Arshi OS - Sabne matt dekko

Sometime my minds works, here its ends😊

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Sabne matt dekko

After Arnav know the truth about Kushi innocent he is trying to repenting his mistakes.

It was night. Kushi was standing near the pool side staring at stars as usual in these days. She has not talked to stars. She has not dreamed. After all her dreamed has snatched away by fate. Now she has nothing, nothing to feels. Until now she has no idea why her husband married her, why he was behaving with her rudely now so caringly. She has no answers but ton of question which never answer by anyone. But nobody knows that she has stopped dreamed for long ago.

Arnav comes from office & he has brought a gift for Kushi. He doesn't know how to regret his passed action to her. He has to watch her smiles slip away from her eyes. He has to tolerate her non stopped talk leaves her forever. He has to stand in her silences which never accept by him, much bothering him beyond the time.

He wants his Kushi back at any cost. But he could not reach her anymore. It just like she made an ice wall freeze around her.

He doesn't know how to break the wall without breaking her.

Even now she step back when he step forwards to her but in her eyes what he sees is scar. His heart craved for her in pain.

He goes to poolside their little Tajmahal where his heart always finds peace at her form. As usual she stared into nothingness. He took a deep breath walk toward her. He doesn't want to give it to her in front of everyone because if she thinks it is an act for other family member he could not bear it. He just can't bear it.

He called her with all love in his voice "Kushi"

She seemed to out of this world not aware of anything. He called again little louder "Kushiii". She startled at his voice looked at him with scare like dear catch in spot light. "suhhh, Kushi it is just me" Arnav smooth her with voice & place a hands in her shoulder. She looked at him confusedly.

He took a small size box which warped neatly by marble paper. Arnav said "Kushi, it is for you". She looked up at him. For a fraction of seconds he though he sees happiness but it fade away as soon as it came, as she remembers something and slowly fear crept in to her eyes. He looked at her carefully "Kushi, open it & tell do you like it".

Before she answered Anjaliji come in to their room "Chotte, come have dinner, Kushi you too." Kushi plaster a fake smile and said "I will come little later Di". Anjaliji sees the box in her hands smile naughtily & nods her head.

Arnav & Anjaliji left from room. Kushi puts the box in bet took a deep breath and prepare herself for lovely Dove act in the dining table.

In Dining Table

She took a chair next to Arnav takes care of his all need in dining table and acting like they are world best couple. Suddenly Anjaliji asked

"hmm Kushi do you like it." Kushi looked at her puzzle expressed face.

"The gift Chotte brought for you" Anjaliji said.

"Di' nn no I mean ye yes I like it very much Di"

"Then why don't you wear it what is it was he brought for you" Anjaliji asked out of curiosity.

Kushi gulped down her food & said "it is beautiful Jhumka Di I liked it very much I will wear it when I visit DM in next week"

Arnav sighed mutely. He was holding his breath in entire conversation. He was worried whether she opens it or not. After for a while everyone went back to their room.

In ArShi Bed room

Arnav wanted to talk to her but when he sees his gift lays on bet even not unpacked his breath catch into his throat. Pains get through his anger. He looked for her & saw her in the poolside.

"Kushi" Arnav called her. "How do you know when you don't even opens the gift"

"Arnavji, I know you brought it for show your Di that we are happy, but I can not get it from you"

"Then what will you wear in the morning"

"I said to Di that I will wear on next week by that time they will forget me and I would have take my leave."

"KUSHI" Arnav broke and hugged her tightly to his chest. "damn it you are not leaving me, where will you go"

He feels he shiver in to his body hugged her more tightly & to save her from any harm in this world.

"But Kushi I bought it for you only for you, just open it please Kushi,

"Nahi Arnavji please you don't have to do anymore there is only seven days left for end of six month."

"Kushi" it was mere than a whisper "Yo you cou count days"

Arnav was utter shocked. He released her from his hug. He wanted breaks everything in the room.

"Ji Arnavji I remember your Sabne maat dekka that I am not allowed to dream, don't worry Arnavji after six days my dream would not bother you and even after I have no dare to dream again anymore, no energy to dream anymore. Now I have nothing to dream anymore. So it is not a big problem whether you buy gift for me or not. Do you know Arnavji what is my big mistake I dream alone, when you dream alone it is always just a dream. but what can i do nobody is there with me to dream.

Arnav was stand there like statuette which has ready blast with agony.

"Kushi" again it was mere whisper never reach her like his love for her in his heart.

She continues without realizing Arnav broken form.

"Ji Arnavji I know in dream world we could live happily ever after and in the real world heart break but once dawn comes to you and you wake up from the dream and find it, it's all are just dream and have broken heart. Then you never have the courage to dream again. You were right I should not have dreamt. Sapne matt dekka you are always right Mr. Arnav Singh Raizada."

Two big tear drops slid down in her cheek silently. He stare at her how much he has hurt her even not dare to dream again. Numbly he saw her go towards bet & slips under cover.

He sat on recliner and sees his wife sleeping figure for sometime. His hands turn in to fist when he remembers the seven days. Then notice the box in his hand. He smirked ironically and ripped off the paper get a jewelry box.

he opens the box there, Jhumkas were in to that box. As she said he really brought Jhumkas but she refuse to open it in fear. He sat on the bet place it in the bet next to her. He bent down & place a tender kiss on her forehead, come back to his usual sleeping recliner in to the bet room sat back. He rests his head on high back & closes his eyes.

The awaiting tears roll down in his cheek silently.

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