so sabko iski 4th part jal se jald chahiye ri8???? *phew* kitna sar khaliya tum logon ne...maine socha aur teen din baad doon...par log hai ki maante hi nahi...theek hai ...toh sab ko miljayega update...
par ek baat rone keliye tayyar hojana...make sure u have a hankey beside u...i think its somewat emotional...so bata rahi hun...so here goes ur update...
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she was looking lyk a stubborn girl into the mirror...rey was shocked at her and was looking at her un believingly...
rdx: W*H do u think ur doing...
kr: mai dance kar rahi hun...
came a firm reply...
rdx: kriya are u out of ur mind??? tumhe chot lagi hai...aise ...
she cut him
kr: mujhe kisiki ehsaan nahi chahiye...
rdx: wat do u mean ...unhone tera ilaaj karvaya isiliye...????
he asked unbelievingly...
haan...she said stubbornly...
rdx: kriya insaniyat ki naate maan sakti hona use???
kr: mujhe kisiki insaniyat nahi chahiye ...us aadmi ki toh bilkul nahi...aisa lagta hai ki ...eww!!!!!!
she said with a disgusting expression...
rdx was not able to face him...he looked at him with a sorry face...
there stood gautam raipraksh looking down...sharon looked at rdx and then at her dad...then she got kriya was talking abt her dad ...she cannot tolerate this...she yelled...
sh: how dare u kriya..tum..😡
she was cut by her...
kr: sharon mai tumse na hi jhadna karni hai aur naahi mai karsakti hun so plzz chup hojao...
she said calmly...she was abt to yell back when her dad stopped and nodded her not to...
kr: plzz aap sab jayiye mujhe practise karna hai///...
she strtd the music and was abt to dance when she felt a strong pull...she looked up...it was rey...he was fuming...she looked away..
kr: W*H chodo mujhe ...
he caught her face pressing her cheeks and turned her face to him...
r: tum dance nahi karogi 😡
he said gritting his teeth he spoke her face...next second he lifted her and made his way to the medical room ...he made her sit on the bed...she was sitting stubbornly...sharon was fuming...swayam was tensed...rey...no one can describe him ri8 now...h kept moving here and there bringing all the needed things...finally he sat on knees to clean her leg...but she is she whenever he was abt to clean she pulled her leg away this continued 4r 2-3 tyms...next was she had a big blow from rey...he was fuming...
r: chup chap baito warna ...😡
she looked front at the wall anger clear on her face...he clened her wound when swayam caught her foot neha and vishaka were busy with her hand and taani& vicky bandaged her forehead...rey cleaned and but was not able to bandage it ..coz the cut was too deep that he closed his eyes and had goosebumps and tears made their way...swayam kept a hand on reys shoulder and took the bandage...he was abt to bandage but it should be least tight but he was not able to tighten ..he too started crying...sharon was fuming and confused why her father was standing lyk a person who had done wrong...she looked at reyam...she went to swayam and took the bandage and strtd bandaging...it was then when kriya shifted her gaze to sharon...it wasnt gone unnoticed by rey...she had slight curve on her lips and was looking at sharon her eyes strtd watering...he wondered what would have hapenned...soon sharon finished and looked up...kriya immediately looked away with the stubborn face...rey frowned at her unexpected reations...after her completing the first aid she stood up...
kr: rdx sorry for the car and mujhe ghar jaana hai abhi...
gautam: beta wo...
kr: kria ...its kria...she said looking away.
sharon was abt to speak when gautam stopped her...
gautam: beta mai aapko ghar drop kardoon???
kr: no thanks mr.raiprakash and plzz ye beta beta karke bulana band kijiye its disgusting...
she said still looking away ...
rdx: kriya ek baar unse baat...
kr: plzz rdx...meri life mei aapkeliye bohut important jagah hai...mai aapko kuch nahi kehna chahti...ab mujhe mazboor mat kejiye jiski wajah se mujhe pachtana pade...i cant take it...
rey was clearly able to see and feel the pain in her voice ...
but y???????
gautam: beta pllzz im sorry i know i hurt u...
kr: mr. raiprakash aapko samaj mei nahi aata mera naam kriya hai...aur sorry kis baat ki...she gave a laugh...mai hoti koun hun aapko maaf karne wali.?????
gautam: kriya im really sorry i know maine aapki feelings ko bohut hurt kiya...mai samaj sakta hun par...
kr: BAS MR.RAIPRAKASH!!!!!!! she shouted...
this was unexpected to everyone as everyone flinched back...
