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Posted: 13 years ago
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Hey Guys..!!!!

Sorry Sorry Sorry Sorry Sorry Sorry Sorry Sorry Sorry Sorry Sorry Sorry Sorry
VERY Sorry for the verrryyy late update..!!
No--I'm not out of ideas...
No--your AWESOME comments hasn't got into my head(NEVER)..

It had just been 3 of such non-sense crappy crappy days, one of those in life when reality hits very hard..anyways, so actually couldn't write..!! I'm really really sorry again..!!

Then secondly...I would like thank you every one for reading and following this! i love all your comments and your comments have kept my days going..!!

I LOVE LOVE LOVE IPK...n this is my extended pagalpan..

Alright, now I'll stop blabbering..go ahead n read...

Ohh--wait a minute---There is a quick small chapter coming up... I'm just finishing it off..This i to repay for my late update..!!!

Now go on...

***

Arnav didn't realize when he fell asleep beside her bed, with his hands securely holding that of hers, with his head resting beside her as he was sitting on a bed-side chair. It was merely a sleep of not more than couples of hours. It was not like he had a very good sleep, to be more precise sleep is the last thing he is concerned about, however the eventful past few days, his sleepless nights, his continuous worry and restlessness has resulted in a way that his eyes gave off and he more or less dozed off sitting beside her.

He felt her hand that was held in his hands trembled suddenly and he immediately snapped open his eyes and held her hand stronger which came as an instant action to assure her. He then looked at her only to find her eyebrows squeezed in, her closed eyes seemed as if she is witnessing something scary, her forehead showed little droplets of sweat and her hand in his hands gripped his fingers tighter.

"Khu-khushi--" he immediately reached the level of her face and caressed her hair in order to ease her. "Khushi" he called again.

She then inhaled what seemed like she recognized his presence and drifted back into sleep. He smiled for himself; if his egoistic and regretful self wouldn't deny, he more or less enjoyed the feeling of giving her comfort to such a level that now he could see her eyebrows relaxed back and her closed eyes seemed at ease. He brought his hand from her hair on to her forehead while his other hand still made sure held that of hers. But the moment his hand touched her forehead, he winced at the temperature it held. Panic suddenly took over him.

Making sure she is sound asleep, he very carefully let go of her hand, kissing the tips of her fingers and quickly made his way to the early morning doctor who have just arrived. The doctor and the nurse were brought in within a few minutes and they once again checked her completely.

"Her temperature seems pretty high Mr.Raizada, fever seems strange, are you aware if she is allergic to any medicines or any kind of complex treatment?" the doctor asked at an immensely worried Arnav.

"I--I don't know" he said blankly being extremely ashamed of it. Seriously it never came across him of any such thing. He is diabetic, he is allergic to mosquito repellant, and there are hell lot of other things which she is very well aware of, but he? It's not that she had any kind of health problems and he isn't aware of, but he genuinely isn't aware of any kind of complexities that Khushi could possibly have. He never even wanted to think about her in those terms. If he hadn't realized before, he did know--that thinking of medical aspects about his Khushi makes him restless if that makes any sense.

"Don't Panic Mr.Raizada, it seems like a normal fever, but just let me know when she wakes up again, and I'll have another brief over of regular checkups. As of now I've induced antibiotics in her saline, the temperature should come down soon, don't worry" he assured him whilst smiling encouragingly and left from there.

He returned back to her and his heart felt heavy just by looking at her. She had been just having those liquids from the saline and he knew how much she hated to be away from her usual chat-pat food. He brought in a white cloth with a bowl of cold water and tried to reduce the temperature by placing it on her forehead.

**

Anjali and Akash along with the whole family have arrived in the morning as soon as the visiting hours started. Khushi woke up a little after an hour after they arrived. She felt as though she had woken up after ages, she looked dizzy and completely worn out even after such a long sleep; all thanks to her heavy antibiotic dose. Nevertheless she greeted everyone with the same enthusiasm and she was genuinely glad that everything seems to be normal and alright given the fact that Arnav was now right beside her.

