Arhi SS:Revenge of a Damsel last part pg:101 - Page 51

Its been one week after that day and khushi was still acting strange to buaji Arnav and payal.She never acknowledged them and the three now understood the irrepairable damage they have made to her..

They have tired cajoling her..Atleast if she listens to them they could cajol her but she never listens to them when they speak..It was decided that she would be discharged but it took a great effort from Akash and nani to make her accept to stay in RM'

Still khushi was not able to walk she was using a stick to support her and doctor advised her complete bed rest...It was the next day she reached RM and she was walking towards dining area to have her dinner..

Akash was feeding pari who was sitting on the dinng table..She was still angry on her ma and cahchu fr behaving rudely with her massi..And even Akash was upset ,speaking rarely with them only when the situation arises..It was nani who was maintain the house and consoling everyone when they feel bad..Altogether RM looked like a haunted mansion..

Khushi sat in the chair and was having a normal talk with Akash when payal served her dinner'

"Payal keep her more she loves to eat this aloo puri nah??"

"Haan buaji" smiling she kept two more puri in khushi plate and said "Sinve you love this I myself made this Choti..You would eat like a ogre when I cook..Do you remember those days choti" payal fondly conversed with khushi..

Khushi moved the plate and shouted "Hp kaka"

"Ahan khushi baby am coming" Hp shouted inturn coming from kitchen and served her dinner which he prepared 'In the past 1 week of her stay in RM made her close with almost all workers of RM befriend her and they loved the childishness of khushi and fondly called her khushi baby..Only with them years after she was so care free..

Looking at payal he said "sorry bhabhi khushi baby was asking me to prepare the dinner and I couldn't deny her "

She just nodded her head saying him she is fine..Even nani and Akash was shocked by khushi's act now..They never thought she could be this much stubborn but they couldn't say anything..Arnav preferred silence with khushi..After dinner of pari Akash made her sleep in the room and came out'

Khushi finished her dinner and was moving towards the room and slipped by the carpet and was about to fall.But before the fall she landed in Arnav's arm..

"khushi could not you be little safe..what would have happened if you had fallen down..Can't you take someone's help" he shrieked on the thought of she getting injured..

She balanced herself and removed his hands..

"Nothing much would have happened..there is nothng more to happen with me.. And I believe in this mere stick than to belive someone from here" saying this she was rushing towards her room but was stopped by buaji's voice..

"Stop there khushi..What do you think on yourself..We are sorry for what we did ..But it does not mean u could walk on us..Here ur sister is trying hard to pacify u and ur insulting her and the same with Arnav too"

Khushi who was till now showing her back to everyone turned and shouted in top notch'

"OH YEAH THEY DID THE CORRECT THING AND I AM DOING BAD RYT??WHAT THE HELL U THINK ON URSELF JUST FOR FEW DAYS AM IGNORING UR ELDER DAUGHTER AND IT PAINS HAN ???WHERE WERE U WHEN SHE SPOKE THOSE WORDS TO ME??U WERE STANDNG STLL RYT??U EVEN SCOLDED ME..

OH YA NOW SHE IS REPENTING I SHOULD FORGIVE HER??SHE IS COOKING ME MY FAVOURITES AND I NEED TO EAT IT?? I DON'T WANT ANY FAVOURITES OF MINE COOKEDNOW..I ONCE LOOKED FORWARD FOR THOSE SIMPLE THINGS'BUT NOT NOW..THERE WAS A TIME I ACHED FOR A WORD WITH ME WHEN I RETURNED BACK HOME..DO U KNOW HOW MUCH I WAS LEFT TO FACE THE EMPTYINESS WHEN I RETURNED HOME FROM WORK??BUAJI HOW COULD U BE SO PARTIAL??AM ALSO UR DAUGHTER RYT??U WERE ALWAYS TENDING TO HER NEEDS..DID U EVEN SAT WITH ME FOR A FEW MINUTES AND ASKED ME HOW WAS MY DAY??DID U KNOW WHAT ALL I FACED IN THE SOCIETY??DID U KNOW HOW MANY GUYS APROACHED ME WITH A BAD EYE??"

By now khushi was completely in tears her words were choking..Nani came by her side "Shhh khushi you don't have to say this..Go and take rest.."

"No nani I cant hold anything more in my heart I want to vent them out..i could not be any more selfless..For once in my I want them to know what pain they have given me.."

Nani simply nodded and khushi continued..

"What were u doing buaji when I was working all alone,u were siting by ur elder daughter I accept she was not well but as soon pari born she was ok ryt??she started living her lyf by that time u could have spent some time with me??where were you buaji??even now u support her have u once asked her why she was rude to me on that day??Do you once said her hat she was wrong on scolding me that day" khushi was shaking buaji shoulders..

Buaji bowed her head down nodding a no'

"But we love you chotti" payal interrupted..

