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" Mam aap kaha ho???" a girl spoke
" I am on the way Rose ... will be reaching in 10 mins.. kyun koi problem??" she spoke into her mobile
"no mam just inform karna chahti thi ki aapki 8'0 clock ki meeting jo thi wo log nahi aarahe hai ... unhone bola koi important kaam hai!!" the girl said
"okay then !!! koi baat nahi!! I am on the way..."she sopke again
"okay mam!!"the girl said and ended the call
churaliya hai tumne ye dil ko...
she started singing waiting for the red light to turn green...slightly poking her steering wheel...
" uskeliye blue use kare toh?"she started thinking about her work and looked outside the window biting her nail..but froze!!!
she was on the beach side road!! and what she saw made her numb for a second ...for god's sake after five years she was seeing the whole gang... enjoying there besides a roadside noodles shop laughing and having their best time... and the next second a big smile spread on her face...she grinned wide and next what she knows is that she was out of her car running across the road smiling like a fool running in that 5 inched heel ... as she was about to go to the other side of the road something stopped her...she stood still and frowned and looked sidewards ... the traffic police stopped her or else she would be running in the busy side of the road and will be surely knocked down to death...then realization dawned upon her...she frowned and slowly shifted her gaze to front!!! even though there is high traffic her eardrums started paining because of their laughter...she felt as if they were laughing on her..her this state...
the gang was annoyed when they heard continuous horns!! kriya was frozen to her place and looking at them when they frowned...one side of the road was already cleared and now its turn for other side ...but as kriya has her car parked in the middle of road the traffic got jammed ...the gang annoyed of the horns turned around to look what is happening...
As soon as she realized them turning she turned back closing her eyes tight and finally letting the a drop down her cheek... the invisible pearl fell on the road helplessly as she started running to her car and drove off madly!!! She is out of her senses. She almost knocked the people on the footpath...but luckily she made her vision clear every now and then
aur kitne logon ko hurt karne ka irada hai
she scolded herself for scaring the pedestrians and finally after a long rash drive she pulled her car to a sudden halt in the parking lot...breathed air through her mouth trying to regain her senses back
after maintaining herself she looked into the mirror .. her kaajal was all disturbed .. and what next...she cleared her face ,gave a touch-up and walked towards the office
She ignored the good morning's and headed to her cabin... or to say rightly she didn't hear them!!
"Good morning mam!!"rose her secretary wished her..but she didn't respond to her too...rose frowned but walked away to get her work completed.
Am I that bad??
she bit her lower lip standing near the window biting her lower lip as her mysterious eyes tried their best to hold back her tears..
And here goes the winner of best couple dance ...any guesses??? I am quite glad to say that two couples of the same group got it!!
yeah guys we have a tie !! and the couples are "Swayam and his partner Sharon "
and "Reyaansh and his partner Aashi"
she took a deep breathe and kept looking out
"What do you think about your partner.."the host asked him
"well Aashi is a very good partner "
she clutched her fists tight, head down, eyes closed tight !! She gotta gain control on herself all over again.
And she knows only one way...she exactly knows what she should do now and she headed to do it!!!!
***
"Guys behave!!" Rey shouted as the gang as usual started their silly fights...
"For God's sake guys behave ... hum yaha professional team ki tarah aaye hai!! izzat na nikalo"sharon said with The Manager attitude!!
"excuse me??" rose asked confused .
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"Oh yeah !! we are the group No.8.. D3 team" Sharon forwarded her hand
"Oh okay welcome mam"Rose said humbly..
"Woh hume fest walon ne bataya ki hamari accomodation and all aap handle karte ho??" Sharon asked with a smile...
"Yeah mam!! ofcourse... and lemme take you people to my boss.. she will be telling you the further details" Rose said..
all smiled and followed Rose to the most interior cabin
"yaar itna lamba??? office utna bahar aur uski cabin itni andar??? aur kitna chalna padega??" Vicky spoke.. all glared but Rose heard it already
"woh mam designs banati haina so unhe peaceful jagah chahiye...isiliye itna andar."Rose was cut by Swayam
"Arrey no no ..yeh log bas aise hi bol rahe the"Swayam gave them a glare...
"Aap ek minute rukhiye"she said and walked front making them stand in front of the door...
"Mam!!"she knocked twice but no response...she knocked again but no response... the gang frowned and looked at the door
Rose opened the door to call her...
