-no! wait! come!
he holds her hand and both enter in a toy store...
Khushi was really in heaven...
-Oh my god!
Arnav takes her hand and guides her...to a place where all kind of teddy bears and cute cuddly toys are there...
Khushi claps like a little girl and smiles...she gives Arnav the bags and starts touching them all...
-superman toy! like you Arnavji!...when you're angry…look!
Arnav made the expression of ''unbelievable''...
-Arnavji...this definitely, looks like you! ... same eyes!
-Khushi stop it!...choose one and let's go!
-Ohhh! Arnavji...look! Hello kitty...how cute!...look!
-what?
-so soft!
-yes! Now, choose what you want and...
-and this Mr. bear...no! he has cute cheeks, not like you...look how fattish and cute are their cheeks...I can kiss them all the day!
She starts kissing the bear...and she hugs him...while smiling...
-Arnavji! Look at this!...cute, isn't it?
Arnav was looking at the other side, ignoring her…
-Arnavji touch this please…touch how soft!...Arnavji…you help me choose?…
Arnav closes his eyes...it was a bad idea to bring her here...
Arnav:-Ok…take this and let's go!
they went out the store, Khushi still hugging her new big bear on her arms, the one with the fattish cheeks...and Arnav was holding all the bags...
In the car, Arnav was driving...
she doesn't look at him but to her new gift...Arnav asked the girl shop to tie a red twine around the teddy bear and it looks like a cute gift, now...
-from now, you're my new friend, Mr. Bear! cute and soft and I can kiss you!...I love you!
what?
she loves that toy???? she never told him she loves him !??? and she will kiss him! what about him?...ridiculous! Arnav!...she's crazy! Don't be like her!
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They enter the RM, Arnav thought that he can be calm and work in the house freely… now that he satisfied her shopping mania and her childish desires, he can work freely…but no!...there is that Mr. Bear!
She hugs it…makes Anjeli hug it…makes Payal hug it…
-Oh! cute…cute…my Mr. Bear! How soft you are!
Arnav can't explain it but he was pissed off…
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In their room:
He wanted to concentrate on his work but of course not…he can't!
It's not only him who makes the fault of buying that bear for her but his sister makes another mistake by giving to her a big box of ferrero roche…
Khushi switches on the TV…and hugs the bear…she starts watching and hugging that bear…kissing him…Arnav starts to be more nervous, seeing that…as she was giving that toy all her attention, now… she doesn't give him any of those kisses to him…he never has the chance to have one, even by mistake…
-biby? Should I call you like that Mr. Bear?...or baby?...or cutie ? don't know, will decide after! Now! …I want to taste that?...my chocolate!
She opens the box and takes one ferrero roche….
She opens it…Arnav wasn't able to work but he was just looking at her…he was in the recliner, she was on the bed… he knows very well what she would do!??? … he has handle that before when she used to have a box like that…just last week…
First, she takes off that golden cover, slowly…
Second, she looks at the piece of chocolate, taking it between her fingers and then…
She puts it all in her mouth, in one go…
It was the destiny of the first piece, it's a ritual, take it all…
Finally, she moans….and then he knows very well that that it will take some time…
The time that all that chocolate melts in her mouth…closing her eyes…making that nose…
Arnav was about to leave, he knew it very well, he couldn't resist this…
-mmm….my god…mmm
But he stays… because admiring her was the most beautiful thing he could do, and he has done and he will do, in all his life…
Just the fact that she appreciates all and every little details of life…makes him feel happy and at the same time, a little bit jealous, because he couldn't never be like her…. but…it feels good, so good to have her in his life…she was his gift from destiny…and yes from God, from Devi Maya…her existence in his life was a miracle… she lighten up that boring life…she brings the smile on his face when he was sure that he will never smile again…and his heart…she sets the fire there…their marriage was an arranged one…it's his nani who chosen her…how can he think her, now?!!? Now, that she makes him marry that woman…that little girl…that doll…that angel…
After she watched the movie and Arnav completes his work….they have their dinner with family and back to their room…
Khushi and Arnav are newly wedded …they are married, since only two mouths…still…he doesn't touch her… he doesn't hurt her…she is so innocent, so pure, so sensible…and he really couldn't do anything, until she shows him, even one sign that she could be ready, even…even…for a kiss…
Sometimes…he became desperate and even decide to make her his….to take her his way…after all she is his wife…why she accepts that marriage…marriage doesn't mean to just sleep besides her husband and takes care about his family, only ?!!!?!...her mother doesn't tell her anything, about that?!!
He tries, before, but she was so innocent that he gave up and that finish with him, in the shower, taking a cold shower to calm his senses down…
There is one night when he was about to do it with her… it was raining too much and there was a lot of Thunder and lightning…that she runs…all scared…into his arms…and then he has to calm her and she was so close…and she puts her hands, around his waist…all crying and sobbing…and then he felt her heavy breath, against his chest…she was soft and ….he felt that…but…he wasn't able to do anything further with her…how could he?...he can't …he just can't…because she trusts him, she runs to hide herself in his arms…she was asking for his help…he can't break that trust…
But, tonight, it was different…with that bear…he felt that she was teasing him…
When he went out from the bathroom, after changing….she was playing with it on the bed, while reading her magazine… and when Arnav sits on his side…taking his book to read…kneeling on the bed…she approaches from him, with her bear…
-Arnavji?
-what?
-thank you!