kr: #shouting# bas ,...feelings ke baare mei aap baat kare ...acha nahi lagta...kya kehrahe the aap feelings ko samaj sakte hai??ri8?? aapko pata bhi hai feelings kya hoti hai??
she asked ...
kr: batayiye aapko pata bhi hai feelings kya hoti hai?????
she shouted...gautam looked down.sharon looked at him with wide eyes totally shocked...she was only thinking abt "kriya raiprakash"some where in her heart it told something...but she was ready to accept the bitter truth...she waited to have the whole answer to her qsns...
kr: pata nahi na??? mai batau????/ mai batau ki feelings kya hoti hai????
he looked at her with guilt in eyes...
sharon looked confused at her...
kr:
jab aap school se bahar aate hona ...aur aap dekhto ho ki aapki frnd uski papa ki bike ke peeche bait ke .wo gir na jaye iss darr se apni papa ko kaske pakadte hai ...aur jab dekho toh aapkeliye auto wale dada wait kar rahe hote hai aur aapko pata chalta hai ki aise khaske pakadne keliye aapke paas koi nahi hai ...tab aapko jo mehsoos hoti hai na jo hoti hai na wo hoti hai feeling...
aur jab aap race mei jeet the hona ...aur dekhte ho ki race 2nd jo aaye hai unke papa unko kandon pe bitake ghumate hai aur first aakar bhi aap ke paas koi nahi hai ...tab us chotisi dil pe kya beeth thi hai pata hai aapko???/
jab aap 11 th ,12th mei clg jaate ho toh log kaise ghandi tarah se aapke saath behave karte hai aur jo protection aapko uswaqt ek papa hi desakta hai aur aapko yaad aata hai ki aapke paas papa hai hi nahi tab kaisa lagta hai pata hai aapko...
saying this tears strtd rolling down her cheek almost everyone was crying there ...sharon was just lost in kriyas words...she imagined all the moments when her dad used to pick her up, would celebrate when she won any contest...how he used to drop her everyday in the college ...for once she thought how it would feel if her father was not there...she shuddered at the very thought...she cried knowing kriya has gone all through this ...
gautam: beta mai samaj sakta hun ki...
kr:
aap nahi samajthe...agar samaj the the. toh aap meri behan ko mujhse cheenthe nahi...aapko pata hai jab bhi mai tution mei apni frnds ko apni aphi bhai behan ko care karte hue dekha hai tab mai kitna chahti thi meri bhi ek choti si behan ya bhai ho jise mai care karoonya protec karoon... ya koi aisa jo mujhe care kare...jisse mai khelun...jisse khoob saari baatein karoon...bohut masti karoon...par mere paas koi nahi tha...
nahi nahi...tha...dono the papa( looking at him) and meri choti si pyaari si behan...( looking at sharon) sharon went numb at this...
all were shocked...even taani yeah she knows her truth ...but only the half...just the reason y she ditched rey...or to say y she went away from rey...
rdx and nicole were the one who knew everything( how wo baad mei pata chalega...)
aapko ek baar bhi meri yaad nahi aayi ...ya mai pasand nahi thi????
he nodded in negation quickly...
theek hai mujhe chodiye ...mai toh hai hi aisi...meri kismat aisi hi hai...uska kya jo aapki bagal mei khadi hai???haa?? legayethe na door mujhse...kya kiya aapne?? aap ko pata bhi hai ye kaisi hai??? uske saath kaisa rehna hai...
#shouting# aapko pata bhi hai iski khyaal rakhna hai???? kabhi kabhi dekha aapne use?? arey wo darthi hai sabse...darti hai ki koi use chot pohunchadega...darti hai ki koi usse use na kare...aapne aapko dabake rahi hai pata hai aapko...wo bohut maasoom hai...use bohut care karna padta hai ...uski insecurities se protec karna padta hai...
she stopped trying to bring out her voice which she was now somewhere loosing...she sobbed thrice ...sharon was silently crying hard...all were dumstruck ...till now they cannot get the only thing in their minds was krisha were sisters...reyam were crying ...for both their bestie and love...finally kriya looked up at him with a helpless expression...she spoke without no life in her voice...
kr: mai karsakti thi...mai use utna care karsakti thi jitna use zaroorat thi...mai use unsab cheezon se protect kar sakti thi jise use protect karna tha...par kar nahi paayi...pata hai kyun...kyun ki ...sirf ...sirf aaplogon ki wajah se...