"Chote, aap thodi dher ghar jaake ayiyega, hum sab yahan hai na, aap thoda fresh hoke ajayiye" Anjali suggested after observing her tired brother.

"Nahin di, I'm fine" he said realizing khushi's grip on his hand being tightened. He have been observing her the whole night and somehow felt that it was right now more important to do what she wants him to do rather than to protest and give her his piece of way again. After all the Arnav in ASR gets hold sometimes and he really cant help it with such pleading eyes looking at him in a loving way and keeps telling him that she have to be protected.

"aapne aakke dawayiya lee?" Khushi asked all of a sudden as if she just remembered about it.

Surprised like everyone else with her concern, he smiled trying to assure her. "App chintha mat kijiye Khushiji, maine bhai ko dawayiya dediya" Akash spoke for him and she relaxed.

She is getting tensed about every small thing--he wondered. This looks very unusual, he felt this was strange.

He then glanced around the room watching everyone genuinely concerned for khushi, making normal conversation with her, trying to ease her and his eyes landed on his di. Nothing is normal yet--he thought; There are hell lot of things he should think and sort out. Besides his relation with khushi, he should even take care of his Di who is right now in dark. Letting her know the whole truth is not just tough it is rather scarier. Given a choice, he would rather choose not to, never, but now he knew she should. He has no right to keep her in dark any longer, especially when he now know what shit of a person shyaam could get and how low or for that matter harmful he could fall to get his deeds done.

"Nani patan nahin inka phone do din se nahin lagraha hai" she suddenly uttered while everyone were busy chattering about their own things.

"Anjali bitiya, aap kyun itna--"

Arnav suddenly got up from where he was sitting and made his way towards his di. Anjali was standing alongside khushi bed and Arnav approached her reaching out to the water bottle beside the bed--in that process purposely pushed Anjali's hand a bit that resulted in her cell being dropped onto the floor. It made a cracking sound and he immediately reached to pick it up.

"I'm--I'm sorry di, Maine dekha nahin--" he picked it up and found that the phone is broken and rechecked if it could be switched on back. When he realized it was totally broken, he was satisfied and looked at his Di.

"I'm really really sorry di, voh main" he made his usual soft face.

"Koi baath nahin chote" she smiled encouragingly. "Hum doosra phone khareedlenge, waise hame phone ki inti bhi kya zaroorat hai, bas inka agar phone agaya toh-- toh ye pareshaan hojayenge" it was like she is talking more to her own self. While Nani was the one who looked encouragingly at her, remaining all that included khushi, Arnav,Nk and mami, exchanged sorry looks which only made Arnav realized that everyone were indeed waiting for him to disclose the truth.

"Di, aap bilkul pareshaan mat ho, I'll get you a new phone" He assured.

"Hamey toh is baath ki chintha satarahee hai chote ki inka do din se koi call bhi nahin aya, agar kahin bahaar jarahe toh hame zarror bataate, hame kuch--" She trailed off being the same emotional panic self she is. Arnav caught hold of her face in his two hands and looked at her lovingly.

"Di, is waqk aapko agar kisiki bhi chintha karnee hai, toh voh hai aapke bache ka, Main hoon na, bakhi sab main dekhloonga" he paused making sure he isn't giving her any false promises. "jijaji ko main dekhlunga" he said with such a care filled with anger in his tone which only khushi could recognize instantly. At anjali's smallest wince, he wrapped a hand around her and assured--"bohath jald jijaji aapke saamne honge" by which he with every word meant that --soon shyam's truth will be in front of her.

"Par aap promise karo di, aap hamesha strong rahengee, atleast koshish karengee?" he asked like the usual worried brother he is.

"Chote jab tak aap hamrare saath, hame koi bhi chintha zyada din nahin satapayegee, hai na" it was her turn to assure him back and she hugged him resting her head on his shoulder, a mere sight of which watered everyone's eyes.

