IN SEARCH OF MY SECOND HEART! 2

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tulsi agarwal

@spicyheart

Dazzler

Posted: 12 years ago

#241

Gunjan's pov

I was back in the kitchen cooking breakfast.

My thoughts wandered over to my mate.

I giggled as i remembered the way he was dancing after i kissed his cheek. After i left the room, i realised i hadn't even washed my face, so i came back only to find an extremely happy samrat dancing like a kid on the bed. And then jumping down and doing crazy moves with the pillow. I couldn't help but laugh at his antics.

I never felt so happy and so light as i felt with him.

I don't know what brought the confidence in me to act so playful with him. I was usually very shy in expressing my feelings.

But then my wolf explained to me that i may be shy infront of others but infront of my mate i am just me. I can do anything infront of him. Be it the most silliest, idiotic or crazy thing. He is that one person who would know me and love me no matter what i do. He is someone i can express my girliest and weirdest desire to, knowing he wouldn't judge me or think i am crazy. I open myself to him and do things i wouldn't imagine doing infront of others. But when i am with him, its just me and him.

Though, i have strated to come out of my shell in just few days of meeting my mate, i still feel scared to complete the mating process.

Let me explain the process

The two wolves would carve to become one. The wolves are the most impatient ones in matters of mate. They want their other half to be with them always. They want to claim each other so that everyone else would back off. Wolves are extremely possessive.

To claim each other, the male would have to bite the female on her nape and the female would do the same.

This is to be done while making love to each other.

Thus, the wolves are sure that they accept each other truly and love each other and are ready to submit to each other for their entire life.

As much as i want to complete the mating process with samrat, as i know my wolf would be in pain if i extend it for long, i am scared that samrat wouldn't find me beautiful enough.

My wolf had tried reasoning with me that samrat finds us beautiful and that he loves me as i am. But she hasn't been able to convince me enough to give me the confidence i need for mating.

I really need someone to talk to. But who?

I was brought out of my thoughts as i felt samrat hug me from behind. He kissed my hair and rested his chin on my shoulder, looking over to see what i cooked.

I had finished cooking already so i grabbed the plates and kept it on the table.

Samrat made me sit beside him and we started feeding each other,

Just as we finished, we heard the doorbell ring. Samrat went to look who it is as we weren't expecting anyone today.

I followed samrat outside and saw him hug nupur. I saw mayank with her and both of them looked happy. I guessed that things had gone well and they were together now. I was so happy for them.

I moved towards them and stood beside samrat as pulled out of the hug.

Nupur then hugged me and greeted me.

"Hi gunjan!"

"Hi nupur. Hi mayank."

"hey." Mayank replied.

They both came inside and we walked to the living room.

As we sat down, my mate asked,

"so i am assuming you both are together now?"

"yes! And thank you sooo much Sammy. If you hadn't explained me yesterday, i don't think i would be here sitting all happy. I owe you big time. Thank you so very much."

"shut up nupur. From when did we start owing each other anything. It was my duty as your best friend. I want you to be happy always. And i know mayank is the one who can do that."

"damn right!"

Nupur said as she looked towards mayank. Love shining in both of their eyes.

Me and samrat looked at each other and smiled, knowing exactly how it feels like.

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tulsi agarwal

@spicyheart

Dazzler

Posted: 12 years ago

#242

Nupur's pov

I heard someone clear their throat and came back to the real world. I looked away from mayank to see samrat giving me a teasing look and gunjan giving me a knowing look. I blushed and looked away,

Then all the three started to laugh at me. I pouted my lips, folded my hands and relaxed. This is not fair!

Mayank chuckled at my expression and kissed my forehead.

Damn! I couldn't even stay angry.

I tried to maintain the look, but failed as i smiled stupidly.

Again the three of them started laughing at me and this time i joined in.

Mayank's pov

Its been an hour and we are still at samrat's place. I must admit it is fun teasing each other and talking about everything.

Nupur told them that we were planning to complete the mating process. I could see how happy they were for us and congratulated us and gave our wishes. When we asked them about the same, i saw a hesitation in gunjan's eyes. I know there was something bothering her. Maybe it was her past. and obviously she had no-one else except samrat to talk about this. But she did not need a mate but a friend to help her. Just like samrat had helped nupur yesterday.

i saw her get up to make something for all of us and found an opportunity to talk to her.

I excused myself saying,

"so i will leave you two best friends to talk. Meanwhile i will go keep gunjan company."

Samrat smiled gratefully at me. I nodded my head acknowledging him. I knew how he felt.

I looked at nupur who gave me a nod and a smile understanding what i was doing.

I smiled back and went into the kitchen.

As soon as i left, samrat and nupur started talking again. Not wanting to eavesdrop i kept my werewolf hearing minimum.

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tulsi agarwal

@spicyheart

Dazzler

Posted: 12 years ago

#243

I looked at gunjan concentrating on whatever she was making.

"Hi."

She looked surprised obviously not expecting me here.

"Hey mayank. What are you doing here? Do you want something?"

