All Yours - Arya FF - NOTE - pg 87 - Page 28

He just wanted to make out the diff bet what he flet with aarti ..can feel the same with arpi….poor him….arpi could not underestand him and he has to return without any answer….But still I want them to marry

Part 8

Next Morning, very early Yash woke up and to get rid of his restlessness he decided to go for jogging in central playground.

When he reached there he saw group of girls practicing hockey. He just ignored and started his jogging, trying to clear his mind. He wanted to be pure at heart when he marries Arpita, she does not deserve only part if him, she deserve whole Yash.

He kept on jogging and jogging when a hocke ball came near his feet and he was about to pick it up when a girl's hand picked it up, she looked at him to thanks him but the moment they looked at each other everything was forgotten, they just kept looking into each other's eyes, asking n number of questions through their eyes.It was Aarti, Yash did not understand what was this new feeling and why was it so strong or wa it so strong from very beginning and thus he had avoided her gaze but now even avoiding her was being uncontrollable.

Their eyelock was broken by a harsh voice "AARTI", it was her coach. They immediately broke the eyelock and Aarti went back to her team for practice.

Yash was frustrated as his act. Why did he act such silly, why did he not move away, he felt irritated, but nothing seemed to be in his control?

He kept on jogging in anger, angry at himself for being carried away like this. He had always controlled then why not now. He was angry at AArti, as why she has to come in front of him when he is trying hard to shoo her away from his mind.

Arti on other end was practicing day and night for her game as she wanted to put Yash away from her mind, he was Arpita's and she cannot ditch her dear friend who was so innocent in all this. But why has Yash to come here in front of her when se is genuinely trying. She has compromised with her life. HE HAS TOUCHED HER ONCE AND HIS ONE CARE FILLED TOUCH WAS ENOUGH FOR HER TO LEAD ALL HER LIFE.

SHE WAS HIS AND ALWAYS WILL BE BUT SHE KNEW HE WAS NOT HERS.

Yash left that place but kept jogging on side walk for god knows how long.

He had made the decision, he loved Arpita. Her tears he could not take, he could not see a single feel of pain in her eyes, he wanted to give her all the happiness, he loved spending hours with her… was this all not love. And when this much love is there then they are definitely going to lead a happy life.

This feeling he decided is temporarily, physical requirement is not everything. But less did he know that his love for Arpita could be defined but his feeling for Aarti was beyond definition. This was a thin line difference between two but he ignored to even think on that line. He loved Arpita and will marry her whole heartedly and give himself completely to her.

Days Passed, Aarti went on tour for her matches and it was again a day for Yash and Arpita's marriage. He could see the happiness in Arpita's face and felt proud of his decision. He had planned to shift to NY and start his business there. All plans had been made and process has been started.

Yash and Arpita were married while Aarti was on her hockey mach tour in state wide tournament.

Yahs and Aarti after few days of rituals left for NY while Aarti got busy with her career as that was her only escape. She very well knew Yash and Arpita has been married but decided not to think on that line at all. At some moments when she would sit quietly all alone and realize the truth it gave her pain that was beyond bearing but she kept a strong and casual face from outside. Her parents must know that she is over Yash scindia.

Her mother asked her to marry and instead of denying directly she just ignored the topic by saying she wanted to concentrate on career

"Maa we are middle class and I need to work on my career for better future. Any prince is not coming to marry your daughter so let me work on my career first"

At the mention of word prince, her heart somewhere danced with the feeling of Yash but then she would soon come back to real world.

An year passed by, and Aarti came to know from Arpita's email that they had a son and they have named him Ansh.

Aarti kept looking at the picture of the baby, he was son of Yash is all her heart knew while her mind looked at it as her friends baby. Instantly for some unknown reason she felt connected with the baby. Her heart was filled with love for the baby. She was filled with the motherly feeling seeing the baby of Yash .. ooops Arpita.

One more year passed. Now Yash and Arpita were married for two years and Aarti was working in management group in private firm. She was now captain of hokey team of MP and kept touring too.

Arpita kept sending their family pic to Aarti while AArti wanted her to send only Ansh's pic but how will she say her that she did not want to see Yash's pic as it filled her with feeling that she should not feel.

But she did not bind herself to feel motherly for Ansh.