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Kisher OS: Wo Humsafar hai aur us sey humnawai bhi hai...
There was great hustle bustle in Ahsan House . It seem like really special guest were coming there. There was a sweet lady in her early fiftes dressed in fine lawn print was instructing her maid in kitchen.
"Sahi sey banao na salad..uff Allah aik mein tmhara kia karon..Jab kbhi mehmano ney ana hota hai tm aur sustt ho jati ho..kha bhi tha subha jaldi ana Khirad key susral walo ney kahney pe ana hai..magar majal hai k tum koi meri baat dehyan sy suno..aik kaan sy sunti ho dosrey kaan sy nikal deti ho.."
"Mama kuin dant rahi hain ap bechari ko... a tou gaye the time pe aur sab kaam time sy ho bhi jaye ga..apkey khaass mehmano key aney mein abhi time hai.."
The lady turned n saw her sweet young daughter still in her simple attire like always..She sighed on thinking when this girl will ever look at herself..
"Khirad tum abhi tak isi huley mein ghoom rahi ho pehely itni mushkil sy tmhey kitchen sy nikala tha lag gaye ho apney baba jani k sath waqt zaya karney yeh unhi key lad pyaar ka nuqsaan hai majal hai k meri kisi baat ka asar ho tm par..kitni dair pehely tmhey tyar honey behja tha han ? kaprey tak rakh k aye the kamrey mein tmharey aur tum abhi tak massiioon waley huley mein ghoom rahi ho.."
Listening to the scold she was getting from her mother changed her facial expression time to time..sometime amusing while sometimes annoying n sad...but not a guilty one.
"Maa Please dantana tou bas karo ab mein roney lag jaon gi.."
Khirad managed to behave just like she was used of...but her mother was her mother knew very well how to deal with her daughter..
"Aik don ge kaan k nechey agar merey samney yeh nakhrey kea..chalo uper ja k apney kamrey mein tyar ho ka dus mint mein nechey aon..agar zara tmhari chu chan sunai di na tou laga don gi tmhari shikayt baba jani sy phr wohi tmhey sedha karein gy.."
Her mother's straight forward no for pampering her really made her upset...and she had no other option just to accept it the way it was...
"ap meri maa bilkul ni lagti ..."
Her mother glares her at her childish antics..sometimes her twenty years old daughter make her worry about her future...
"Khiraddd.."
"Ja rahi hon ja rahi hon..aur baba jani sy tu mein apki shikyat lagaon gi..huh..."
She said getting upset on her mother n didn't left chance annoying her mother while leaving to do what she was told to do...
Khirad ahsan , the only daughter of Mr.and Mrs.Ahsan..her father died in her childhood..and her mother lived with her maternal grandfather..she was most lovable to her maternal grandfather to whom she used to call.. "baba jani"...She got engaged to Mr.Ashar hussain during her Masters...She is innocent girl who loves to live her life with her mother n baba jani without any worries or responsibilities..but still she is mature enough to handle her life..
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"Marvi Khana laga dia na table pe sahi sy ? yeh raita salad yahan kia kar raha rakh k ao isey table pe.."
The old lady as come in kitchen to make sure everything had gone to dinner table to make sure before calling out guests for dinner..just then she got interrupted by a sweet chirpy voice that certainly made her smiles widely with little moist in eyes as she turned to see her...
"Maa..."
She was wearing a yellow frok that was just complimenting her skin color perfectly..and along her light jewelry n mascara along light blush on n lips gloss ...she was like the most prettiest girl at that moment...She smiles at her mother as walked upto her..n continued..
"Maa ap jao mehmano k pass betho mein dinner lagati hon.."
"tm dinner hmary sath kar rahi ho na khirad ?"
"Maa mein ney parhai karni hai aur mera bikul khaney ka man ni hai lunch bhi tou dair sy kia na sham mein..mein ap logo ko tea mein company deney a jaon gi please ?"
"Tum mili ho apni sass sy ?"
"Ji uncle auntie sy mein mil aye hon..."
"Aur..."