"no. I just thought to leave the two best friends alone to talk."

"oh. Yea they must have their needed time with each other ."

I nodded my head agreeing with her.

"You know seeing them i wish i also had a friend with whom i could share everything."

She looked at me surprised.

"what??" i asked getting confused by her look.

"You don't have a friend"

I shook my head.

"being the son of one of the most strongest pack in the world i find it hard to trust anyone. In my pack its hard to make friends because they see me as their future alpha and i cannot reveal my true feelings to them or look weak even for a second. And as i am new here i haven't made any friends."

"oh i understand how it feels. Even i never had someone to talk to. My old pack always mistreated me. There was no-one who wanted to talk to me. So i was always alone."

"not anymore. I can see how much samrat loves you. And you have nupur also. And now me too"

"yes i am glad for that."

"so since our mates are best friends, lets become friends too. Since you know when they need to have a conversation time. We could keep each other company"

She laughed at my words and i gave her an "what?" look

"if you want to be friends with me, you just have to ask. You didn't have to give any reason"

Oh she caught me!

"oh well! I just thought you might not want to be my friend. You know i can understand it is hard for you to trust anyone easily."

"Yes i find it difficult. But i trust you and nupur. I don't feel uncomfortable around you guys."

"well i am glad about that. So friends?"

I brought my hand forward.

She nodded and shook my hand.

"friends."

She smiled.

"so what are you making?"

"oh i am making chocolate cake. I love baking."

"oh wow i love chocolate."

"everyone does. I think the people who don't are weird"

"so true."

We spend some time talking to each other getting to know each others taste and preferences.

I must admit i felt as if i really had a friend. She never judged me based on my tastes and i was glad to have a friend like that.

We have been keeping quiet for a while now. Clearly she was out of topics and so was i. But there was this one thing i wanted to talk to her about. But i wasn't sure if it was the right time, until i heard her speak

"you know mayank, friends don't hesitate to tell each other anything. I can feel that there is something you want to talk about."

I looked at her surprised. Wow she can really understand me.

"umm..yea actually i do. But i don't know if you would be comfortable"

"its ok. If i feel uncomfortable i will tell you and we change the topic ok?"

"ok"

I prepared myself to ask her.

"so gunjan, when me and nupur asked about the mating process, i saw a hesitant look on your face. What was that about?"

I finally asked her and breathed a relief.

I was tensed as she didn't speak for few minutes.

"its ok if you don't wanna talk about it."

I said trying to make her comfortable.

She put the cake in the oven and came and start infront of me.

"No i actually wanted to talk about it to someone. But didn't know whom to go to. I guess i can talk to you."

I nodded my head and gestured her to continue.

"I am scared mayank. I know samrat loves me and trust me i love him a lot too. I want to complete the mating process"

"so whats the problem?"

"Mayank i have faced a lot of torture in the past. i was constantly looked down upon. People always tole me i am weak and pathetic. And that i am ugly. All that has brought down my self-confidence. Though i am gaining confidence slowly, i am scared what if i am not able to meet the expectations of the pack. They would want a strong and beautiful luna not a broken pitied luna. I don't want to be a disappointment to samrat or this pack. I am far from perfect mayank. And what if i do something that will endanger the members of this pack. What if i end up doing something that will make samrat go away from me. I wont be able to handle the criticism and rejections."

I looked at her shocked. Was this girl really so down on her confidence that she couldn't see how string she was?

"what? Why are you looking at me like that mayank?"

"Gunjan i cannot believe you see yourself so low. I swear the day you tell me your old packs name i will create hell for them no-one deserves what you had to go through. And now listen to me carefully gunjan. You are really very strong. Anyother wolf in your place would have probably gone into depression and killed herself. But you fought back. You took control of your life. And look at you now. You are happy with samrat and far away from the pain. And this needs a lot of courage gunjan. And as far as being a luna is concerned. Every luna is different. She has her own way of dealing with the pack.

And gunjan i know by talking to you that you make people comfortable. You don't judge anyone easily. You hear them out completely before saying anything. And thats the best quality a luna can have. Memebers of your pack will feel free to talk to you and share their problems. And you are making your past your weakness. No make it your strength. People will admire you when they get to know how strong their luna has been to face so much for so long. They would know that you can actually understand their pain and their problems because you yourself have gone through alot. And about maing decisions, no one can make all right decisions. But a wise person is someone who learn from their mistakes and have the courage to face the mistake. And i know you do have the same. Don't be so harsh on yourself. Explore yourself. Trust me you are a very amazing person and you would make a perfect luna and a mate."

I finished with a smile.

I looked at her and saw her deep in her thoughts. Judging by the look on her face, i knew she was considering my words.

After what seemed ages, she looked at me.

"your right"

She said and those words made me give her a confident smile and a nod.

"I know i can do this. And i wont let my past tarnish my present and future. Tahnk you mayank for making me understand."

"my pleasure. What are friends for?"

"i am glad to have you as my friend."

"same here."

We smiled and just then the oven sent an alarm saying the cake was ready. Gunjan quickly got up and brought the cake.

