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PART 8

The clock strikes 11 and the door creeks open.

Khushi looks at the door. Arnav is standing in the shadow. His frame is hidden. His hand holding the door knob, cuts and bruises all over the hand.

He inside churns up. An unknown calm washes over her entire existence.

HE CAME. There is nothing more adoring, nothing more important, and nothing more needed but HIM. he and he only can give her all the answers and can save her from his hell hole.

Arnav looks around for the last time and then comes in. he walks straight towards her and takes her wrist with a bold move and sways her on his chest. Khushi trembles and her inside melts. First it was heat of the expectation and now it is the lava of desire. Her breath halts. Over the years she has cried her eyes out, she has poured her soul into the depth of the dark times. She has nurtured every last remaining memory of them , when they were together. But those also started to fade away.

He left her and she had no clue why did he that. His family supported her, but they too after 1 year started to think that she had something to do with his missing. On and on she tried to explain, she tried to find a reason. But nothing added up. She remembers every night she used to pray and cry herself upto the limit that she could not think any more. Her mind used to get chalky and blocked. Her thought process used to collapse. Only thing stable was her loneliness.

But all these days, nights, moments and almost eternity now seems meaningless. It was like preparation for her man to come home. To come back to her. In her arms. Khushi looks at him and then lowers herself down in his chest.

The chest feels warm. There is a smell , a musky aroma about him. something that can taunt a girl from the depth of her desire. Her mind gets oozy. She feet feels soft and mushy. She craves more of that aroma of him. coming from him. he brushes her face and her hair away and tugs her inside him, gently with very soft hands. She tucks her more inside and finds a steady spot.

The don't talk

They don't listen

They don't even try to breath,

They just keep standing their one in another.

A soul wrapped onto another soul

A broken glass melting into a new shape , much more arousing, much more strong.

He holds her waist and lifts her towards his neck.

His fingers dig deep down into her flesh.

No matter how controlled, how soothing, he is trying to hold her, the more trouble he is facing ot keep it sane to keep it under control.

3 years of tormenting passion, three years of dripping need all seems to form a tidal wave and crush within them.

He feels like taking her now.

On the wall.

Against the brick laden hard surface and under the starry night of the western horizon.

But he knows. If he cave sin and if he takes a single wrong move, the entire ting can go to waste. He can die and so can she.

The moment they will find out that he dressed as the Driver, who has been under cover for the last 2 years, serving as a double agent for the Russian and for the Turkish secret service, they will make sure he stays hidden and silent. He hold many valuable information that can make huge change in the political future of Indian government and for Pakistan as well. Unknowing he got trapped into the midst of it all.

He has been trained by the best of the best and a journey it has been, that even in the darkest night he still cannot believe he made it happen. Shyam messed it all up and gave 100% accurate proof that Arnav Sing Raizada is a terrorist and he has sources working from his company that is threatening the peace and political stableness within the Indian zone. He tried to explain, he tried to break his way out of it. But nothing mattered. He would have been killed by now. But only KHUSHI kept him alive.

KHUSHI saw some video tapes while she was being investigated. She saw it and now she doesn't even know how she did. Most of her memory has been erased by the best of the best of KGB agents. And she has been under constant surveillance. Daniel the notorious free lancer has taken charge and have freed Khushi from the prison, but he at the same time made sure that KHUSHI is kept under strict security and the information stored in her memory, stays hidden even form her. He needs the information. But that will need ARNAV to be present.

So now, Arnav and Khushi together is a billion dollar asset. One without the other holds no importance. Part of the information is known by Arnav and rest is known by KHUSHI, but she does not know about it.

Arnav looks at her face finally, after 20 minutes into the embrace. He looks into those beautiful, teary caramel eyes and smile. She breaks down at last. Tear after tear rolls down her eyes, cheek and on the throat. He wipes one off, then another. Her tears increase more with a vengeance. He wipes and then sides a hand on her back.

"Jaan, I am here , now, am I not? Will you still cry?

Do you have any idea how much I missed you?

How difficult it has been for me to go on without you?

If it was only me, if it was only for my survival, I would have given up by now.

Cause nothing made sense. I was in pain. Physical and mental.

You don't know what they made me do, how much torture I had to endure.

First when they took me into custody, they changed hands. I was used as one of their pets. They did stuff to me, I can't even tell you. I have seen brutality and pain up front. Trust me jaan, I would have given up. I was even about to. But later I hear that you were also involved. That night when you were abducted and I separately, they slipped some information and you happen to have seen it.

You do not remember them but it is in your memory, hidden for you. You have been drugged, so you don't know much of anything. If I knew you were safe and with my family. Then I would have given up and accepted defeat. The pain and torture is not of this world. But when I got to know that you are here and with them, I could not take it anymore. I escape. I was in countries unknown, I was hiding form anything and everything. Later the Russians caught me and made a treaty. I am not working for both, the Russians and for the Turkish. I had to swore in that I will be loyal to them, and give up my life anytime needed.

But Jaan, the reason was YOU. I need to know that you are safe.

You are secured.

And you are in harm's way.

Jaan, Khushi, My Khushi, you have to live and get out this. We will find a solution and leave these far behind. And for that I need to have you be strong. Ok?"

Khushi stops and breaks into more tears, drowning into Arnav's rough chest. She starts to wipe her face and kiss him on the collar bone. Arnav groans in pain and torment of trying to hold him back.

"Jaan, no. please baby. Not now. I cant. You got to know, there is nothing more in this world, I would rather do that to make LOVE to you, right here, right now. But jaan, my hands are tied. I cannot. I cannot lose focus and my guard. I don't have much time. You have to keep your faith alive ok? I will come back soon and we will escape Please Khushi. Please understand each word I say. Ok?"

He takes a finger and rises her chin up.

A pearl drop rolls down her left eye.

He kisses the salty tear goodbye.

Ten another ice dot rolls down her right eye.

He kisses that and slightly licks her cheeks, where the damp trail left a mark.

She shivers up.

Her heart starts to drum with need and unimaginable desperation.

Arnav stops and gives her a quick, strong, heartwarming, hug.

"I will be back day after tomorrow. Hold on. Baby, ok?

Hold on to me words."

Without giving her any more chance to say a word or good bye, he runs out of the room and vanish into the black.