He had a plan, he did have a sure shot plan to drag that bloody shyaam bas***d, to hell. In his sleepless times, he just wasn't spending worrying about khushi, he did made a plan and today he finally made his mind to deal with it after finding khushi very much fine. He now knew whom to seek help from--he thought glancing both at mami and NK; he now knew what he should be taking care of--he then glanced at khushi.

He brought his another free hand on to khushi's forehead, smiling lightly at her and she smiled back as if assuring whatever was going on in his mind-- she was with him and he now knew it for sure.

That person--a mere piece of a shit can sure as hell not get away with whatever he has done.

Cheated on his Di---he gave him chance---

Cheated her and her entire family--khushi too gave him another chance..

But risking his khushi's life, continuing to play with Anjali's feelings, Arnav had it enough. He decided--you sure as hell going to be punished for messing up with two most important people in my life..

Khushi had had it enough--he thought. It's now his turn to deal with this garbage bag and he would do all it takes to punish Shyam if it means his way of repentance.

With his hand caressing khushi's hair, his another hand hugging Anjali, Arnav secretly promised himself that as long as he is breathing no could ever even think of hurting these two people in his life.

To be continued...

Apology again, if this was boring, I personally don't really enjoy limiting ArHi, but sometimes its needed...next one coming back a better insight of ArHi..!!!! hope you enjoy..!!

P.S any spelling mistakes, grammar, please correct me, I haven't spoof read this, and did it really fast..!!

Edited by dedeepyalove - 13 years ago
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Posted: 13 years ago
#82

its mind blowing dear...worth of waiting...pls continue...

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Posted: 13 years ago
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i know its little slow...🥱
but we need some chapters like this to make the next chapter blasting...😃
i can understand...😆
waiting for the next update

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Posted: 13 years ago
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nah not boring at all but informative
well at least we know that he is going to do something about a certain pest and that is our main concern now that khushi is okayish
see you soon
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Posted: 13 years ago
#85
Hi dear darshana here...gud update...nicely wrttn...thnk u...
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Posted: 13 years ago
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must say very well written.
with your each chapter i am always falling in love with arnav and khushi.
now shyam will taste his medicine for he surely underestimated the fact that he was playing around with ASR's sister and wife.
i am happy that arnav now understands and want to include mami and nk in his plan of action rather than carrying all the responsibility alone.
want to know what is arnav's plan to trap shyam.
thanks for the pm.
pm me again when you update the next chapter.
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Posted: 13 years ago
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nice... now arnav finally realized the 2 important people of his life...waiting for next part eagerly

Edited by JuArnav - 13 years ago
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Part-9

The day passed with such mere conversations in the hospital. It was about 5 in evening when the family called it off for the day. Anjali however decided to stay a bit longer and Arnav dint protest.

Arnav almost forgot about the fever khushi had which bugged him a bit last night. When the same doctor came in for another checkup he suddenly remembered.

"I think she is perfectly well now, the wound should be heeled in a couple of weeks, let the shoulder strap be, and yeah she can very well be discharged tomorrow morning" he said and before he could leave Arnav stopped him.

"About the fever last night?" he inquired.

"Oh-yeah, nothing to worry Mr.Raizada, I think it's just the wound and tiredness, but if the same repeats do come back for further tests" he suggested and left the room.

"Bhukhar---"

"Fever?" before khushi could complete her sentence in her week voice Anjali did it for her.

"Ha di, voh raath ko khushi ka temperature bhad gaya tha" he said with a panic look on his voice.

"Acha? Hojatha hai chote, khushiji itni nazook hai upper se itna sab kuch saha unhone" she said trying to ease him at the same time feeding khushi with the soup which she has brought in.

Khushi instantly remembered her last night dream. It was the same one which she witnessed the day before. She remembered rough images of her searching him and he leaving her behind and walking away. Each time she remembered the dream or glimpses of the dream unknown panic took over her. Lately she has grown scary of being alone and the dream only added to her fears. Strangely or co-incidentally she dint know what to name it, but as soon as she would realize that Arnav is right beside her she would be relieved.

