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PART 19
Nurse: "Mr.Raizada.. The patient have gain conscious.. You can meet her.." Arnav look at the nurse and walk in the ward.. Once he open the door.. He saw her sitting.. He back was resting on the pillow which is place to give her comfort while sitting in a comfortable pose.. Her gaze was on her hand.. Which is place on her lap.. She didn't look at him.. Her attention was on her hand.. She was clenching her grip on the blanket which was covering her legs.. She look disturb..
Arnav: "Khushi.." he called her softly.. She lifted her face and look at him in anger and teary eye.. Her cheek was wet with her unstop tear.. He was shocked to see her in this state.. His heart stab when he saw tear was rolling on her cheek.. "Khushi'" with heavy and pain heart he call for her..
Khushi: "Get out.." she yelled..
Arnav: "Khushi.." almost whisper but still she manage to heard..
Khushi: "Just go away Mr.Raizada.. I don't want to see your face.. GO AWAY!!" she shouts her last words
Arnav: "Khushi just calm down.. Don't stress up yourself.." he tried to soother her anger
Khushi: "I will be only fine when you are not around me.." She wiped her tear harshly..
Arnav: "I know you hate me.. But.."
Khushi(Interrupt): "But what?? You want to tell me.. I'm not a good mother for Aryan.. I'm not worthy enough to be a mother because I made his life in danger today.. Its all happen because of you.. If you didn't enter in our small world then this day might not come.." with roughness voice..
Arnav: "What the hell..!!" His voice increase he failed to control his anger now.. "I didn't said you are not worthy to be a mother and today by your one mistake you have danger Aryan's life.. You are such a careless.." He shouts
Khushi: "What you said..? My mistake..?? It was your mistake if you hasn't chase us this accident might not happen and now you wanted to blame me.. You always know to blame others and this is not the first time you blame me.. You had blame me before when you said I had affair with Shyam.." He look at her in anger.. He clenches his fist to control it.. "What happen?? Why you are quiet now'" She was looking at him to gain answer for her question..
Arnav: "Don't bring Shyam in our conversation.." Gritted teeth
Khushi: "Why shouldn't I..? What you told me.. I'm a characterless'" A image of past flash in their mind
That was the most toughest day for her.. She didn't thought he will utter those words.. And that was the main reason he married her.. Her heart winched in pain when all those memory flash in her mind.. He close his eye tight and tried to control himself.. He utter those words to her without any intention and now all his words are hunting him..
Khushi: "You don't have anything to say Mr.Raizada..?" She saw him closing his eye and she knows he was controlling his anger..
Arnav: "Khushi.. Please don't touch that topic.." he plead
Khushi: "WHY..?" gritted teeth
Arnav: "Because it's hurt Damn it!!" He shouts..
Khushi: "Hurt?? Arnav Singh Raizada feels hurt with his own words.. Since when you feel hurt..? Your mission was only one.. Always give pain and tear to Khushi.. Because that was the only thing you know.. Since I meet you.. You haven't give me any happiness and I was on verge to achieve the most happiest day in my life by being a bridal again but you spoil it.. You cheat me.. you cheat my love.. all your promise are just left empty.. You always said something else and does something else.. Why I have to go through all this..?.." She cried her heart out.. She tried to control her tear and she wanted to show to him she is strong and she can live without the great Arnav Singh Raizada support.. "Why God don't feel pity to me..? I have lost everything in my life.. Can't God give me some love before I can die in peace.." His heart winch in pain.. He look at her in moist eye.. She wanted to die..? No.. She can't leave me.. He move towards her and seat beside her on the bed.. He cupped her face and wiped her tear with his thumb.. She lifted her gaze on him.. She didn't protest by his touch..
Arnav: "Don't think of dying Khushi.. I will never let that happen.. I will make this world upside down if that day really turn up.. I will go against God's will and bring you back.." there is energetic in his tone and he mean each and every words he spoke..
Khushi: "I was dying for passing four years Arnav.." Her tone change in soft and calmness.. "I'm still breathing but my soul is not with me.. Its dead on the day I had lost one of the valuable piece of my heart.. You was not there Arnav.. I have to face everything alone.. I'm tired Arnav.. I'm tired.." alone tear make their way.. That was the day she feels her life have shatter.. Her life was just begin to spark but it crush before she can have that happiness..
Arnav: "I'm sorry.." their forehead lean to each for support.. She cupped her face with her soft palm..
Khushi: "Please don't take Aryan from me.. He is everything for me.. I can't imagine my life without him.. Please don't take him.. I would rather die than live without him.." this what she was scared about.. she don't want to separate with his son.. He is the reason of her alive and how she will be surviving without him beside her..