"What the...!!!"nicky exclaimed as usual...
there stood a girl ...her back towards them and almost emptying the beer bottle ... drinking it non stop without a gap...all gaped at her ...and gulped slightly .
"Mam!!!"Rose exclaimed and went in immediately and the door closed automatically
"Kya peeti hai yaar wo ladki"vicky said shocked
"maine kabhi kisi ladki ko chod ladke ko bhi aise peete hue nahi dekha"Nil said with same shock
and rest of the gang just shared glances
***
"Mam!!! kya kar rahe ho??"Rose shook kriya ...and that's when she stopped drinking and placed the bottle with a thud...and took a deep breathe...
"kya hua??"Kriya asked
"Mam group No.8 aagaye hai... bahar wait kar rahe hai aapse baat karne keliye"Rose spoke looking at her boss with care...she doesn't know the reason but she knew her boss was in pain...not now but always
Kriya handed the bottle to Rose as she took it and placed in the cup-board..Kriya walked to her desk drank some water and took some mint!! and asked Rose to call them in..
"Mam aapko bularahi hai"Rose said opening the door and the gang stood taking all their belonging but nicky as usual started
"yaar woh toh poori talli hogi toh hum usse meeting"he was cut
"vicky shut up "rey hissed
"if u don't mind give us two minutes"sharon excused and Rose smiled and went in
"Kaha hai??"kriya asked looked at Rose
"aarahe hai mam..bola do minute mei aayenge.."Rose said
"Okay then mujhe wo aaj ki schedule do"Kriya asked taking out her pen
"Waise wo group 3 walon ne kuch decide kiya kya??"kriya asked again
"Haan mam!! unhone bola ki some creepy theme hai so uski according lights deni hai aur unki positions ye likha hai maine"Rose said to her
"6 log keliye ye kuch jyaada hi space maag rahe hai..well mujhe kya..!!!"kriya said and pulled her chair closer ,clicked her pen and started reading her schedule and the details
she was reading the details of the cancelled meeting when the door opened
the gang walked into the room and then saw kriya and froze to their respective places
"Mam group 8 is here"Rose said to very engrossed Kriya
"Welcome Mr..." Kriya rose up to wish but froze on seeing them...she felt as if everything blacked out and she is gonna faint right now..her knees gave up! her fingers gave up when the book slightly started falling from her hands when Rose said
"Mam iss page pe nahi next page pe"Rose turned the page bringing Kriya back to her senses..she looked at the name
Group no : 8
group name : D3-dil dosti dance
Manager : Miss .Sharon Raiprakash
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*blah blah*
she took a deep breath!! what ever may happen she is not gonna let her profession suffer..
"Well welcome Miss.Raiprakash and I am glad that the best dancing team D3 is here and our company got an opportunity to work with you !! As aap log itne saare ho for time being kindly takee your seats on the couch "Kriya said with total professionality
Rey stared at her with disbelief
how could you kria?? haan maanta hun hi mai tumhare liye koi value nahi rakhta..but kya as a human being bhi treat nahi karti?? Itna formal?? as if you are talking to us for the first time..
Rey looked with hurt towards her when he felt someone catch his hand..he looked sidewards ..Sharon held his hand interwined her fingers with his and squeezed his hand and asked through eyes if he was alright. Rey gave a weak smile and nodded .. no matter what this girl always had been his support...never he imagined a bestfriend could do this much to just take care of him!!
"Mam mai abhi jaake conference room tayyar karti hun " Rose said turning around..
"wait!!"Kriya called almost hurriedly but maintained herself...
no way I am gonna be alone with them..
she walked to her table and dailed a no
"Anirudh,...cabin right now!!"she ordered and ended
" so Mr... "she stopped again... she is just not able to call him!!
"sir aapki naam???"Rose asked hesitantly!!
Rey looked at Rose and looked at Kriya as if really she wanted him to tell his name!! Kriya breathed once and said
"So lemme first get you people something to drink!! kya lenge aap?? cooldrinks ,coffee???"kriya asked with a smile
"No!! bas paani!!"for the first time swayam spoke . Kriya looked away as he looked back to her.
"Rose peon ko jaldi paani laane keliye bolo" Kriya ordered and Rose obeyed...