Now in her true senses she thought—how could the dream feel so real and yet so far from reality? How could she even get the same dream again and again? Is it her subconscious fears that are taking over mentally? If she ignored before, after seeing the same dream thrice in a row she was really worried.

Who is going to help her with this? She looked at him who was by now observing every single change in her expression. He wondered what might be going in her mind which made her look at him so expectantly.

One glance at him she knew, it would definitely not be him who would answer her questions. Though he is only right person, she wouldn't ask him, never. Would he even have an idea what it feels at a mere thought of being away from him? Would he ever know how strangely comfortable and secure she feels in his arms? She wasn't sure about this. Sure? Hell! She doesn't even know if all he is doing is with mere concern or something else.

She glanced at di-- who was feeding her with her usual bright smile and twinkling genuine eyes talking to her all sweet things. She remembered the moment in the morning when Arnav was hugging his di, he made it a point to show that care towards her. For a moment her heart leapt out of her chest and hoped, really hoped it means what she thought it did. Looking at his hard jaw and expression she remembered wondering what might be in his mind. She then was lost in her thoughts. Showing care alongside with his di is something khushi wouldn't even dream of from Arnav. She remembered how she always thought the same person who could show so much love to his di always managed to have a hatred corner for her.

Today it was different, there was no hatred corner, but no love either—or so she wants to think. She doesn't want to believe all that he is showing is out of love. She always had two images of Arnav, one that loves her and the other that hates her. She always knew these two co-existed, not just now but even before she knew she has the same feelings for him. It was always difficult for her to merge these two emotions from him when it comes to her. Rather she thought he really did make it difficult for her. She never wanted to conclude this confusion, because each time she would go closer to the confession he would do something that would only disprove all her thoughts.

Even now she does not want to ask him, neither for an apology nor for a confession. In fact one part of her never wanted anything from him for she by now knew that her expectations would always turn out to be nothing more than shattered dreams. The mere thought of which gets back the memories of broken pearls, the thrown out stars and the pieces of their first ever photo frame together. She winced remembering that side of him. There is no deny that she still is scared of being hurt by him and the memories that they shared sure are a bit scary.

But the other part of her surely knows to look beyond all these, for it's not the apology that mattered to her any longer, it's the confession which she is only concerned about—thanks to all the lonely nights and the 'judai' which made her like this, if that really makes any sense.

But remembering her alongside his Di truly made her think of something else; Can she really expect so much from him?

"Kya huwa khushiji, aap achanak pareshaan lagrahe hai"Anjali asked suddenly snapping the both out of their thoughts. While Arnav was glancing out of the window and was lost in his thoughts, khushi just stared at his back and had been thinking.

He turned around in the next instant and was able to catch the look in her eyes which his di couldn't. It isn't worry, its hurt or more precisely the expectant look. Again he was pushed back into his conscience fight. Kya karun khushi, main tumhare pyar ki layak kabhi nahin bansaktha. He showed the guilt right in his eyes and she took it as another hesitation.

She then kept staring while opening the mouth without noticing where the spoon is reaching towards her. The hot soup from the spoon spilled over the bed and also on Anjali's saree a bit. Both of them shrieked with the slight burning sensation.

"What the?? Theek kha bhi nahin sakthee?" Arnav snapped quickly coming to them and helping both of them. "Aur di, ye kya tareekha hai khilaneka?, aapke haath jaljaathi toh?" he snapped at her too. When they have finally done with cleaning using the tissues he shifted his gaze from both of them in his mighty angry way.

"Both of you, unbelievable!" he said and grabbed the soup bowl away from Anjali's hand. "Chote—hum"

"Di chup chap wahan baithi raho, aapko koi kaam karne ki zaroorath nahin hai, agar poora soup bowl girgaya hotha toh?"

