We had won the NDC. Everyone was super happy. Even her. I was happy for her. She had proved herself as a responsible GS and had also found her passion- Painting. Swayam had showed me some of her works, they were AMAZING! Yeah! Everything was awesome like before between me and Swayam. I told him why I was doing all that. It gave me pain, it gave her pain, but I had to it for her. She was my life. And I couldn't let her spoil her life just for my sake.
My mission was successful. She has her own identity now. Now she knows what is right and what is wrong. Now she knows what she has to do in her life.
But.. These questions keep lingering in my mind. Will we ever be the same? Will I ever be able to address myself and her as 'US'? Will she ever love me the way she used to? Will I ever be able to tell her that how much I love her? Will I ever be able to make her understand why I did all this?
These questions keep haunting me. My life is incomplete without her. She is my soul. I am no one without her.
I laid down on my bed, still thinking about these questions. In no time I was drowned in her memories..
The day I first saw her.. Those hazel brown eyes.. Filled with innocence.. Staring at me with love.. A smiled immediately formed on my face. Gosh! Her memories alone could make me smile even in the darkest of times.
Our first almost dance together in the rehearsal hall.. I could never forget that day.. Never.
Rehearsal hall- Gosh! That place held so many beautiful memories.. The mere thought of them made me blush. Only Taani could make me feel this way. Only she could make me- Reyaansh Singhania, blush.
I still remember, the way I used to feel ticklish whenever she was around me.
I don't know exactly when I fell for her. Maybe it was when she took me to the medical room, avoiding all those stares, and healed my wounds.
Maybe it was when Shivam grabbed her hand and took her away from me..
Maybe when.. Gosh! I couldn't stop thinking about her, or maybe I didn't want to. These "Maybe's" in my life were the biggest problem.
Yet again, the present state of our relationship ran through my mind.. Relationship?! Sigh! It didn't exist now. But I wanted it to. Desperately. Coz I love her. More than anything, more than anyone in this world.
Woah! Multiple thoughts again. This happened every time. I started thinking about the nice memories we spent together and ended up thinking about the present. But I didn't want my.. No.. Our present to be our future too..
Woah!! Not again!! Rey, Its late!! Go to sleep now!!
But wait! I couldn't let this go on! I had to make myself and her "US' again.. ANYHOW!!
"I Love You Taani!" I breathed and went off to sleep hoping for a brighter tomorrow.
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