"In the meanwhile let us have a short introductory section..myself Kria Ghai.MD of this company!! "she said with a smile and looked at them to proceed
.Rey was no less...if she wants this then yeah!!he was not the one to backout
"Mam??? "anirudh opened the door
" hmm... I want the conference room ready n two minutes!!"she said and turned around as he nodded with a smile and left
"Glad to meet you Miss.Kriya Ghai. I am Rey..Reyaansh Singhania and this is my team!! The D3 team... and yeh... he is the most important part of our group.. Swayam Shekhawat!! "
mujhe toh pasand hi nahi karti...apni friend ya fir usse jisse pasand karti ho use bhi ditch kardiya?? I have seen him crying only for you kriya and mai tumhe iss baat keliye kabhi nahi maaf karoonga
Kriya had a lump in her throat as he took her bestfriend's name...she just wanna end in his arms beat him , scratch him , cry in his arms ,tell him everything and shout everything out and scold him badly for leaving her alone..
galti meri hi hai mai maanti hun!! par tumhe aana chahiye na!! bestfriend ho ...u have to!! u have to swayam...
"nice to meet you Mr. Singhania and you too Mr.Shekhawat"Kriya said in her normal tone.
Isn't she used to this??? pretending in front of anyone and everyone. But she had to struggle more now!! The amount of alcohol she had taken can make her weak!! but she knew.this meeting will be fine.. she knew even after getting badly drunk she can even attend an important meeting pretending to be normal.
***
"Toh aapke saath kal Rose aayegi !! and Rose go with them..and kal saturday hai.. so kal evening tak mujhe total details mil jani chahiye and Miss. Raiprakash aap kal meri secretary ko batadijiye ga ji aapko kab kaha kounsi light kaise chahiye.. and kitna bada stage chahiye batadenge toh uski hisaab se we will plan !! and costume ki designs batadijiye we are having only one week time !! So if you are okay with it apko aapki room dikhadiya jayenge..."Kriya ended the meeting with that fake smile
all nodded and were about to leave with Rose..
"excuse me !! actually I have planned a formal Lunch party for all the arrival groups!! so hope you will join too... and yeah agar koi problem ho toh aap Rose ko contact kar sakte ho" Kriya said
"Thank you" Sharon maintained the professionalism and smiled and all left. They were given a room for two!!
after freshening up they headed down to the hall to have their lunch as they were hell hungry!! as they were walking to the food counter sharon heard someone laughing she turned and saw kriya laughing . She found it weird !! but the next thing she saw made her stop silently and look at her...
Kriya was sitting facing her back towards sharon and was laughing...suddenly she asked Rose to pass something and she turned to her right and silently wiped a tear of her left eye and looked back and smiled...
Sharon frowned but even before she can think about it swayam called her and she left simply brushing the scene off her head!!
***
Kuch bhi ho iss baar mai tumhe use hurt karne nahi doongi!!
Sharon said to herself and walked out of the room at 7:00 saying simmi that she will be going for a walk!! as she reached
outside she found Kriya talking to Rose and explaining something fidgetting with her fingers.Before Sharon could reach her she bid bye and started leaving!!
kuch bhi ho aaj baat karke hi rahungi
Sharon immediately hired a taxi and followed her!! as the time passed she noticed Kriya's speed increasing and finally ending up driving madly!!She somehow managed to follow and stepped out of the taxi and ran into the bungalow .. as she entered the gate she saw Kria coming out her car and running into the house!!
She was shocked to see kriya like that she frowned and followed her finally ending up at her bedroom door as she fell on the bed crying hard !!! Her echo was all over the house. Sharon wondered what is the reason to which she is crying to this extent!! She never saw this girl this weak!! as she stared at Kriya she saw her getting totally exhaused of crying and she slolwy grabbed the comforter and closed her eyes clutching it of her dear life and slowly drifted to sleep. Sharon wanted to go to her and ask what happened because this was not that strong headed girl she always fought with!! But something stopped her... her bestfriend
She just can't sympathise this girl even if she wanted to!! Sharon gave a glare of hurt and anger and left the place!! walking back she noticed that not even a single gaurd in this big house and the house is all alone far from away from the city!!
***
"Hello mam!! aapne breakfast kiya??"Rose asked
"okay then mai rakhti hun "she said with a smile and ended the call and turned back to find the gang .She almost stumbled because of their sudden presence
"J..Ji aap log??"she asked
"wo hume aapki boss se kuch baat karni hai!! upcoming event keliye ...kinda important!!"Sharon said ...
