Swaron os : i miss the old you (updated )

OS : i miss the old you...

Swayam to his diary...8 days after their breakup...

I always knew i would look back on my tears and laugh...

I never knew i would look back at my laughter and cry...

Sharon...did u ever realized that u mean world to me and that your part of my soul...tum ayesi addiction ban chuki ho jiske bina reh nahi sakta..har pal bas tumhare bare me sochata rahta hu..shayad bas ek sapna ban kar reh gayi ho...koshish ki use gam ko bhul javu..tumhari yadho ko bhul javu...i have tried a lot ki apne dil ko samaja sakhu..lekin as I had told u..ye dil humesha tumhari side leta hai..yaad he Sharon I had promised u ki ill make u fall in love with me..and I thot I had achieved my promise...I knw pagal hu mai...ayse sapne dekhane laga tha..jo shyad kabhi sach nahi ho sakte...wen I look bak d world seems so so beautiful..everything seems so cheerful..but today everything has changed..aaj jabh use pal ke bareme sochata hu tab ajib si feeling ajati hai..i still can't understand what went wrong..kyu aaj hum isse mod par khade hai...dis past 8 days have literally killed me...kabhi socha nahi tha humari story ka end isse tarah hoga..mujhe tho lage ye story kabhi end nahi hogi..tum tik keh rahi thi..pagal hogaya hu..pagal hogaya hu tumhare pyaar mai...wen I think abt d tym I spend with u itz most memorable time of my life...with you every moment we spend together is a little more than amazing..something which m definitely going to cherish throughout my life...our confession...after confession romantic moments...har lamha jo humane NDC ke waqt sath bhitayata...fst tym wen u had kissed me on my cheek..u had drive me crazy ...den meri return kiss...humari payali jogging date...jiske bad tu bimar hogayi thi...I still can't describe how much I had missed u in those 10days...and den tumhara meri wish ko complete karna...chai date...rain dance...camping...sabh kuch kitna perfect tha...har chiz har bath...sabh kuch ...phir kyu Sharon...ayesa kya hogay ki tumhne mujse judha hone se pehle ek bar bhi isse rishte ke bareme nahi socha...ek bar bhi nahi socha agar tum chali jaugi tho mera kya hal hoga...why Sharon why did u do dis to me...tumhari wishes...tumhara har kehan...meri top priority thi...tum jo kaho jaisa kaho..har chiz karna ke liye I was ready...bas iske badle mai...I just wanted to u to love me bak...be with me forever...just fulfill promise which u had made to me...kya meri demands itni badi thi?? Bas ek bar sach bolke dekh leti thi...bas ek par mujhe samjne ki koshish karti..was our relation so weak...ki ek choti si bath...humare pyaar ko tod gayi.. You told me you loved me so why did let our relation end this way? Is it compulsory ki har bar mai hi first step lu...kya tumhara humare relation ki taraf koi farz nahi hai??for god sake even m human being..kyu har bar har koi expect karta hai ki mai unke feelings ko samju?? Kyu meri feelings exist nahi karti?? Is it so easy for everyone to take me fr granted??

Aaj jabh mai sochata hu..ki kya hum sachem ek sath the...kya sach tha ki hum kabhi relation mai the...kya ye sach hai we loved each other...agar ye sabh sch tha..tho ek hi pal me sabh bhikar kyu gaya..humari ek fight ne sare rishete tod diye..mai manta hu meri galthi hai...use din maine jo tumse kaha mujhe nahi kehna chahiye tha..and I will never forgive myself fr what I did..but Sharon mai tumse use chiz ke liye mafi magne bhi tho aya tha...bas ek bar meri bath sun leti..bas ek bar mujhe apne behavior ko justify karne deti..kya mai itna bura hu Sharon?? It hurts the worst Sharon when the person that made you feel special yesterday, makes you feel so unwanted today.

Abh lagta hai shyad mai tumhe kabhi deserve nahi karta tha..m sorry Sharon I had promised dat ki mai world ka best boyfriend banke dhikavunga...m sorry I could nt fulfill my promise...I just want to say dat I can never stop loving you..just that I have stopped showing it...agar tumhari khushi mujse dur rahne mai hai...tho yahi sahi...jaisa tum chaho...as I always say ur wish is my command...

tumhara and sirf tumhara

Swayam

Part 2 (Sharon Prov)

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Guys dis is d OS based on current track... i have tried emotional OS fr the first tym...i just wrote it few hours back...and really sorry for my hindi..actually had thot of writing both swayam and Sharon prov but I guess dt wil b double torture for u all... 😆 nywaz waiting for ur precious comments..let me knw hw gud o bad it was..thank u fr bearing with me... 😃

Originally posted by: Shilpa_SwaRon

Oh freak u just made me cry..
It was so emotional direct touched my heart..
U know Wat Wen i was reading dis i could actually see swayam saying all dis..
Aisa laga as if am not reading it am listen all dis in swayam.s voice..
Divu dis one was fabulous yaar..
Love it..
Amazing work.. Itna emotional n perfectly described swayam.s pain n emotions..
Brilliant 👏 👏

Ps: my request pls pls pls write sharon.s pov as well pls..