"Ha ha chotti???Who is it jiji???Oh ya u once use to call me that way ryt???Where u calling me by that word for these many years. Ya u called me one day 'do u remember when was that??It was the day u asked permission from me to visit lucknow to search on jiju..Was it my fault that I did not mention u about jiju..How could u blindly believe ur devar jiji'Didn't u once think about me ??I was worried fr ur health jiji..

I was thinking what if jiju would have remarried and would have betrayed u??U couldnot undergo that jiji..i know u would break but as soon I gotta know about jiju love towards u I rushed to you???u blamed me but???"

She was unable to control her sobs yet she continued.."Now u said u love me jiji..Did I ever say that u ppl didn't love me??It was that u ppl love me but never considered me..never thought of my feelings,never considered my existence,never cared what would I feel,never bothered about me..U was the one who bought me up like this but don't u think that u should be there fr me always..Why didn't u cared about me fr the past years jiji.the only thought u had was on jiju..What about me??did u know how much I was aching to having a sister chat with you??Where was our old days gone jiji??U have entirely forgetten ur sister and entered ur own life jiji..taking care of pari talking with buaji thinking of jiju was the only work u did..Not a day u sat beside and asked whether I was able to manga this biggest burden of life..not a single day u waited fr me to return home..Should not u kicked ur devar for using such cheap words on me..Am I such a cheap girl jiji..??"

The pain she was suppressing for years had bursted out..she never thought she will break up like this one day'Payal could do nothing than to cry.She knew her sister was aching fr simple things but they never gave her..They never treated her like the young girl of the house..he was been burdened..

Arnav was standing still seeing khushi break down in front of him..He know knew the reason for her grief which he witnessed in her eyes..he now understood the pain she went through..He felt like stabbing himself million times for uttering those words to her.it had made a deep cut in her heart..They never realized what they have spoken..

"Khushi it was in my anger i.."

Arnav didn't complete his sentence khushi stopped him by her hands..

"Am not gonna say naything to you Arnav..What will u do when my own blood did not believe me or support me..What I have to do with you??WHO AM I TO YOU??"

Khushi asked him the same question as he asked her in the station..

"Khushi please hurt me, scold me vent ur anger on me but don't be this way khushi" Arnav pleaded her holding her hands and taking her face in his hands.."

She disentangled from himself "No Arnav don't touch me am a b**** ryt??do you know what the simple five letter would mean a girl??do you realized the filthy stare I got back from ppl who was standing there when u said those'What I have got to do with you..Am sry fr involving u in my crazy revenge..Revenge saying this she gave a sad chuckle..that word doesnt have any meaning now..The one who is revenged and beyond repair is me..I have to Thank god for showing the love and care which ppl have around me..Thinking about the needs of everyone I was living my life but now I understood that I need to be selfish'"

"Khushi please don't say these words..I truly Love you"Arnav again got her into his embrace..

"LOVE Don't give me any shit Arnav..Leave me ..I SAID LEAVE ME" hearing her roar Arnav left her abrubtly..

"LOVE..NO lover will accuse her lady love as gold digger or bitch but u did that..Was I the one flirted with u in the office??was I the one who asked pari to call u mausaji??was I the one who came to your room in the night..I said those words in the office bcoz nani said me you were in true love with me and only I can make u professional and when u talked about responsibility I got my anger and uttered those words..Ya for those words I uttered I got my punishment.>And don't claim to LOVE me..I DON'T LOVE YOU..Do you get me I DON'T LOVE YOU" she said balancing herself by leaning on the wall..

"I'll understand if you don't love me. But I will be heartbroken. You are all I ever dreamed of and hoped for. You are much, much more. Please know that I didn't think I was mean-minded. But I realize I am. I don't want you to put your arms around me and say it's all right, that you forgive me. I want you to be sure that you do, and my love for you will last as long as I live. I can see no lightness, no humour, no joke to make. I just hope that we will be able to go back to when we had laughter, and the world was coloured, not black and white and grey. I am so sorry for hurting you. I could inflict all kinds of pain on myself, but it would not take back any I gave to you..Am sry khushi .."

He said this and made his way to his room could not able to meet her eyes which has only hurt for him..

Payal and buaji already left to their room..They cant accept the fact anymore..We will never know the effect of our doings until it hits our own face.. Nani helped khushi to go to her room and retired to her room..Akash was least interested to face anyone so he took his car keys and went out..

It was next morning and everyone resumed their job until they came to know a certain girl is missing.evryone were searching their entire mansion but all they could find was a piece of sheet in her room..

Jiju,

Am sorry jiju Sry nani...could nt stay any more here..Am going'Don't think ill end my life..it was given to me by pari and I don't want the little soul to be broken.Ill live somewhere with my pride and self respect attached to my name..

Pari ll not ask for me anymore..i have already talked with her..take care of her on my behalf..Kindly allow me to talk with her whenever I call her..The amount I have saved till now is in my cupboard take that and give to Mr.raizada for the stay I made here..

p.s.I am not a gold digger

Love

Khushi

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