I am sorry to say that today I have reach there point I really need a very good reason to continue writing. I know there she goes again and why does she does this...
But I really need a really good reason to why I should continue as I am tried and stress out. My journey as a writer has been mix emotions where sometimes I feel the top of the world by the love you all give me and sometimes really sad as I feel no one is reading my work. believe or not but I spent 4-6 hours for each update because I know that my readers will love if I could give them a update of a story once a week. When I come from work or uni. I make sure that I write a update and sometimes I sleep late so I know there will a update so the readers can read. If I am posting my story here then I do want to know if the readers have like the update or not. I feel like sometime it is stuck where I have started. I mearn like likes and comment are the same or sometimes less. I dont make any process and instead I take a step back then it comes to updates. In good days the updates goes to over 100 likes and the bads days it gets 50-60 likes on same story.
yes, I know what you will say there a readers who are having exams and some are just busy or unbuddy the silent readers. but it not about them because in the end the ones who are having emams I already know as they have told me, same goes to the ones who are busy and about silent readers I dont care anymore about them if they like to be silent then be it.
it is about making process and not taking a step back. I cant continue this way...today I have
realized it has been 8-9 months I have started wrting here on IF. Yes, it has been that long since I have started. Sometimes I feel whenever I write a note many readers start to comment but later they dont. I cant keep contining writing note about this issue anymore. I am tried, I am really tried right now and now I feel so sad that sometimes I feel to end every story right now and never be back this site. Sorry but it is just how I am feeling right now. because right now I feel like I just need a one thing which will make me stop wrting. So here comes my quetion again...
give me one good reason or otherwise I will end and not disturb you with my pms anymore...