"Maa jaein na udhar mehmano ko ap akela chodh k a gaein hain baba jani pata ni konsey qissey unhey suna chukey hon gy ab tak apni jawani kea.."
"Tum aur tmharey baba jani ...!! sach mein khirad kbhi kbhi lagta hai mjhsy zyada tm baba jani k sagi beti ho..."
"Wo tou hai..chalein ab jaein...Marvi yeh table pe laga aein baqi mein yeh dekh leti hon..."
She hated limelight she got since after engagement..that engagement was unplanned in her life..n she still was trying to digest this fact...she was not ready for any commitment that too with a guy who is highly qualified with amazing personality..she can't deny that fact..but still it make her uncomfortable to discuss anything like near to marriage or it's concern..
After sending her home she was doing last touch ups with dishes when she heard a male coughing voice which made her stopped at her place while her mind felt blanked...
"Hii..."
She turned n look at him fearfully..
"Ap yahan ?"
Dashing and Attractive Personality staring with a smile...Dressed in a casual t shirt n jeans he seem younger than his age like some college guy where he had already done with his Mba and was running his father's business successfully..
"Han kuin tmharey kitchen mein mera ana allowed nahn hai Miss..Khirad Ahsan ??
He walked to her noticing how quickly she had got panic with his approach n had started sweating...
"Nahn..mein dinner laga rahi hon ap jaein behtein..."
He sighed as she turned away n he was facing her back now...
"Aur as usually aj bhi tm hmarey sath dinner tou ni kar rahi na ? most porbably tmhara kal test ho ga ya tmney late khana khaya ho ga ?"
He shrugged his shoulders..it was not new that she was avoiding..she has habit to do it...to avoid him...n to make him feel left out...from their relationship...which for him at least mean something...
Getting his taunted tone she looked at him ..n there was clear dis likeness on her face ...as she replied confidently n with firm yet still calm n slow voice...
"Ji mein university sey 5 bajey aye the..aur khana 6 bajey khaya tha...aur mera kal test hai..aur mein kbhi jhot ni bolti..ab agar ap mjhey excuse karein gey.. mjhey khana lagana haiii..."
As soon as she stated while facing him...she moved away the gaze as holding the bowl she turned to walk out from kitchen...but to her shock she felt him stopping her by holding her hand...
"Khirad..."
He felt bad as realized it was not right to say that to her..while he was also pretty informed of her busy university days and an obvious uncomfortable feeling towards him...
As soon as she felt..with current speed she removed his hand n moved back five feet away from him n spoke in her uneven voice while moist formed in her eyes..
"Ashar yeh kia batamizi hai Mein apsey yeh expect ni karti so please aenda khayal rakhey ga..."
"I am soory..."
His voice n expressions were cold that made her realize even when she was right and not rude still he was upset or felt bad...
"..."
Even she wish to say or had bit of guilt despite of fact she consider herself right...she still can't take this...because it could humiliate her and him in front of her n his family...
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She had joined them in dinner n tea both...despite the worry of next day in university was revolving in her mind along the constant tension because of her relationship with him... it was stressful for her all.. but still she had a smile on her face..for the sake of her loved ones...she didn't try to know about what he feel ...she just had decided to do what she thinks best for her...for her family...this relationship she was tied ...she was clueless about it..except she knew that it is going to her only that will sacrifice or compromise..or could make the situations better..her mother had made her learnt certainly that she is the driver of her life..not any other person...she can make up things or break up...she was never ready for this relationship...for her life was her mother, her grandfather and her studies...or her friends...but nothing more...Ashar hussain walked in her life..when during a get together where she had accompanied her grandfather met with his family...she didn't get still why why on earth he had chosen her to be his life partner...she would have never say yes..if it wasn't her mother n grandfather who looked so assure about this decision to be right that she had no other option to get agree...They were engaged officially as small ceremony took place ...she didn't think about it or more she made herself sure she would be better if she will think less about it...she decided to focus her attention over her studies...but sometimes you just can't as..her in laws n her to be husband keep on inviting them for dinner or would use to visit her now n then...where she find it lovable to meet his parents..there she always felt uncomfortable feelings n tension over herself when ever he is around or even it is about him it would make her go through strange feelings...
