Avita SS-Back in Your Arms Climax 0n Pg-12 - Page 2

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Part-II

I don't know how long I was fainted like that, but when I opened my eyes I was on couch next to window at same office but only difference was that that girl was not there, and he was standing by my head side, hands in pocket, dark shades, I was about to sit back when he placed his hand on my shoulder.

"Stay like that, Doctor said you need rest," He said without looking at me, I felt as my belly was wet, but how! Was I sweating but how? Its fully air conditioned building, well I have much serious matter to solve, I was about to cry when I realized what I had seen before fainting, but I should show that I was unaware of it, or he would ask for what he want D.. no I can't let him do it, I can't live without him, may be my ignorance can give our relation new life, I had to conceal the fact that I know about him and his PA. I get up and move toward the table where Tiffin was placed, I serve the plate and turn to him,

"I thought you must be hungry so I bring lunch for you.." and I stretch the spoon toward him to feed him, may be my love can change his decision. He stopped my hand in mid,

"Arpita!" he called my name with grave tone, his graveness freezed me with terror, "don't you want to know the reason of your sickness, what made you faint?" That was not matter of my concern, as much I know I got fainted because of what I saw, but I can't accept it.

"May be because of exhaustion, I am fine now, Aap lijeye naa, and tell me how is it?" I tried to lie and again stretch the spoon to feed him.

This time he took plate from my hand and place on table next to him.

"Arpita.. You are Pregnant."

He said it without any expression, but his words bring new life in me, I am pregnant with his baby, it mean he will be with me, He can hate me, he can leave me but how can he ditch his own blood, its not just a child its an angle for me, who bring happiness before its arrival in world, now I can't stop myself, I Hugged him tightly and start crying, I don't know why I was crying, because of Happiness or because of the pain I was hiding till now. But I can't feel his arms around me, I don't care for it, even if he don't love me still I love him and want to live with him. He held my shoulders gently and separate me by pushing back.

I wiped my tears and looked up at him,

"look Arpita, I want to be very clear with you, I know that you knows everything, so why should we pretend as nothing has happened, I can't stay in this relation any more, I can't bear it, I want divorce and I don't want this child, Just abort it."

"What!..wha'" I can't trust what I heard how could he just say it with so much ease. "What did you said?" now I wish I never asked it again.

"You heard it correct Arpita, as I don't want to carry this marriage then how can I expect you this child and why should you carry it? Abort it and move ahead in life, Right now you should go home and take rest. I thought to inform you that you have an appointment tomorrow for it, I will take you there."

He just said it without any hesitation or any emotion, he was going far from me step by step with his each word, now I can't take it any more and I collapsed on ground on my knees , it seems like he didn't notice it or he didn't care .

I can't cry, seems like end of everything in flick of second. I gathered my self somehow and don't know how I reached, the place which he use to call Home.

I was like paralyzed out of shock, don't know when it turn dark and when he came back from his Office, I came back when Sharad Kaka came to me.

"Arpita bitiya, have something you didn't had anything since morning.." His voice was full of concern like father and when he placed his palm on my forehead I break into sobs.

"Aree Bitiya what happened? Why are you crying like this? Avdhesh.." he stopped in mid of sentence and asked again "is there anything wrong?"

"No Kaka, everything is fine, I am not hungry, bas Papa ki yaad aa rahi thi, after talking you now I am fine. Is he back? You should give him something."

He didn't reply and left me alone. I lay back again; I think my tears were still rolling down from eyes.

Few more hours passed, He came to room; sit on the other side of bed.

"Please Avdhesh ji, talk to me and ask me to forget what ever happened in office" I begged silently to him but as my pleas were not reaching him he took off his spects and switch off the lights. I was fool who was wishing everything to end up as bad dream, I cried a lot for several hours but he didn't respond may be he was sleeping,

Some sound of music was reaching our room may be it was Kaka's old radio set, which suppose to take away kaka's fatigue by its melodious old songs, but for me it was like salt to injury as there was old song playing

"Lag jaa gale, ke fir hasin raat ho na ho..

Shayad fir is janam me mulakaat ho na ha."

when I can't take it anymore I sit back and looked at him, as I was feeling as its my last night with him, he was sleeping but his arm was stretched toward my side, so it was just co incident last night, but this time it was my luck I can't stop myself from hugging him, I placed my head on his shoulder and arms across his chest and I started crying bitterly,

it seems like song was depicting my situation;

"Paas aiye ke hum nahi aayenge baar baar,

Baahen gale me daal ke hum ro le zaar zaar,

Fir aapke naseeb me ye baat ho na ho.."

(in case you didn't heard the song try this 😉)

I need to do that, I was crying and shaking badly as I want to woke him up, I wanted him to ask me, "What happened Arpita? why are you crying?" and then I would tell him about my scary dream. "Dream yes its all just a bad dream, when I will woke up in morning everything will be normal, My Avdhesh ji can't leave me like this." I console my self by saying this, and don't know when I slept holding him tightly and in my imaginations I was in his strong hold.

