Opposites attract16+ (virman ff)part 13 and onwards - Page 7

I tap on virats diary icon and me and jeevika give each other a mischievous glance because we both knew how big jerks we were reading somebodies private diary. And to be honest we were very shameless about it. But hey he did write about me so I have every right to know. "lets do it" I say to jeevika and open the file titled manvi'.

4th oct 2013:

Today I hurt manvi a lot I can't believe I am such a jerk to her like I sometimes think I am taking this acting stuff way too far but I need too I need to keep manvi away from me. She just can't find out we already know each other. She just can't find out I am her ladoo. The way I yell at her the way I take everything to an extreme is totally jerkish.

We had to do a project together and I had to do it so we met up at my house but who knew so much would happen today. The door got locked and we were stuck there all alone all night. I freaked out. What else was I suppose to do? I was alone at night with the girl I wanted to make love too. I wanted to feel her, smell her and touch her. I was hiding my passion through my anger all along but now what? I was totally freaking out but obviously miss never been alone with a guy before was freaking out more than me. We even had an argument and then she asked me something. She found out something was fishy with me and my attitude. She said I would go from sweet too hitler in a second and that it seems too her I am hiding something about my past. My heart started beating rapidly that moment and my face was getting sweaty. I felt like I got caught doing something bad. I got nervous and was just speechless. I didn't know what to say and how to respond to that. But before I got the chance to respond manvi was on top of me. We both tripped! Talk about Bollywood moment! We were so close to kissing but we came out of our trance when the balcony's doors glass broke.

What was I doing? Now she must think I like her. We didn't kiss on the lips but I did kiss her neck! I can't believe I did that! What was I going to do? I swear if papa finds out all this happened I would be dead. He doesn't even know met manvi and if he find out I met her and we had a moment then damn I would be dead. What am I going to tell manvi? She will be like this jerk almost kissed me and then ditched me. How do I go and tell her that I'm helpless. That I am a nice guy! I am her laddo ! im not a rich spoiled brat! I am not disrespectful! I am not a jerk! I just love her! I want to marry her and have babies with her. Oh how cute our babies would be. ( jeevika looks at me with a flirty look) Virat! You are so out of focus! In the end I wish all that didn't happen 8 years ago! I wish mom and dad were with me they would never put me in this state. Mom would love to know I chose her nakchari massi as her bahu. How much I miss mom. Haha I remember how much manvi would be mischievous and make a mess then mom would go running after her with a jharro. Lol manvi was a crazy kid. Her mom always told my mom too keep her because her herkatein made everyone pull their hair. I wish I could just go to uncle and antie and ask for manvis hand.

Why did this happen to me? Why? Why am I so far away from the person I was so close too in my childhood? Even if I told manvi I am laddo she still wouldn't know how my life changed in so many years because she moved away from panchgani a month before my life's worst tragedy happened. She would never know what I have been through she would never understand how we can't be together.

I wonder if she still remembers me. Like not physically but I wonder if she even remembers that she had a friend named virat. Even though nobody called me by my name back then. Everyone called me laddo and manvi especially called me viru. And besides she was just 10 back then and I was 11 I don't blame her if she doesn't remember but I just need to stay away from her from now on. But how do I leave the city dad won't let me leave since I made such a destruction last year in America. I even tried to leave, I even told manvi I am leaving on my letter but I couldn't leave this city. Dad is such a ugh. I can't even tell him the reason he will kill me and manvi! Well not literally this isn't Romeo and Juliet but still it will be a big bang! I wish I had my real dad with me and I didn't have to live with this jerk face.

I really don't have anyone right now. I feel so lonely. I can't go to viren his dad and my dad are working together so I can't trust viren. Jeevika Is manvis best friend I can't trust her either. I swear life is such a bitch! I just want to sucide!

6^th October 2013

Omg today manvi came to my place to get her flash drive /usb. But why did she sneak in with viren and jeevika? I got really tempered that time. This time I wasn't faking it and my anger was more of my tears acting up in anger. Manvi started crying without a reason. I wonder if it is because she thinks I almost kissed her and then ditched her. I told her I want to talk to her and it was hard convincing her but eventually she agreed and we drove off in my car.

I don't know why but my instincts drove us all the way to panchgani. I asked manvi if she remembered it but she said yes and that she lived here before. But she didn't mention any childhood friend. Sigh! The car ride was weird we both were so quiet. I really hurted her this time. Really badly but how was I supposed to tell her anything?

*knock knock*

Me and jeevika jump from the knock and gasp. "Who is it?" jeevika yells. Jeevika's mom walks in with refreshments. "Have some beta" she says to me holding my check. I give a small smile and nod. me and jeevika look at each other as soon as she walks out. "Omg manvi you know what this means?". "What?" I ask. "You two are made in heaven dekho even he wants to have gande gande bachein" she says while laughing. I look at her in anger and throw the pillow nearest to me at her but I missed and ended up knocking over glass of pepsi. "mashallah" she says in sarcasim. "It's your fault!" I yell. " haha but seriously manvi I don't get one thing he says he is with his mom and dad and his dad is somehow opposed to him and you but then he also says he misses his mom and dad and then even mentioned real dad. Whats up?". She asked all confused. "To be honest jeevika even I find this strange but yes I remember his mom and dad and I remember every moment I had with them but when I went to virats house and there was a family portrait his parents were different." I say. "wow that is crazy anything else that is weird and you noticed?" she asks. I nod a no but all of a sudden I remember something like a lightning bolt. "Omg yes I remember the first day I met him I accused his mom for not teaching him how to respect women but later that day when your car broke down and he drove me home he said his mom was with him till he was 12 but she thought him a lot till then." I say. "So?" she asks because she didn't get my point. "So when I went to his house there was a picture of his mom who wasn't his mom when we were kids and he said his mom is out of town. So how come he said she was with him till he was 12?". "Gosh this all is so confusing, do you think he got adopted by filthy rich people?" she asks. "I don't know but what tragedy?". Jeevika looks and me and shrugs her shoulders. We both get lost in putting our minds in the situation and thinking deeply. My phone ringed and I twitched as I snapped out of my thoughts. I see caller id and it was an unknown number. I pick up. "Hello?" I ask. "manvi it's me virat I want my ipad back". He says in a serious and straight forward way. I gulp in fear and give jeevika a dead look. She gestures what with her hands. " aa okay" is all I could say. "How much have you read?" he asks with a serious tone. "Not much I swear" I say while shaking. " fine meet me at the uni in 20 minutes kapish" he says and disconnects the call. I look at jeevika with my eyes wide open.

Precap:

Virman have an argument and virat accidently tells manvi the secret

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