Arnav: "How can you think I will separate a mother with her son..? I won't do that Khushi.. I have live a life without a mother's love.. I know how painful was those day.. Where I have to complete all the funeral of my mother with my own hand.. I was craving for my mother every night.. I just wish it was a nightmare and everything turn back to normal once I wake up in morning.. But no.. It was the same day and nothing change.. I won't even think of separating Aryan with you.. I want him to get his mother's love.. I want him to live a prefect life.. I don't want him to lead his life like me.. I promise.. I won't take him from you.. But please let me give him a father's love.." He plead with moist eye.. She was feeling scared what if he took Aryan.. I won't separate you with Aryan, Khushi.. a phrase from his inner voice..
Khushi: "Arnav.." she cares his left cheek and her other hand was still on his right cheek.. She was exploring his face with her eye.. She miss him so much for past four years and she can't forget him even she wanted to but the pain he, himself have given have left a deep impact in her life.. She can't even think of forgiving him.. How can she forget 10 December a day which the grief are still alive in her heart..
Arnav: "I promise Khushi.." she hug him tight.. She was missing the warmness in his embrace.. She rest her head on her shoulder and her tear was making his shirt wet with her nonstop tear..
Khushi: "Promise me you won't break your promise again..?" she was looking for certainty in his words.. She feels scared to believe him..
Arnav: "I promise.. I won't separate Aryan with you.." He tight his arm on her back and the hug.. It was the warmest hug ever for them..
Khushi: "Aryan want a father's love.. You can love him and meet him whenever you want but.." she stop her words.. She feels her words fade in her throat.. She Slowly break the hug and her hand was still clenches on his collar.. She take a deep breath.. She need to make something clear not for anyone but for herself.. He was looking confusedly towards her.. "Arnav.. I allowed you to meet Aryan but please don't ask me to come back in your life again.." Alone tear rolled from her eye.. "I don't know either I can forgive you or not.. I can't just forget everything and built a new life.. Its beyond my willingness.. I can't just forgive you.. I know you might think I'm a bad mother.. I didn't thought of Aryan happiness..? I do think about him Arnav.. I can't act in front of him.. As there is nothing happen.. It's difficult for me Arnav.. I" He put his index finger on her lips to sign her to stop.. tear was flowing.. He cares her cheek slowly and wiped her tear..
Arnav: "Khushi.. You are the best mother for Aryan.. Aryan needs a mother who can love him and that's you.. Don't forgive me.. If you don't wish too.. I'm not even worthy for your forgiveness.. I can't rotate the time and things can't be changed.. I always treat you wrongly and I always gives u pain.. I'm sorry.. Whenever I make you cried my heart will cry too.." his eye moist.. He was asking her to not forgive him? That was the most difficult for him.. He cupped her cheek and lean to kiss her forehead.. She closed her eye and alone tear roll again on her cheek..
The kiss scene was seen by Aryan and Maya.. Maya closed Aryan's eye with her palm and start to feel shy on the opposite scene.. Aryan moves Maya's hand and look at his parents with a smile on his lips.. Maya's mouth was open in 'O' shape.. She tried to take Aryan out of the room but it went vain when he start to call for them..
Aryan: "Papa.. Mamma.." both of them look at him in wider eye.. Their sensation make a full stop once they heard Aryan calling for them.. Khushi wipe her tear and tried to smile.. Arnav stood from the bed and look at his son who was raising his eyebrow..
Khushi: "Aryan.. come here.." He walk to her..
Aryan: "Mamma.. Are you alright'" He wanted to touch her cheek but couldn't reach because she was sitting on the bed and he is not talk enough to climb on the bed by his own.. He look at his papa.. "Papa.. Carry me.. I want to sit beside my mamma.." Arnav walk to him and make him seat beside her.. For him Aryan was the cutest boy he have ever see.. Maya smile on Aryan's cute talk.. She feel happy seeing him smiling after so long..
Khushi: "Do you get injured..? Is there any pain on your body.." She asked worriedly..
Aryan: "No mamma.. I'm fine.. Papa have told the doctor to check on me and they said I'm fine.. You don't worried.." He cares her cheek and hug her tight..
Arnav: "Ya.. Khushi you don't worried I have make them check on him.. There is no scratch on his skin.. he is fine.." She nodded weakly..
Khushi: "I'm sorry Aryan.. I make your life in danger today.. I'm really sorry'" She broke the hug and kiss his forehead.. He start to cry aloud.. All of them was getting panic after seeing sudden changes in his behavior..
To be continued..
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