Infinite December..thread 2..#38 pg70 - Page 37

Sh: yeah swayam…we are having a baby…

All the color just seemed to drain away from his face.He turned all pale…….

He was shocked beyond limits… her words just ringed in his head……no..no..that cannot be true..no….that cant happen….that was all he could think….. he cursed himself for getting so carried away…..no…he will have to stop her.

Sharon was going on and on about the baby.

Sh: swayam…swayam u listening…..??

Sw: huh???

Sh: I was saying that..this time…Mr..you are staying up and changing diapers…..really..you are on diaper duty…

It was at that moment Sharon noticed swayam's expression. He was sweating like hell. He was nervous and scared. Sharon couldn't really understand what was troubling him.

Sh: Swayam…??? Kya hua???? Huh!!!!

Sw: kuch…kuch nahi…. Ummm..woh…

Sh: swayam batao….kya hua???...i mean I just told you that we are having a baby and this is the reaction I get?????? …….oh… I know…you are shocked…tensed ryt??? Swayam….c'mon…… we already have a kid…. You should be used to this….

Swayam did not reply. He just stared at her , with bloodshot eyes.

Sh: swayam….kya hua?????

Swayam just got up and sat with his back facing her…

Sw: Sharon… we are not having this baby… you have to get it ab…*choking*…..aborted…

Swayam just gets up and walks towards the washroom, grabbing his stuff…….

Sh: WHAT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Are you out of your mind????? Huh?? Swayam…don't you dare walk away….. how can you even say that???? Get our child aborted?? No way…

Sw: kyu Sharon…. Tania ko abort karne keliye toh tum razi thi…. Tumhe koyi problem nahi thi na…. toh ab kyun??

Sh: SWAYAM!!!!! That was different…I was pissed at that time…. I never meant even one word I said back then…and you know that

Sw: Sharon…I am telling you….we are not having this baby…and that decision is final……. We'll go see the doctor tomorrow itself….

Sh: swayam…..!!!... no…I am not going anywhere….i am not seeing any doctor…. We are keeping this baby….

Sw: Sharon…… we are aborting this child…… I dont want to hear anything else….

Sh: Swayam….that is not your decision to make……. Yeh meri bhi bacchi hai and I want to keep her….. aur waise bhi …. Mum dad aur bakhi sab ko kya javab doge tum???

Sw: tum…tum mom dad ko bata di kya????? Ofcource tum bataya hoga…….. damnit Sharon……why did you do that??? But no matter what…you are getting an abortion………

Sh : no way swayam…

Sw: *sigh* Sharon…make ur choice….its either this ..this thing….or me and Tanya….

Sh: umm…did u just call our baby a thing??? Swayam, what the hell is wrong with you. Tum aise kyun behave kar rahe ho????

Sw: Sharon…why are you behaving like this????

Sh: Swayam….humara baccha hai woh ……

Sw: Sharon… I am telling you that I do not want this kid….we have Tanya… and Tanya is all we need…..

Sh: really (sarcastic)…. Don't you think that you should have thought about this earlier……

Sw: SHARON!!!!... SHUT UP..NOW….. we are having this baby aborted and that is it…. I don't want to hear anything …….. mom dad ke fikar mat kar…I'll handle them….

Sh: aur mujhe… Swayam… you are asking me to kill our baby…… tum mujhe mere bacche se phir se aalag kar rahe ho….. Swayam please don't do that…. Please…

Sw: *holds her by her shoulders* Sharon… why the hell cant you understand???

Sh: understand what swayam?? Huh???...

Sw: I don't want to talk ryt now….. get ready…we have to leave… NOW

Saying this he walks away , leaving Sharon with her tears.

They did not talk to each other even once on their journey back home….

At home also they did not talk… Swayam tried to avoid Sharon as much as he could. Seeing her sad, seeing her in tears was not easy for him. It was killing him inside. But he had to do it. He had to do this for them, for her. Everyone noticed this change in them . Shahitra was shocked considering the fact that they were so happy when they left and that Sharon had the best news her son could ever have. She decided to talk to them.

SS: Swayam, I need to talk to you. Its important.

Sw: haan ma…. Batao…kya baat hai???

SS: that's exactly what I want to know. Kya baat hai?? Why are you acting like this.??? Tum…

Sw: maa…. Kya hua??? Me acting like what???

SS: jab se tum dono wapas aaye ho…I am noticing this change in you and Sharon.

Sw: mom… kuch nahi…it's just that we had a little fight. Everything is alright…I swear……

SS: Swayamm….

Sw: mommm….

Ar: and me…. *enter Armaan*

Sw: ammy….u….when did you land???

Ar: just a few hours back…. Hey mom *hugs her*

SS: arre mere beta… jeete raho… *her phone rings* tum log baat karo…mein abhi aayi

Ar: so … Sup sam * pulls him into a bear hug* suna hai you got someone back home… where is she…my one and only sis in law….

Swayam's face fell……but he soon masked it up with a fake smile.

Sw: kitchen mein hogi…… were is ridzzi bhabi???? Aur tumne shikha se mila????

