THE DAY I LOST U
Part 1
Marriage had completed now 3months ...but still anrav is behaving the same...he just make her life helleven payal is not speaking to her she said mami is not allowing her ...her only frd isnow lakshmi...even her devimaiya her left her...she dont no what to do but then she thought there are 3 months to over this marriage and 3 months to go back to her real home...the home where no one questions her they knew her...they love her...a small smile crept on her lips after so much time...which had a new hope...
arnav saw her smile and he felt some unknown peace inside him becoz he had only give her pain he is also feeling that pain...but he cant do anything...he want to cry ...but again his anguish had wake him up he thought she should not smile at all the girl who had taken the life from himself and peace...he want her to cry he just feel hatred towards him that he belived her...
I hate,
hate who I've been.
I hate,
hate to make decisions.
I hate,
hate that I can't hate those I should.
I hate,
hate my life.
I hate,
hate that I can't die.
I hate,
hate to live in fear and hate.
I hate,
hate my uncertainty.
I hate,
hate the lies people tell me.
I hate,
hate that I believe.
I hate,
hate those that wish their lives were mine.
I hate,
hate all emotion that's mine.
I hate,
hate that I need others.
I hate,
hate my own d*mn incompetence.
I hate,
hate that there's so much to hate.
he left from there...he just want to kill her and die himself but he cant ...he sat on the recliner thinks how to make these months end soon ...
rain is falling heavly outside he knew that she is there his heart is paining a lot...he cant see her drench in rain like that but he want her to suffer like anything ... he saw from the french doors he can see that she is shivering like anything she sat near the tree presentover there but still her lips are quivering a lot...he want to hug her and sooth her kiss those lips but he felt shame on his part abt thinking her like that
she slept in same postion and he sat near the french doors and watch her and he slpet there itself ...it is morning and he is getting ready to office...but he can see that khushi is nt coming inside...he knew something happned he want to leave her there but his emotions overcome his anger and he saw her she is fainted there he not even think about his anger he just ran there and shouted khushi !!!!!!! khushi !!!!!!!!!!!dammit open ur eyes khushi ...i m sorry that i left u her but listen khushi did not mean it khushi...open ur eyes...he had checked temperature is more she is burning so much and she is saying something that he cant understand ..he just lift carrying her he sw her drench is full in water...he closed all the doors and made the room darker than ever...he closed his eyes and removed her dress...he make her to wore his shirt and make her to sleep but he can see her slim legs his desires aree awaking him but he controlled them and put the comforter on her and he called the doctor...
whole the RM stood there...and watching her some where allfelt bad for her...but when shayam came inside the room arnav covered again nicely all thought he dont want he to feel cold but only shyam knew why he did that? MR.RAIZAIDA i think becoz of lack of food this may appear she had lost much waeight i think she is not even eating from few days or weeks ...pls take care give her bedrest completely upto a week... all feel bad that no one thought whether she had ate or not arnav is hating himself he not even saw she is eating or not he cancelled all his meetings and said he ll work from home only...akash comes and say bhai sighania project is important for us if we cant give in time means MR.SIGHANIA can do anything?
i knew akash he can do anything so do onething say him to come here i l give the presentation here itself...ok bhai...akash goes down and says that today MR.SIGHNIA is coming her so be prepare for lunch mami comes and ask why vip touch for him and akash says ma if he wants he can also own AR companies too he is far richer than us duniya ka NO.1 buissness man...hello hai bye then i ll be ready to see him i have to put much make up and all...after a while a person came in benze cars...and with full security when he came inside all are shocked to how handsome he is when he saw all he thought why this nonsense but suddenly his eyes went to payal!!!!!!!!!!!!!
he said payal!...all are shocked to see he called her even arnav too...no one had seen him smiling towards girls becoz all knew he is same as ASR heartless emotionsless arrogant blunt and all but he smiled seeing payal
how are u payal?payal knew that one day truth should comeout so why not today? she goes near him and says i m fine ...so u are married her ha u not even say to me oh i forgot how i can say that actually for 1 year u should not meet us right<font color ok payal say how is khushi?is she is ok? i knew she ll be angry one me that i send her but i hope she is gud...and me waiitng for 3months to be finished payal then she ll come back asr thinks that 3 months means after leaving him she ll go to him and but how payal knews him...but when he is thinking that he heard khushi saying BHAI...from the stairs...
are shocked to listen that...she just ran like she ll miss him if she wont hug him and she just him and ...arjun was shocked to see her like this and he saw her with mangalsutr and she just hugged him he hugged her back he can feel her body is in high temperature...he just want to see her face but onething sure she is crying that there is no tommrow somewhere arnav felt jealous he is not able to get anything how she ll be arjun sister and she is hugging and she should do that with me but here and he also felt that may be she ll say too him...all the family had never seen khushi cried like that they felt gulity that they left her alone without knowing that they are giving pain...
he said KHUSHI...he just saw her face it is so pale...darkrings around her eyes...as if there is no life in her body and she fainted again he say kHUSHI...arnav came to take her in his arms but one glare from arjun is enough to say move back...he put her sofa and called her asr can see the panice state of him becoz he saw the true brother love for khushi...he left her in her room and asked payal may i know what is gng on with her? i m not angry that she is married she have full rights in her life to do anything...but she is crying as if there is no tommrow she cried seeing me manytimes but this time when i saw her face her eyes are blank...there is no single emotion in that than tears?????????????????????????what the hell happned to her payal he roared like LION listening to that voice whole RM got startled...
bhai woh...she married arnav ji without saying us so amma,bauji said they disown her and we all are not speaking to her becoz she married without saying ...
what ? u people disowned her ha very funny i said to her manytimes that dont belive in servants of the house but what she said no that is her family...she said ur mother as amma i dont no what u did to her but she gave everything what she has for u payal...today are u are an engineer and did PHD in elctonice becoz of her and u all said she is orphan...yes she is orphan why not? she belive in ur guys...what not she did for u people? u should be the girl who is elder than her gottowork but she did behalf of u ...she is the sister of ARJUN SIGHNIA and PRINCESS OF LUCKNOW...AND woked as someones house maid for u people... all the RM shokced to listen that she is the princess of lucknow and she worked for them nani and amjali having tears where as mami fanited...asr is in shock but u people disowned her...again khushi got up and said bhai take me home for sometime please...i wnt to see all
arnav was confused what to do? if she says the truth arjun wont send her back but at the same time he can say to her that becoz he llsend payal bacl becoz now she is pregnant of a month...so he want to challenge her but arjun came in the middle and said ok... when he want to get up he said khushi and took into her arms and marched towards door and said...if she wants she ll come back if not forget that she is ur bahu and wife..
Edited by abisamratgunjan - 13 years ago
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