Part 63
The sight itself gave him tears to see her like that.. Lifeless, her tears seems to get dry and she was looking at the ceiling only….
For sometime he couldn't take his step towards her, just standing at the edge of the door like a statue,, aadi came there and patted his shoulder… he instantly ask him what happen to geet…. He was going to held geet when aadi stop him and dragged outside…
Maan: aadi ye sab kya hain, geet ko kya huya, please bol wo thik hain na?
Aadi's tear came out: maan, geet… wo thik hain lekin,,
Maan: lekin kya aadi? Wo yaha kaise aayi?
Aadi: maan tere jail jaane k baad she became numb, we tried to converse with her but she kept mumbling ur name, and then nandini came in KM…. usne bohot kosish kiya sabko tumhare khilaf bhadkaane ka, and she was almost succeeded but geet came there and slapped her…
Geet slapped across her cheek turning that red.. she land on the floor and looked at her shocked..
Nandini: di di aap mujhe varosa nahi karke wo maan pe,,, but geet cut her
Geet: ek aur shabd nahi mere pati k khilaf.. warna main vul jayungi tu meri bahen hain… tune socha bhi kaise main tujhpe varosa karugi apne maan pe nahi…. I can see his truth in his eyes… sirf 2 photo dikhake tu pure duniaya ko dhoka de sakti hain lekin mere pyar ko nahi… abb nikal ja isse pehle main kuch kar baithu tere sath….
After her leaving KM geet came to aadi and said she need raj and arman here…. Aadi inform everyone…
Geet: armaan main janti hum era maan aisa nahi kar sakta….
Arman: I believe him geet… u don't worry main uske medical reports check karunga….
Geet: raj I need ur help, tum vikram k bare me sab information collect kar sakte ho??
Raj: wo to main kar lunga geet but tum vikram k bare em kyun pata lagana chahti ho?
Geet: pata nahi kyun raj mujhe lag raha hain in sab me nandini akeli nahi hain… so we have to find out everything… aadi bhai aap mere sath hosiyarpur chal sakte ho??
Aadi: geet ye bhi puchne wali baat hain kya,, I can do anything for u n maan…
Geet and aadi left for hp and then she collect all the information about nandini's phn call as she talk to her father he cleared everything,, aadi and raj was connected with the case over phn, raj informed him about everything… but in theses fiasco geet told everyone that she is leaving for hp but why she is leaving she doesn't cleared that as she was afraid if nandini or vikram gets to know about it they might trouble them..
Geet manage to contact her friend's father for maan's case… mr Sharma was father of mayank Sharma who was geet's friend… she reached delhi the morning of his hearing and handed every details to mr Sharma,, but just last moment a car came and and tried to hit mr Sharma…. Geet saw it and pushed him aside but unfortunately its hit her and she landed on the road with pool of blood…
Maan's whole world just slipped realizing what she went through,, and the harsh reality was coming to hit him… he looked at aadi with fear…
Aadi: maan the baby….
Maan: aadi,
Aadi: usne apna baccha kho diya maan,, tum dono ne apna pehla baccha kho diya aadi said in one go closing his eyes and maan left his hand taking few step backward… aadi saw his friend sinking on the ground… just then arman riddhima raj comes there….
Riddhima hugged armaan crying bitterly who himself was shedding tears… raj sat on his knees and tried to console maan who's face was blank… he tried to say something but maan looked at geet's direction…. They have shifted her in a privet room,,, the accident was in the morning and now its almost 7 pm, she was all alone, he cursed himself neglecting the absence ob geet.. she was not with him more than 7 days and when he tried to call her her phn kept switch off.. she doesn't wanted to involve him in this but now he will feel guilty whloe life as it was only his mistake to believe nandini….
Raj: maan tujhe apne aapko sambhalna hoga…. Tu hi agar tut jayega to geet ka kya hoga?? Wo bilkul bikhar gayi hain maan…. usse sambhal le isse pehle bohot der hojaye…
Maan looked at him with little confusion….
Armaan: maan geet,,,
Maan: kya hain armaan?
Armaan: uske pregnancy me complication thi and after this miscarriage dobara maa banne ka chance sirf 5% hain,, na k barabar… u can say wo kabhi maa nahi ban sakti….
Maan heart missed several beats, thinking about geet, her pale face, her dried tear and looking at the ceiling….
He tried to collect his shattered heart but was failing miserably… he wanted to shout at the world for being so cruel to them but couldn't do anything just staring at her room helplessly….
Maan entered geet's room… and saw her starting at him… tears were dropping down.. she was half lying on the bed and her face was white like all blood has drained out from her beautiful face…
He sat on the bed and tried to took her hand in his,, she cried silently….
Geet: I m sorry she whisper…. Maan didn't knew what to do or what to say…. Ye meri galti thi maan,, maine apke girt ko kho diya, I m sorry… but maan slammed his lips on her….. initially she was shocked but she doesn't has the gut to shove him… he didn't deepen the kiss just lingered on her soft ones….
He entangled her hair with his hand and gave slow massage to her nape and hair…. He sucks her lips slowly and she cried in the kiss, he was trying to wash her sorrow with his love…
He broke the kiss and cupped her face: don't u ever say sorry geet…. I should say sorry 1st…. I shouldn't leave u alone there… she hugged him tightly nuzzling in his neck sobbing miserably….
Both stayed in that position for long…..