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Khirad Ahsan..would she ever use her mind ? in which century this girl lives ? man you would have think before choosing her...wasn't it her that he gets agree on marrying ? totally a different girl...her own unique personality..a combination of lively,sweet and adorable nature...just the way she was...a little afraid..still confident..not a coward..or shy to say what was on her mind...she had not only a beautiful face but her heart was just too innocent...he would never let to be broken...she had become too precious for him...in all meanings...how she had managed to make him her's without any effort it was still mystery for him...Hurting her made him sleepless..how much he had wish to talk to her after dinner n cooffe to let her know that he really mean soory n it made him feel more guilty when she had showed up on dinner n coffe..it was not the way he wishes.beside..that he had wished to spent time along her ...
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"Khirad tm tyar ho gaye ho ? shadi key card pe 7 bajey ka time likha that dus mint reh gaye hain ab aur kitni tyari karni hai khirad chal bhi paro?"
"Mama a rahi hon bas shoes ni mil rahe the lo ready hon.. aur mama kbhi shadiyan bhi time pe huwa karti hain.."
"Yahi sab soch kar ghar behtein rahein gey ise lea tou yeh sab hota hai.."
"acha meri pyari ami jaan ab chalein warna apney phir meri shadi ki discussion shuru kar deni hai..."
"Is mein harj hi kia hai ? shadi karni hai na tmhari jasey hi parhai mukamal ho jaye gi"
"NO more discussion Mjhey dosron ki shadi enjoy karni hai abhi okay mom please..."
The thought of marriage always caused her fear like every girl..no matter how much any girl fantasize...when it comes ...it is always matter of life n death...like a clueless option...you dont know it is heaven or hell ?? She was not even ready to think about it...everything just rushed up in her life...however she had nothing to complain about as everything seems so perfect...meant to be...that she had to accept...that she was in relationship now but still...it takes time to get in that...
Enjoying Weddings of other people...praising about bride n groom..commenting on stupid random people in wedding...tasting the delicious wedding food..she was enjoying to herself...but soon she was in a seal of being careful as she get to know...her fiance is also attending ceremony and pair of eyes following her is non other than Ashar Hussain...
Being away from noise to get fresh air she was standing far enjoying the music n smiling at people enjoying to their fullest...just then she heard again the same voice that always manage to make her feel butterflies in her stomach...
"You are looking beautiful Khirad"
In a green anarkali fork n open hairs with light jewelry n make up she was looking different n beautiful from her regular braids n simple attire...
"Thank You..."
She made her self somehow calm as she was not ready to again redeem on her any act...
"Aj nai bhagna tmhey?"
She looked at him with confused look while he was grinning...
"Ji????"
"Tum hmesha mjhsey dar k bhaag jati hon na jasey k mein bhoot hon ?"
"Ap ko mujhsey koi kaam hai ?"
It was so lame of her to avoid the discussion...
"Khirad Kbhi tou koi aqal ki baat kar lia karo seriously ab kia sirf zarorat key waqt hum baat karein gey...? is sey tou acha tha hmari engagment hi na hoti tm mjhsy asey dar k bhaagti ho jasye mein tmhey kha jaon ga ? itni be-itbari hai khirad tmhey mjhey par zara sa bhe bahrosa nai hai ?"
It is her or she just love to spoil his mood always by bringing up those useless talks whenever he manages to get alone along her ?
"aesa kuch ni hai ..mera yeh matlab ni hai..."
Is it is his nature ? or he just manages so well to taunt at her n hurt her everytym they mean ? if she bothers so much then why he is here ?
"Par dikhta tou yahi hai na...aur hum usi pe yakeen kartey hain jo dikhta ho..."
This girl sometimes makes him crazy.
"Zarori tou ni kbhi ankhon dekha galat aur kano suna bhi jhoot hota..kbhi shak ni kartey ...aur agar ap shaki mijaz hain tu apko mjhsy rishta jodney sey pehley sochna chahiye tha...aur agar ap koi bhi pachtawa hai tou usey sari zindagi ka pachtawa bananey sey pehley is ristey ko hmesha hmesha k lea tod di jeye ga..."