she said sniffing...she had no strength to cry hard...all were silent for god knows how much tym rooted to their places...finally kria was the one to react...she wiped her tears..
kr: btw y am i talking all this sh*t ...rdx mai ghar thodi late aaungi...dnt worry i will be back safe and assure u that...
she strtd moving rey was abt to go when
gautam: beta aap itni raat ko akele...
kr: bas kijiye plzz...plzz baar baar beta bulake mujhe aur irritate mat kijiye ...mai already marchuki hun...aur maarne ki zaroorat nahi hai ...mai jaise hun waise chod dijiye aur ye aap kya keh rahe the??? akele??? agar aapko pata nahi toh mai aapko dun mr. raipraksh ki mai hamesha se akeli thi...
school akeli jaati thi , aati bhi akele, khelti bhi akeli...aur maa ...wo toh poora din kaam karti hai aur raat ko mere liye khana banake sojati thi ki unhe bhook nahi...mai khati bhi akeli ...mai akeli hun ...aur hamesha rahoongi...hamesha...
aapko pata hai mr. raiprakash jab aapko pata chalta hai ki aap hamesha sochte ho ki aapke paas koi nahi hai par jab aapko ye pata chalta hai ki jiskeliye aap taraste rahe ...papa ka pyaar...behan ki saath ..sab aapke paas hokar bhi aap naahi papa ki pyaar paayi aur naahi naahi apni behan ko care kar payi toh tab aap ko kaisa lagta hai????
tab aisa lagta hai ki aap apne aapko kaat kaat ke mare ...tadap tadap the mare ...aur ...aur...AAA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
she closed her ears with palms and cried out of frustration...
she fell on her knees ...
kr: mai hamesha akeli thi...aapne mujhe akela kardiya...
she was chanting these two lines continuously ...looking at the ground helplessly ...soon she was surrounded by two two arms which always wanted her to be in them...he hugged her tight...he was also crying but he told...
rey: mujhe pata nahi ki tum mujhse pyaar karti ho ya nahi...aur ye bhi pata nahi ki mai tumse pyaar karta hun ya nahi ...par mai itna jaanta hun...jab tak mai hun...tum kabhi akeli nahi ho...mai kabhi nahi honedunga...
her grip tightened and cried hard...
.sharon went back to take the support of wall and cried...she felt weak in knees and was abt to fall down when swayam caught her and consoled her ...she hugged him tight and cried out loud...
gautam stood crying there...after a long tym he came front...
gautam: kria im sorry...aaj ke baad...
...: chod dijiye use...
came a firm voice ...all looked at it...
sharon wiped her tears and got up...
sh: chod dijiye use ...jee rahi hai jaise bhi karke...jeene dijiye...
gautam: sharon.. beta...
sh: dad aap mujhe hamesha princess bulate hona?? toh mai jab bhi aapke paas aake maa na hone ki kami mei roti thi toh aapko aisa kabhi nahi laga ki aap mujhe bataye ki meri ek maa hai?? aur jab bhi mai roti thi ki khelne keliye koi nahi hai ...agar mai bahar jaun ton mujhe sab crybaby karke chidate the tab aapko nahi laga ki aap mujhe bataye ki meri ek behan hai jo mere saath khel sakti hai??? aapko kabhi bhi mera akela pan mehsoos nahi hua????
haan sahi kaha usne...mai darti hun duniya se ...isiliye apne aapko dabake rakhti hun...par wo mujhe padh paayi...par ...mai mai toh use pad hi nahi paayi...usne toh apne aapko poori tarah se dabadiye ki wo khud apne aap ko dhoondh na paaye...
kyun kiya dad aapne aisa????? aap donon ne toh use poori tarah se maar hi dala...kam se kam ab toh chod dijiye use...finally use uska pyaar mila hai ...aapki beti hai ...itna toh khushi desakte ho aap use...for gods sake use uski haal mei chod dijiye...
gautam was shatered...he was crying...
sh: yeh sab chodiye dad bas ye ek jawab dijiye...kya aap us din ke baad jab aap donon alag hogaye kabhi ek baar bhi milne ki koshish ki??? hamare liye saath rehne ki koshish ki??? boliye dad...
he just nodded in negation...
sh: toh mai apne aap ko kya samjhun dad?? jab mujhe ek maa ki zaroorat thi aur mai khud aapke saamne roti thi tab bhi aapne try nahi kiya???/ matlab meri feelings aapko kuch matter nahi karta???? mai bas bhoj thi???
he looked at her instantly and nodded a no...
