Regarding Notification of Future Updates:
1. I prefer mailing the updates to my readers as it is much much easier. So in case you want to keep track of the updates, send an e-mail to my_worx@yahoo.com[or] PM me your e-mail ID
2. If you check your mail with extreme irregularity, send a Buddy Request to -DynamixPM- and NOT to Dynamix215. I will NOT BE ACCEPTING friend requests from this account.
3. I don't usually send links of the updates directly... I send the link of my index where you can see the latest updates. Therefore, if you need a PM and are ready to stalk my stories and index, you are more than welcome. In short, stalkers need not buddy me :)
Sorry, I updated late today! I had guests at home!
Anyway, this chapter may not be very good cuz my head is tired of baby-sitting 5 eleven-year-old girls... -.-
Please bear with me for this one :(
Pakka next chapter will be better... :)
Title to the next chapter will be 27 Hours-Train mein Rabba Ve
-Amzy <3
This chapter is dedicated to --MISHTEE--
Thanks for your help in the posting the previous chapter... :) :*
Part 10 Doubts
Khushi's eyes flew open as soon as she felt warmth seeping through her lips. She made an attempt to get up and hit her head against Arnav's forehead and yelped in pain and fell back.
"Ow!"
As the pain resided she saw Arnav's face hovering above her face, a smirk on his face. "Hi!" he said.
Arnav's hands rested on either wide of her waist and he was leaning towards her. "I-I am not dreaming?" she asked unsurely, trailing her fingers against his stubble.
"So, did all that happen a few moments back REALLY happen?" she asked frowning.
Arnav smirked. "Yes, unless you wish it was untrue...?"
"N-no" she said quickly.
"Well, good. Because those were some of the best moments in my life..." he said, brushing her hair out of her eyes.
"So you love me..?" she asked, still not convinced.
Arnav bent down and kissed her, biting her lower lip making her gasp. She succumbed soon and kissed him back. It wasn't a passionate kiss... It had all the Sweetness of a first kiss, the magic of first love and relief of a light heart...
Both withdrew for air and Khushi was a pretty shade of pink, smiling at him. Arnav smiled back and said "Does that on once you how much?"
She smiled as her eyes misted over. Her arms went around his neck And she hugged him. Without breaking the hug, Arnav sat up bringing Khushi onto his lap. She still looked too much in awe and apprehension was still written over her face.
"What happened Khushi?" he asked softly.
She moved out of his lap and sat next to him. "This is too unreal..." she whispered.
He cupped her cheek with her right hand and made her look at him. "It is real... You need to believe that..."
She looked away unconvinced. "I know it is real.." she said softly.
Arnav frowned in confusion. "Then what is the problem?"
She looked at him, hesitating whether or not to speak. Deciding against it, she looked away, biting her lower lip. "Nothing..." she
muttered.
He held her chin and made her look into his. "You don't lie very well..." he said softly. "Khushi please don't shut me out? I don't like it..." he plead. "Tell me what is bothering you?"
She looked at him for a moment. "I don't know why, but you being nice to me feels so unreal! A part of me keeps waiting for you to snap at me and accuse me of trying to trap a rich man with my cheap, middle class thinking and declaring that you had lied to me about your love so you-"
She was cut off by the feel of his lips on hers. Arnav thought with chagrin about the number of times he had wanted to shut her up by kissing her. But right now, was not the way he had envisioned it... He knew Khushi had every right to suspect him of that... He withdrew and said "I never really meant all of that Khushi... It was just a way of keeping myself in check" deciding to come clean.
"I don't understand..." she said, tilting her head to one side.
Arnav took a deep breath and continued. "Ever since I first saw you, there was something about you that kept pulling towards you... And the emotions I felt were inexplicable and I didn't like it... Not knowing... So I tried to keep you away from me by..."
"Hurting me..." Khushi finished in a whisper.
"Don't put it that way..." he plead and hugged her. She hugged him back, this time. "Come home Khushi..."
"Arnavji, I-I don't think this will work out..." Khushi said softly.
He pulled back. "What won't work out?" he asked, confused.
"This... Us..." she said.
"What the hell, why not!" he said, his temper flaring.
"My Amma and Babuji would never allow me..."
"What?"
"They will not let me be in a live in relationship Arnavji... And Nani, what will she think?" she said, keeping her tears in check.
"What, live-in?" Arnav asked.
"Yes Arnavji. I know you don't believe in commitments for life and marriages, but I don't think this will ever work out..." she said, resting her head tiredly on his shoulder.
Realization dawned on Arnav. "Who said anything about a live-in?"
"But they won't allow me in a relationship where marriage is not guaranteed Arnavji. The minute they find out, they'll get me married off..." she said softly.
He turned to look, cupping her face carefully. "Khushi, those opinions were before I met you... I will do anything if it means we can spend our life together..."
Khushi's eyes widened. "Wh-what? Ar-Are you saying that..."
He kissed her forehead. "Khushi, marry me."
P.S : Sorry... I think I disappointed you. I know the kiss wasn't at all nice... It is just that, I just don't have it in me to write intimate things :(
It is a personal weakness...
I know I know... You are all probably like 'What a baby!' but its true... I am 17 and haven't kissed anyone in my life (not that I am complaining) So I can't really write all that... :P :'(
Edited by Dynamix215 - 12 years ago
Cricket
Bade Achche Lagte Hain Naya Season
