Note: this is result of the some novel i read last week, so its inspired by that..in case if you have read that😛 but only inspiration believe me😉...this is some crazy stuff i just wanted to write so here it is😃...dont expect any story line any background but armaan and riddhima only so just enjoy AR ;)
warning : it does include a bit of adult content so i would appreciate you to not to read if you are not comfortable with it:)
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She was trying her best to run as fast as it was possible in those pencil high heels, of course it was not possible without falling in to arms of someone and if that someone turned out to be strong armed stud with blue eyes, she thought it was much better option to fall on ground and hit herself rather than falling in those arms and in those eyes at that moment, when distraction meant end of her life, her career was her life, at the age of 24 she was still struggling to get job according to her qualification and this was the first chance came in to her way after which looked like centuries to her, she was perfectly dressed up for the interview of psychology teacher at army camp, she had made bun of her hairs to make her look more mature and serious which could not help to hide her innocence of the face and that skin hugging long skirt with not so tight blouse could not much to not to make her look sexy, damn!!! She was looking sexy she had read that in eyes of that stranger because when she left her home, judging herself before after watching herself upside down left right, she concluded she was just perfectly ready to look sober for army officers and not to forget young officers she was going to teach but how that stranger was still holding to her and his hand under her waist started moving slow in a caress she realized it was the time to break the spell and run inside the building as she was really getting late, if it was not for interview she would not mind to take a chance with this blue eyed stranger whose hands were still sending shiver to her body like some magic, whose eyes were holding hers with such a strength that she felt if she broke it she would break herself too but she did, she had too
"I am sorry'.i am running late"
These were the first words came from her mouth after long moments of spell and he just gave her, his dimpled smile and her heart skipped many beats altogether for more than few seconds she forgot to take breath, just looking at his handsome face and that smile which faded everything around her like he was the only alive person on earth, standing just before her to give her the news of heaven.
It was crazy, really crazy.
She jerked her mind, putting her hand bag on shoulder, started moving ahead praying under her breath to be in focus during the interview'.she definitely could not afford to answer when she was asked in panel of army officers "how was your journey?" and she would say "damn hot'.actually I cant say how exactly because he was earing his full sleeve T'damn how I wish he was so poor that he could not afford to have shirt"
Damn'damn'..control girl control'.revise all the points yes revision
"How army men can maintain long distance relationships and convince their loved ones that they are not cheating on their back?"
When an old man pushing his reading glasses down to his nose asked her, she was jumping in her heart of course, this question was so obvious she had been answering to the same question million times to her mirror at night, she closed her eyes once to take a deep breath then started with such confidence that make that old man smile with all 3 more people in the room, their smiles were so encouraging for her she could not stop blabbering only, she told everything what they asked and what they did not ask also. Before she ended reply to her last question she was damn sure after two days she would be teaching those young energetic army officers with more or less in the same clothes but of course with loads of informative material in her hands.
Standing at alone parking lot, she stared around her in search of those two deep blue eyes, it was same place but another day, it was insane how she was expecting him to be there at the same place at the same time like it was some movie and plotted very romantically by some writer but it was not'jerking her head she moved ahead when she heard that husky whisper very close to her ear "I was sure about it"
She did not need to turn her face to look his dimpled getting deep by every word of his mouth'.his mouth she could not risk her life to turn and found his lips so near to hers, it would be a sin if after it she would not allow them to meet "breath" another whisper, more closer this time, she felt she could live her long life without breathing if he was going to be standing so close to her.
"are not you getting late?"
Voice came from a distance, may be he decided she deserve to live more for her loved ones.
She looked at her watch, then looked at his handsome face without knowing what was time ad for much time she was getting late, was she even in position to think when this man was looking at her so intensely, with so much in his eyes but very simple and honest talks on his lips'.
nooo not lips again please'.eyes are fine
"thanks I am''I guess"
Finally she found her voice back, how much this man was having effect on her, shaken her body for a moment, she prayed silently he did not see it, even if he did he will not bring this to her, not in this lifetime at least.
He gave her that dangerous smile again but it was not that dangerous this time, like previous two times, this was more comforting, more encouraging her, she was allowed to look at him, she was allowed to talk to him normally, like two normal people do when they meet, but he was anything but normal on earth, his broad shoulders, may be he had to order his size of shirt like it was not available in the market and that tatto on his left arm, trying to sneak peek of his folded shirt.
He looked in the direction of her gaze, she averted it instantly above.
It was not a every good decision either.
