Kriyansh SS: Touch Of Love (Ch10+Epilogue Pg71) - Page 47

Author's Note

Okay so normally laziness of a writer is very killing for a reader (personal experience hai) but this time it is fruitful for u all looks like. See the thing is i had planned ki epilogue baad mein doongi u know a lil bit of sadistgiri from my side but i was getting lazy i had to post it again so then decided ki epilogue bhi post kar dungi. So the epilogue will be posted shortly.

Epilogue

I was running frantically towards the cliff. With each passing second I could feel myself losing my life. I continuously ran towards the edge. I called for him ' he just looked my way gave a smile while his eyes conveyed guilt, sadness and love it seemed. But before I could reach there he just waved a bye and jumped and I couldn't do anything. I stood there stoned rooted at the spot seeing the life being sucked out of the love of my life and I was standing there helpless. I couldn't do anything to save him and he was gone forever.

I woke up jolted with the dream and was breathing heavily. For the last 6 months these dreams had been continuously haunting me and with every passing day they got worse instead of being lessen in intensity. I could not find any remedy to it. I switched on the table lamp and saw him sleeping beside me looking as angelic as ever. He was my God sent angel. The sheets left his half of the body uncovered and I found myself drowning again in his handsome features. Everything about him drove me crazy and I feared whether it was a dream come true and possibly this was my root cause of the nightmares. I placed a small light kiss over his forehead and then took the robe hanging over the headboard covering myself as I walked towards the window gazing at the sky. I stood gazing at the sky as I thot about the past months. I couldn't believe that my life had taken this turn. It was as beautiful as it could be and I still feared. As I closed my eyes and fear started taking over me again I felt a pair of strong hands wrapping around me. How could I forget? He is always there. He knew me inside-out. Whenever anything unpleasant was taking over me he was always there by my side in an instant. It felt surreal that it was happening with me. He turned me around and I settled myself comfortably in his embrace. He had put on his pair of jeans and was shirtless. His aura always soothed me out. "The dream again'" He stated rather asking. "How many times I have told u? Stop stressing urself. Nothing of it is true. Any of it will never ever happen." "But it happened once." I spoke against his chest. "But it will never ever happen again. It cannot." He assured me as I was pressing against him. "I know but I am scared what if we get separated or if something comes between us??" I voiced out my fears. He cupped my face and made me look into his eyes, "Just look at me. Nothing will ever happen. Nothing can go wrong and if it does we will face it together. Now please smile." "But'." He then just took my lips into his and kissed me softly and tenderly.

After sometime we parted and then he embraced me from behind as we stood looking into the sky. "U didn't have to do this Rey' No.. u shudn't have done this. I don't deserve any of it. Y u did this? And for whom?" I turned around facing him. Rey looked straight into my eyes and spoke, "I know I didn't have to do this. But I did it. I did it coz I love you. I did it for u." Saying so he pecked my forehead. "But Rey' U didn't have to feel any guilt. It was all my fault. It was my punishment. Not yours. You didn't have to become a part of this hell." He cupped my face preventing me from speaking further. "How many times I have to tell u Kriya? It isn't hell. It isn't a punishment for me. It is my most beautiful dream. My heaven that will never ever end. I didn't do out of guilt. After treating u like that I couldn't live knowing what I did. I was a brute. I didn't trust my love. It wasn't any of ur fault. I did it coz I wanted to do it. Jumping off that cliff I didn't have anything to lose but lots to gain and most importantly the reward it was you. A lifetime and more with you. And for that I am willing to do anything." "But I could have lost u forever. Not physically but the whole u. Ur feelings, ur emotions. What if it would have lost forever? U knew that it could have been forever lost." "I know. I knew what I was risking. But along with that I knew what I was gaining and moreover I knew that u wouldn't let me go so easily."

They both settled on a nearby couch while Kriya found her solace in his arms. Meanwhile Rey remembered about what he read in her diary.