Next Morning'..

When I woke up with the vain hope that last day never exist in reality, He was bathing, I sit back silently , he came out and without looking at me, "Kaka, Breakfast lagaiye, we will leave in half an hour, Arpita has an appointment with doctor." I don't know he was asking for breakfast or reminding me that its all happened in reality and he didn't want our child to came in our life.

I get in bathroom, take shower, and when I came out he was combing hair, breakfast was on bed, there was breakfast for only one person, of course he didn't want to share any moment with me but how can he expect me to take anything in this situation, I was staring at him with pleading eyes but he didn't looked at me , suddenly he looked up while wearing his jacket, our eyes met, and I tried to convince him with my pleading looks tears came itself my eyes but as he didn't care , he put on his dark glasses and turned to take his bag. I was ready to follow him anywhere he wish, followed him to leave the room, suddenly he stopped and turned to me.

"Don't you think you are forgetting something?" he said coldly.

I really didn't get what he meant by it. I gave a blank look.

"What??"

"Kaka brought your breakfast in room, have it we can leave after 15 minutes." He said while returning to room.

"No I don't feel like having any thing." My voice starts shaking.

"Stop your nonsense and take it." He scolds me and forces me to hold the juice glass.

"NO, I will not." I plainly denied.

"OK as you wish!" he said with irritation and placed back the glass.

I followed him silently wiping my tears. We get in car and he drove to the clinic.

I was looking at him all the way with pleading eyes saying to my self "No Avdhesh ji, you can't do this to us, to out baby, to our relation, how can you?" but he never looked back at me. He was driving as he was alone there.

Finally we reached the clinic. I saw the name of it; it's same which report I found yesterday at his PA's table. Is that mean she want me to abort our child. He was following her desire. No I will not let it happen; I can't let her spoil my world.

He get down from car and looked at me to do same but now I can't; I feel as my body turn paralyzed except eyes I looked at him and shake my head in denial.

He turn his face as he didn't want any excuse, but I can't do what he want from me this time, its matter of our child, how can I think to kill him or her before birth, no I can't.

He came to me, opened the door and pulled me out by seizing my wrist; I al most fell but he hold me back and make me stand on my own, at the moment I stepped out a young child came to us and pleads in front of him for a penny. I saw his face and it feels like my baby was crying for life and tears started from my eyes he took some pennies and throw it on ground the child run to collect it and Avdhesh ji dragged me in the clinic.

He took me to the doctor, till now I was unable to utter a word. We met the doctor and he said, "Doctor, we are getting separate, so we don't want any link between us and if this child came it will suffer whole life. We don't want it."

Again he said it all without any hesitation, I was looking at him in shock, how can he say "WE" don't want this child."

And he left me alone with the doctor as she asks him to do so for abortion.

Doctor takes me to bed. I was shaking badly don't know what to do? How to save my baby?

May be doctor get that I don't want it to be happened.

"Mrs. Thakur are you sure you want to terminate your first pregnancy?"

Her words gave me a shock.

"No, NO I don't want to loose my baby, I can't live without my Husband and how can you expect me to live without my baby? No I am not going to allow you or anyone to harm my child." I shouted on her and head toward the door to leave the cabin.

"Mrs. Thakur I appreciate your concern for your child, but as your husband said, Are you guys getting separate? What will you do in that case?"

She asked me with a bit of concern. I don't know what to reply her.

"I don't know, but all I know is, I will not let him go like this, and killing our baby is out of question." I replied with firmness. She smiled at me and I left the cabin.

Sazaye baithe the khwabon ke ashiyaan,

Samandar kinare, unke intzaar me,

Vo bekhbar mouz se aake chal diye,

Aur chod gaye ret ke tute gharonde sa hume,

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Originally posted by: Sunaha6

I totally agree wth u Sunaha

Originally posted by: MuktaJaiswal

Hi Neha 🤗 Hi Di😃

thnkx yaar , tht u shifted ur SS- BIYA here 😃 Pleasure is mine di😳

M really waiting fr the end of ths SS 😍 upadate sooonnn 😊

Waiting fr the End, it doesn't means tht i didn't like the SS ha. 😉 He he i can understand Y hehe,don't worry, just wait for more few days n u will get to read what u want to know 😉
u cn hv as many updates u want 2 finish it 😃 just update the next part soonnn 😊 fr i want 2 comment.

actually its the 4th part na. i hv already comment fr 3 parts

mene to kitna lengthy comment kiya tha GKD forum 😆 yaap di n we really enjoyed to read it 😳 n specially the shayeri 😃
phir se utna lengthy comment nahi kar sakti🤣🤣 DNT be greedy 🤣🤣 hehe yap m gredy 😛 n want more hehe hope coming UDs is kabil hongi k aapko lenthy commnts karne hi paden 😆
oopsss yeah wala bhi lengthy hogaya. 😉
neeeh di its not lengthy hun😳,

Part-III

He was sitting out on bench in garden, lost in his own world.