Her gaze rested on his neck, sharp long neck,sweets flowing his ear to his neck then hiding behind the second button of his shirt, in this cool morning of Chicago, what made him sweet so much whatever it was...
This view is a pure bliss...how it would be to see those sweets going in to his waist belt.
"lost it"
Shaking her head so hardly, it was so obvious she was regretting doing something.
"what is this about?"
He looked confused, he had all the reasons to be.
"no way I am going to tell you that"
Challenging him in to something or reminding herself that she was not suppose to him that thing ever ever in her life.
Like we are going to talk ever again...why not?
She glanced her watch another time, of course still did not see what actually time was but hurried towards the building.
Dear diary!!!
I need you after so many years...yeah I missed you too but really I never had time for you nor I have now...jeez I am suppose to prepare my lecture for tomorrow but what I am doing is pouring my heart to you about that blue eyes boy...ohhh...i can still imagine everything about him, I can see him sitting there on chair before, staring at me with same intense gaze, not blinking ever, not losing the contact, taking me to his word, where he belongs I have no idea from where he belong only thing I know is that I want to go with him, anywhere he wants to take me, fly me with him, may be he has his own private earth, he is the prince there so kind so nice to his people.
I know its crazy...more than crazy I am 24, looking for my first career break, and this is what I have with me at the moment, I know its just for 2 weeks but this experience in resume will increase my worth but what actually I am doing or I should say feeling has nothing to do with my boring career but that every every excited man, whose even thought makes me shiver my body, I feel like vibrating with the thought to see him again tomorrow morning at the same place but wearing something new, or may be I can get lucky if he is feeling too hot to wear anything.
Slap on my face.
See...this craziness I was talking about and there is lot more I know, I am shamelessly attracted to that man that I don't even care whats his name or if he feels the same way for me or not, I don't care even if will be just a one night stand...I gave a damn to anything on earth but him only him.
I want him...
Walking through the parking lot in her possible confidence, making a mind note of
He can't affect me'he can't affect me.
"Hey"
Her hand bag fell on the ground, she twisted her one feet, was about to lie with her hand bang when he held her one hand in his before she touched the ground and messed her new bright color blouse and black skirt in mud, pulling her upward with more strength than it was needed she ended up on his broad chest , choking out both of their breaths accidentally of course but when happened next was very much intentionally.
He circled his one strong hand around her small waist, pushing her more in to him, if it was possible.
Her feet crossing his, her one thigh touching his rough jeans more rough with lots of oil and mud and so many things she could not name at the moment, her one hand resting on his covered chest, only fingers touching his neck, other hand above his arm near to neck and his thick long hair how she wanted to fist them in her fists and pull his face to hers, his lips to hers but she managed only to whisper
"I"
"Running late'.i know"
He completed the sentence for her with that should-be-banned smile. She felt weak on her knees she could not thank him more for holding her in his strong arms at that moment she could have possibly fell on her knees before him or she could not curse him more at the same time for making her feel like that'.after all it was him only who was causing all that inside her.
"Please"
She was not sure she was requesting him to release her or hold her closer, may be later one because as he saw plead in her eyes, he held her with both shoulders and make her stand on a feet distance to him like if she was going to fall again if he will not hold her anymore, it was true actually.
"we should chose some other time to meet'when you are not getting late"
That smirk was so obvious on his face, how much she was making it easy for him to read her, read her thoughts, her body everything.
She opened mouth once and then closed it.
There was something different about this girl, he knew when he saw her first time running in her high heels, it was really mad to run in those heels for even famous models but she was doing it in the day light, when he saved her from falling on the ground he had no idea what her touch would do wonders to him, he felt shiver in his body head to toe once and that thing repeated itself he touched her, she was not the most beautiful girl on earth, not like any other girl who chased him day night with one excuse or other to just get in to his bed, at 25 with all the success in his hand and all the good looks on his fate he had the power to chose what he wants, when he wants and how much he wants, his longest relationship was in his college with that blond girl he was really crazy about her, she was an inch taller to him with golden eyes matching her hairs, he had been with her for the two long months even not he could not get what was reason for it because after that his longest relationship was one Saturday night to Sunday morning but this black hair green eyes girl was different , she looked Asian but her accent, style everything looked American, how can he forget that blush crept her face when she was staring at his neck, he knew that moment she was badly attracted to him like he was to her in very first meeting, he wanted to have many more, wanted to know her more, more closely how much she would allow him and he was sure by that look on her face that she would open buttons of his shirt herself if once given a proper chance on proper place, he smirked on his own thought.
