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TEXT 3:

" HAPPY ?"

Khushi's hands shake up.

She falls back on the bed of ROSES.

Waiting : for her "ARNAV".

KHUSHI replies in a whisper: only meant for her ears:

"YES!

HAPPY!"

A hand drapes her face.

It cradles her sides

Her chin is lifted.

Then a stray hair is moved from the depth of her neckline.

A stimulating sensation travels from the nape of the neck to deep into her soul.

She moves a bit.

A finger gently trails the contours of her sharp nose.

Up to the lines of her jaw, clenched, waiting for more .

Another single touch trails her face, her lips, her chin, her neck, down to her heart.

She smiles.

A deep , deep longing.

A hunger

A craving.

A non ending throbbing of the senses.

Her lips shake up.

She feels a soft, very supple sets of feel, on herself.

They travel from her ear lobes, to her throat.

A smooth, simple, searing flow.

It marks its possession, up to her arms.

From tip of her fingers, to her waist.

Takes control of every living cell in her body.

Her lip parts.

A small moan shyly leaves her uneven mouth.

The moan deepens.

So does the hunger hiding behind the counted breathing.

The breathing start to pick up.

AND

The holds start to dwell a bit more.

The gentle , soft handling gets taken over by a possessive, determined , focused intention.

Her lips parts a bit more.

The moans become bit more loudly.

A shudder runs through her.

The hold gets stronger.

The two pressures on her upper arms become specific.

The burning sensation becomes even more potent.

Her lips parts a bit, bit more.

The hunger takes full charge.

For a single second, her eyes flickers up.

Only to catch a single glance of the beautiful, piercing pair of eyes, dripping with need.

She moans a beautiful lullaby.

The breathing explodes.

Full throttle.

The desperation, hugs her rigid body rightly.

It skims through every cell, every curve, every possible exposure.

Her lips parts.

Only to be closed shut by another set.

For an unknown point of time, she lays deep into him.

His hold

His caress

His arms.

Until the breathing catches up.

KHUSHI?!

OPEN YOUR EYES HONEY.

SO I CAN SEE YOU.

UMM'PLEASE.

LET ME SEE YOU.

YOUR EYES.

FOR ME'PLEASE?

As a spell bound soul, she opens her eyes.

Just to be shut closed again by the look on his.

She feels COMPLETE.

He completes her.

Her reason for being.

Her desire to live.

Her purpose to be.

"ARNAV JI!

ARNAV ''.

I'

UMMM'

I LOVE YOU. ARNAV JI

I LOVE YOU.

Those are the only words, possible at that point of time for her to express herself.

She closes herself again.

Tucks in deep into his warm chest.

Nooks her head into those broad muscles.

Into the rock like texture of his hard shoulder.

She holds him close.

Holds him in her.

The panting subsides.

She leaves a trail of butterfly kisses on his chest.

His neck

His nape of the throat.

The earlobes.

In the pocket of his shoulders, meeting the neckline.

She slides a touch deep into the cotton, of his white button down shirt.

ARNAV kisses her.

Once.

Twice.

Again and again.

Kisses her lips

Her nose.

Her eyes.

Cheeks,

Collar bone.

Her fingers

Her neckline.

Her neck.

His lips linger and takes their own sweet time on the collar bone, leaving beautiful trails of seared skin and red scrapes.

The rough, husky tone marks their own path into her ears.

Each breath igniting, opening up a new chapter.

Promise of a new beginning.

Her lips parts.

So does his.

After an eternity,

ARNAV holds her arms and very gently pulls her into his arms.

Makes her seat.

KHUSHI?

KHUSHI!?

He moves the unruly hairs off her framed face.

Tucks them into the corner of her ears.

Only to ignite some new raw desire of his own.

He moves his eyes, only stop him from loosing focus from her throbbing nerve at the end of the seam line.

He kisses her again.

KHUSHI!

JAAN!

PLEASE, OPEN YOUR EYES.

I NEED TO TELL YOU SOMETHING.

Atlast, at his last word, KHUSHI parts her eyes.

She finally looks at him.

To find her ARNAV in a white cotton crisp shirt, a pair of dark jeans and a in a pair of dark boots.

