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But the chapter was really fantastic dear!. I was blown away! i seriously didn't expect whatever happened in the update!! You completely took me by surprise!

It starts with Kushi waiting for her friend and her eyes fall on a couple who were so much in love with each other! She who doesn't pay much attention to such moments couldn't take her eyes off them. Reason: she too wants a relationship where she could also have such moments with her loved one. And her thoughts immediately drifted to Arnav. She couldn't help it right?

It has become a routine for both of them to meet up at nights in the kitchen with Kushi waiting for him with snacks. The companionship had arisen between them without their knowledge. They met for the first time when he walked in the kitchen for water and it has continued since then. Neither could stay away and neither realized that they craved for each other's company. They didn't question each other either.

Most of the time she did the talking and he did the Listening. Well of course, He is a silent type and she is not. But both are comfortable with each other's presence and also with how things were going in between them. They did their respective work in silence. This shows that their silence is also a way of communication between them.. Its as though they don't require words to convey their message to each other. Its also like they can continue to be in silence yet know what the other thinks and needs. That is one of the brilliant things that can happen between a man and a woman.

Kushi is astonished with herself because she never sketches in anyone's presence as she wants complete focus on her work and now is surprised that she can sketch with him in the same room. Well things changed. She is getting used to him around her just like he getting used to her.

Aww he wanted to see her But she panicked! Yes it would be really embarrassing for her to show an unfinished sketch of him for the man himself. Normally she doesn't show her unfinished works to anyone. But I sort of think that if she was sketching something other than him, she would have gladly shown it to him. well he understood her. I think he thought that her sketches were private till she herself opens up to show it to him. I can't wait for the moment when he actually sees her sketch of him! His reaction will be totally worth it! He will know how mesmerized she is with him starting from the very first time she laid her eyes on him. Especially his brown eyes. Im sure Kushi might have done a lot of detailing in sketching his eyes. Because his eyes is sort of a mystery that is waiting to be solved.

Finally Kush's friend Jenny appeared after catching up with their old days Kushi couldn't help but ask her friend what it's like to be in love. Jenny of course is taken aback because the Kushi she knew was never the person to take interest in matters concerning love.

After hearing Jenny's answer and watching her friend's face light up and eyes twinkle, Kushi seemed to realize something. So that's what she told her friend. That she couldn't stop thinking of Arnav. Tears formed in her eyes as she said that, why? May be because she was helpless and could't stop her thoughts about him all the time?

After telling her friend about him and their meetings Jenny finally said that Kushi is attracted to him. This coming from Jenny, who is in love and engaged to the person she loves. So what Jenny said has to be true. Because Jenny would have already gone through such a phase with her love.

Kushi thinks she and Arnav don't have anything in common, yet she is drawn to him. Well Kushi, haven't you heard that' unlike poles attract eachother'? well that seems to be your case. How much ever you try to find an answer to it, it is hopeless. Because such things can't be understood easily and cannot be answered.

So Kushi finally comes in terms with her attraction to Arnav. All thanks to Jenny. There are always few delicate things that need to be shared with a friend for answers and assurance. Well hey! What are friends for?

Now arises an important question! What is Kushi going to do about it? Guess we will know it soon.

Oh! Kushi all alone! Payal and Garima flown to Atlanta for a wedding for 3 days! There is this feeling nagging me that some huge is going to transpire in these 3 days''

After telling out loud about her feeling to her friend, Kushi feels like and open book, well the main reason is now she know what she feels and acknowledges them. Understandable! When things are left unknown, you feel that your emotions are pretty guarded, even to yourself. But finally knowing and coming in terms with the feelings is something new and hard to get used to in the beginning.

She is being drawn to him and can't stop herself as she feels its too late. Yup! She has fallen deep where there is no easy way out.

She wants know what he thinks of her, feels for her, where she stands in her life, But she is afraid of making fool of herself, embarrassing herself in front of him. They just met a few times and he just touched her once during that burn incident. And she feels that was just casual and nothing so serious and deep that she should start questioning him what she meant to him. She, like always is drawn to his eyes, mesmerizing her, making her feel that he is touching every inch of her. That's the power his gaze hold on her.

Arnav Thinks she looks beautiful in every color, looks like even his feelings for her is stirring in him. The way he observes her every expression, emotion, the way he notices what she wears is a clear proof for it.

She feels a wave of disappointment hit her when he asked her for an extra room and not for a date. He saw that disappointment in her and askes her whether she is ok and she is startled. She covered up by answering that she was busy and resumes behaving in a professional manner .I sort of sympathize with her. She is stamping down her expectations as she didn't want to end up being disappointed again.

She realized it is not her place to question him about the extra room because no matter how much she got close to him, he stood at the same place not budging a bit. So she is bound to feel that way.

Arnav knew where things were heading after the vulnerability he saw in Kushi's eyes. He wants to be the mature responsible one here. He feels Kushi deserves more and much better. The man is so bruised due things that happened in his past. So he doesn't want to be unfair to Kushi. Because a young soul like her deserves a lot more better things in life. And he would go back to India and never see her again.But is that what HE wants? If yes, then why is it disturbing him to even think about leaving Kushi, not seeing her? I know why. Even he is pulled toward her and he cannot help it. He too has fallen deep just like her with no easy way out.

He saw Kushi on the beach and Kushi sensed him looking at her from his room.. Her eyes called out for him and he answered her call by appearing in front of her taking her by surprise. These two really don't need words to communicate until very necessary.

He still is conscious about his surroundings whenever he is with her. It is as though he doesn't want anyone to see them together.

He is still not used to the feelings that Kushi evokes within him whenever she says his name.

Oh God!!!! This was unexpected! Poor Arnav! He Endured so much when he was just 15! He lost his precious mother! So painful! Kushi knew it was very hard for him to talk about his painful past. Yet he opened up to her. She thanked for it. The overwhelming feeling you get when someone trusts you with their painful past is cannot be explained.

It was unbelievably easy for him to open up to her. Yet she was confused why was he holding back if he wanted to tell her? He answered her with his action. How? HE KISSED HER!!! OH GOD HE KISSED HER!!!!

I was so shocked reading the last part Dear!!!!

I thought it will take much time for him to open up to her and approach her when he comes in terms with what he feels for her. But this was totally unexpected. The answer is simple. He is tired of fighting his feelings for her. He has given up and is now following his heart!!!! WOW!!! I LOVED THIS CHAPTER!!!! LOVED LOVED LOVED IT!!!!!

Thank you sooo much for the PM!!!!

*running off to read chapter 6*