearing everything Anjali said, khushiji its good that he is falling for you, we wanted that only he is in love with you and that's a good sign why are you upset.

No di, he is in love with Payal's sister and I don't even know what he feels is love or attraction, he doesn't know the actual relationship between us, and I don't know whether he will come to know it in near future.

Anjali sighed, khushiji what I understand is give him some time, let him realise what he feels for you... is he ready to take the next step and that is marriage, and when he truly feels that he cant live without out, then only we can take some harsh step.

What do you mean di?

Khushiji that day I spoke to Armaan and he said, that if chotey still doesn't remember anything we need to disclose the truth to him, we will have to take that risk.

No dii... don't do that, I don't want to loose him, Iam happy with whatever is there between us, atleast he is with me, if the truth comes out I don't know how he will behave may be he will distance himself from me..., i don't know... Iam confused.

That is what Iam telling you khushiji, give him some time, right now you just ignore him and see whether he is affected and how he behaves, make him feel for you hard from his heart, he should realise what you mean to him, saying that anjali left khushi in her thoughts.

It was dinner time and everybody took their seat to have dinner. Khushi bitiya payal bitiya ne khana kha liya, yes naaniji I just fed her and now she is taking rest.

Ok

Arnav was continuously staring khushi, when she came to sit for dinner, he purposely pulled his next chair for her, but to his disappointment, she sat next to nk, which irked him a lot.

What does she think of her, that Iam dying to sit beside her, go to hell he thought.

He had his food in lightening fast speed and stormed in anger towards his room, which didn't go unnoticed by khushi.

She thought of ignoring him and started helping hariprakash to clean the dinner table.

Khushiji aap jaiye hum kar lenge hp told.

Ok hp, she said and started walking towards payal's room, when somebody grabbed her in a room and closed the door behind, she opened her mouth to scream only to feel a hand on her mouth, it was then she realised that she has been pulled by none other than her husband.

What do you think of yourself dammit, she heard him say.

He was pressing her more towards the wall, putting his entire body weight on her.

She wriggled in his hold, trying to free herself, but he tightened his hold on her waist.

She pulled his hand from her mouth and said, what nonsense is this, is this the way to behave with someone.

Oh really, he mocked, so what you did down was a part of your well behaved manner.

What do you mean, I don't get you?

Stop acting khushi kumara gupta, you very well know what Iam talking about, when I pulled the chair for you, how could you go and sit with NK insulting me.

Oh so that's the matter, Mr. Arnav singh Raizada, you don't own me that I have to follow your rules, I can sit wherever I want and with whoever I want understand, she said gritting her teeth.

Dont you dare talk to me like that khushi or you will regret.

When I wanted you to sit with me, you should have sit with me, instead of opposing me.

Oh really and who are you to decide that, I have not given you any rights on me to decide what I should do.

I do have rights on you dammit, you cant sit with NK, when I want you around me.

Give me a break Mr. Raizada, I will do as per my wish and sit with anyone I want and you cannot stop me, be clear about it.

I very well can stop you, don't challenge me, you don't know me.

And Iam not interested also.

Really... then what happened between us in afternoon, do I need to remind you, at that time you didn't sop me of my activities.

Now khushi was lost for words.

Kya hua, zubaan andar chali gayi.

Let me be clear khushi, this is the last time Iam telling you, don't you ever try to ignore me, I wont bare it, YOU ARE MINE AND I HAVE EVERY RIGHT ON YOU.

Khushi just stared him on his statement.

What does that mean Mr. Raizada care to explain.

Arnav just released his hold from her waist realising what he spit out, and turned his back towards her, but she was not in a mood to back out.

Tell me what right you have on me, that you are ordering me like this, she asked pulling him by his shoulders.

Khushi please leave!!!!

No I want my answers arnavji, what is all this what's going on in your mind, what is happening between us, Iam not able to understand please make me understand.

Arnav was speechless, he was not yet ready to confess what he feels, he was becoming weak in front of her, in front of his feelings and this is not what Arnav singh Raizada is. He is a self made man, if he wants something he will get it by hook or crook but not by becoming weak in front of a girl.

Now this had hurted his ego, she was asking him explanations, who is she I have not yet given her the permission to question me, this is just not happening.

He wanted to think for that he needed time and hence he asked her to leave.

Khushi please leave I wont be able to answer you now.

Khushi was fuming with anger, ok fine arnavji now its decided, we will talk only when you have answers for my questions, until then we will not see each other and talk with each other, saying that she left his room with a heavy heart and tears in her eyes.

Arnav Singh Raizada was angry, he was angry on himself that he brought tears to her eyes again, he was responsible for her greif. He was confused, why? Why couldn't he admit that he feels for her, she was right she wanted to hear his confession, but is it so difficult for him.

Few days passed and arnav and khushi were avoiding each other, Anjali and naani could sense the tension between them and were praying for everything to be alright between them. Anjali assured naani that this time they cant do anything, arnav and khushi have to sort it out themselves.

It was almost five days and arnav culdnt see her nor she was talking to him.

Khushi as usual was taking care of payal, payal was happy that khushi was with her, but she could see the sadness on her little sister's face.

Khushi kya hua are you ok, did you fight with arnavji?

Please jiji I don't want to talk about it she said.

Arnav was in a miserable state, he was not able to concentrate on his work, he never knew that his life will be in such a mess.

But this was not happening, he couldn't take it any more he has to talk to her, she cant stay away from him like this, he cant bear it no, you have to listen to me khushi and today Iam not going to let you go without hearing me.

He came home early from office and closed himself in his room for whole day and evening, he had his dinner in his room saying that he had some urgent work.

It was night time and everybody had left for their rooms to sleep.

Khushi made sure that payal took her medicines and asked her to sleep.