"Sorry mam par aaj mam se nahi mil sakte wo office nahi aayegi aaj"Rose said
"No problem uski mobile number dijiye ga hum phone pe baat karlenge its kinda important"Sharon said
"No mam!! mujhe mam ki number nahi pata...please aap kal unse mil lijiye ga "Rose said with a smile and left
The gang frowned ... two minutes back she was talking with her and now she was telling that she doen't know!! suddenly as anirudh passed Sharon stopped him
"Excuse me!! aapki Mam??"Sharon asked him..
"Oh!! aaj aap mam se nahi mil sakte !! "he said
"Why?? I mean hume important kaam hai !! aur to aur unki secretary hume uska no nahi de rahi hai "Sharon tried to reason out
"Sorry mam!! Sundays ko mam akeli rehti hai!! humme se kisiko nahi pata wo kaha rehti hai and unka mobile no sirf Rose ke paas hai !! wo nahi batayegi ...kal baat karlijiyega"he answered..
"aap log sunday bhi kaam karte ho??"sharon asked
"No No !! actually this week we are having a big task right so staff ke sab logon ne milke kaam pe aane ki decision liya tha"he said and left as sharon thanked him for the info given...
akeli rahegi??? kaha???
this was the only thing roaming in shareyam's mind!!
"chalo guys aise baite baite kya karenge beach chalke enjoy karte hai "Swayam suggested!!!
all agreed and left !!
***
She looked forward again!!! confused of what to do next !! she had seen the routine of the gang!! the dresses they wanted were good but she wanted them to be awesome!! atleast she can satisfy herself with this. She took the paper and and walked towards the sea!! walked till the water touched her mid rib!!! she slowly left the paper into the water and took a dip in it !! and walked back!! took her book and walked to the nearby rock and sat on it and started sketching!!
Tum !! tum kya samajhti ho apne aap ko???
she smiled and looked at the paper!! you are one special person who deserves the whole lime light sharon!!! she smiled and drew a beautiful dress for sharon for the couple dance!! she is excited to see swaron dancing !! It was always one of her wish to see them dancing as a couple...
Dude aur nahi hota humse!!
haan Neha very tired now!!
abey bandh karna!! aur kitna satayegi!!
guys... usse dhaanto mat!! bhool gaye kya ek hi hafta bacha hai??
she looked front and took a deep breathe controlling her tears!!
jhalli ho tum!!
she gave a chuckle!!
jhalli hi reh gayi!!!
she looked away ...and her mobile rang!! she picked it up and spoke something and ended it !! she walked back to the place where she kept her things took them and walked away!!!
they saw her retreating figure at a far distance!!! they were all confused!!! from the last 2 hours they were seeing only her forgetting that they were all together!! when she left and dissapeared they realised that from last 2 hours they are silent and gave awkward smiles and stood up!!!
"It's lunch time I think so..."rey left in middle...still its a awkward situation!!!
***
"so sorry mam!! really sorry I didn't mean to !!"the waiter apologised as the water fell on kriya!! the gang turned back as they heard this!!
"no problem!! washroom??"kriya asked almost lost..
they saw her walk lifelessly and all the time whle eating she was lost!! and every now and then a message alerted her and she smiled but refused to message she just read and kept it back!! and finally she walked away!!
***
"mam ne koi reply kiya??"Anirudh asked wrapping his arms around Rose from back!!
"as usual !!"Rose rolled her eyes!!
they were in the parking lot !! Rose was waiting for her hubby to come and start the car but here he is again romancing publicly...
Rose message kar rahi thi??
Sharon thought!! and looked at rey!! may be everyone was thinking the same...she shrugged
mujhe usse koi farak nahi padna chahiye..especially Rey ko !!
she said to herself and everyone went to their rooms!!!
***
As she was walking she slipped and was about to fall when he caught her in time from falling!! she opened her eyes just to see the same familiar face which she still loves but as soon as she heard anirudh asking whether she was alright she straightened herself said a thanks and left...after she left rey clutched his fingers into fist and closed his eyes angry on himself for worrying about her!!!
No ways I am gonna delay now!!party se pehle baat karke hi rahungi!! jaane se pehle tumhe tumhari aukaad dikhake rahoongi kriya!!!
Sharon excused and reached kriya's house!!! She rang the bell and *sigh* NOT WORKING
!!! She decided she will talk so she opened the door and walked in!!!
"Kriya!!"she called out in the living room!! but no reply!! she frowned and searched the whole house!! and finally she opened the drawing room and was shocked...
***
She looked sidewards !! bent forward half lying on the ground and grabbed the the control again!! and pressed the buttons totally immersed...beating the opposite guy in the video game *boxing* badly till he fell
"hahahahaha!!! mar gaya !!! "she laughed hard madly ...
