FF: It all started with 300 Rupees Updated Part 22 - Page 45

Khushi,

There are so many things I want to tell you when I see you but sometimes you might not remember everything I tell you, so……..

I have written it down, in case if you do forget it. You can always go back and read it……

Just a little souvenir for our new life……

This whole thing might look like a presentation to you, but BELIEVE me, this is EXACTLY how I feel…….

I am writing all this not because I don't want to say it verbally face to face, but because you can have it with you whenever you doubt my love for you ever again………

Every time when something reminds you of our horrible past, just get a hold of this file and look at it…….

Every time you start to feel hurt (which won't happen, I won't let that happen) but I am not perfect, so if it does happen, and you don't want to talk to me, do open this again………

Any time you are confused of us being together, please come back and look at it…….

Any time your mind tells you otherwise, just turn the pages…….

Any time you can't get yourself to trust me – DO READ IT!

I Love You Khushi! I Do……….

She wanted to flip the page to see what else he has in store for her, but she was just glued to this page for some reason. She read it over and over. Wondering why he had to assure her so much that he loved her. He has already convinced her, so why all this? Her heart wasn't able to take so much all at once……….

She got herself together and flipped the page……..

Fifth Page:

My Khushi ~

You were always different, ALWAYS!

From the very first time I saw you………

An angel in green making ALL the red fade away……

Falling straight in my arms instead of walking in my life……

Our second encounter –

When you tried returning me the key at the Dargaah……

Our fantastic third meeting……

Wrecking MY CAR out of all the other cars on the street………

Our MOST memorable meeting………

In my office………under the table………

You Challenging me in my own office when no one dared to speak in front of me………

Throwing the resignation on my face, in my house, in front of my whole family………

Our Most Weird meeting………

You hiding in my closet when the rest of the house was very much available……

Well, we had LOT of weird meetings after that………but………

From getting a sorry out of me………

To loving me regardless of how I treated you………

Caring for my family when I………

Leaving me after giving yourself to me…………YET…………

Forgiving me AFTER all I have done to you………

Giving me another chance to make up to you………

Her hands froze as she held on to this page. She was shocked at how he remembered so many details about their past. She remembered all the things from her past because they were horrible, because it was very hard to forget all that, but him? How did he remember all that? How is it possible that I was nobody for him and he still remembers everything………

She couldn't think anything more, she just turned the page………

Sixth Page:

How are we different?

You live on Jalebis when I am diabetic………

I live in silence and you don't know the meaning of silence………

You laugh more than you speak and I………

You talk in perfect Hindi when I don't even know half of the words you use………

My use of English always confused you………

You believed in God and I…………

You like to win hearts and I didn't know how losing felt until I lost you…………

WHY SHOULD WE BE TOGETHER??

Because You can be you…….

And I can be me……….

And somehow together……..

We will be you and me!

I love you exactly the way you are, I loved the old Khushi, I love the new Khushi. I just love my Khushi, no matter how you are. All I know that I will love you regardless of how much you change or if you want to stay exactly the same. I loved you in your pom-poms, I love you in your skirts. I loved you when you watched the stars, and I love you when watch the ocean. I loved you when you were gullible, I love you when you are so smart.

I JUST LOVED THE WAY YOU WERE IN THE PAST, I LOVE THE WAY YOU ARE NOW AND HOWEVER YOU WILL BE IN THE FUTURE, I WILL STILL LOVE YOU WITH ALL MY HEART!

I know you love me, I know you have given yourself to me BUT I still don't have your trust. The day I am able to convince you to trust me, I will be the luckiest person on earth.

PLEASE FORGIVE ME FOR EVERYTHING I HAVE EVER DONE

I AM SORRY

I LOVE YOU KHUSHI

I DO

I WANT YOU BACK IN LIFE

I NEED YOU BACK IN LIFE

YOU ARE MY LIFE

DO COME BACK……….

I am patiently waiting………

Your Husband

Arnav Singh Raizada

awesome update loved it beautifully and perfectly done that roshni is out to cause trouble and karan hope he does not think khushi is his loved the update the letter was a tear jerker lovely and perfectly written awesome loved thanks for the pm