"Voh hamari ghala-"

"Shut up khushi, tumse toh kuch bhi kaam theek se nahin hota, khilane se bhi kha nahin sakthee? Agar tumhare haath pe girgaya hota toh? Ek toh pehle se hi mareez ki haath hai" he taunted

"Haaa" khushi opened her mouth in her usual 'O' expression and Arnav used it pour another spoon of soup making her mouth shut.

When the spoon was removed, khushi looked at Anjali and both of them together broke into laughter in a way teasing Arnav. Arnav as usual rolled his eyes and brought another spoon of soup near her mouth..

"ab bas, hame aur nahin khana, yeh kitnaa" she uttered showing her annoyance.

"What?" he probed

"Bekaar, beswaad, aur pheeka hai?, Eww humse aur nahin hoga" she made a face.

"Shut up khushi, tumhe yahin khaana hoga, this is healthy, and no spicy food for you, you get that?" he commanded and she pouted. "di ghar jaane ke baad bhi dyan rakhna"

"Par Arnavji, iss main"

"Maine kahan chup chaap khaalo; now" he ordered again and she had to obey. "Yeh poora complete karna hoga" he said while feeding another spoon and she made a face gulping it all at once.

"Khushi dyan se"

He said and she once again was lost in the care that he is showing. He looked at her with his usual concern filled angry look while she stared back wondering how the hell is she supposed to understand this person.

On the contrary khushi understands him very well, she knew he is concerned about her, he makes sure that she should be fine, if their hearts would speak to each other she already knew their hearts were in love. It's only their brains that need to accept this fact. For khushi, it is the mere fears of losing him forever is stopping her from confession—she now is sure about it. She is sure that if she starts any conversation with him in those terms he would become more hesitant and push her away more. She dint want that. Be it in this awkward relation, she would accept whatever she get but would never risk asking him out if it would only mean losing him forever.

But why is he still hesitant? She couldn't understand. There was always this layer over Arnav Singh Raizada which she never could dare to go beyond.

**

Finally the night had called in and Akash came to pick up Anjali. Khushi fell asleep a little after 9 and even after khushi's repeated efforts, Arnav did not leave. "I'll be here, zyada drama mat karo" a simple blank sentence of that kind would shut her up.

Despite all the weird questions in her mind, despite her worries, the moment he assured her to be there and held her hand to make her sleep again, she was strangely relaxed. Though she doesn't want to believe what she wants to, for the moment it felt just right to believe that he loved her and that's what all matters.

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Part 10:

The next morning, the door bell was heard in the Raizada Mansion and everyone who were eagerly waiting rose at once to the front door.

"Khushi..!!" Payal beamed when she opened the door to welcome a better looking khushi who was comfortably being carried in Arnav's hands.

"Yeh kya chote?" Anjali teased. "Khushiji ko paav pe koi chot nahin lagee hai"

He ignored her comment and waited patiently until she completed her harthi. "Voh kya hai na di, doctor ne kahan ki khushiji shayad abhi bhi thoda week hai aur unhe wheel chair ki zaroorath padegee, bas isi baath par agaya bhai ko gussa…" Akash continued with the teasing as Arnav carried khushi in her arms towards into the hall and is making her sit in the sofa chair.

"Phir?" NK inquired

"Phir kya Nk bhai, Mrs. Arnav singh raizada ko wheel chair main bitaoge? Us nurse ki itni himmath? Bhai ne ek gussa wala look diya aur yun khushiji ko apne bahon main uthaya... I mean in a way to help her" he quickly corrected observing Arnav's cold glance and everyone in the room broke into a comfortable laughter.

"Khushi, uper chalo aur araam karo" Arnav said bending again to lift her up.

"Nahin, nahin, hum abhi abhi toh aye hai, hum bilkul theek hai, sab ke saath baitke baten karenge" he sighed and opened his mouth to say something and as usual she stopped before he could utter a word.