Ar: arre bhai…. Nahi mila…I don't want to die so soon…. Who maregi mujhe..i missed my only sister's wedding afterall….and ridhima… she is with Tanya…… man..she's grown… I mean last time I saw her…she was this little thing wrapped up in that blanket….

Sw: that was years ago ammy….. waise where are THE DEVILS??? ….

Two kids: CHACCHHUUU!!!!!! *jumps onto him*

Sw: arrghhh!!! Bacchooo…..from the grip of these most powerful devils…..* dramatically*……

Ar: Ridhan Shaan…get down now…..

Sw: arre rehne do na bhai…. *turning to the kids* how are you guys??? Hows school???

Rid: We good….

Shaan: and School Rocks!!! …. I love school..

Rid: nerd…

Shaan: What did you call me????

Rid: nerd….

Shaan: arrgghhh!!! I am going to kwill you…..

And both run out of the room.

Ar: Ridhan….. Shaan… don't fight…. Oh who am I kidding…they wont listen….. hope ridhima doesn't catch them…she'll kill them….

Sw: You cant handle the kids even today huh???

Ar: hello ..shut up… you'll know when you get one more…..

All the color seemed to just drain out of swayam and Armaan noticed this…

Ar: arre dude…. I was kidding … I know… afterall ... basket handled her case right… waise how is she… and how are things between you guys??? And how did all this happen..???...i mean how did you guys get back together??

Ridz: Haan…how did it happen??

Sw: riddzziii *hugs her*…

Ridz: hey swayam…..kaise ho tum…and where is ur shona???

Swayam didn't reply.

Ridz: I bet tum dono ne phir se koyi ladayi ki hogi….

Ar: haan…. That must be it….

Ridz: chalo fine .. I'll ask Sharon only….

Saying this she turns to leave the room.

Sw: *in a low voice* she is pregnant…

Ridhima froze on her tracks.

Ridz: WHAT????!!! Par….yeh nahi hosakta…. You know the consequences…

Sw: I know…… the only way out is abortion….

Ridz: woh kabhi nahi maanugi… and you cannot force her into doing something like that….

Sw: maybe you can talk to her… convince her….

Ar: Swayam…. I think you should just tell her the truth….

Ridz: Haan swayam…. Just do that……

Sw: nahi…..meine pehle bhi bola…no one's telling anyone about this… Ridz just talk to her …please……

Saying this he walks out.

Swayam stayed out the whole day. When he didn't turn up even after dinner time, everyone got worried. Sharon was crying like hell blaming herself.

SS: Sharon.. beta chup ho jao….. arre..usse koyi zaroori kaam aagaya hoga……

Sh: *sniff* nahi maa…..wohh….woh… meri wajah se hi… because of me…

T: Mommy…. Don't cry …pweeshh!!!..*hugs her*…

SS: Sharon…tum jao..make Tanya sleep… Ridhima…

Ridz: Haan Sharon.. lets go….

Ridhima takes Sharon and Tanya upstairs and puts Tanya to sleep. Then ridzie tries to calm Sharon down and make her sleep too….

Sh: di…. Its all my fault… meri wajah se…..

Ridz: shhh!!! Sharon… just calm down…. Issme tumhari koyi galti nahi hai…..

Sh: di.. I don't know why he is behaving like this…. Usse toh kush hona chahiye na….par.. he asked me to abort our child…..

Ridz: sshhh… everything's gonna be alright….. maybe usski koyi mujboori hogi…. You know he loves you and that he wont do anything to hurt you right…. Sharon….so jao……..

Sharon cries herself to sleep , thinking about him and all those promises and dreams …….

Swayam returned home by 2 or 3…. Shahitra and

Ranvijay were furious and blasted Swayam. But he was too lost to even notice. He moves upto his room and see's Sharon there…. Her tear stained face broke his already shattered heart into a million more pieces. He just went upto her and kneeled down near her and held her free hand…

Sw: I am so sorry Sharon… but I have no choice…. I cannot afford to lose you……. Tum mere sab kuch ho Sharon…. I cannot live without you……* tears rolling down his face*

Swayam moves and hugs Sharon by her waist and whispered near her stomach…

Sw: hey buddy * choke*…. Daddy… daddy loves you…. But he has no choice….. please don't hate him….. he loves you a lot….. but ..but he loves you mommy too.. and wants to keep her safe….. and they say that she wont be safe if she have you…… please buddy… don't hate us…..i..i…

He just burries his head in her stomach and cries.

Sh: Swa..Swayam???

He looks up at her with his bloodshot eyes.

Sw: Sharon…

Sh: Swayam… what did you just say?? What will happen to me Swayam???...

Sw: woh… kuch…kuch nahi…

Sh: TELL ME DAMNIT!!!! * grabbing his collar*

Sw: * in between his sobs* woh… doctor ne kaha tha….ki…ki we shouldn't have a second baby….because…..be..because then..i ..i ..might lose you….Sharon… I don't want to lose you…. I wont be able to live… I know that I am being selfish…but …but.. I love you…and want you…..i..i…

Sh: Ssshhh!!!! Swayam……chup ho jao…chup… rona band karo.. * wipes his tears away…*….

Sw: Sharon… I love you…..

Sh: I love you too swayam….. I love you too….

Swayam just climbes onto the bed and sleeps off with his head on her lap……..

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