Part 2
Sharon prov :
At the same time at the other corner...Sharon to her diary...
"I would be lying if I could Say that loosing you was something I could handle"
Swayam today I know what love is and itz all because of you...you introduced to me to this beautiful feeling...you made me believe in love...you helped me get out my shell..yaha thak ki you helped me to overcome my biggest fear..i thot ki mai kabhi dance kar nahi pavungi..lekin you always had faith on me..which helped me overcome my fear...I have been so much dependent on you ki today suddenly I m left all alone...rember you promised me that you would never leave me alone then where are you now??
Swayam you mean a lot to me...tum meri jindagi ban chuke ho...tumse related her choti choti bath mujhe affect karti hai...tumhare sath bitaya huva har lamha meri jindagi ka hissa ban gaya hai...apni puri jindagi bas tumhare sath bithana chahti hu...jabhi tumhare sath rahti hu humesha khush rehti hu...every time you come close to me..you touch me..you make me go mad...I don't knw how lekin jabh bhi around hote ho..tho world seems magical...paglo ki tarah tumhe stare karti rahti hu...tumhare sath bithaya huva har moment sochke blush karti hu...jhi karta hai din bar bas tumhe dekti rahu...har pal bas tumhare yadho mai khoi rahti hu...is it not love??agar ye pyaar nahi hai tho kya hai Swayam... was my feelings and actions were not enough for u to understand what you mean to me...what importance you have in my life...was it not enough??
I knw Swayam mujse bahut badi galti hogayi hai...jabh tumhe meri sabse jada jarurat thi I ws not present for you..har bar jabh tumhne mujhe samajane ki koshish ki..other then listening to u and understanding you I just over reacted...yaha tak without letting you know I signed d contract...I brk your promise...and trust on me...I m sorry...pata hai sorry won't make everything proper...but kya karu mai hu hi ayesi stupid...idiot..impulsive...jabh gussa hoti hu...I don't understand how to react...but Swayam when I brk your promise I never did it to hurt you....i knw ki mere actions galat the but mere intentions nahi...mujhe lage ki agar tumhe use waqt sabh pata chal jata then you wil get more angry...moreover I don't wanted to spoil our date...i knw i should not hav hide it frm you...I took wrong decision...but I took it bec I don't wanted to hurt you in anyway...and Swayam I never shared our personal talks with Rey...tum soch bhi kaise sakte ho ki mai tumhari feelings public bana dungi...bas ek bar mere bath sun lete...ek bar mujhe apna point of view samjane ka mauka dete...I knw m big time fool ...I am not perfect like you swayam...I make mistakes..i hurt people ...bt I was just asking for one chance to explain myself..
Swayam remember tumhi ne kaha tha that you know me better than I know myself...tho abh kya huva Swayam??how dare you say ki mai tumhe toy boy ki tarah use kar rahi hu???do u really think ur just entertainment factor for me... Today I want to ask you swayam...did you ever understand me??? Or I should say did you ever have trust on my love?? i still can't believe my ears ki tumhne vo sabh kaha... I knw you were angry...frustrated...and you had right to remove your anger on me...but how did you just say I used you for entertainment?? I was waiting for whole night right outside your house...taki tumse bath kar sakhu..apni galti ke liye mafi mang sakhu...but tumhne ek bar meri bath sunhe ki koshis nahi ki...forget about listening...u wer nt even ready to see my face...kya meri galti itni badi thi swayam??
why did you just let everything end...maine bas ek bar kaha ki chale javo..and you just left??why?? ek bar koshish karlete janeki mai kyu ayesi behave kar rahi hu...bas ek bar...how do I make you understand I really love you...Swayam I can't imagine my life without you... I can't spent single second thinking about you ...I only know ki I want you back in my life..i want my loverboy back... i want deny ki fact that I am angry on you for what you said...but itz also true that I can't leave without you...I need you..I promise today ill be around you forever... kya hum humare relation ko ek chance nahi de sakte??? Pata hai itz difficult but I don't think itz impossible...you always say na ki my wish is your command...abh meri aur ek wish puri kardo...please come back to me...I love you and I miss you swayam..i really do...
tumhari Sharon
helloo all...was bit busy...so this is all i could come up with in short span of time...personally m not happy d way it turned out and i knw i must have not lived up to the expectation of many of you...sorry again.. 😭 waiting for your response... 😊
Edited by sweetdivya - 12 years ago
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