swaron ss:a midsummer nightdream (updated pg22)

so these are aftereffects of the promo as on 21st April which by the way I loved only because it would probably(cant ever be sure) move the track forward and i know it is long i meant it to be an os but I guess i went with the flow sorry 😆 and now it has become an ss parts on page 3 which i would be continuing further 😊 changed the name coz now they will have a happy ending.

The harsh winds and the cold had no effect on her at present she kept on walking on the deserted road without even bothering to see her surroundings. She was physically there but her mind and heart were stuck back there in the classroom with him were she had for the first time witnessed a callous Swayam. Was he even capable of such an emotion? His presence always made her feel secure she always felt an odd sort of warmth whenever she or somebody else spoke his name but today was different. She was numb right now couldn't feel anything no anger no regret no pain there were no tears nothing it was as if she was dead inside. There was nothing but a vacuum where once her heart used to beat. She bumped into someone and without looking up replied "sorry" "are you all right, young lady." She looked up to see a very beautiful and an elegantly dressed woman seemingly in her early 30's looking at her with a worried expression. The woman had a glow on her face and her presence made Sharon feel completely at ease. "Yeah, I am okay." But her voice didn't seem to agree with her statement and she knew the lady sensed that. "You definitely aren't okay. Walking alone in Mumbai at this hour with no idea of where you are and where you are heading to, the look on your face is also enough to make anybody realise that, have you seen a ghost." Sharon didn't respond but she did for the first time look around and realised that she was some 5kms away from her college and before realising it had walked into a very busy market, had she continued with her zombie walk she would have definitely met with an accident. "Thanks for bumping into me or else I would have, anyways and thanks for your concern but it is okay just having a bad day will get through it no big deal." "If I were you I would go to a coffee shop order a coffee and then talk out my problems with a friend."

"It's complicated."

"Oh a guy problem, what like someone you loved broke your heart."Sharon kept quiet and turned to walk away. "No rocket science to figure that out it is usually the status of people in love, complicated par agar pyar karna itna simple hota toh pyar dil se nahi dimag se kiya jaata." Sharon stopped right in her tracks and remembered his letter he had written exactly the same line she turned towards the woman "how do you know that?" "What?" "The line, he said the exact same thing to me once." "I don't know coincidence. Oh so there definitely is a he and your problem is love." "No" began Sharon but then stopped "uh I don't know what it is and how do we even know it is love I don't know it's all too messed up and moreover now it doesn't even matter he doesn't think too high of me and I have no clue why am I even telling this to you I am sorry to bother you I will be on my way." "You know there is a Costa coffee just around the corner we could go in and try to work out your problem, sometimes it's helpful to talk to a stranger and even if I am of no use it might clear your head and maybe you will be able to figure something out." Sharon didn't know what to do she wasn't her usual self she was shattered, if she had been then probably wouldn't have even entertained the woman for this long in the first place. She decided to go because for some reason which she couldn't explain she trusted the woman, maybe instincts. After they were seated and had ordered the woman spoke first "outwardly you seem to be a very confident and strong girl your demeanor easily says that and also you don't come across as an over excited girl who would talk to everybody and anybody without a care in the world so something must have drastically gone wrong." Sharon looked at her and began her side of the story as she talked to her about everything that had happened in the past the hollowness that she was feeling inside started to fill again in retrospect she realised all the times when he had shown his concern and she had brushed it away, how many times he had behaved like a thorough gentlemen giving her space letting her make her own decisions even if they were wrong respecting her for what she was even if she didn't deserve it protecting her from the whole world and sometimes even from herself how insightful he was when it came to her actions how well he knew her. HE LOVED HER LIKE A QUEEN RESPECTED HER AND TREATED HER LIKE AN EQUAL AND PROTECTED HER FROM ANY HARM THAT CAME HER WAY. That was more than what any girl would ask for more than what 90% of the guys out there would give she was aware of the harsh realities of the world. This made her even guiltier for accusing him of being a stalker a loser and also of all the things she had said today.

"So this guy who likes you a lot had shut the book and you say you don't like him because he is a weakling." She nodded "if that is so then why did his cold and indifferent behaviour affect you." "Honestly I have no idea maybe because I was so used to him giving me all the attention that I couldn't even believe he could talk to me like that." The woman smirked and Sharon raised an eyebrow "excuse me what's funny." "Nothing and that was probably the reason why you went close to this other guy from a rival college, right? And after all the elims fiasco the guy who likes you helped you get back your confidence, after that gave you enough space and didn't try to start things over then as usual you guys went on arguing for a few days and yesterday you saw the Sharon's corner in his cupboard." Sharon nodded "So what happened today." "I told you that I had decided to talk to him about the 6^th dancer, so when I arrived at college today." She went on again explaining how Taani had become the 6^th dancer and she told her about the shoes Rey gifted her. All accusations she made at him for manipulating her and making her victim of his cheap fantasies. "After the whole canteen incident he didn't come to any of the classes later when the college got over I stayed behind for some work, everyone had left, when I was done I headed towards the gate when I was walking through the corridor he out of nowhere came out and started pulling me towards a classroom." She started talking out about all that occurred there in the classroom she felt her face heat up when she talked about how he had almost kissed her, she faltered at his harsh words, and by the end of it a tear has escaped her eye which she brushed away as inconspicuously as she could.