Hair into an attractive mess.

Eyes burning with unknown desires.

Day old beard, adding to the manliness of his persona.

Skin flushed.

A soft , naughty smile on his lips.

A soft smile leaves her lips.

A soothing, pleasant, life altering sight that he devours.

As soon as she smiles, he crashes her with a new round of assaults.

Her lips are parted and taken in full by his strength.

He lowers her deep into the bed of roses and kisses her again and again .

Pins her down under himself.

Holds the waist tight.

Pushes himself on top of her.

The skimpy silk of her gown cries up in total torture.

The body burns through her.

Him being there, on her, on top of her, taking control.

Making her his.

Do boundaries.

No double thoughts.

No confusion.

KHUSHI lets her guards down.

Keep her hands loosely around his shoulder.

Encouraging him full access to any and every part of her: as a devotee surrendering to her devotion.

After another eternity, he lets her down.

Down on the bed.

With two drowsy, beautiful, mesmerizing, brown eyes:

He looks at her, open sights.

KHUSHI has her eyes open.

Enjoying his impatience.

Taking into account each breath, each smile, each moan of his into her registration.

She smiles voluntarily.

The surrounding lights up.

The night sky tears.

Starts start to brighten up.

The roses starts to bloom with full excitement.

ARNAV smiles.

KHUSHI replies back.

ARNAV:

DO you have any idea what you do to me?

How I feel when you are near?

What my heart does to me when you lay your hands on me?

OR

How my BODY reacts when I hold you close?

Do you have any idea?

KHUSHI smiles, into a full blown laughter.

ARNAV smiles into a full blown submission.

I LOVE YOU, KHUSHI!

I HAVE NEVER LOVED ANYONE LIKE THIS.

EVEN

I NEVER EVEN KNOWN THIS SORT OF FEELINGS EXISTS.

I FEEL YOU.

LITERALLY I CAN FEEL YOU IN ME.

ITS LIKE I AM CONNECTED TO YOU.

EVEN WHEN YOU ARE NOT CLOSE.

EVEN WHEN YOU ARE FAR AWAY.

MY BODY FEELS YOU.

FEELS FOR YOU.

FEELS FOR YOUR TOUCH.

What have you done to me?

What JAAN?

How CAN you control me like this?

KHUSHI blushes as his open acceptance and ARNAV SING RAIZADA losing control under a girl like her.

Arnav:

WHAT sort of a stupid, dumb fool was I?

Not to kiss you in the night of diwali?

All my sorrows, all my pain, all my confusion would have been done with.

The hollow space, that breaks me down into pieces.

That crumbles me down each and every time, would have healed on their own.

GIRL!

You do something to me.

Here, see?

Hold my heart'''''

(ARNAV pulls one her hands loose from himself and puts it directly on his leaning body hovering on her.

He lets her feel his heartbeat, drumming in full swing at the matched rhythm of his own.)

There's no love like your love
And no other could give more love
There's nowhere unless you're there
All the time, all the way, yeah

Look into your heart, baby...

Your can't tell me it's not worth tryin' for
I can't help it there's nothin' I want more
Yeah, I would fight for you, I'd lie for you
Walk the wire for you, yeah, I'd die for you

You know it's true
Everything I do - I do it for you

KHUSHI!

MY HEART BEATS

IT BEATS FOR YOU, MY LOVE.

OUR HEART BEATS CONNECT AND JOINS AND BECOMES ONE.

KHUSHI trembles up a bit, hearing the lines once again, repeated.

She smiles, realizing that, he remembers, that he was listening.

Khushi:

ARNAV

NEVER LET ME GO, OK?

NEVER.

NO MATTER WHAT HAPPENS

NO MATTER HOW BAD I SCREW UP.

HOW CRAZY THINGS GET!

PLEASE, NEVER, NEVER LEAVE ME ALONE.

I CANNOT LIVE WITHOUT YOU.

I CANNOT TAKE A ISNGLE BREATH.

THE last few days when you left me, I was'

I was like a person lost.

My heart broke.

It broke so bad, that I was not even sure if I could recover or not.

Never leave me.