Sharon was still watching her with wide mouth is this girl gone insane!! she counted
1, 2 , 3 ...and she saw her grabbing another bottle!
what the f**k is she doing!!
suddenly her mobile rang ...but kriya didn't lift it! she was madly drinking and playing the video game giggling and laughing like mad!!!
finally the call ended up in voice mail then she gained senses and switched it on!!
"Mam!! maine bas aapko inform karne keliye call kiya ki do ganton mei party start hone wali hai "Rose'svoice mail stated..
"2 ghate??"kriya said to herself!!
"party??"she said feared!! she has no guts to see him!! and knowing that this will be for the last time!! and they will be leaving after the party!!! and automatically tears made their way out !!!! She slowly broke into tears !!! she shouted and cried as hard as she can!! Sharon sobbed once again!!!
Kyun kriya ...itna sab kuch karne ke baad bhi I am not able to see you in this state!! kyun roti ho har baar!! har baar itna kyun roti ho??? kya wajah hai!! kaash kaash wo wajah rey hota kriya!! kaash tum use ditch na karti!! kaash mei tumhe ab samhal paati!! what do you actually want kriya!! I am totally confused... mai apni hopes bhi raise nahi karsakti ki tum Rey keliye ro rahi ho... jitna bhi mera dil ye believe karta hai utna hi doubt karta hai!!and tum itni weak??? I hate myself for getting connected to you this much as an enemy kriya!!! why dammit???
Sharon again gulped down her pain!! she wanna cry too seeing her in this state.Kriya cried loudly cuddling herself crying on the groud catching her stomach as it pained with lot of crying!!!she finally stood up as again Rose's call disturbed her.. Rose somehow understood Kriya was very uneasy today!! she just wanted to see Kriya all fine in the party!!
Kriya looked at the mobile and received
"hello ..hello Mam!! app kaha ho??"Rose asked her concern clear in her tone
"ghar pe hun!!!1 hr ke baad haina party I will be there"she said and ended the call as Rose was about to say something but sighed on seeing the call end...
she stood up and walked out to her room as sharon hid herself!!! don't know why she got this conneced to this girl!! even after 5 years and the hatred for ditching her bestfriend the care still remained...she saw kriya walk up to her mirror and look at herself!! she cried more looking at herself.. and rubbed her cheeks hardly with her fists almost angry with herself...but the tears seemed to come out..she grabbed her dress lying on the bed and went in for bath!! Sharon walked into the room slowly!! She found a cupboard filled with drinks!!
Why is she addicted this much to drinks???
she asked to herself and walked around... the room was filled with weird paintings!! some creepy some sad !!! she wondered what this girl actually is or changed into !! she heard the knob unlocking and she ran out of the room and peeped in!!
Kriya walked to the mirror slightly stumbling!! The hot shower somewhat made her feel fresh but still!! She knew that she had taken a bit than needed!! but she couldn't blame herself!! today she is gonna see her love go away forever!! She has no hopes that universe ji will ever make them meet again.She drank a glass of water and stood before the mirror. Seeing her reflection she heard the laughing sound of the gang. It always felt as if they were laughing at her.
tum jhalli ho kriya
still she can hear the chuckle of swayam that day!!
hahahahaha!! look at this behanji guys!!
she kept a stern face consoling her heart that nothing will affect her heart!!
baatcutter tum bhi na..paagal ho
and this one hit her hard!! his heavenly laugh , today it felt as the most unbearable sound...she held her head and screamed once to remove all the thoughts!! and ended up sobbing once again...she looked at her reflection and frowned ...slowly touched her cheek and saw her reflection.She has gone pale... quickly pulling out the makeup kit . Applied all the needed and looked at herself!! she thanked the make up that it can hide a bit ...but her eyes!! they are too red!! and weak too! she gave a smoky touch of the eye shadow and applied maskara and looked at herself. She looked stunning in that black off shoulder dress... and finally looking at herself she gave a smile...
PERFECT!!
she said to herself... as sharon saw her doing all the stuff she smiled at how this girl became a girl in actual!! but the smile vanished as Kriya smiled... she can surely say this was the smile she was witnessing from the first day!!! She knew everything.. she can understand everything... she knew the reason why Kriya is suffering.. what is her main reason to drink this much..but her heart, it just refused to accept the cruel truth .
