ARSHI OS:YEAR OF LOVE - Page 2

I know I am late but can't do anything.sorry.anyways here is the next one.

part2

31^st dec 2012

Today I am standing in the same place where I was last time.

Last year things are still fresh in my heart.How can I forget that this is the place where I fell in love with a man a year ago.I never thought that one day I will fall in love but when you fall in it you cant come out of it.there will something which holds you back.thats the reason I am standing here now I still remember how I wished him with my hug and how he wished me.i still remember how he saw me when payal dragged me from him and that smile it is the most beautiful smile I had ever seen where I see a promise in his eyes.and at that moment I fell in love with him it seems to silly but I just knew his name and nothing else.His name is ARNAV I never know that a name can pronounced nicely from my lips I feel some butterflies in my stomach when I spell that name.

This entire year I spend it by falling in love with him and his thoughts but how can I fall in love with a person whom I saw just few minutes and said a happy new year wishes and passed a smile that's it.But I saw something in his eye promising me that he will come for me I don't know how but I feel that It will become true.and that's the reason I am here this year hopeing to see him and speek to him.this time payal came with me but when we reached here she met her boyfriend akash here and you know what they are going to get married this year I am very happy that payal got her love so I send them aside so they could enjoy their moment and I too can be alone when I met him.i don't know whether I will meet him today or not but little in my heart I know he will come.like last time the countdown for the upcoming year it started with

10 I just closed my eyes and started thinking about that incidence

9 I am going to miss this year

8 the year in which hugged him

7 the year which i spoke to him

6 the year which i saw him

5 the year in which i smiled to him

4 the year which i could feel his presence around me even he is not present

3 the year which i fall in love

2 the year which i realizes her love

1 the YEAR OF LOVE.

The year ended.Suddenly i was taken into a hug by someone when i was about to get off from it i heard it HAPPY NEW YEAR i know who it is yes i heard it again HAPPY NEW YEAR KHUSHI…

i know who it is tears of happiness rolling on my cheeks then i again heard him "wont you wish me back khushi?"

Immediately i hugged him more and said HAPPY NEW YEAR ARNAV …

Then we back off from the hug but still I didn't open my eye because I fear it may be a dream but my heart is saying it is not a dream.slowly I open my eyes and found him stareing at me with his beautifull smile .he looked more handsome than last time.

We just kept staring at each other after what felt like eternity he was the first one who spoke.

Arnav :how are you khushi.

Khushi :I am fine .what about you ?

Arnav :me… I am not fine until now khushi he looked at me and continued but I think now I am fine

Khushi [st] I am just confused with his answer I just looked at him guessing to know the actual meaning of his words .

He looked at me and continued I know khushi we just met once and wished each other and we even didn't introduced each other but her we are again meeting like last time but the we were strangers and now (he looked at her) we knew atleast our names.well leave about it here we are once again but this time I have something to share with you which I din't share with anyone you can think how can I share it with you but I hope that you can share it will you???

Khushi[st] I don't understand what he is saying or what he want to share with me.what ever it may be I will listen to him yes I don't know what he will say it may something related to me or may be not or it may help me in building my heart towards him or it may collapse my heart but what ever may be it I will listen to him atleast it will help me in takeing a decision of my life but I hope it leads to a positive direction .i looked at him and nodded in agreement.

Then he started I am born and bought up from a rich family khushi but not spoiled.my parents were dead in an accident when I am 14 leaveing my sister and me alone.but our nani took care of us and at time onwards we started living with responsibilities on my head.but I overcame every huddles of the life and became a successful businessman in the world but while reaching to success I missed many thing but the most importent one

Is I wish have someone to share everything with them but I have no one.then when I grow up I need someone to share everything with me and who can be better than my sole mate.he looked at khushi.

Khushi just listening to him and understanding his words.then he again continued the I waited to meet my solemate I know one day or the otherday I will meet her but if anyone asked me when ? I don't know.all I knew was one day I will me her and that's what happened I met her.

Khushi[st] he met her??who is she??

Arnav :finally one day I met the instance I saw her I had fallen for her.when she spoke to me I fallen in love with her voice.her gestures her smile,her eyes that speek volumes rather that her lips.her everything I just fallen in love with her.

Khushi[st] he is in love I can see that in his eyes.

Arnav :to say truth it is just few minites we are together but the that few minutes I had started falling for her but that jew minutes are the left as memory in life.

Khushi[st]:what memory??

Arnav :the first time we met is the last time also.later it is so difficult for me to not to think about her.i searched for her in every way but I couldnot find her.without her I just felt like living in the hell but little did I know I will find her and will not make her go away from me never.

Khushi [st] he loved her a lot .i know I love him but mine is nothing campared to him I just hope he get his love.tears are rolling from her cheeks she just wiped them and saw him and found him stareing at her.

Khushi :th.. then what happened??

Arnav smiled: after long time the waiting finally came to an end when I met her.

Khushi just looked at him.

Arnav :yes I met her today here.I can't say how much happy I am on heavens.she also spoke to me but I didn't proposed my love to her but now I am going to do that.little did I know she will definitely agree to it.

Khushi [st] I just tured back unable to face him tear are not stopping they rolling down on her cheek i just want to cry out loud but I cannot do it.i loved him but mine is nothing before him.

Just then she felt his hand on her shoulder she immediately wipped her tears but didn't tured.

Arnav :and now I want to show her to you .will you won't see her??

Khushi:I turned to him and bleamed a smile to him why not arnav I will but where is she? Withthat i started looking here and there except him.

Then Arnav hold shoulders and brought his righthand to my chin and made me look at him.you want to see her he asked me I just nodded in yes with a smile then he looked at me and said "see in my eyes you can see her ".I just looked his eye everything stops around me tears are rolling from my eyes not because of sadness but in happiness .i looked in to his eyes again and what I saw is me.it was me in his eye .i smiled in happiness and looked at him .he looked at me and said I LOVE YOU KHUSHI WILL YOU SHARE YOUR LIFE WITH ME?

I nodded in yes and immediately hugged him and said I LOVE YOU TOO ARNAV AND I WILL BE WITH YOU.

After that we broke the hug he looked at me I LOVE YOU I said to him I LOVE YOU TOO with that he met my lips with his and kissed me with full of love.i smiled this was my first kiss I was shareing with my love and I too kissed him back which shows how much we loved eachother.when we are out of breath we break our kiss and hugged eachother .i am soo happy what can I wish more on this new year I just lifted my eyes and saw the sky with is filled with colorfull lighting in it along withstars and cool breeze is filled in the air with the arouma of new year filled every where.and his warm hug making me forget everything what can I wish for more I know that the last year is the year of love but with him every year is YEAR OF LOVE.

How is it ??crapy

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