"Aur waise bhi araam ki toh aap ki zyada zaroorath hai, aapko yaad bhi hai bistar pe aakhiri baar kab soye the, aap jayiye aur araam karlijiye" she said and he gave one of his frantic ASR stare that he usually gives in their silly fights.

"Khushi tum" He was about snap again when Anjali interrupted. "Tum do no wapas jadga shurun mat karna…ajeeb log hai, pyar bhi gusse se hi dikhathe ho" she sighed and at the mere mention of the word pyar, they both immediately looked at each other and showed different reactions. While Arnav's mind reminded him of his guilt, khushi started wondering if that word could ever be taken between them.

After a bit of dramatic argument from both Anjali and nani, Arnav finally agreed to rest. Khushi has quickly indulged herself in talking and entertaining everyone. It was around 6 in the evening when Arnav finally came down. It would be an understatement to say that khushi had been looking forward to it. He has indeed taken forever—she thought, hopefully he might have had a peaceful sleep.

Arnav did indeed have a very good nap. He did wake up a little after 3 in the evening and have quickly indulged himself to catch up with the office work. He needed to check up on a lot of things which might have happened in his absence. He also contacted his lawyer and fixed an appointment the next morning. There is hell lot of things to take care of—he thought. When his mind was a bit clear and have settled after catching up with his work, he finally had to agree that he had been missing khushi. He however called twice for HP after he woke up to make sure she had taken the food and medicines. Though khushi insisted by sending message through HP, he directly ignored her request to come upstairs on her own. He said he would come and get her. He didn't want to her to in the first case and while she would be in the room he dint want to ignore her doing his work. He first wanted to wrap it up.

He walked down the stairs in his usual orange night t-shirt and track pants and a mere sight of him looking as normal as before warmed khushi's heart. He is back! She thought and she could now feel him like in real. She was very glad to have him in usual self in front of her eyes and she smiled looking at him.

"Di kahan hai?" he asked her the first question.

"Di aur mami, market gaye, khuch samaan kharid ne" she said and yet again another yawn escaped her mouth. She had been feeling sleepy for quite some time.

He observed her sleepy eyes and yet again felt guilty not letting her come up when she wanted to. Ofcourse he wanted to complete his work and then take care of her but how the hell can he forget that she might need rest? Seriously he would never ever know how to take care of someone. What is the need to order to her to stay downstairs? Before he could go on with his self taunting he caught a glimpse of another yawn and that was it.

"Khushi, tumhe neend arahee hai toh mujhe batadetee main tumhe kab ka--" he asked.

"Voh hum---"

He nodded his head in despair and came closer to her. Looking right into her eyes he bent down to lift her up—"Arnavji hum chal sakthe hai"

"Shhh, uski koi zaroorath nahin hai"

And he walked with her in his arms as if he owned her , looking right in her eyes while her hands protectively wrapped around his neck.

Aa aa..aa aa…aa aa..aa aa.. aa..

Na hai yeh pana
Na khona he hai


Tera na hona, jaane
Kuyn hona he hai

Tum Se Hi din hota hai


Surmayi shaam aati hai
Tum Se Hi Tum Se Hi


Har ghadi saans aati hai
Zindagi kehlati hai


Tum Se Hi Tum Se Hi

Na hai yeh pana
Na khona hi hai
Tera na hona, jaane
Kuyn hona hi hai

Aa aa..aa aa…aa aa..aa aa.. aa..

As they walked along the stair case the memories of their time together in this house have all replayed as they kept staring into each other's world through their eyes. Arnav looked at her and her hands and remembered…

How she always held her hands around his neck whenever he lifted her in his arms…

When she fainted in the outhouse…

Their gruhapravesh where he remembered her hesitation…

The holi time when she was unconscious…

They reached the middle place between the stair case and he walked more slowly as if he didn't want to end this small journey with her.

