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Plz keep showering me with love and support it will keep me going. Enough of my blabbering. Here's the update enjoy and do leave your comments at the end. This might not be a huge update but this is the way it is. Making it too big doesn't fit in with this chapter maybe later on but for now this is it. Chapter 1
Sitting in her green room she was getting dressed with her designer,make-up artists and assistants walking here and there to get things done. Some in nervousness while the others in excitement but she had no emotion on her face she was just sitting there letting the respective people do their job. It has become a routine for her so she takes it mere for business now.
Whlie she was made ready her sister walked in the green room and excitedly said 'Gunjan sweetie where are you? Oh there! Finally got to see you before the big night phew I had been searching for you since long.'
G: Dia what are you all excited for?
D: (confusingly) For your concert darling what else?
G: (sarcastically) Concert? Really? I don't understand you people excited for a small concert!!
D: Small? Gunjan you know what you are talking about? Its one of the biggest concerts in India.
G: Yeah whatever now plz help me in getting ready.
Was she the same Gunjan? Dia was just staring at her shocked as she had not expected this from her side. Indeed time changes people.
While on one side Gunjan was being ready while on the other Samrat buried himself in files he knew that she was gonna perform today and he just cannot miss it at any cost but every time he sees her he loses control but still he has to watch her perform and rocking the stage like always. He shut down his laptop and glanced at the clock which showed 7:30 so he switched the TV and saw crowd all over!!
There must be thousands of them who were here just to listen to her, to her voice and many more must be watching her live on TV just as he was.
The anchor handled the crowd joyfully while the excitement was in full swing. It was still half an hour left till she will perform and anxious eyes and eager ears were just waiting for the star- Gunjan Bhushan to come on stage and rock it as always.
After half an hour she was moving towards the stage while Dia called her from behind 'Nervous?' Right?
Gunjan just shaked head while smiling faintly 'No'
D: Really? Come on Babes I know nervous is normal but just'.
G: (cutting her in between) Why the hell would I be nervous?
D: My dear it is a big show and aesa ho jata hai chill
G: Big show? (sarcastically)
D: Gunjan tumhein bilkul bhi dar nahi lag raha?
G: Of course not!!
Gunjan again moves ahead while Dia stops her
D: Pehle to lagta tha
Gunjan moved her face a little towards her 'Par ab nahi lagta' saying so she left. Dia just stared at her and thought 'Koi itna kaise badal sakta? Yeh wo Gunjan nahi hai jise hum jante hain. '
The anchor introduced her as the 'new sensation','the diva' and the singer that has captured many hearts and the praise just for her but she gave a star wala attitude which was well suited to her persona now. As she started to speak hooting started and her name was chanted ehere ever she could hear.
G: Guys, should we start?
Crowd: Yehy!! Go on!!
G: Ok then and I need your support people!!
Crowd: Woho woho!
Her melodious voice gave way to some suppressed feelings and emotions
Manzilein rusva hain..
Khoya hai raasta
Aaye le jaaye..
Itni si iltaja
Ye meri zamaanat hai
Tu meri imaanat hai
It was true there were paths but the way they wanted to choose destiny changed its direction so there they were now loneliness making them a permanent victim of it'.
Aaa aa aa..
Defining pain in the heart
Mujhko iraade de
Kasmein de,Vaade de
Meri duaaon k isharon ko sahare de
Dil ko thikaane de
Naye bahaane de
Khwabon ki barishon ko
Mausam ke paimaane de
He felt as if someone has pinched his heart with a knife. It hurts more than that he knew somehow these words were just for him'.. her tears'.
For her she meant every word of it and somewhere deep down it was for him because she knew he still listens her songs'.
Apne karam ki kar adayein..
Kar de idhar bhi tu nigaahein
Instantly he looked at her, at least he felt that he was looking at her feeling every word that she spoke.
Sunn raha hai na tu (haan sun raha hoon main)
Ro rahi hoon main (main bhi)
Sun raha hai na tu (hamesha se sun raha hoon main)
Kyun ro rahi hoon main (he wiped the escaping tear)
It looked to him as if he was answering to her. Every complain was answered in his mind he replied to her questions teary eyed)
She again questioned him
Sun raha hai na tu
Ro rahi hoon main
Sun raha hai na tu
Kyun ro rahi hoon main
Gunjan in mind: Jhoot!! Agar sun rahe hote to yeh sab nahi hota!!
Yaara..Aaa..
Waqt bhi thehra hai
Kaise kyun yeh hua
Bas hona tha to ho gaya
Kash tu aise aaye
Jaise koi dua
Kash aesa ho sakta ab to bas kash hi reh gaya hai zindagi mein
Tu roh ki raahat hai
Tu meri ibaadat hai
All the flashbacks coming in mind'
Aa aaa'.
Apne karam ki kar adayein
Kar de idhar bhi tu nigaahein
G in mind: Ab kya faida?
Sun raha hai na tu
Ro rahi hoon main
Sun raha hai na tu
Kyun ro rahi hoon main
The crowd was swept away by her wonderful singing and powerful emotions they were in full swing enjoying the song to the fullest oblivious of what those two hearts felt who have actually gone through a lot and felt every emotion coming from within. Finally she ended the song.
Sun raha hai na tu
Ro rahi hoon main
Sun raha hai na tu
Kyun ro rahi hoon main
Leaving it open ended at least for them it was. These question were those which he had no answer and if he does then can't answer her. In life some questions are better left open ended.
The concert ended with round of applauses for Gunjan. She was appreciated for the heartfelt emotion she poured into the song which added to her all ready beautiful voice.
Late at night both Samrat and Gunjan were lost in deep thoughts thinking about the concert. Is everything still the same? They can still feel each other despite being absent from the place itself. Are they still feeling the same for each other as they used to do 5 years back?As today once again felt the same feelings, the same emotions. They actually answered each other in their mind during the concert.
All these questions were enveloping their minds but nothing can be the same again at least not for them. A lot has been changed over the years but one thing was clear that the feeling of love can't be changed or maybe..
Gunjan shrugged all the thoughts from her mind and after moisturizing her hands went to sleep as it was indeed a hectic day for her not because of the concert but because of her inner restless but life wasn't easy on her as sleep was nowhere near her and it made her think again.
Samrat lied down on bed with one hand over his forehead thinking about the past hours that just took him to another love. He started experiencing it again after so many years. It looked as if she was actually inquiring him and those were just not the lyrics of the song. Sleep could not take him to a world of peace either because his inner was burning now and it needed to be cooled down.
Samrat and Gunjan two individuals with whom life played a dirty game and now that have become a part of what life has to offer. After years they thought like this otherwise their busy schedules didn't spare them a minute for themselves and secondly they don't have anyone for whom they need time, there's no one for them now!!
PS: Sry for any mistakes 😳 Stay tuned for more updates!
Edited by HSFA - 12 years ago
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