Part 5 - Confusions??
"Khushi! You just come with me". Saying this Lavanya grabbed her arm and pulled her along towards the garden. She was furiously punching a message on the phone to Payal to be present at the garden'Lavanya's excitement had surely tripled by now. She ignored all of Khushi's protests about attending classes and concentrated on their walk to the garden mumbling all sorts of Hurrays n Yippees and Unbelievables!!!!
Payal had reached there before them waiting with a totally confused expression on her face as if to guess what's the big news that Lavanya wants to break. Looking at the way Lavanya was grabbing Khushi Payal guessed that it was something to do with Khushi'But what? Well she did not have to dwell on the thought for much longer as Lavanya answered her questions quite enthusiastically. " Jiji'''Kitty is in LOVE!!!" Lavanya literally jumped on Payal hugging her but crushing her in the process. Payal was stunned to hear this'She was glued to the place she was standing on like for eternity'. So Khushi has finally found her love''went her thought process'..she mentally jumped in the air happy for her sister'but then all of a sudden she found herself wanting to ask innumerous questions to Khushi about this new development in her life'.Well surely there was nothing odd about it as a elder sister she had to know that her baby sister was in safe hands'.
"Khushi"'.came out Payal's soft voice'almost laced with a soft caress and a tinge of excitement to let her sister know that she was excited as well as concerned for her' "Kaun hai woh??"
Raghav and Aakash were passing by from the corridor which leads to the terrace when they caught sight of Arnav sitting on the wall drowned deep into his chain of thoughts'.Both were king of used to his behaviour these days'.Aakash had already broken the hypothetical news of his Bhai being in love to Raghav and hence both of his friends started walking towards him with a motive of teasing their beloved friend. They went forward literally on their toes and held Arnav by his shoulders and shook him to receive a terrified "What the'"
Arnav was sitting on a smaller wall on the open terrace of the college thinking about the girl who had played havoc on his senses since day one. And then what about what Aakash was saying?? Was he right?? Was he in Love with this girl?? Well he sure needed to dwell on this for much more time he just could not be sure about that now!! Yes it was stark clear that he was attracted to that girl'.Hell yes!!he was attracted to her!!! SHIT!! Yes he had to accept that he was highly affected by this girl 's proximity to limitless ends'.Yes she was beautiful more than anything he could have ever imagined'Yes she was sexy too'.Her eyes ''.Her lips'..her porcelain creamy skin'.her soft waist'..her delectable neck''..freak!!! Every damn thing about her was making him go wild and crazy!! But then he just wasn't sure whether he could name it LOVE!!! But then what is it being in LOVE??
A rough shove on both his shoulders shook him off plus shocked him to let his trademark words ooze out of his mouth...earning chuckles from both Raghav and Aakash who were now standing and grinning in front of him as if nothing ever happened.
He was about to blast them for disturbing his royally important thoughts but seeing the mischief in Aakash's eyes decide against it'.Right now wasn't his time he thought'My brother knows something which he should not and which can be used against me at the most inappropriate times'.So Shut up Arnav!!!!
Sensing his brother defensive stance Aakash quipped in' "Raghav see what I told you!! And all this for a girl'.jiska toh bhai ko naam tak nahi pata'."
"Pata hai'" Arnav said and then regretted as he saw Aakash's devilishly inquisitive glare at him'..He was sure now his brother had got another feather in his cap with the amount of teasing he could cope up now. But then Arnav thought that telling her name to Aakash might lead some worse consequences where he might go and talk about it to that girl directly'..and many more things'.Oh no no no no no!!! I just can't let that happen''I will not tell him her name''at least not till I am sure about it!!
"Toh batao na Bhai'" went Aakash waiting for Arnav to break his silence'.Raghav too raised one of his eyebrow waiting to know who was this girl who had been able to conquer the heart of his best buddy'.But'.."Nahi sorry'.Mujhe pata nahi"'.cam e a quick reply from Arnav making both the boys wonder what was wrong with him'.. " Mera matlab hai maine koshish ki uska naam pata karne ki par ab tak nahi pata chala"'.he tried giving an answer which Aakash would easily buy because he knew Raghav was not the one who would dwell on to this topic till Arnav would tell him himself. Yes he was successful as Aakash muttered a "Lage raho'.Bhai" and disappeared whereas Raghav stood in front on him with his eyebrows still raised'.!
"Arnav'you are confused right?" Yes Raghav knows me perfectly he thought'.and just nodded as an answer to his question. "What are you confused about?" asked Raghav just to have Arnav's head immediately snap up'..!! Of course??? Did he even know what the hell he was confused about'!!!