No it can't be true!! I cannot be wrong... she cannot be right.. Kriya kabhi sahi ho nahi sakti. Usne Rey ko ditch kiya. Ye sab naatak nahi tha...sach tha... its the only truth
Sharon said to herself...
this girl didn't do anything like she did to herself breaking up with swayam..
kahi use bhi koi problem???nahi nahi... Rey aur Kriya kabhi nahi milenge...I dnt want the reason...par Rey fir se hurt hoga??? mai aisa nahi hone doongi...bilkul nahi Kriya
she said and left to her room!!
***
"Welcome everybody!! First of all I wanna wish the whole D3 team a hearty congratulations to win the competition!! and also to the runner ups. Hope we didn't create a problem for you people in staying or any other case. Well all I wanna say is that I had a great time working with you people..I wish you people will succeed more in future. All the best and enjoy the party!!! "Kriya said with the smile and walked down handing the mic over to the person.
Sharon was totally conscious ... that smile of hers is literally shaking her up. And as formality Kriya reached them to congratulate along with Rose. As soon as approaching the gang she smiled wide and finally grinning.
"Congratulations Miss.Raiprakash aapki team ne bohut acha dance kiya"she forwarded her hand.
"How dare you!! from next time don't you dare smile in front of me " Sharon spoke slowly gritting her teeth and left the place . All were confused... and soon they followed.
Rose was really shocked and fuming at the same time. But kriya smiled at her assuring its okay and went away.
"1 drink please"sharon turned back as she heard the voice. She is feeling uncomfortable...something that she can't handle. But swayam pulled her to the couple dance. Rey was looking at Kriya all the time how she never even noticed him. Aashi came to him and being the enthusiastic girl she is she asked Rey to join her and Rey as usual joined her knowing that she won't leave him if he won't .
He mentally slapped himself and said to himself to not think or even see her. Sharon's whole focus was on Rey and aashi and kria...as the time passed the shots increased. Suddenly she saw a stumbling Kriya walking out. She wanted to go out but swayam asked why!!
"Swayam do ghante mei hamari flight hai !! can we start now??"she almost pleaded. Somewhere she is scared as what will happen now!!
"Abhi??abhi kyun sharon do ghante haina" Swayam stated a matter of fact
"Swayam please??"she couldn't control herself more .
Swayam got tensed seeing the helplessness on her face but he knew...better than questioning they should start now!!
***
"Sharon kaha jaa rahe hai hum?? airport uss taraf hai!!"Vicky asked
but she kept on fidgetting with her fingers.Yeah she is tensed for her. After all she saw today she was hell scared .
She drank so much. what if she met with an...no no aisa nahi hosakta. relax sharon sab theek hai . nothing bad happened. nothing
She kept on consoling herself.
"stop!!"she called to the driver.
"Yeh kiska ghar hai??"nil asked as reyam looked at sharon frowning.
Sharon paid no attention and went into the house as the gang followed. She entered the house and started searching
kaha ho dammit!!
and finally stopped at the guest room its almost empty!! She gave a big sigh of relief!! She saw her painting something on the wall!! deeply and as expected a glass of wine placed behind her . She was about to go when swayam caught her arm.
"tum yaha kyun leke aayi sharon?" swayam gritted his teeth!!
he is hell angry on this girl . How could she leave him so mercilessly. No notice nothing she just left?? with a piece of paper?? He thought he knew her the most. But she broke up with Rey!! Didn't she break the trust of him on himself ?? Doesn't he still feel ashamed of himself for not able to be a best friend that your friend can't trust to tell you even its about good or bad,right or wrong. And now she acts as if she never knew him before. He can't make himself fall more in his eyes. He can't forget those days when Rey almost locked himself up for the whole weekend and he waiting for him outside the door to console him?? he can never forget those days
"Please swayam!!"sharon slightly moved forward but stopped .
Kriya took her glass and stepped back to see the whole picture!! Every one stared at it ... they can do nothing just but stare!!
Kriya walked front and caressed the smiling face.
"Kya hogaya mujhe?? ye smile ab kyun nahi hai?? kya mai has bhi nahi sakti?? bilkul khush nahi reh sakti!! what did I do to myself??? mere saath hi kyun?? mai toh bohut happy thi na?? hamesha hasti thi na?? sabki inspiration thi na?? then why?? why can't I just be happy??"
"why can't i dammit!!!"she pushed the table containing the coulours making the gang flinch back with her sudden outburst!! they were shocked!! What is happening ??