sh: ye lijiye...( handed him her purse) mujhe aapki kuch nahi chahiye/...agar aap sach mei mujhe pyaar bhi karte ho ...phir bhi mai aapke saath ab nahi reh paungi...rahungi toh apne aap ko aap pe bhoj samjhungi...itne saal aapne jo pyaar diya ...uski badle mei mai kuch nahi desakti...par mai aapke saath aur reh bhi nahi sakti ...plzz chale jayiye...
acha hota dad agar alag hote waqt aap hume kisi orphanage mei daal dethe...
she went to a corner and cried hard...
gautam kneeled before kria...
gautam: im sorry kria maine aapki feelings ko bohut hurt kiya...
kria laughed at this...all looked at her shocked .still rey was embracing her sidewards...he looked at her biwildered...he never let her go away from his embrace...
y the hell on earth is she laughing now...
kr: feelings...hahaha...oohh!!!!! aaah!!!!!( laughing hard) mr. raiprakash kya aap meri aur aapki baare mei toh baat nahi kar rahe the ??? zor se mat boliye ga log hasenge...
aap .aapko toh feelings ka matlab bhi nahi pata ...aur mai...#chuckle#... meri toh koi feelings hi nahi hai...
isiliye isiliye mera best frnd...mera best frnd har din mujhse literally bheek maangta tha ki mai use apni best frnd wapas dedun...par mujhe koi farak pada...?? nahi naa...
swayam cluthed his fingers into a fist and closed his eyes tight...she was going through this much and he blamed her for not understandin a simple problem...
kr: aur toh aur ...mera pyaar ...jise mai ek saal se apne aapse jyaada pyaar karti hun...wo har din meri wajah se mere saamne rota hai ...par mujhe koi farak pada???? nahi...khusi khushi apna kaam karti hun...#with a big smile...# kyun ki mai kria hun...jiske paas koi feelings nahi...attitude aur arrongance kidoosri ,,,,,,...# she said with a smirk# literally a bl***y b***h...#evil smile#
rey gripped her more tight...she sat lyk dat with a proud face for minutes...slowly they softened...she placed her head slowly on his chest...he pulled her more closer...sharon wanted to see her smiling heartily at this very second but cried as she could not do that...
kriya with expressionless face , resting her head in the safest place and looking at the ceiling spoke calmly
kr: meri maa bhi mujhe samaj nahi paayi...maine unkeliye apne pyaar ko hurt kiya...unhe hamesha hamesha keliye chod diya ...aur unke saath saath dance ko bhi chod di...tab bhi unko mere pyaar pe vishwaas nahi hua...wo ye nahi samaj paayi ki maine unkeliye apne pyaar ko choda tho dance keliye unko kaise chodungi...kam se kam wo mujhe dance bhi nahi karne diya ...jo mujhe apne pyaar ki yaadon mei zinda rakti thi...wo unkeliye meri pyaar ko kabhi samaj nahi paayi...
she cried silently...rey sat down and pulled her more close...she looked at him still resting her head on his chest...
kr: kam se kam aap toh mujhe chod ke nahi jao ge na?????/
rey bit his lower lip crying and nodded in negation...
kr: promise????? kabhi nahi?????* innocently*
rey: promise ...kabhi nahi...dance ki kasam...
he said in their own style ...
she too asked
kr: dance ki kasam???????
and both smiled ...
many emotions were flowing through sharon...finally she saw that smile she was dying to see...she immidiately ran pulling kriya into a hug by hugging both kriyaansh with all her strenght...
gautam was abt to go when rdx stopped...
rdx: sir unhe sab digest karne mei tym lagega...dont worry jab tak sab theek nahi hojata dono hamare paas hi rahenge...if u dnt mind aap plzz abhi jayiye...give them some tym...i assure sab kuch dheere dheere theek hojayega...
gautam nodded helplessly and left...
soon swayam joined the hug followed by the whole gang...
r;p.o.v:
matlab ye usdin jo bhi kehrahi thi sab jhoot ...mai use bhool jaun isiliye aisa kehrahi thi ...aur mai ...mai toh sach samaj baita...shit...how could u rey...taani sahi kehrahi thi...mujhe apne pyaar pe trust karna chahiye tha...dnt worry kriya...maine tab tumpe trust nahi kiya...par ab aisa kabhi nahi hoga...kabhi bhi nahi...i promise...
*phew* khatam!!!!!!!
milgaya na aapto aaj ka update????
now pljjj...cmnt and lyk...
lov u all😳
Edited by deetha - 13 years ago
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