It was almost most 1 n half month but geet was feeling lifeless,, empty from inside… sometime when maan returns from his duty he got to see her caressing her belly and looking at the sky,, maybe her tears were dry but her blank eyes were hurting him more… he has tried his level best to encourage her but she was nowhere to listen anything….
And then some time in family function some old ladies started taunting geet,, she can't bear child now and that has became their talk of the season… people need a talk but if we give them importance it will show our weakness only…..
But the continuous ringing was breaking her bit by bit but the damage did dadima when she said abouthe locality,, they need a baby to hold their generation… she wanted to get maan married for second time, it was only few days she has lost her baby and now dadima wanted her to leave her life her maan… but then dadima said they can have a surrogate mother, and geet doesn't need to leave maan also, thought it slides her heart but to think about she tried to reasoning her heart and maan…
Maan: tum pagal hogayi ho geet… do u know what u r talking about?
Geet: maan think about the family,,, is parivar ko apna waris chahiye…
Maan; nahi chahiye mujhe baccha geet, u r with me I don't want anyone…
Geet: maan samajhne ki koshish kijiye… dadima ki age dekhiye,, she needs her par pota…
Maan: I m done with it geet.. mujhe baccha nahi chahiye..
Geet: par mujhe chahiye maan… he looked at her painfully…. Main chahti hu koi mujhe maa bulaye…. I want a child maan..
Maan: geet hum baccha adopt kar sakte hain..
Geet: but I need ur child maan… apka bacha, hamara baccha.. aur aap jante ho main kabhi apko ye khusi nahi de sakti….
Maan cupped her face: geet jab tak tum mere sath ho mujhe aur kuch nahi chahiye…
Geet: aur agar main na rahu to? Maan's anger was just rising…. Maan agar apko suroget mother se problem hain to dadima apko dusri shaadi k liye kahegi, fir?
Maan: kisike kehne se kuch nahi hoga, geet I only belongs to u and no one has the right to decide anything…. Geet hugged him tight to suppress her hiccups….
They were happy with them only but one heated argument with dadima and gave a her a mine stroke,, she wanted him to get married or get agree for surrogate mother…
The heated argument was also because of that and now it was making geet really weak… maan was frustrated with dadi's nonstop chaos and now geet, he was just fed up….
Maan: what do u want geet? Vul jayu tumhe aur hamare pyar ko aur kisi aur se shaadi karlu?
Geet's heart cried with the mention but she can't see her family broken,, dadi's health was getting worse and then she took the step that she had to regret later….
Geet: maan mujhe ye baccha chaiye aur agar aapne mana kiya to aap mujhe hamesha k liye ho denge… n I mean it….
Maan held her arm angrily: what do u mean?
Geet: agar aap surrogate mother k liye raaji nahi huye then u have to leave me and apki shadi,, the words didn't came out as maan roared in anger..
Maan: Geettt…. He pulls her harshly, tumne socha bhi kaise main kisi aur se shaadi karunga? Chi geet tum aisa soch bhi kaise sakti ho? Bas itna hi pyar karti ho mujhse??
Geet: apse pyar karti hu issi liye to ye chahti hu maan… main apko khush dekhna chahti hu, thik waisa jaisa aap hamare bacche k news sunke huya tha…
Maan: if u want my happiness then shut the disgusting topic…. Mujhe koi baby nahi chahiye… aur tum agar mujhse pyar karti ho to ye topic nahi layogi dobara…. Maan was leaving the room but geet said the words…
Geet: maan apse itna pyar kiya issi liye hi to sab khone ko raaji hu… apse itna pyar kiya, apko sab kuch diya bas badle me ek baccha mang rahi hu wo bhi nahi de sakte aap…
Maan: tum kehti ho tum mujhse pyar karti ho aur ye hain tumhara pyar kisi aur k sath mujhe,,, chiii
Geet was losing her patience: apke pyar ne mujhse mera sab kuch chin liya maan… sab kuch, maine apna sab kho diya lekin ek uff tak nahi kiya aur aap mera pyar ka maap (measure) le rahe ho… apke pyar me maine apni zindegi kho di, apna baccha kho diya maan… sab kho diya maine….
Maan stumble on his feet: mere pyar k wajah se tumne apna baccha kho diya, wo sirf tumhara kab tha geet, wo to hamara pyar tha na? he said in a low tone but that hold so much pain and anguish… geet looked at his painful eyes and thought about her words.. what had she said in the moment of grief… he had loved her immensely and she just accuse his love…. Though she said all this not in her conscious mind or meaning the words, its just spilled without realizing the consequent…
Geet: maan mera matlab wo nahi tha.. but maan was taking his step back… pointing to shut her talk…
Maan: tab to mera pyar tumhare kabil hi nahi hain geet… main,, I… words didn't came out from his mouth, he just walked away the room… the mansion for whole 2 month…..
Geet tried to call him but his colleagues said he was on a case in Mumbai, so the whole 2 month geet was waiting for his one word one look…. His touch,, without that she was feeling lonely….
She knew she has hurted him a lot but that was only for him still it was not a reason to hurt him.. there was no single day she has not cried for him….
Eventually dadima saw the sadness in the house and the lifeless soul of geet.. she was no interested in anything, just waiting for maan looking at the door… she had realize her mistake…. She wished to rectified everything but nothing seems to put on right place….
Geet was losing her life every moment without maan and then he came after 2 months looking as pale as geet….
Precap: confrontation after so much grief….
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