"why can't I just be happy??"she muttered to herself and slowly collapsed on the floor pulling herself close and crying hard. But this time they were different!! Not a pinch of sound escaped her . She has no strength to every cry loud. She is all drained out . Sharon just looked away as swayam already turned away trying hard to control his tears . He cannot see her in pain whatever the reason may be. and Rey he was just numb!! The only thing he knew was she was crying and he is having that unbearable pain in his heart.
Kriya got up and washed her face well till she can gain some exact senses. drank water and walked towards the door . Sharon was the first to run and hide herself somewhere , she can't show up in front of her like this !! soon the gang hid but Kriya being totally high plainly didnt notice and went collapsed on the couch . she took her phone and dailed a no!!
"Hello !! "the caller said
"Hello maa!!!"Kriya called her longing to be in her arms.
"Kriya!! beta tum theek ho??"smriti asked instantly!!
Kriya's tears started forming... how she recognise the pain in a second??
"mujhe..mujhe kya hua maa?? mai toh bilkul theek hun"Kriya said smiling through her tears trying to make her mom beieve
"Kriya kya baat hai beta .."smriti asked with all the love
"maa..."she stopped ...she couldn't speak anymore
"haan beta bolo!!"smriti asked ... she knew kriya is crying .. and she is getting emotional too!! but she can't cry before her daughter she needed her now.
"Maa, aapki bohut yaad aarahi hai... do din keliye...bas do din keliye aapke paas
aajaun??bas do hi din"Kriya said finally crying !!
"kaisi baat kar rahi hai??meri bachi mujhse kabhi bhi milne aasakti hai!! isme poochne ki kya baat hai?? par hua kya hai beta???" smriti asked almost choking
"kuch nahi maa... bas bohut akeli feel kar rahi hun. aur aapki bohut jyaada yaad aarahi hai isiliye "Kriya said said like a baby crying in front of her mother.
*Ps: kiddo I swear I will never forgive you for what you are doing to me ..😆*
"beta tum akeli kaha ho?? abhi niklo aur aajana theek hai??"smriti said to her
"okay mom!! bye"
"beta are you okay??" smriti asked concerned
"haa mom mai bilkul theek hun!! "kriya said with a smile
"theek hai !! ab kuch khale aur so jaana "smriti said and was about to cut when kriya shouted
"mom mom!!"
"haa kriya!!"
"love you !! and miss you !!" kriya said slowly!!
"i know jaldi aajana!! teri favourite samaose banake rakhungi "smriti said through tears giggling
"yay!!! "kriya shouted childishly and ended the call
she grinned wide and slowly broke down into tears !! after few minutes she wiped her tears and headed into her bedroom to change her dress.
The gang came to the living room!! Sharon took out Rey's ticket and placed in his hand.
"Rey tumne mujhe kabhi nahi bata ki tum logon ke beech kya hua!! aur naa hi mai jaan na chahti hun!! mai bas itna kehna chahti hun ki ye ladki meri enemy Kriya Ghai nahi hai!! see you in mumbai!!"Sharon gave a forced smile and left .
Rey stood numb!! what the hell is happening!! why is his life always this clumsy??? what should he do now?? he looked helplessly at swayam who was in the same situation . He gave an apologetic look and left from there . The gang too followed with no option!!
"mere papa kehte hai !! ache logon ke saath hamesha acha types hi hota hai "aashi said smiling ..he felt good .he just kept his hand on her head and slightly squeezed it . she smiled and left. He sighed helplessly!! he walked and colapsed in a corner of the room!!
***
She walked lost towards the window!! Water drops falling from the ends of her hair!!! she opened the glass windows allowing the heavy wind enter blowing her hair off her face. how much she wished it blowed away her pains too!! but no... she has to go through it!!She looked at the clock!!
"9'o clock!!! ek baat bataya bhi nahi!! bina bataye chalegaye!! jabse aaye hai poocha bhi nahi ki mai kaisi hun!! ek baar bhi nahi poocha ki maine khana khaya ki nahi!! bilkul nahi poocha ki maine uss din aisa kyun kiya!! bas chalegaye. kyun Rey !! mai itna bhi value nahi rakhti aapkeliye. "she sniffed and wiped her tears
"agar aapko meri parwah nahi hai toh mai aapke baare mei kyun sochun??"she complained like a kid but soon broke into freash tears!! after taking a deep breathe and comforting herself she walked into the kitched to make sandwich for herself!! and some tea...