Payal had always been the silently intelligent kinds. But she was not a total introvert too'.She was very famous in her friends circle if not in the entire college. Yes she was beautiful and many guys not only from her class but from the entire institute had hots for her'..But her heart'her heart was already given away to one particular person she had been fond of right from the first day of college. The first friend that she made in college was the one who had been able to take her heart away'..But the problem was that he was too shy in front of her to admit that he was in love with her''His talks and attitude towards her sure gave her many hints that she was special to him' But he never said it out aloud'.maybe that's how it was supposed to be'.she had made up her mind that she would wait till he decides to be open about his feelings to her'..She would wait for him to confess about his feelings to her'.Yes she would wait till eternity'.
Today when Lavanya broke the news about Khushi being in Love' Payal was initially satisfied that Khushi too has found her LOVE!! But the expressions on Khushi's face told an altogether different story which made her wonder''There is something else to it'!! Did Lavanya misunderstand Khushi'NO that's not possible'.Lavanya was quite sharp in such matters'Well in that case only one things was possible that was her sister was confused and the reason for the confusion was that her Love was not yet realized'..She was far away from even acknowledging it to herself'.!! When Khushi didn't reply to her question about who the person is even after five long minutes, she announced that they were going to the canteen to talk about it..!!!
Khushi was making her way to the dorm after her classes got over in the evening. She was crossing the Small Auditorium having his thoughts all over her mind when she felt herself being lightly hauled inside it and pinned to wall with the other person holding her hands behind her waist. She could sense Him'.She could feel Him...She instantly knew it was Him'She felt inwardly that no one else could have that effect and power on her'..IT HAD TO BE HIM!!! She lifted her gaze to meet his darkened one!!...
He had wanted to talk to her but her sight made all his logical thoughts fuzzy'He had almost forgotten what was his purpose of pulling her into a forced rendezvous'.He had just wanted to talk to her in private following Raghav's advice!!! Nope this wasn't the time to think about Raghav and his advice!! Of course not!! Her scent was driving him over the edge by the minute but he tried to control himself with all the possible self control he could muster at this moment'. his eyes were locked to hers afraid that if he breaks the eye lock and looks at other parts of her face all his control would snap and he might end up completing the act that he promised her through his actions yesterday'' He sure wanted to do it''But before that he wanted to talk''But how could he talk when not even a one single word was daring to pour out of his mouth. It seems she heard his pleas and broke the terrifying silence' "Arnavji!!"
The moment she had seen into his eyes'.all her thoughts of talking to him about yesterday flew away out of the window'.She just wanted him to complete his action of yesterday'.She wanted to feel his lips over hers'..she was almost imagining him doing that when she realized in what a compromising position they were and that anybody could barge in at any moment to witness their no more private moment'..!! She mustered up all her courage and control to talk to him'.but all what came of her mouth was his name as the most huskiest whisper'.. Shit!! she said to herself when she experienced his already darkened eyes getting darker and his desire for her getting more clearer'..She knew she had to break the moment to save them from any embarrassment.
"Arnavji'.!" Hearing his name from her mouth screwed his sanity all the more it was like the most melodical thing he had heard''It worked absolutely against his control'..he was afraid he might just kiss her senseless lest she said his name similarly once again!!!...He was scared'..Shit scared'.But Khushi made a smart move sensing what her Arnavji had done to him'." Aapko humse kuch baat karni thi?" She almost gulped when she saw his darkened eyes calm a little. She shuddered at the thought what would he have done if she would have repeated his name again'.
Her question saved him'he thought'..he never left her hands though he should have'Yes he wanted to talk to her'.But what ??...Arnav Singh Raizada had never fallen short of words before'.Well everything has a first time he supposed'.He calmed his senses and decided to start talking to her'. " Kitty..right?" Khushi snapped her head up to him and wondered proudly'..He even knows my pet name''Wonder how many other personal things he knows about me'she gleefully thought'.!! "Yes " was all that she could manage'.Yes her ever talkative nature was not supporting her anymore'!
"So you are Lavanya's dorm mate?" Arnav asked not knowing what else to talk to her.
"Yes" Came Khushi's sole reply yet again'.in a very sexy and calm voice'His undoing no.1
"You are a student of FY right?" Yet another foolish question by Arnav.
"Yes" was Khushi's answer'. His undoing no.2
"Did you understand the assignment which I helped Lavanya with the other day"'.Yes this time he did it again just to hear that yes from her''!
"Yes " came her reply'.His undoing no. 3...
"Are you Payal's sister"''yes yes yes he was doing it purposely!!
"Yes"'.Said Khushi more lightly this time'.gasping along with the words that were coming out of her lips'
"Can I Kiss you?"'..
"Yes'."
Khushi had opened her mouth to say "Yes" again'.But even before she could even realise what she said and could push her lower lip inward again after saying the word'.She found that he had captured it with his own lips. Before she could even register his action''.she had realized that she was senselessly reciprocating to a mind numbing kiss by HIM'.!!
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Guys!!! I have literally rewritten this chapter millions of times...and i just hope it is not crappy ...i am not very sure how it has turned out...though the main action is in the next chapter...he he he!!! Please gv me a feedback ...pretty please!!!! 😊
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