-For what?
-for today? The shopping!...this gift!
-it's normal! It's your birthday!
-yesterday was my birthday!
-I doesn't know that…you never told me, it's your fault! (he answers angrily and she pouted her lips and answers like a little girl)
-it's ok…you know…I forgive you!
-what? You forgive me? Did I apologize to that you give me your forgiveness?
-it's ok…but why you're so angry? (she said, disappointed)
-because of you! ... I'm angry because of you!
-why? Did I do something wrong?
-Something wrong?!...please Khushi let us sleep, now!
-no but I want to know…
Arnav ignores her and lay down in the bed…his back facing her…
With her teddy bear…she advances more towards him, so close; she leaned to look at his face…
-you're sleeping or just closing your eyes?...if you're angry with me, then sorry Arnavji …but just don't be angry with me…even, it's not my fault if you forget my birthday or if you doesn't even know about it….but…you know I'm not angry, anymore…Arnavji, I can't believe you're sleeping!
Khushi thinks a little and then she teases the cheek of her husband with the bear…
That was it for Arnav!
Game over for Khushi!
His patience has a limit…
His frustration came out…
And that innocent gaze on her eyes doesn't help anymore…
Enough is enough for him…
In one second, he was on the top of her and of her bear…he tries to take it from her hands but he couldn't :
-give it to me!
-N…No!
-I said let off of that stupid bear now!
-why?...No!
-Khushi!...I'm already angry…so do as I say!
Khushi hugs her bear tightly…but Arnav succeed in taking it, forcibly from her…but he just puts it, near her, in the bed…
Ar:-I see you can kiss and hug that bear!
Khushi looks at him, she doesn't understand the point….
Ar:-so you know how to kiss and hug?
Khushi opens her eyes widely…
Ar:-Answer!
Kh:-of course … I can… I mean who can't kiss or hug that soft thing?!
Khushi was innocent but not blind…she can see what her husband meant but still…what she loves about him above all…was that angry look…when he's pissed off because of her and couldn't do anything but tonight she thinks that his calm and so called indifferent attitude is gone….she has a thought that tonight he's not ready to wait anymore….she knew he's just waiting for her to do what a real husband do with his legal wife….he wanted to give her the space and the time she needs…and Khushi is affected by that…
She continues:
-Arnavji… I love this bear…because it's your gift…it's you who had the idea to bring me there and buy me something I really want…
She smiles…but Arnav wasn't in the mood to be nice and calm with her anymore…she crossed the limits by being so beautiful, so bubbly to be handled …and suddenly when he was thinking how to tell her, in a soft way that he wants her, he wants to kiss her…to hug her…to have her…she kisses his cheek, softly and then the other one…
Arnav, surprised, he looks at her…he tried to understand….but couldn't…all he could is kissing her soft cheeks as well…he poses many pecks all over her face, gently and she does the same…but no one have the courage to pose it on the lips of the other…but Arnav wanted that so badly, now, that he can see how soft she was…and gently, he just pose his lips on hers and finally poses a peck…Khushi does the same and they start kissing each other lips but not deeply…
But Arnav couldn't do anything further with her, before, introducing that to her….now, it's just a game for her, she's just kissing him like she does with the bear …but when his desire increases then he's worried she will be scared from him…
She was kissing his lips, when he poses his index, in between their lips
-Khushi ! I want to tell you something!
-tell me!
-I'm your husband!
-really? (she giggled)
-this is not a joke!
-I know but…I know you're my husband!
-fine…you know…between husband and wife…things can happen…
-things can happen?
-yes! I mean…no one told you about that?
-about what?
-about those kind of things!
She looked at him, intrigued, she eagerly want to hear that from his mouth, ASR mouth…rough, hard, bad, severe with everyone but her…she's impressed….
-look Khushi…a husband has all the right in his wife and so the wife has the same rights on his husband…
(here he reminds her the words of her buaji, she was amused…)
-it means Khushi…I can touch you everywhere…I can kiss you everywhere (she blushes, it was so hard to hear to all this, even if she knew all that…Arnav noticed her confused but continues)
-and I can do with you many things…
-things?
-yes things! …I guess you can see what I mean…you're a student, you're 21 years old…I think…you know that we can't just sleep with each other only like that…you're my wife, I want to this relationship to progress…
Khushi was amused…he was so serious, taking so much effort to explain to her…
Khushi was in his arms, now…and they are talking like that, in the arms of each other, close to each other…
He caresses her cheek…
-I know that you understand what I mean…because in our Suhaag raat, you was crying and you was in trouble, thinking that…I'm goanna…I'm…you know…!...but now…I think I'm not a stranger anymore, right?
She nodded…
Here also, she understand what he means…yes, in their suhag raat she cries like a little girl, thinking that he goanna force himself on her…she knows that he's harsh and people keeping warning her that he's severe, he can do whatever he wants…that he's insensible…they are all wrong…even Di is totally wrong…all are wrong but Nani, she told her that he's different from all what people said…of course, he's different…NO Doubt…
He kisses her forehead…and she does the same…
He smiles…his heart is beating so fast…he takes a deep breath…
-ok…then Khushi…you're not scared anymore?
She nodded negatively…why she should feel scared when she has him, now…
He approaches his head…looking at her face…and then when she keeps looking down…he looks again at her lips…
-Khushi! Please, excuse me…I don't mean to be rude but tonight I'm loving you…
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