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HE smile... then grinned.. then cried... and again grinned through the tears!!! pouted when she said she too won't think about him!!! as she left to the kitchen he looked down unbelievingly with open mouth taking in the truth... brushed his hair!! closed his mouth ... and then face... bet his fist slightly on the floor bitting his lower lip and smiling along with tears...held his forehead!!!
what the hell was that??? what is going on???!!!!
he took a deep breathe...digging his face into his palms!!! Now or never he thought!! Something filled his heart!! Its too heavy but too light!! he looked up blaming universeji
u always do the weirdest things to me!! just like her
he chuckled!!he was about to walk to the kitchen but his foot jammed seeing her!! he stood there like a statue taking in her image!!! totally!! looking at her without blinking even once!!A pang of fear ran through him as she saw him!! Will she say that she doesn't love him again??? will his hopes go to drain again!! the big dreams he built in these two minutes, will the crash badly?? he was thinking when he felt her hugging him tightly!!!
As soon as she saw him she placed the plate and coffee on the table and ran directly into his arms!!! closed her eyes and hugged with all her might!! Rey went all numb to respond!!! after which felt like eternity she pulled back wiping her tears!! before she could see him her mobile rang!!! she looked back and walked to it..
It was Rose's call saying everyone left and he leaving too locking the office!!
after the call she simple sat in her couch and started eating her sandwich!!! Even if it was a hallucination it felt great!! she felt peaceful and calm now!!! she took a deep breath smiled a bit and switched on the TV.
Rey watched her with open mouth!!! she hugged him few mins back and now eating happily!!???
after five minutes Kriya noticed someone standing a bit far!!! she looked towards her left and froze
Rey sach mei???
She stood up in shock. He understood what she thought!!! he walked to her never breaking the eye lock!! but suddenly both looked away feeling awkward. Both took their places at the each end of the couch!!!
after a gp of 20 mins Rey spoke.
"Kya chupaya tumne Kriya??'he asked looking at her
"Mai.Maine kya chupaya??"she replied looking everywhere other than him
"jab se tum ghar aayi tab se mai yahi hun!! maine sab suna"rey said sternly!! her head shot up in shock!
"bolo kriya!!" he asked or to be said rightly he pleaded her... she kept quite for sometime and looked away!!
"FINE THEN!! I am leaving!!"Rey stood up!!
"rey!!"she was cut
"SHUT UP!! not a word...you know what I know you love me!! tujhe meri arms mei hamesha keliye rakhna chahta hun... tumhe kiss karna chahta hun!!! kiss karke ye batana chahta hun ki maine tumhe kitna miss kiya , but no mai aisa kabhi nahi karoonga... koi toh badi baat hai which you are hiding from me!!! you know what, mai tumhe trust nahi kar sakta... arey jo ladki apni life ki important baat mujhse share karna nahi chahti usse mai poori life share karne keliye expect karoon??? NEVER!!"Rey said and stood up to go
"rey meri baat"she was cut again
"I SAID SHUT UP!!! "he shouted on her making her fall back in the couch...
"listen carefully!!! mai aajke baad kabhi tumhare life mei nahi aaunga... life long tum repent karti rahogi ki tumne aaj ke din sach kyun nahi bataya ...and agar batati toh hum saath mei khush rehte ...life long!! aur mai iss baat pe repent karta rahunga ki bina reason jaane maine tumhe accept kyun nahi kiya!! ye jaan ne ke baad bhi that you love me . we deserve this... you deserve that and tumhe pyaar karne keliye I too deserve that "he said and walked away leaving a numb kriya!!!
He was almost going to step out when she shut the door and stood in his way!!! with a pout crying to the worst
"I am always right aap jitna egoist insaan maine kabhi nahi dekha "she sobbed!!!
he looked away expresionless even thought tears made their way...next thing he knew was her kissing him hard and him pulling her close to him as both tasted their tears together!!! chuckling and punching each other in between!!!!
here ends this OS which always bugged me like none other work!!!
kiddo still I hate you to core for making me wait this much
kindly like and comment!! I am expecting some good..
i mean awesome *embarassed* 😳 comments!!
PS: please don't bash any character here for my sake??? lol shouldn't say this way but I thought I justified all the characters in this ... so kindly don't bash any of the character!! well I am expecting NO bashing as I didn't give you the actual reason😉*samjhdaar ko ishara kaafi hai *
and yeah please do listen to the song!! ek baar sunloyaar 4 din se sirf ek hi gaana sun rahi hun!!!
love you all
-deetha😳
Kumkum Bhagya
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