It was not just words...that could have stab him hard...it was her moist eyes...hurt in her eyes...pain...that he felt her ...he was still standing at his place as she had walked off...with sadness...with wish of having fun n masti along her he had walked to her...but all that he turned in a mess...is it always him ? or she just over reacts to everything...? or it is just the wrong timing always...? or they just need more time for their relationship ???
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"baba Khirad ki sass ka phone aya tha...woh jald hi nikkah ki date ka israr kar rahi thein..."
"Kia ? Nikkah ? khirad man jaye gi ? wo tou apni studies mein busy ni hai kiya ? uskey lea muskhil ho ga.. tm ney us sey pocha beta ?"
"Nahn baba mein janti hon uska jawab kia ho ga mjhey ni karni shadi vadi...par baba is sey kia fark parta hai..sirf nikkah hi tou hai na.? rukhsati tou uski parhai k baad hi ho gi na ? aur phr aj kal magni ka kiya? bura waqt aney mein dair lagti hai kia ? nikkah ho jaye ga tou aik sakoon mil jaye ga..."
"Bura waqat tou waqai bata k ni ata beta...kuch kha tou shadi k baad bhi ni jata ...aur betiyan tou hoti hi amant hain...unko aik na aik din rukhsat karna hi hota hai na...ashar dekha bhala ladka hai...aur uki adatein bhi achi hain.. wo khirad ko kush hi rakhey ga...waqt k sath hi insan jeena sekhta hai..rishton ki ahmiat..unhey parhkna..unki imhet..unhey nibhana sab smjhta hai...koi bina janey tou sab ni sekh leta na... khirad bhi aik na aik din smjh jaye gi jab waqt ay ga..abhi usey jeney do uski zindagi jasey wo chahti hai...Tm khirad sey poch lo jasey uski marzi wasey hi ho ga..."
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"Maa...aesa kuin unho ney kha ?"
Khirad after crying baskets were now resting head on her mother's lap..she had different emotions...n was unable to figure out to come out of so called porblem
"Yeh koi anookhi baat ni hai khirad jani... unki baat gair munasib tou ni hai jo ap asey soch rahi hain... wasey bhi apki magni ko do saal tou honey hi waley hain na...tou phir nikkah ho jaye tou acha hi hai na rishtey nazuk dur k trah tou hotey hain unhey jitna ehtyat aur smbhal key rakha jaye utna hi acha hota hai khirad...aney wala waqat kia lata hai is sey tou koi wakif ni hai na...wo sab tou Allah janta hai...aur woh apney bandon k lea sahi faisla hi karta hai khirad..."
However she knew she can't argue with her mom..at same time she was not ready simply for any new relation..
"Ap ney kia jawab dia ?"
"Jo Hmari beti kahye gi hm wohi karein gy... khirad tm socho aur phr faisla karo... agar jaldi lagta hai tou mana kar dena..koi bhi tmhey kuch ni kahye ga..."
As her mom was about to leave she thought to give voice to her wish...the only solution of problem in her mind...
"Mein ashar sey baat kar sakti hon maa kia ?"
"Han..Jo tmhey behtar lagey woh karo ...mein janti hon meri beti jo karye gi woh sahi hi ho ga kuin key jeeney k lea sirf sahi ka sath dena chahye..."
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"Hello...Ashar..."
Her voice shake as she sensed presence on other side of phone...ashar looked at cell phone screen to make sure it is her...
"Khirad..."
"Ap aesa kuin chahtey hain ?"
"Kiya ?"
He sighed as he already had idea why she called him...
"Mujhey abi parhna hai ..."
"Wo tou tm shadi k baad bhi parh sakti ho Mrs.Ashar Hussain..."
As he called her Mrs.Ashar Hussain..it sent shivers down her spine...at just the thought..he already dominates her ...n after marriage she fears she would ever be able to give voice to her opinion or wish...
"Ap aesa kuin kar rahe hain Ashar ? Kis baat ki saza ?"