{FLASHBACK}

Swayam had her trapped between the wall and him, and no matter how much force she put in she was pinned to the wall couldn't move an inch. His face moved towards her bare neck when Sharon shouted "stop it just stop it Swayam what the hell are you doing." "Why we have done this before Sharon or are you still faking memory loss maybe I should try and revive your memory. I can make you mine wherever and whenever I want Sharon" "You won't be able to prove anything by doing all this." "Prove" He replied in a very deep voice that made her heart skip a beat she looked at him for the first time since he had brought her here "I am not trying to prove anything I am just showing you how dirty my fantasies really are and now that you are so well aware about how disgusting and shameless I am why should I pretend to be that sweet and innocent Swayam I had already told you about my being a Casanova when we went for the boat ride remember so you can't pretend you didn't know this. We shall start from where we left at that party." She had momentarily stopped breathing when his face came closer to hers no matter how stinging his words were and how painful his grip was there was something in his eyes that had caught her attention all this while she couldn't look away from his eyes the emotion there was betraying all he was saying and doing. When he was just inches apart from her she clenched her fist and closed her eyes. Though her head hated him for doing this her heart seemed eager and she didn't know why.

Just as she felt his breath upon hers and her heartbeat quickened he withdrew, he removed his arm from the wall and with the hand that was holding her arm he pushed her away. She caught hold of the chair to break her fall straitened up and looked at him with a baffled expression on her face. He was calmly leaning on the wall with his hands crossed at his chest. He said in a mocking tone "What you weren't expecting that, did you want go through with it." No words escaped her mouth she kept staring into his eyes the emotion was still there and something about that emotion and his behaviour didn't add up. He started moving forward towards her one step at a time "Even if you want to I don't want to decrease my standards, yeah you heard me right you are so below what my standards are. I wouldn't go after a girl who doesn't mind kissing guys she has met 10 minutes before Also what's the thrill in doing that, you weren't much of a chase were you. You didn't know Shivam even for a whole day when he took you out from his party into the parking lot and kissed you yeah I saw that and left to give the two of you some privacy who knows what happened after that I didn't want to stay to see the show. And RDX sir's party which you have so conveniently forgotten you didn't know me well back then either, for you I was just a guy who was mad about you but you still didn't back off when we were this close to each other." She was frozen at the spot stunned beyond words at his declaration of what he thought she was. He was leaning towards her again but this time his grasp wasn't the reason why she couldn't move, it was the shock. He gave a mocking smile and moved back "Maybe that was the reason you hate me because I stopped us from going any further, that's why you pretended you didn't remember any of it and that's why you were trying to be hard to get because I didn't comply with your wishes. When you believed that some stranger gave you expensive gifts and was your 'secret admirer' you were on the top of the world wanted to meet him have a relationship with him even declared that you love him but as soon as he turns out to be me you backed off accusing me of being a stalker for manipulating you. But the truth is that you are the one manipulating everyone's wishes for your own pleasure. You are right I was the one using you but don't feel bad you were the one playing with my feelings too so we are even, right? maybe we are a match made in heaven" Saying that he walks away giving her a last look filled with as much as loathing as he could muster. Time ceased to exist for her when she regained her senses she realised she was down on her knees she picked herself up and slowly started walking with her hands wrapped around her to give her support she walked out the gates and into the night.

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The story was followed by the silence between the two of them as they both sipped their coffees. Sharon thought that the woman would offer her a solution maybe tell her what she should do maybe help her with confusion probably even judge her telling her she deserved it or maybe bash him saying it's his fault but the woman did nothing of that sorts she sat there calmly as if to give Sharon time to calm down let the feelings sink in and let her tears that were flowing silently subside. When Sharon had regained her composure the woman put down her empty cup and asked her "What is hurting you more what you believe he is or what he believes you are."

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wow that was amazing so far pm me when u write part 2 plz

Wow lovely... please update soon..so eager to knw about the next part

amazingly written !! loved the way u described sharons feelings :) eager to no what happens next , update soon :);)

woow amazing.please pm me whenever u update next part.eagerly waiting for it

hey Awsome OS...u know wat i love this swayam...at least once he shud be behavn like this...of course he dont mean it...but its really is imp for him to behave this way...i loved swayam's lines...