Arshi SS: Do you love me...or not? CHP 12 UDPATED! - Page 19

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Chapter 11

"OKAY FINE I ADMIT…. I USED KHUSHI!" Arnav screamed!

Khushi's head shoot up. Did he just admit….. to using me? He was just playing with me this whole time? Wait this cant be true…. Can it?

Virat eyes were full of hatred and anger. Besides knowing the truth he couldn't believe that he would admit to using Khushi. He knew that this was the time to sort Arnav Singh Raizada out once and for all.

Arnav took deep and long breaths. His eyes were closed tightly. His head was spinning, as his mind was utterly confused. Millions of thoughts were running through his mind, but only one mean something to him. Khushi. He opened his eyes to see, Khushi sitting on the edge of the bed crying her eyes out. Her face was cupped in her hands, and her knees were tightly together.

He wanted to go over to her, to kiss her, to hug her, to console her, to tell her how much he loved her, but it would have been all useless.

"Thank you so much ASR for admitting for playing with my sister." He said sarcastically..

Virat went straight up to Arnav and grabbed him by the collar.

"Im pretty sure now she doesn't want you in her life anymore, so you don't need to pretend."

"Im not pretending." Arnav responded in a quite voice just loud enough for Virat to hear. His eyes were glued on Khushi as she was his only strength.

"Oh so, after all of this you are just going to say im not pretending! Wow ASR this is so expected from someone like you. Im just not surprised that you can do such a low-life thing. Been bought up in an environment where you do anything and everything to get what you want. Even it evolves hurting people. I pity your dad-"

Arnav shoot his eyes up.

" what did you say?" He blurted out.

" I pity your dad" Virat threw back at him with a frown.

" you know its good that your mom isn't here today to see this day, because I don't think she would have been that proud of you Mr Raizada" Virat spoke while laughing towards the end.

Anger boiled in his blood. How dare he spoke about his family like that? He did not have the right to even speak about them In any way! He threw his fist in the air. Midway he stopped.

" No, this isn't the time to start a fight, this would just agitate Khushi even more and that is the last thing that I want to do. I need to prove my love to her. How thought she has already lost faith and her trust for me has just vanished. How am I supposed to do this? Please god just help me this once not to lose my love" Arnav pleaded for the first time.

Arnav couldn't stand this anymore; he pushed Virat off him and fell onto khushi's knees.

Tears began to drop, one by one.

"Khushi….. im sorry… I don't know why I did this…. Im really sorry….. I love you…. I don't know what can say to make this better but……. I can't live without seeing your beautiful smile every day….. your sweet laugh echoes in my ears……. My heart feels relieved whenever I am near you….. I just don't know what I would do without you Khushi…… please try to forgive me and see my love for you……"

Arnav was sobbing hard then ever. Never had ASR sobbed like this, and never for a girl.

Khushi closed her eyes. She knew what she had to do. In this situation she has to listen to someone else. Not her heart anymore, but her mind. Her heart was too weak and emotional. Khushi had to stick up for herself. She wasn't going to give in that quickly. She wasn't going to let him win that easily. Not after what they had been through up until now.

She gently lifted Arnav's head up. Once he had got his balance, with all of her force, she slapped Arnav around the face. Khushi tried to keep her tears inside but it just wasn't possible.

As soon as she slapped him, Arnav immediately placed his hand on his cheeks which had turned tomato red.

" What the-?" Arnav stopped himself. He knew that what she was doing was not wrong at all. In fact it was the right thing to do because after all he had betrayed her. He kept all of his anger inside him.

"Khushi" Virat gently spoke.

"Please Bhai, now this is between me and Arnav, so could you please leave?" Khushi asked her brother sweetly. He nodded and closed the door and left them two completely alone.

Khushi pushed Arnav off her lap and stood up. Arnav followed her.

" Did that hurt Arnav? Well im not sorry at all, because you have hurt me WAY more then that. Do you even know how fragile a girls heart with? Huh? I didn't think so. That's why you thought it would easy to play with mine. You're a guy Arnav….. it so much more different you men aren't used to your heart's being broken. But us girls… we are. Considering that my heart has been broken in the past-"

" what?"

"HA my heart has been broken in the past by some jerk like you. No, I thought that you were different, but once again I have been proven wrong. I just can't trust you now days. Just when I was allowing myself to fall for you, you broke my trust along with my heart. Your typical Arnav, you're just a typical boy. Why? Why me?"

Khushi's voice began to break down, however she forced herself to speak.