"Saza? kia bol rahi ho khirad mein ney nikkah ka kha hai kuch galat thodi na kha hai..."
That girl was insane for him...nothing makes her sensible in front of him whenever she talks about them...
"Par mjhey abhi shadi karni hi ni hai..."
"Mujhsey ni karni yaa..."
"Jo smjhna hai smjhein ap...par mjhey abhi is trah ka koi problem ni palna..mjhey sirf parhai karni hai..."
WHY ? he just simply can't understand ? he always counter back him with such blames or what else she could name it ? She simply hate his so called thoughts about her...when he can't trust her then how he thinks their relation would ever work out ?
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"Khirad tm tayr ho gaye beta ?"
She was lost in thoughts in her room when her mother walks in n make her confused..
"Tyar mom ?"
"Han khirad ashar nechey behta huwa usney kha hai tm log dinner k lea ja rahe ho ? tm abhi tak ni tyar hui.. tm tyar ho jao wo itni dair baba jani k pass behta hai mein usko kuch pochti hon tm jaldi sy tyar ho k a jao..."
Ashar dinner ? wo kia kal ki baat sey aur khafa ho gaye hain ? khahin unhey bura tou ni lag gya...agar unho ney yeh engagement tod di ?...mein baba jani aur mama ko kia bataon ge? nahn aesa ni hai mein hi kham kha mein pareshan ho rahe hon..agar unko bura laga ho ga tou sory bol don gi...aur wasey bhi kla bohat sochney k baad merey pass koi option bhi ni bacha..swaye han bolney ke...
Pushing away her thoughts she dressed up quickly n with last glance she walked downstairs n saw him laughing along her grandfather..n she moved away her eyes as felt him staring at her...she felt her cheeks burning...
"Thank You auntie...khirad chalein ?"
"Jii..."
Her voice shake a bit in reply...they walked out together...
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The silence in car was the most unpleasant start of his planned surprised date..he wished to talk to her at same time..his so called ego didn't let him...
"Music ?"
"As u wish..."
With her short answer he sighed...n looked on road...n starting thinking about what to say...
"Tmhara favourtie resturant pe chalein ya merey favourite pe?
"Jasey ap chahein..."
As her same reply he now totally gave up n decided to let the rest of journey spend in silence...
"purely veg ho ya non veg bhi chaley ga ?"
He asked her while glancing at menu...
"Mein veg hi lon gi..non veg ka mood ni hai..."
They ordered respective foods...khirad looked here n there to ignore awkward silence. ...
"aik baat pochon ?"
"Ji ?"
"Tm mjhey hmesha itna hurt kuin karti ho ?"
"Ji ??"
She looked at him shockingly...
"Han hmesha avoid karti ho...samney a jaon tou asey lagta hai jasey tm ney koi bhoot dekh lia ho.. baat karna chahon tou bhagney ki karti ho..mein tmhey khaney wala hon tm sach mein mjh pe trust ni karti ?"
As she listened she was hurt n sad...but at same time they both felt good to at least speak up their hearts to each other..
"Mein ne aesa kbhi ni socha...Mjhey ni pata mein aesey kuin react karti hon mein asi hi hon I am soory agar apko bura lagta hai..par zarori tou ni insan ki har adat achi ho ho ? apney may be kuch acha dekh key merey nam k sath apna nam jora ho ga lakin is mein mera koi kasor ni hai agar mein asi hon..."
"Acha tou kasor tou phir mera bhi ni huwa k mein aesa hon ? phir mjh par gusa honey ka haq tmhey kis ney dia ?"
"Danttey tou ap bhi hain mjhey mein ne tou ni pocha yeh haq apko kasey mila ? kia haq dena rishton mein ni hota ?"
"Agar haq lena hai tou haq dena bhi tou chahye ?tm yeh kasey expect kar sakti ho k mein tmharey sath apna nam bhi lagana chahon aur tmhey apna bhi na khaon ?"
As the conversation continued it make her more hell nervous..his eyes were literally making her sweat...she fears...how he takes everything so simple ? isn't it a big deal to be so evident about your feelings for next person ? or it is just her who feel it is too early...or say strange new unbelievable stuff..