"it looks yummy."

I told her.

"thank you. Lets go and eat it then."

"ok"

I grabbed the plates as she took the cake and started moving.

"oh by the way gunjan. I was planning to surprise nupur tonight and probably complete the mating."

"really? Wow thats amazing. Guess what?"

I looked at her with my brows raised.

"i am doing the same with samrat"

I smiled at her.

"i am happy for you."

"so am i"

And we proceeded towards the room to join our mates and enjoy rest of the evening.

And let me tell you, the cake tasted as yummy as it looked.

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tulsi agarwal

@spicyheart

Dazzler

Posted: 12 years ago

#244

Samrat's pov

It was evening time when mayank and nupur left. I couldn't help but notice the friendship between mayank and gunjan. She seemed comfortable with him and i was happy she got a friend. And she seemed a little relaxed from before.

Me and nupur had discussed how gunjan was not ready for the mating process. I told nupur i would wait as long as she wants. But my wolf and me really wanted to claim her.

I was currently in my study, going through some files. It comes with being a future alpha. Plus, gunjan wanted sometime alone for herself. I wondered curiously what it could be. But decided to wait until she would come and tell me herself.

After an hour,

I was done with my work. And i was getting impatient to see gunjan.

I made my way upstairs and opened the door of our room and stood surprised at the scene.

There she was stainding in a beautiful dress that hugged her curves. She looked breath-taking. She had all the lights closed and the only light shinging in the room was the moonlight. She looked like goddess under the moonlight.

I looked around the room and noticed it was blended into a romantic setting. There were flowers and an enchanting smell in the atmosphere.

My legs started to move on their own towards her.

"you came?! I was wondering how long it would take you"

Her voice music to me

"gunjan, sweetheart whats all this about?"

She turned her body from the window and looked at me.

She came near me and took my hand into hers. She kept my palm on her cheek and leaned into it.

"I love you samrat."

And there my heart skips a beat again.

"I love you too baby."

"samrat.."

"umm..what is it?"

"i...i...i want to complete the mating."

As soon as she said those words i pulled my hand back and stared at her shocked.

"yes samrat. I want to be yours."

"gunjan.."

I held her by her shoulders

"gunjan you don't have to do this. I can wait until you are ready ok?"

"but i am ready samrat."

"are you sure?"

I asked uncertainly

"yes. I love you. And i wanted to do this from the day you took me for the date. But i was scared. Scared to failing and disappointing you as a mate and luna. But mayank made me realie today what i was feeling was all unnecessary and that i should follow my heart. And my heart wants to be with you forever."

As she said that she kissed me with full passion. Taken aback by her sudden kiss i was late at responding but as soon as her words settled in and i realised this was it. this was when we would become one. I immediately responded to her. I broke the kiss and took her on bed and laid her down.

I went on top of her and kissed her and Slowly united myself with her.

Meanwhile, the same case was happening at mayank's house.

Mayank had already instructed someone to decorate the room as per his orders. And he surprised nupur. Nupur was so happy that she hugged mayank and then kissed him deeply. He chuckled seeing her expression and proceeded to claim her as his.

Finally the lovers had united. There was happiness and love in the night. A sense of blissfulness. A sense of being complete.

A sense of finally being with your second heart.

A feeling when your heart is finally complete meeting its true partner.

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tulsi agarwal

@spicyheart

Dazzler

Posted: 12 years ago

#245

PHEW!!!!

I AM FINALLY DONE!!

OK THIS IS NOT THE END OF STORY.

IT STILL HAS FEW PARTS LEFT.

THIS PART WAS TO MAKE UP FOR THE MONTHS I DID NOT UPDATE

I TRIED MY BEST TO GIVE WONDERFUL UPDATE

I HAVENT DONE THE EDITING YET SO THERE MIGHT BE MISTAKES

PLEASE EXCUSE THEM!

AND MY READERS, I WANT COMMENTS AS LONG AS POSSIBLE. LOOK AT THE SIZE OF MY PART YAAR!

EAGERLY WAITING FOR YOUR REVIEWS.

LOVE,

SPICYHEART

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tulsi agarwal

@spicyheart

Dazzler

Posted: 12 years ago

#246

Originally posted by: additive_monaya
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Nila

@Glowing_Star

Rocker

Posted: 12 years ago

#247

Whoaa..!! Finally done reading!I must admit it was a damn LONG update :D

But truly amazing! SaJan scenes were lovely! Aww gunjan finally gained self-confidence! MaJan scene was really cute <3 Loved the update to the core <3

Continue soon! Thanks for the PM :-)

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tulsi agarwal

@spicyheart

Dazzler

Posted: 12 years ago

#248

Originally posted by: MoNayaLover96
Whoaa..!! Finally done reading!I must admit it was a damn LONG update :D

But truly amazing! SaJan scenes were lovely! Aww gunjan finally gained self-confidence! MaJan scene was really cute <3 Loved the update to the core <3

Continue soon! Thanks for the PM :-)

Thank you so much