"what do you say?"
She was still finding some way to refused him, which looked the most difficult in the world to do.
"I like that place near the park...not so many people but great cofee"
His smile got widened, damn she was the girl of her heart, he thought she would make some excuse to not go with him, it was not safe of course but she was brave she proved it or may be too weak to break his spell and make her decision, whatever the reason was he was getting what he wanted may be not exactly but that was definitely way to get that thing, soon very very soon.
"lets go somewhere"
"where"
"where I can put my hands under your clothes"
Her breath stuck in her throat , she waited for him to laugh and say it was a joke but he did not, he just started at her with desire, she had seen that desire earlier tonight when he entered her favorite hang out place in blue shirt with first two buttons undone, showing his manly chest a bit, there was much more to it under that shirt she knew but even that glimpse was making her go weak on her knees.
He did not waited for her to breath again and give her his lifetime to answer him back that question rather he just leaned to her, pressing his lips very softly on her, like making sure it was for actual he had imagined her mouth in his each night after holding her first time in parking lot but mere touch of these pink lips was something else.
She closed her eyes giving him all the freedom to take her with him, wherever he wanted. Both of them knew well this moment will come when they saw each other first time and how next day their desires crossed all the boundaries, they were sure it will come soon but now feeling that moment losing themselves in desire , nibbling her lower lip again and again he was taking his good time but edging her with every time he was parted to make it more slow, blood rushed her body, wanting more panic and hurry when she could not take this slow game any more she parted abruptly to make him annoy but ignoring his reaction, she held his hand, pulling him off his chair taking to her car.
He was not complaining to anything…why should he?
Locking her car she turned to him
"damn…you don't even know how to kiss"
He was not offended because after saying how she took control of the thing…it was all worth, jumping on his lap holding his face without any warning smacked on his lips, too much to control in last week, for last few days every second of her life if she wanted anything more than her life was kissing this man sitting under her thighs, all the control of first kiss fading away as he fisted her long hairs as asking her to give him more access to him if it was possible, he was there already inside her, licking playing with her tongue in all the manners and she was loving every bit of it, who wanted to take a breath, breath could hold for tomorrow but not their need, their want for each other.
"I am afraid I don't have any fee for teaching me your very private techniques"
"you have paid already and will do more"
With that wink, they started for another breathless round but this time her hand in to his shirt on his back, feeling his bare skin that male scent of him, driving her more crazy every moment in his arms, wanting for more.
"I need all of you"
Whispering in his ear, stopped his heartbeat as well as hers, his eyes burned with lust making them more deep as ever, there was no going back from here.
He freed her by her beautiful dress a lot more than less time she had spending to wear that for the evening earlier , what he saw took his breath, it was not close to his imagination it was much more beautiful much more rich and much more need to be touched and kissed.
She loved that look of admiration in his eyes and next moment he proved with kissing every inch of her how much he was attracted to her, her body and was never going to get enough of her, at least in this life time.
After the love making session of their life time, when he leaned on the seat with his back on car door, she lying on him only as there no space for even two people to lie, small car or rather a bliss car because as she lied there on him her every bare part touching his and giving satisfaction to their already aroused desires , no way he was going to repeat what he had just done with her, not that he did not want to he would give his life to do it again and again but her body wont be able to take it all over again and no way on the earth he was going to hurt the girl who gave him herself, fully , no questions no demands just bliss and satisfaction.
After 5 years
Dear diary!
Its my wedding day…yes finally I said yes everyone is so happy,mama papa di nani everyone but am I happy? I don't know….i don't know what I want I don't know why I am still waiting for him after long years, in those 5 years there was not a single evening I did not go that place, expecting he would be there, eager to meet me again, know me, or at least to ask my name but he was not there, he was never seen again and best part was that I don't know his name too, crazy I know the man with whom I gave my virginity I don't even know his name but am I the one who should be responsible for what happened? Nooo he was equally in this but difference was that I wanted to take it further but he does not, may be he was used to do such encounters more often, it was routine for him but for me it was not….he may even not remember what happened few years back had so much effect on my life, why I am blaming him, there was not any promises in our relationship…hahaha…can I even call it a relationship..a big no of course….everyone is right I have lost it and I cant help about it…I think I love h
*knock*
And the person she was at the end of the door, after opening took her breath literally, it has to be the biggest joke of the century, she was sitting in her new room, all dressed bridal and waiting for her groom to come in a room like a typical indian style, but she was instructed all that only and she was bound to follow it since she was in india, and marrying a boy of indian family..after waiting for five minutes she realized how pathetic it was, she opened her diary as usual and started pouring out her feelings for the one person she was writing in her diary almost every night before sleeping and now that person was standing right at her door step with that same dimples smile, it was wider than she has seen before, wearing white sherwani , looking at his best…nothing changed much only those thin cheeks got a bit filled, hairs cut very clean, may be army cut too short, not a glimpse of that rough boy down the street but some officer.