"Par yeh sab bohat jaldi hai...mjhey parhna hai..."
She was back to her same line..which at first make him frown but he calm down himself sooner..
"Mein parhai sy mana thodi na kar raha hon meri jaan..."
"hun?"
Her eyes didn't have courage now to meet with his eyes..n her cheeks were burning..coz of shyness..and her heart was thudding fast making her nervous..it was first time she was ever called with so much love by anyone..n it just makes her fearful..as everything was so new to her...may be she loves to dream fantasy things but living them was quite new for her...
"Oh not again khirad ab wasi shakal mat bana lena jasey mein koi jin hon..pata ni tm kia sochti rehti ho..ya tm kia smjhti ho...tm beshak merey lea wesa feel ni karti par tm merey lea itney kum arsey mein kia ban gaye ho yeh mein kudh bhi nai janta..ab mein kuch aur nahn kahon ga kuin key mjhey tmhey bhagana ni hai...Seriously mein itna bura insan ni hon...aur agar hmara rishta na huwa hota tou mein kbhi tmsey asi koi baat na karta jasey tm fazool kehti ho,..."
She just couldn't help but smile shyly now..she never thought bad about him..it is just her...she is like this way..too nervous about such things...
"Ap waqai bohat fazool boltey hain..."
Ashar finally felt relived as saw her smiling..he had got succeed in making her comfortable at least to some extent ...
"Thank you for compliment at least tmhey merey barey mein kuch tou pata hai,..."
As they continued chatting with their dinner...now a small smile was playing across their face n was much contented...
"Ap merey barey mein bohat jantey hain kia ?"
"At least tm sy zyada..."
"Shaid..."
She didn't argue about it..she knew ...she feel like he could read her face..or can get about her feeling from eyes..that is why he always come up with something unexpected for her...
"Tm meri haar baat man leti ho phir nikkah key lea kuin ni razamand ?"
She smiled a little as they came out of restaurant...
"Ap jasey chahtey hain wesa hi ho ga...mein mama ko bol chuki hon k ap ko jasa munasib lagta hai ap log decide kar lein..."
"acha aur phr uskey baad mein tmhara yeh utra huwa chehra dekhon ? ya tmhari udass ankhaein ? tmhey dekh k abhi aesa lagta hai dunia ka zalim tareen asshiq hon mein..."
She looked at him with complain ...he was on hell bent to make fun of the situation...what he wants ? neither he took her option nor he goes with his wish...
"Ji ? ap itna fazol kuin boltey hain Ashar ?"
Ashar smiled as saw her frowning ...
"Mein bilkul sahi bolta hon Khirad..aur mjhey koi shoq ni hai kisi mazlom ladki sey nikah karney ka smjhein ap...wo mein ney sirf sugesstion di the mama ko mazak mein par mjhey kia pata tha woh tmhari mom sey baat kar behtein ge..."
"iska matlab ..."
"Han iska matlab apki zindagi ki sab sy bari khuwaish puri ho gai hai..apki parhai k baad hi merey achey din aein gy..."
Ashar open door for her..n she asked him while getting in car..
"Apko aesa kuin lagta hai k mera apki zindagi mein shamil honey sey apkey achey din aein gey ?"
"Kuin key Miss.Khirad Ahsan apki information k lea arz hai k koi apkey ishq mein mubtala hai...aur tension na lein mein bohat achi trah sey janta hon apko koi fark ni parta..."
Khirad stared at him who ignited engine...
"Ap hmesha asey mjhey hurt kuin kartey hain ? apko aesa hi kuin lagta hai k mjhey apsey ? hmarey rishtey sey koi fark ni parta hai ? mana k mein ne apsey shadi karney ka faisla ni kia tha ...mein apsey ishq ni karti ...par iska matlab yeh tou ni k meri koi feelings ni hain... agar mjhey koi fark na parta tou mein yahan apkey pass dineer na kar rahi hoti lakin rehney dein merey kuch kehney ya na kheny sey kia fark parna hai ap tou wohi sochein gey na jo ap sochna chahtey hain..."