"I woke up and instantly I remembered the accident. I knew I was dead. But then I saw around me I thot I was alive. As I took into my surroundings an aged lady came near me and sat handling me a drink. I asked her about everything as I was feeling a void inside me which I wasn't able to comprehend. The woman told me what I had become and I was shocked. I didn't know what to call it but 'Walking Dead' seemed appropriate. I was better dead then to learn what I had become. I couldn't go and meet my loved ones. I couldn't feel any intense emotions. I was frozen at that state forever and ever. I had to literally create a new life for myself and then change it after some years. I was nothing more than an inanimate object lying around and I couldn't do anything about it. I couldn't die and I was forever condemned to live like that ' all due to that wretched being Aryan Singhania. I was helpless. I somehow gathered courage to go and see my family. I was broken to see them like that. I saw him sitting there and consoling my parents. How I wish to kill him!! And this was exactly I was gonna do as I heard his marriage getting fixed. I was gonna torture him till he begged for mercy.

Days passed and I used to visit my house at night. This was the only time I could see my loved ones. As days went by I used to plan my revenge over that wretched being. I found a perfect way ' Reyansh Singhania ' his brother. He could have been easily used for the deed. He was closest to Aryan and through him I could get to him and eradicate his wretched existence. I had nothing to lose but could gain the sweet taste of revenge. I kept tabs on Rey as long as possible to know him completely. He seemed a sweet person but that didn't get to me as his brother was also a monster hidden behind him. I followed Rey to dirtways and joined it and hence found a way to take out my frustration. Then I found my way to get close to Rey. But it turned out to be the biggest mistake of my life as I found him falling for me and unwillingly I was falling for him too. I just couldn't help it. I started rising my walls around me as high as possible as I didn't want him to come any closer to me but those walls made him more closer to me. He was totally opposite of Aryan. He was caring, respectful, knew his limits and day by day I fell more for him and that day we kissed. The most beautiful moment but the most painful coz the next day I knew I had to leave as rey cannot love someone like me. I left the next day itself leaving him like that. It pained inside me and I knew Rey was the person who could bring back my emotions ' the light in my tunnel but I knew I had to wipe this light off forever. I had to focus over my mission. I did. But it was unsuccessful and I returned back to Rey. But he was different. He wasn't the same person it seemed. I was hating myself for lying to him. I wanted to tell him the truth but couldn't. I was too selfish for that. So I did whatever he asked from me. He stopped my outings ' my only chance to see my parents but I had no qualms as there was he to whom I could turn to always. I felt safe and happy in his arms. Finally after some days I gathered up the courage to tell him the truth. The whole truth but before that I had to close the Aryan chapter forever in my life. I knew now I didn't want the revenge. I just wanted him away from my life and hence I decided to leave for once before returning completely but Rey somehow came there and he knew the truth. I was shattered. He didn't even spare me a glance. There was pure hatred in his eyes ' what I always wanted as he couldn't possibly love me but that hatred was killing him and I couldn't see that. Over the days I saw him breaking and that broke me into pieces. I didn't know what I had to do. I just wanted to soothe him off but I couldn't. I could only ensure that he didn't do anything reckless but my worst fear came true. I saw him jumping off a cliff. I ran and ran so that I could stop him but he didn't stop and jumped and my heart sank. I couldn't possibly let him die that too a painful one like this. He had a life to live. I took him to that lady and begged her to save him and the only way was to turn him what I was. I couldn't possibly allow that but his face.. his miseries.. that was unbearable. I was the reason for it. I decided to let him have that chance. He would at least be alive and enjoy life the way he wants. I would never ever cross his path. I would just reignite those emotions in him and then let him have his way. And then he became a soulless person like me."

"It is not a curse Kria, infact I'm blessed, its my most beautiful reality as I can live with my angel forever and no one is gonna stop me", he whispered kissing her hair. She moved back facing him, her elbow rested on his shoulders as she let her weight steady on his as she kissed him feverishly. One of the sweet moment they could always share in a morning. She kissed him with all passion and he returned it sealing the vow they took to stay as this forever and more.

So this is the end. Thank u for liking this SS so very much.

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