Chapter 21:True Love ********************
After Tamanna fell asleep,Khushi softly put the blanket on her and kissed her forehead.Khushi was too excited to read Arnavs letter,which she had found in his drawer thats why she couldnt concentrate on Tamanna.She quickly took out the letter and slowly open it.She reconized that it was Arnavs writing and she was sure that while writing this letter he was crying because she could see traces of tears.
Khushi slowly began to read:
"I dont know what to do.I really dont know what is happening to me.I am now sitting on my bed.My eight-months old daughter is sleeping peacefully in my lap.I am looking at her while she is breathing regulary.Sometimes she smiles while sleeping and when I touch her she gets scared.Her little hand is resting in my strong protective hand.
My daughter...Tamanna.She is the beautiful thing I have ever seen in my life.She is truly beautiful.She is everything what is now left in my life.She is the reason I am still alive otherwise I have already been dead.
I dont know why I am writing this letter...but Lavanya once said writing our feelings makes us feel better..and thats what I am doing now.I will write everything down what is going through my mind.
This letter is for someone special...not my daughter,not my sister and not for Lavanya...It is for the woman,who taught me to love,who taught me to laugh...Her name is Khushi,who had the habit to always fall in my arms.
I can still remember how I met her for the first time.I used to hate her that I didnt even realized when I falled in love with her.I can clearly remember every single moment spend with her.I can still feel how it felt when I touched her.When I saw her for the first time I didnt know that she will be the woman I will love the most.She was a bit crazy,a little bit bubbly but the truth was that she was the woman who made me going mad.
She made me doing things which I never ever did before.But now I dont know where she has gone now...She left me.And tomorrow it will be one year since she left me.
She left me all alone..in this damn world!
I only married Lavanya because she told me that she was pregnant with MY child.
I married her for that baby which is now sitting in my lap.
I should be happy but...I cant...I cant remember that I ever EVER touched Lavanya.I cant remember that I have ever spend a night with Lavanya...this is not my nature.
But the DNA-Report were positive..which are the proof that Tamanna is my blood...but I am still sure that I never touched Lavanya.
Before her death,Lavanya wanted to tell me something important.She was breathing her last.She talked about some truth,something very important which I needed to know...I am sure she mentioned Khushis name.But before she could tell me everything..she was gone...She was death.Her last wish was that Tamanna should get her diary and a box.
I dont know why I named my daughter Tamanna...that was the name which me and Khushi decided for OUR Baby...but when I held Tamanna for the first time in my arms...she reminded me of Khushi.This was the moment when I knew that I she is my Tamanna.
My daughter looks exactly like Khushi...not like Lavanya,not even a bit.I dont know why but I bet that Tamanna will be exactly like Khushi.Maybe I have gone mad in Khushis love...but my daughter really looks like Khushi.
She is my new Khushi,now...though no one can take my Khushis place..No one.
Khushi is the woman I loved...Wait I loved?! I mean I still love! And I will always love her until I die.
I know I should hate Khushi..but I cant.I cant hate her.My love is stronger than everything else.
But they are many questions in my mind...like why does my daughter look like Khushi? Which truth did Lavanya spoke of? What did she want to tell me? Will I ever find it out?...I have no answers to these questions.
The only answer I have is that I love Khushi and I will maybe die tomorrow or now...my last wish would be to see Khushis face once more..for the last time.Then I can die peacefully.
Will I ever see Khushi again? Will I ever be able to hate her?...I dont believe in god...but IF there is a god then he will definitly show me Khushis face again...
And I will ask her...Is Pyaar ko kya Naam doon?..."
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How was it? đ
Hope It was good...because I really worked hard on the letter because I wanted to macke it touchy...
What will Khushi do now after reading Arnavs letter?What will happen now?
And will Tamanna confront Khushi about what Arnav said and why Arnav was shirtless?
Precap:Short Flashback and Tamanna will tease ArSHi đđ
And now Take a deep breath Guys! There will be a new entry in the upcoming parts...Arrey Ab sab kuch batao kya?? Suspence ko bhi alive rakna hai na đ
Edited by Ri_luvs_ArShi - 13 years ago
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