"You deserve….. all the pain in the world Mr Raizada. How should I get over you now? How? Im thinking about you all of the time and now this. You…… used me. why me? Oh wait. I know why you used me in particular, its because you loved Lavnaya right? And you would do anything to get your love so what are you doing here then? I give you her address go, go to your love Arnav."

Khushi completely broke down. Uncontrollable tears flowing down her cheeks.

" Khushi, I don't love Lavanya. I might have but…… not now. She doesn't understand and know me like you do."

" Yeh cause she didn't have to pretend to go out with you. Arnav any girl who goes out with you would understand and know me like I know you. Im surprised you don't know that." She said sarcastically at the end.

" Yeh, did every girl understand that behind my arrogant Arnav there is a sweet and caring Arnav? No. can every girl handle my anger like you do? No. Khushi your one in a millon to understand me. You get me like no other girl does, and I cant deny that. Lavanya just….. forget her why are we even talking about her? I really didn't love her… and I just… don't know who to show that to you"

Khushi could see that Arnav was struggling to get his words out.

"Maybe he is telling the truth….. wait I don't care he needs to be punished for what he did regardless whether he loved me or not." Khushi thought.

"Did you even think once before you played with me like some kind of toy? Huh? I just got over the other guy, you come along and slowly crept into my heart. Now that you made a space in my heart, its not going to be easy to get you out. You don't….. love me so it would be easy to you know…. Move on and forgot about everything. Well its not so easy for me! I really do hope…. That you get every pain possible Mr Raizada" Khushi officially broke down on the ground. Her knees bent and her head cupped in her hands. Arnav rushed over her to help.

He slowly bought her up and gave her support. He held both of her shoulders. He watched how each tear escaped from her eye.

As they travelled down her cheek, and how as each one landed on his arm. Each and every tear pierced his soul. He couldn't stand there in front of her and not do anything.

" Khushi no please, you don't deserve any of this please don't cry. You don't deserve the pain, I do… I do please stop crying"

He wiped her tears and started into her eyes. He could see her heart-breaking, he saw her breaking soul.

"I know Khushi… I deserve all of the pain in the world…. never would I deserve a girl like you. I don't deserve to be loved at all, not by you, not by any girl. But at least I can prove MY love to YOU. Yes at the start, I might have been a jerk who had to deal with you, but I learnt. And slowly you became a habit of mine. One I wouldn't want to forget. However when I broke up with you, I felt incomplete, my heart was always unsteady. I was never fully satisfied. And that's when I realised…. Realised how much my love had grown for you. It was not controllable. I constantly had a desire for you. A desire to hold you, to hug you, to love you. All of the memories that I shared with you, are life lasting. I never used to know why I couldn't bear you crying, why each tear used to burn my soul.

Khushi, ive be with girls, who are nothing compared to you. I feel something deep inside for you which I never felt for anyone else. If I could show you my heart, you would know."

He gently lifted her hand up and placed it on his heart.

"Do you feel it Khushi? Do you hear you name when my hearts beat? Because I surely do."

"I love you Khushi."

"I-"

"Arnav, you don't deserve me-"

"I know I don't but-"

"No. Exactly. We can't even be together anyways no matter how much you love me Arnav."

" why?"

" because im leaving"

" what?" Arnav's eyes widened with shock as he took a step back.

" where to? Why are you leaving?"

" Bhai, got me a place……….. in the University of Toronto for Medicine.

" so I will come with you and stay there."

" I don't think my fiance will agree-"

" well then I shall talk to your fiance-" Arnav stopped. He realised what he just said.

" Fiance?" Arnav went towards Khushi and held both of her hands.

" your fiance?"

" Bhai found me a boy there." Khushi said quietly.

" well, have you ever seen him?"

" well…. Umm.. no"

" then you are prepared to get married to him?"

" Arnav Bhai wants me to do it, and I cant go against him."

" so you are leaving India forever, and your leaving me forever…. And becoming some one else's?" Arnav spoke

Khushi nodded slightly.

" kyu? Aap ko kya faraq parta hai? You used me, im sure that it didn't mean anything to you. But when, im going to move on in my life, your going to stop me? I don't think so. Main tumse nai pyaar karti thi Mr Arnav Singh Raizada.

"No okay, forget it then"

Arnav stormed out of her room and ran out of the house. His tears flowing uncontrollably.

Khushi knew that she had not controlled her anger and blurted things out which she never meant. It was too late. Khushi had lost the love of her life.

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