She was about to close the door and sleep beside payal though sleep was way away from her eyes due to all that is happening in her life, when she heard a knock on the door.

She least expected him to be on her door at this time of the night.

Arnavji aap...?

Khushi I need to talk to you come with me.

Sorry arnavji its too late, iam sleepy we will talk later saying that she was about to close the door, when he pushed to open the door.

How dare you close the door on my face, payal is sleeping don't create a scene that she wakes up, come with me, saying that he dragged her towards his room.

They entered his room and he closed the door so that nobody disturbs them.

What the hell arnavji, you cant behave like this with me.

Khushi I need to talk to you, why don't you understand.

So.. you will drag me like this forcefully.

You were not listening to me, what should I do.

Ok tell me what you want to say, she folded her hands to her chest.

Khushi... woh I wanted to say... that... I... he stammered.

Khushi felt his hesitance, it was always difficult for him.

Leave it arnavji... you cant do it... yeh aap ke bas ki baat nahin hai' saying that she was about to opened the door, when he pulled her hand and pinned her towards the wall.

He was holding her tight giving her pain, don't you dare walk away when Iam talking to you.

Oh really what will you do? She dared him.

Khushi don't provoke me or you will regret.

I don't care arnavji leave me I said.

She was fuming and trying to get out of his hold.

Khushi listen to me don't ...

He was finding it difficult to make her stay and listen to him, this is just not happening.

Chodiyein humein', that's it he slammed his lips on hers, she stilled for a moment. He started kissing her hungrily.

The kiss was passionate, hard painful, he bit her lower lip to gain access in her mouth and she opened her lips beoming wek in front of his forceable kiss..

The kiss which had started wild, became gentle and intense, it was giving them immense pleasure.

She was so lost in him, that she forgot her anger and started participating equally in the kiss.

He sucked her upper lip coaxing it with his tongue, she moaned...ar..nav..ji with that he deepened his kiss, giving her more pleasure, their toungues started fighting licking and sucking each other.

They were lost in each other for god knows how long, when arnav pulled himself for much needed breathe. He touched his forehead on her while breathing on her face . They stood there for few mins unable to understand what just happened.

He was breathing hard and whispered on her face khushi..., taking a deep breath he said, I LOVE YOU, I LOVE YOU SO MUCH.

She opened her eyes instantly and tears started flowing from her eyes ar...nav...ji she called to confirm what she just heard.

He cupped her face and started caressing her face, you heard it right khushi, I LOVE YOU, I LOVE YOU MORE THAN ANYTHING AND EVERYTHING.

I don't know how and when it happened, but it happened and iam surprised of my own feelings but its true khushi, that I love you and I cant be without you, you have become and in tegral part of my life, that I cant breathe without you.

He hugged her tight like his life depended on it, khushi hugged him back with all her love.

Arnavji.. sobs.. aap... yeh.. kya...

Khushi... do you feel the same he asked? Do you love me?

Now she was confused, she wanted to say yes, but...didnt know what was stopping her.

Khushi please don't say no becoz I know you too feel the same for me, but I want to hear it from you, DO YOU LOVE ME?

Khushi couldn't control her tears and finally admitted, ha...an hum bhi aapse pyaar karte hain, bohot pyaar kartein hain' I LOVE YOU TOO ARNAVJI..

He smiled at her confession and hugged her again, making her feel his love for her. They stood in each others embrace not ready to be apart.

Arnav started caressing her back and was pressing her more to himself, he was not able to control his emotions and started kissing her earlobe, down to her jawline, her beautiful doe shaped eyes, he was kissing her all over not letting her go away from him.

Khushi digged her fingers which was on his chest unable to bare his closeness and the kisses showered by him which was making her weak and loose her control.

Arnav looked at her blusing face for once and picked her in his arms, He moved towards his bed and laid her gently on his bed.

Khushi was not realising what was happening, she was so lost in him that she forgot about what will be continued. Arnav moved her dupatta from her shoulders and started showering open mouth wet kisses on her shoulder, her nape and back to her lips. There was passion in the night, both were not ready to leave each other. They needed each other so much that whatever it is they wanted to continue their actions forgetting about everything else.

Khushi's chest was heaving, she was not able to open her eyes as she was scared of his desires. Arnav breathed on her face and asked in his husky voice, khushi open your eyes and look at me...khushi slowly opened her eyes and saw the raw passion in his deep brown orbs.

Arnav kissed her again on her lips, the kiss was hard and wild but still gentle and full of love. Khushi... I want you... I want you now...he said. Khushi realised what he just said and pushed him of her getting up from the bed.

What happened khushi? Are u alright? He asked.

Nahin arnavji... hum yeh nahin kar sakte.. we cant do this.

Why? Why cant we? We love each other and there is nothing wrong in it he said getting irritated.

No Arnavji, I can't... we can't.. please don't ask me anything, Iam sorry saying that she opened the door and left the room crying badly.

Now arnav was shocked confused and more than that he was angry.

What does she think of herself, how dare she?.. one moment she says she loves me and in the next moment she just pushes me away from her ignoring all the feelings between us.

No she cant do this, she cant play with me... my feelings I wont let that happen.

Khushi reached her room and started crying badly, she was sad about what just happened, she didn't wanted to puch him like this..how... how can I do this arnavji.. when you don't know exactly what is between us, you don't know our relation, even I want you arnavji, I cant tell you how much Iam craving for you, how much I want this to happen , but I cant, I cant even tell you why I backed off, hey devi maiyya Iam so helpless,why are you doing this to me why? She cried folding her knees to her chest.

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Precap: Khushi... I want to ask you something, is there anything you are hiding from me? Why I feel that there was something between us which happened in the past I don't know what, please tell I want to know everything are we? Are we related by any means. ?