Khirad moved away her face to hide her tears...where ashar felt bad on making her cry at same time he was much happy to at least make her confess to some extent ..they both have a relation...
"Farq parey ga agar aik dafa khao gi..."
"Kia?"
She didn't look at him still n replied slowly...Ashar glanced at her while driving car...
"Yahi tmhey mjhsy fark parta hai ? "
"Kuin khaon apko konsa yaakeen a jana hai?"
She looked at him...with hurt...ashar looked at her as he stopped at a signal...
"I promise Khirad ahsan agar tm ney kha tou mein tmhari parhai key khatam honey tak tmharey samney kbhi ni aon ga...hmari shadi waley din hi milo ga..."
His words made her speechless for few minutes...
"Ap..."
"Mein serious hon khirad mein sirf yeh janana chahta hon..."
"Han mjhey apsey fark parta hai..hmarey rishtey sey...apki narazgi sey...har us waja sey jis sey hmarey darmiyan koi taluq kaem hota hai mjhy fark parta hai..."
Her words echoed in his ears for the rest of journey..he remind her tears while she spoke to him..could anyother moment can be more beautiful in his life other than this ? to hear that his beloved cares about him..means something...what he could ask for more ? falling in love would be too much to ask from her...as more he know her...she would never be able to realize her love for him...
"So Miss.Khirad Ahsan Yeh hai hmari akhri mulaqat shadi sey pehley ki..."
"Ap..."
She looked at him...was he really serious in that ? she had confessed to at least assure n avoid any more insecurity and misunderstanding...she felt her hand cold as he took them in his palm...
"Mein ne tmsey promise kia hai aur mein apna promise zaror nibhaon ga...i will miss you khirad...kia mein bhi tmhey yaad aon ga?"
"Pata nahn...shaid...?"
She didn't meet eyes she knew she would see disappointment...the more she would have wish to pull back her hand..the more she was unable to do..she felt himself to be the owner at that time...
"Janta tha yahi bolo gi...yeh chota sa gift hai tmharey lea shahid yahi tmhey meri yaad dila sakey..."
He smiles lightly ...let go her hand...n took a shopping bag from back n give it to her..she takes it ..n looked at him...
"Is mein kia hai ?"
"Ja key dekh lena aik tm sawal bohat karti ho meri jaan...
She felt her breaths stopped..the world around her came to a halt..as she heard him calling her jaan...n to make her more numb she felt his lips planting a kiss on her forehead...her eyes were shocked ...looking in his eyes...where there was all love , affectioni n respect for her... could she ever understand the reason of his love for him ?
i m soory..Bye..."
As he whispered n let go her hands..she came back on earth from heaven as heard his car's horn to let the watchman know to open the gate...
"Bye..."
She mumbled under her breath...while running out of his car..without looking at back...she stopped at the gate...n turned back...n she could see him smiling widely...the smile that took her heart with it...
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"Mommm..."
"Kia huwa khirad tm parhney gaye the ?"
Her mother was now iritated of her daughter who was now-a-days more crazier...
"Maa mjhey ni pata mjhey nikkah karna hai ..."
As she heard her daughter she sighed...now such wishes are normal n on daily basis...
"Kia ? pagal ho gae ho ? bukhar chad gya hai kia ?"
"Han ji mjhey exams sey pehley nikkah kanra hai warna mera damag phaat jaye ga mjhsey zara parhai ni ho rahi.."
She helplessly cursing ashar in her heart...hugs her mother to let herself calm down n feel relax for sometime...since that day she had felt every moment more restless without him...
"Pagal ho gai ho tm bas exam ki tension ley k islea ulti sedhi baatein karney lag gaye ho..."
She sighed..she wish it would have been only tension of exam..not the strange feeling budding fervently in her heart for him...leaving her impatient n restless...
"Maa ashar ka phone a gya aj ?"
Her mother get concern as heard from her...
"Nahan aj pata ni kuin ni kia us ney ? late ho gya may be bhul gya ho?
"Ni wo kasey bhul sakta hai wo roz 9 15 pe phone karta hai maa ap usko phone kar k pocho na wo tekh hai k ni?"
