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Best Friends.
Ever been so hurt and heartbroken that you could feel your heart hurt physically as well?
I have. Trust me I have! It has to be the worst thing ever!
Armaan Mallik.
My best friend.
I fell in love with my best friend but obviously didn't realise it until I myself led to my heartbreak!
I still remember that day so well..
I had gone over to meet Armaan at the basketball court as usual and as soon as I entered the court, he pulled me into a tight hug (normal for us best friends right?!) I didn't notice the happiness and excitement in his eyes for the first time in my life!
We played a match and as usual, he lost and I wanted my treat which he gladly refused to give! I was angry and turned around to walk away when he held my hand and pulled me back!
He then said "I love Sneha!"
I stood stunned! I was numb! I didn't know why I reacted that way but I couldn't say anything! I could feel my head spinning but I couldn't say anything to him! I turned around with one of the worst fake smiles on my face and hugged him to show that I was happy! He pulled me closer. He looked really happy.. but I could feel my world crumbling..
I quickly got out of the hug and making up an excuse, ran away to my car and drove back home crying all the way back!
That day, I realised that I was in love with Armaan Mallik! He was the one! I had always been in love with him and will always love him!
I didn't know whether to be happy or cry to death!
And then I saw his name flashing on my phone!
I wiped my tears and tried to sound normal but what he said, crushed me even more!
He asked me to help him out with Sneha! He said he wanted my help to win her and would do anything for her!
I could feel that hurt in my chest! I felt so suffocated! I couldn't cry on the phone but I couldn't even bear listening to him and i quickly cut the call, locked my room and cried and cried till I could cry no longer!
And now, I stand here at his wedding with Sneha right beside him and that hurt just doesn't go away!
I see Armaan and Sneha getting married and my heart was strong enough to see that!
I realised that day that I would always be in love with Armaan even if that meant that I was allowed to love him only as a friend. Best friend.
"I'm just another friend to you and that's all I'll always be..
But if friends is all that we can be, i'll take that just to have you with me.."
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I don't have anything to say about this one..
Just one thing.. The last two lines are written by me and I wouldn't like it if anyone used it.
Hope you'll liked it!
Feel free to like and comment :)
Rhea :)
Ever been so hurt and heartbroken that you could feel your heart hurt physically as well?
I have. Trust me I have! It has to be the worst thing ever!
Armaan Mallik.
My best friend.
I fell in love with my best friend but obviously didn't realise it until I myself led to my heartbreak!
I still remember that day so well..
I had gone over to meet Armaan at the basketball court as usual and as soon as I entered the court, he pulled me into a tight hug (normal for us best friends right?!) I didn't notice the happiness and excitement in his eyes for the first time in my life!
We played a match and as usual, he lost and I wanted my treat which he gladly refused to give! I was angry and turned around to walk away when he held my hand and pulled me back!
He then said "I love Sneha!"
I stood stunned! I was numb! I didn't know why I reacted that way but I couldn't say anything! I could feel my head spinning but I couldn't say anything to him! I turned around with one of the worst fake smiles on my face and hugged him to show that I was happy! He pulled me closer. He looked really happy.. but I could feel my world crumbling..
I quickly got out of the hug and making up an excuse, ran away to my car and drove back home crying all the way back!
That day, I realised that I was in love with Armaan Mallik! He was the one! I had always been in love with him and will always love him!
I didn't know whether to be happy or cry to death!
And then I saw his name flashing on my phone!
I wiped my tears and tried to sound normal but what he said, crushed me even more!
He asked me to help him out with Sneha! He said he wanted my help to win her and would do anything for her!
I could feel that hurt in my chest! I felt so suffocated! I couldn't cry on the phone but I couldn't even bear listening to him and i quickly cut the call, locked my room and cried and cried till I could cry no longer!
And now, I stand here at his wedding with Sneha right beside him and that hurt just doesn't go away!
I see Armaan and Sneha getting married and my heart was strong enough to see that!
I realised that day that I would always be in love with Armaan even if that meant that I was allowed to love him only as a friend. Best friend.
"I'm just another friend to you and that's all I'll always be..
But if friends is all that we can be, i'll take that just to have you with me.."
****
I don't have anything to say about this one..
Just one thing.. The last two lines are written by me and I wouldn't like it if anyone used it.
Hope you'll liked it!
Feel free to like and comment :)
Rhea :)