"sooo?"
As he moved to her, she panicked
"you….you…what are you doing here….go please…koi aa jae ga"
"koi nahe aye ga"
"listen there is nothing..wait…..a minute…you just talked in hindi"
"yes I did"
"how can you I mean….you were….i thought……"
"is it necessary what you thought is true…riddhima"
Closing the door behind him, which she did not notice of course there was lots of other things she was trying to put them in right place at the moment.
"how do you know my name….did you meet my family…did you tell them….o god please say no"
"sorry to disappoint you but it's a yes….they were not allowing me to get you married until they meet me so I had no choice"
"wait…..am I dreaming"
*pinch*
"ouch…I am not….then whats this all about…can you explain"
"of course I can…if you just give me one chance riddhima"
God…how many times I imagines in those 5 years to heard my name from him, how it will sound in his voice and but it was nothing she has imagines it was more magical than she thought ever.
He saw that lost expression on her face, he had idea what she must be going through, this had to be the most silly surprise ever but he so wanted to play this and wanted to see that look on her face.
"I came back 3 months ago…believe me I ran to that place where I met last time but you were not there, its so silly to even expect you sitting there waiting for me after these long years but I did, I could not help myself, next whole week I did the same thing every evening , roaming on the streets about you, I even asked the people from cafeteria but no one has sharp memory in this world looks like"
He smirked on his own stupid theory.
"I had stopped going there since 3 months when I moved to india"
She explained the reason of her not being there.
"yes I got to know it later….i cant believe you were going there every evening for so many years"
"yes…I did"
Tears floated in her eyes, he came closer to hold her hands "I am sorry…..i know all these years had been difficult for you but believe me it was not easy for me as well….the very next day it was my flight to New Jersey for training program, I should have tell you that night only but I guess you were not ready to listen anything…after 2 years of training every night I cursed myself for not asking your name even I had not a single clue how to find you on this earth, my hope of meeting you again was dying every day but there was still hope…..after 2 years when I was all ready to find you and come back I was sent to Afghanistan for next 3 years, I could not help but thank god for playing so fair with me….i had no choice but to follow the orders, sitting in those deserted lands it was only your face which made me hope to live and pray for you, so many times when I lost my hope but there was something inside, always there with me, supporting me….urging me come back now I know ridhima what was that…..it was love….it was my love for you…..the moment I had you I knew it you are the only I want to be ever close to, you are the only one I dreamt of ever every night, you were there always with me, I know its crazy I never believed in anything called destiny but I do now….it was destiny who brought us together, it was destiny who separated us and then again it was destiny who brought us together again but this time forever"
He ended with smile but there was lots of things she still wanted to know "but how did you find me then and why you did not meet me if you knew I was here"
"well…….just like your family belonged to india same is with me…when I came back after 5 long military years back home they get me back here for obvious reason they did not want me to die bachelor……then you know how it is here……they started matching me up with all the girls of the country then one fortunate day I found your pic among other 500 pics and then I believed on destiny like anything I knew it…it was a hint from god…we are going to be together very soon and I was so right, when I asked them to marry you they were more than happy as i said yes finally……I was so sure you would be going through the same thing as I was"
"yes I was"
She smiles, confessing to him. It was 3 months back when her family had had enough with her….they threatened to get married and she just stopped reacting to anything, they were right, they wanted to see her happy, happily married but she knew inside she can never be happy anymore without that one person in her life but wow she got that man, in her life, exactly sitting before her and confessing his love with all the purity of heart and there was no reason she would not believe him.
"sooo?"
He asked as the awkward silence prevailed in the room.
"so what……?"
She had no idea what to say next.
"whats your part of story……I told everything now its your turn if you are not running late"
He smirked bending on her a bit , knowing well the meaning of running late she smiled
"we have a whole life ahead to know each other…right?"
"yea right……lets start with the most important thing"
"whats that?"
"you don't even know the name of your pati dev"
"omg…….yes…..i cant believe I married the man without bothering to know his name"
"name is mallik…………armaan mallik"
complete.
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