Arnav:

KHUSHI!

Never!

Never, I will NEVER LEAVE YOU HONEY!

I was so confused.

I was so hurt inside.

On one had it was you, THE ONE I LOVE

On the other hand it was MY EGO, that made me, what I AM.

So I was in a knot.

Sorry.

I will forever be your guilt, leaving you like that.

My mind goes berserk of the thought of what I did. How could I leave you alone in that house to defend for yourself?

How could I leave you alone to face that (**(^&*(*((((@@)'..

I was stupid.

I was selfish.

I was''''

( KHUSHI closes his shut with a deep kiss on his mouth.

Holds him deep on her, into a deep embrace and shuts him up with her own)

Khushi:

Arnav ji!

Please, forget what happened!

Let it be!

No matter what happened, how it happened!

Whay it did.

Now we cannot go back and change it.

So forget it.

There is no point in wasting another single second, thinking of what went wrong.

On the flip side, I had you right?

No matter how much you hated me, hated to see me near you, near that man, still you were with me.

Your anger

Your temper

Your ignorance.

I had the strength to bear it all, only because

YOU WERE WITH ME.

Ok?

So please, just put a stop to the past.

PLEASE.

Khushi raises her hand and let's loose from his shoulder.

She raises it up towards his face and wipes off a tiny tear forming in his eye.

With the other hand, pull him closer and closes the gap in between with another kiss.

Arnav:

"KHUSHI!

IF IT IS OK WITH YOU,

CAN I GIVE YOU THE NUMBER OF THE OCCURRENCE FOR THE TONIGHT? THAT IS IN LINE UP?"

Khushi: ( chuckles)

'ENOUGH!

ARNAV JI!

Please, put a stop to it,

Enough.

Are you insane?"

ARNAV very carefully lifts himself up, elbowing on the red roses and with grater care, pulls her lovingly on the bed.

Makes her seat on the bed and he himself slides down on the sandy beach.

Khushi:

"Arnav Ji!

Enough ok?

What?

Next you are going to buy me the moon or name a star after me?

LOL

A penguin?

A beach?

A entire beach and show for me? and this?

Bed of thousand red roses?

I cannot'I repeat I just cannot bear any more LOVE.

LOL

Awww!

Please do not make that face'I was just joking."

ARNAV as a sweetheart, smiles and pecks her cheeks.

He wipes the dried tears from her face and smiles whole heartedly.

After a long, long time he feels warm .

ALIVE

LOVED

CARED AND COMPLETE.

Arnav:

"KHUSHI!

Umm

It will ne number 5.

But I request you to accept it.

I mean there is no pressure of hurry.

Umm''..it might be for me aswell.

Because I am this close to exploding.

( he smiles a smirk and puts a hand on his hair to fix it)

Umm..

Khushi!

No matter how modern, how untraditional you might think I am, or was, there are some lines I never crossed with a woman.

It was not a problem to stay'..'I mean: to stay within the lines before.

I never had a problem controlling me feelings or need.

BUT

With you, I feel like trashing down all lines, breaking down all boundaries.

I want to do everything in the world with you.

And after having you my arms and kissing you like this.

Only I KNOW how the hell I am controlling myself.

It is sheer torture baby!

( KHUSHI get scarlet into a second and blushes as a red rose, herself

She takes a minute time to absorb the gravity of what he just said.

So does he mean that he never?

Does that mean that, he is still a ''''..ummm''.WHAT !!!!?)

Arnav:

"I will totally understand if you need time or time to think,

But if you consider'''..

Uff!

No way !

GIRL'I CANNOT DEAL WITH MORE OF THIS TALK.

OK here it goes''."

ARNAV stands up on his foot.

He HOLDS her down and makes her seat on the bed.

He sooths her down and pats her softly.

THEN

ARNAV kneels down on one foot.

And brings out a SMALL PIECE OF ASTONISHINGLY RADIANT "GLASS" FROM HIS JEANS POCKET.

HE INHALES DEEPLY

AND

SAYS:

"KHUSHI KUMARI GUPTA SING RAIZADA!

WILL YOU MARRY ME?

AGAIN?

UMM'.PLEASE? "

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