Aankho mein aankhe teri
Bahoo mein Bahe teri
Mera na mujh mein kuch raha
Hua kya
Bathon mein bathein teri
Rathe saogathe meri
Kuyn tera sab yeh ho gaya
Hua kya
Mein kahin bhi jaata hun
Tum Se Hi mil jatha hun
Tum Se Hi Tum Se Hi
Shor mein khamoshi hai
Thodi si behoshi hai
Tum Se Hi Tum Se Hi

She remembered how they always bumped into each other every time, a lot of such memories in this house, it made them really nostalgic. It had been a really long time that he was gone and all she wanted was to just mesmerize each and every memory of them.

She remembered the times when they had falls and bumps into each other..

She remembered how he was standing in this right place looking at her with that smirk when she had been questioned about the 'A' in her mehendi…

The look in his eyes when he observed her and selected saree for her indirectly….

The one time when they bumped into each other and her earring was stuck in his coat….

She remembered the look in his eyes while trying to remove it…

While he remembered the other time right after their wedding, his cold look at her and his arrogant behavior..he winced at that memory and she gripped his neck tighter which rather appeared as an instant reaction to his thoughts.

He made his way to his room not leaving her eyes all the way. As soon as they entered the room she heard the sound of the bells which she remembered she had removed and knew they dint exist any longer. They looked back together to find the same bells hanging right there and it surely would be an understatement to say that she was just surprised.

Aa aa aa aa aa aa…

Aadha sa vaada kabhi
Aadhe se zyada kabhi
Jee chahe karlu is tarah
Wafa ka….

She looked around the room to find her stars in their place and also the salman poster. She smiled looking back at him and caught the guilty look in his eyes for the first ever time. It hit her quite well. The same look which she had been thinking as a hesitation is actually isn't what she thought it is. It's the guilt that smoked his eyes. His action of changing the room back to her taste gave her the signals of his guilt. He then placed her gently on the floor and looked around the room, his eyes slowly glancing around each and every corner trying to remember any kind of good memory but all he was able to remember was his bitter and harsh behavior.

He remembered how he threw her out of the room to the pool side on their wedding night…

He remembered her pleading eyes when she tried to protest him for the reason kneeling down beside him.

He remembered how he hurt her by closing the glass doors close leaving her at the pool side.

How he always held her arm and pulled her away or into the room number of times…

The times when he blackmailed her about Payal divorce and she had to obey his orders…

He remembered her genuine eyes while stitching back the button on his shirt… dhaga humne apni marzi se nahin dala tha--" He squeezed his eyes shut remembering what she meant by that….

**

While she on the other hand remembered all the good moments they shared..

Her funny teasing of swami act…

her way of occupying his room…

The way he held hand from falling at the pool side..

The way they ended up sleeping and sharing the small couch and waking up beside each other…

Chode na chute kabhi
Tode na toote kabhi
Jo daaga tum se jud gaya
Wafa ka
Mein tera sarmaya hun
Jo bhi mein ban paya hun
Tum Se Hi Tum Se Hi

While she held a smile on her face, he held the regret look. He looked right in her eyes in that regretful manner almost begging sorry with his eyes—the mere sight of which made khushi's world upside down. When she thought she dint needed an apology, she wasn't wrong. She cannot even stand the thought of listening to his apology, though she very well deserves it, she just cannot be the reason fo making Mr.Arnav singh raizada guilty.

He looked at her genuine concern and wondered if he really deserved to be forgiven. But another glance at her expectant eyes, he somehow had come to terms with his conscience. He cannot just keep fighting with his own self. She needed to hear him out. He really have to speak to her about all that going in him mind—she did have every right to know…but can he actually do that?? Can he break all his barriers for her and speak his heart? What is that he wants to speak anyway? Is it an apology or a confession?

What is that she is expecting from him? Nevertheless he would speak what he wanted to..he decided….

Raaste mil jate hai
Manzile mil jati hai
Tum Se Hi Tum Se Hi…..

Na hai yeh pana
Na khona he hai
Tera na hona, jaane
Kuyn hona he hai

Aa aa aa aa aa aa

**

To be continued…



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