PART 26
Geet ko laga..Maan to baat karta rahega wo late ho jayegi
G-Bye
Mudd gai
M-Don't go..
He didn't let go of her hand
M- Just for today.. don't go yet
Geet looks at him
M-I've stopped bothering you, like you wanted..but ..just...stay for a bit more
G-Stay? Why? Wasn't I useless?
M-Of everything you listen and believe in that...
He pulls her close veryyy slowly ki usko pata bhi na chale
M- I came at a time
He rests hi forehead against her
She almost feels she is melting
G-Don't...
She murmurs inaudibly
M- I'll try
He murmurs back and slowly pulling her into a hug
She closes he eyes exhaling a breath she didn't knew she was holding
Once in her arms Maan hold on a tightly as he dares to; tight enough to just not hurt her but tight enough that no one can take her away, even she herself cant
She gives in into his arms finding her solace and peace again
He slowly whispers her name
G-Maan
She whispers back
M-Why can't you like me? Just me? Why can't you love!
He whispers fiercely
She moves away. Looks at him
G-What did you just said?
He lets go of her and looks away
M- Nothing.. forget about it.. you have made quite clear many time what you... never mind
She is looking at him but he is not looking at her
Geet dekhe hi jaa rahi hai, ankhein nahi headlight h..badi badi
He is looking away, hand safely back inside his pocket so that they don't do anything more impulsive on their own
M-Look I just..I don't know why I said that.. I mean I can't make you feel.. you are...you go ahead and be happy with that guy..
G-Guy? Which guy?
M-Shankar
Maan says his name with unhidden hatred
G-What do you mean by that? Tum Shankar ko kaise jaante ho?
M-You mentioned him when you were leaving my office.. I .. I saw u two together too so I know that..that you two are together. I won't try and come in between
G-You are accusing me of...
She rolls her eyes
G-And what about your girlfriend and the numerous other gals; the fact that you used me?
M-I don't have a girlfriend... a date doesn't make a girlfriend and I.. I didn't mean to use you for whatever you think I did use you for...
G-For?
M- I don't want to fight...shit! I knew it was bad idea coming here alone. I did everything I shouldn't have done
G-I want an answer. You can't just turn around like this after using me
M-Using you???..What the heck are you accusing me of ? Keeping at it like a broken record, what did I use you for? Huh? What? I gave you everything; every damn thing! and you are standing here all self righteous telling if used you!!!
G-There's something called using emotionally. But you need to have emotions to actually know what emotions are
M-So easy to say that, isn't it? What about you? So you have any emotions?
G-That's not even a question
M-You don't even have decency! What were you doing huh? Playing around with that...that... and keeping me right here nicely wrapped around your little finger
G-Playing around???? Me????
M-Well excuse me for being able to unwrap myself and coming out mentally stable
G-You don't know what you are saying
M- Don't I? Tell me what were you doing hanging out with that sorry excuse of a man, accepting flowers while you were supposed to be so sick that you can't even call me and tell me how high your fever is or when you were supposed to be quarantined? What were you doing smelling the roses? Huh!? Right; idiot I am to still want you...
She looks at him with disbelieve
M-But this is just a stupid need .. you don't have to worry about me bothering you again
G-M...mai...maine jaan bujke tumhe nahi bataya...that I have recovered
M- You think I still didn't get that? What do you care if I spend a few weeks more in worry. This is just sick!
He turns around to take out his wallet
M- I am going to take that taxi. Can't say it was a pleasure
Geet is looking down
G-I wanted to stop myself...stop myself...stop myself from...
M- Congratulations, you achieved your goal
She looks at him in disbelieve
Maan stops a taxi
G-You are so cold...I thought I liked you and...you are so cold. I sometimes pity myself for falling for an animal like you
M- Cold? You pity yourself? I haven't given you anything to pity yourself. Animal? Do you know how easily you insult me without reasons. But since you hate me anyways and I have no intention of seeing you again maybe I should give you reasons to say all that again
Maan grabs her by her waist and pulls her close lowering his lips to her before she could even gasp in protest; other hand tangling in her hair to get her exactly where he wants her. It was a methodic kiss meant to seduce not cruel and crushing but soft and inciting
Pehle to Geet ne thoda resist kiya, par kab tak karti. She had to give in and slowly she also gave back the favor
Maan knew the moment she stopped resisting and he deepened the kiss pulling her closer, letting go of the punishing hold on her hair, slowly rubbing her neck kissing her passionately, pouring everything he felt in that single kiss
Geet is hanging onto him, her feet just slightly touching the ground
He holds her securely against him afraid to let even air between them let it created big distance between them again. He doesn't want to ever let go. If only he could just freeze time like this with her in his arms and both in world of bliss
Tabhi phone baja Geet ka
Maan growls mentally willing ordering begging the disturbance to stop before the trance is broken the moment is lost
Lekin phone naa band hua Geet ka , baje jaa raha hai
Geet finally picks it up
G-Ma...emm...haan aa rahi hoon...haan...aa rahi hoon hu...don't worry
Maan willed his hands to let go of Geet...but they wouldn't move from her waist
He doesn't want her to go more than ever now
Maan closes his lips around her other ear slowly nibbling and kissing down to her shoulder blowing hot air on his wet kisses
G-ehhh..umm...umm..haan maa...haan..nikal rahi hoon...umm...ehhh...ah..late ho gaya...haan...umm
He turns her around so he can lean her back on his car side exposing her delicate neck
He slowly kisses his way across her neck to capture her hand and brings her finger to his mouth
If this is his last meal, he is tasting everything he can
He kisses her elbow her wrist, he palm, moving to her finger until he suck the tip of one and nibbles at it delicately considering how long the he had been restraining himself
Geet jaldi se phone rakhti ai\
G-MAAN !
She snaps
He doesn't listen
He takes her other hand free of mobile now and starts kissing nibbling at it too
G-Maaan
She pushes him, her heart beat and breathing has shooted up
Maan mutters her name in reply pulling her hands down behind her back locking her in his embrace cupping her cheek he kisses her chin, her lower lip
Chod hi nahi raha na sunn raha hai, slowly he moves back to kisses on her lips another deep passionate kiss
Maan ka phone bajaa, ghar wale pooch rahe hai ki kaha ho. Maan ne phone utha kar side kar diya
But Maan realizes at that moment that she isn't responding, so he stops.
He lets go of her and steps bacck
G-PAGAL HO GAYE HO KYA ?????????????
She is panting'
G-JANGLIII JANWAR !
M- Sorry
He turns around and walks away
She turns him back
G-Sorry???????????????? Sorrryyy. Ek sorryyy?????????? You are an animal driven by lust
M-If I were, I wouldn't have stopped. If I were that, I would have done this long ago
G-What?????
M-What part you don't understand?
G-Ki tum itne besharam kaise ho sakte ho?
He takes a long breath and releases it slowly
M-Besharam...I don't know about that
She narrows her eyes
M-But then yeah maybe by your standard... kya farak padta hai. It was a good bye kiss. I won't be coming here again and you won't have to face a lecher like me again either; that should make you happy
Maan phir mud jataa hai and waits for taxi. He clenches his fingers in a fist but doesn't reply. He doesn't know what he is going to do. Keh to diya ki nahi ayega, lekin ky akarega. Pehle to raha nahi jata tha. Ab after saying half the things to her, kissing her, holding her; it was an effort to even not look at her
G-It's..it's so..easy for you ..naa
Her eyes are brimming with tears
G-and I..thought...I thought...I...i thought...it was love...but you are not even worth liking !!!!!!!
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