Non-stop khirad blabbering make her mother sighed..she was officially crazy..n there was no reason she don't feel her more lovable n innocent..the same khirad who was running away from every relation..was now so ready...after all it is heart that connects people...
"Khirad jao beta ja k parhai karo..."
"maa mjhey ni pata uska phone aye ga tou mein baat karun gi..."
"Jasey woh tmsey baat kar ley ga?"
Her mother sighed...there was nothing in world that made him to talk to her in all that time...
"Itna zalim bhi koi hota hai kia ? sirf hall bhi ni poch sakti mein ?"
"Nahn aur yeh faisla tmhara kudh ka tha..."
"Mujhey kia pata tha k..."
She felt herself occupied by her feelings..her mother keenly observed her wide smile...
"K ????"
"Mjhey parhney jana hai..."
Khirad to hid her blush quickly get up n left the room.
"Good parhai karo aur final exam do phr karna tm shadi..."
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The room was beautifully decorated of red roses ...she smiles blushing ..finally she was Mrs.Ashar hussain.. if someone would have ask about this day months ago..she would have killed that person..but today she was the most impatient one to get married to him...she just can't believe she actually wished for this day to come soon...
"So Finally Mrs.Khirad Hussain ap is kamrey mein merey dulhan ban k a hi gaein ?"
She heard him...since he had walked in room she had felt her eyelashes heaviest to be lift up...where his gaze had made her stoned at her place...
"AP sey zyada zalim koi ni ho ga..."
"Acha apney barey mein kia khayal hai ?"
Ashar had a big amusing smile as had heard her with frown on her forehead...
"Mein ney kbhi yeh ni kha tha k ap mjhsy bilkul baat na karye ? aur ap jantey hain us wqt mein apkey lea aesa feel ni karti thi..."
"Kesa??"
"Kuch ni ..."
She flushed as felt him getting near to her...
"Abhi bhi ni khao gi khirad ? itna intezar kia hai mein ney...tmsey zyada bechain huwa hon mein..."
She felt her eyes little teary as he took her hand in his palm...n looked at her keenly...
"I am sory..."
Ashar sighed as heard...n wipe away her tear...
"Tm bewakuf ho ? tm ney kuch galat ni kia tmhey jo tekh laga tm ney woh kia kuin key tm khirad the...meri jaan..."
She felt much guilty for every moment she had hurt him somehow...as she just experienced how it feel when you are unable to with person who means whole world to you...
"Ashar ap merey kia lagtey hain mjhey yeh ehsas tab huwa jab ap mjhsy dur chalye gaye...har pal kisi ko miss karna kia hota hai...kisi k begair adhora pan kia hota hai...dunia mein muhbbat kuin banai gaye hai...mjhey ab pata chala k hmari feelings kitni rare hoti hain...khass hoti hain...Jab kudha kisi ka sath thamney ka kehta hai tou woh waqai hmarey lea behtar hota hai...hmarey achey k lea..."
Ashar felt emotional as heard from her..the same girl was pouring down her heart as always...for him...back then she hadn't realize..n now after realization..she was more adorable n lovable for him...
"Sab kuch bol kar bhi kuch ni bola tmney ? yeh kaisa insaf hai khirad...?"
"Mein bhi apkey lea wohi feel karti hon jo ap merey lea kartey aein hain hmesha sey..."
She said it in a breath with all courage she had gathered in months to confess him..not letting him down again...n she had got succeed...as find admiration in his eyes..
"Tm meri ho...Yeh ehsas mjhey har pal aik ummed deta tha ...is din ki...Thank you khirad for coming in my life...letting me know...being without you , life is so colorless...i am Blessed that we are going to share our life with each other...I will now never let you go..."
As he kissed her hand...it made her heart jump in her heart...with a wide smile that say all...n moist in tears...that just make the feeling of joy more obvious ...they were ready to share their rest of life together forever...with love care respect n trust patience...that which makes a relationship stronger n successful...and the life beautiful...
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Happy Birthday shifa ..I hope you liked this OS :) Stay blessed..
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