I came out of Clinic almost running and sat in the car, when I looked at him for a sec our eyes met, I feel as he was happy to see me but next second he put on his shades and came to me.

"What are you doing here?" he asked in amazement.

"Why? You don't know what am I doing here? You bring me here and n.."

"Cut it Arpita you are getting very well what I meant, you suppose to be in right now,.. is there any complication?" He cut me short in a rude manner but when he said "Is there any complication" my heart beat hard, did that mean he was concerned for me, our child, or he had fear for his beloved?

I looked at him puzzled on his question, he coughed a bit and asked again;

"Arpita, I am asking something why are you not in?" he asked leaning to my window.

"Because I don't want to kill my baby." I replied back in taunting manner.

"Stop it Arpita, why are you behaving like this, be reasonable, after our separation I don't want any link between us, Its good for you too, You can start a new life after me, but with a child you can't expect any angle for you to come and accept you with someone else's child."

He said it all in one go, this time it sounds like a concern in it, I was amazed on his words, How can he think like that. Does that mean he was worried for me after separation.. but why should he.

"What?" I said in amazement.

"Come on don't be a child Arpita, don't tell me you will not marry after this relation, I will start new life with my love and so will you, some day..(he took a short pause)Get out of car and go to doctor. I don't want any one to blame to spoil your life by making you pregnant and leave you good for nothing."

He grabbed my wrist and pulled me out, so that's what his concern all about his so called reputation.

"You have to think about it before'" I stopped between as I realized what I was about to say, "I said No, mean NO, I will not kill my baby, and you don't need to bother about us. Just do me one favor, drop me to your Home, because I will live there until you don't throw me out forcefully, its you who want to end this Marriage not me." I was crying and I think this time he didn't had any reply of my words.

We get back to home or I should say I get back home as he drop me at gate and left for Office or better to say "to meet his real Love". I was a real fool, who was finding love in all those lusty nights, He never loved me, out baby was just a Mistake for him, I was nothing but a wh**e for him whom he used to satisfy his lust.

All these thoughts were making me sick, I feel disgusted with my own self, my own soul was feeling disgusting toward my flesh. I feel sick to enter that room where I find peace in his arms, the same bed seems like pyre to me, when I sit on it I can feel how a dead body must feel on its last bed its funeral pyre, What an irony I am talking about feelings of dead body, may be because I was not more than that.

Suddenly a thought strike me "If I am not good than dead body why am I breathing, I should stop breathing too this foolish heart should stop beating now, after all its this fool who thought that he loved me." Yes I was thinking to end my life, because life without him was unimaginable for me then.

I was searching the way to commit suicide I thought to burn my self than I realized Sharad Kaka was also in the same home he might try to save me and what if he succeed in it. Then I find the easiest and sure way for it,

I reached at the terrace of our so called Home, When I get close to boundary of terrace I had to delay my decision for some time as Kaka was in garden watering the plants. He saw me on terrace.

"Aree Arpita Bitiya what are you doing alone on terrace. Tabiyat to theek hai naa!" he asked with concern.

"haan Kaka everything is fine, just thought to take some fresh air." I lied to him and started wait him to go in.

Suddenly I heard a cry from neighbor's garden.

"Kaka what happened who is crying?" I asked Kaka when he was going to other side of garden.

"Nothing Bitiya! Ruko zara Hum abhi aate hain," he said and disappered for few seconds in bushes, which was dividing our garden from neighbor's small garden. When he returned he was carrying a young boy in his arms.

"Kaka who is this?" I asked Kaka.

"He is my nephew's son betiya, they left him for a day with me, they think I am alone here, but I told them once I get my Avdhesh babua's son I will be the happiest man on earth, he will be just like my Babua, loving, caring.." he was looking so happy while talking about our would be son, how happy he would be if I told him that his expectations were getting shape in me. My eyes turn flooded, I pushed back my tears and asked him, "What if it s a girl?"

"Aree than its much better, she will be like you sweet, cute but let me tell you one thing, Avdhesh Babua loves girl child more than boy, you will not get chance to touch your baby if it will be a girl. He will take her with him everywhere,.."

He was laughing and enjoying his imaginations while I was crying badly on terrace hearing his laughter, but his words gave me new perspective to think.

How can I think to end my life when I am not alone, my baby is getting shape in my womb, breathing in me and it never matters for me he loves me or not, he never said that he loved me, I was always happy to love him from my side, it never affected me he loves me or not, my love was always enough for me to live in this relation and I will love him, I will love my baby, I will live for my baby, I can't let him go like this. He have to stay with me, I don't care if he will have a mistress at office or anywhere in his life, but at home I am his wife, and my baby will be his baby, he will love him or her. I have to talk to him, I will tell him that it doesn't affect me what he do outside but at home he have to be mine and only mine".

I was confirm for what I want from him, I didn't want any promise of love or faithfulness, all I want a promise or word from him that he will stay with me.

I came back to our room; yes it was our room as for me all those nights which we spend here was symbol of my love and devotion to him. And my baby was symbol of my love, His love, our love even for him it was just need of hour.(a tear rolled down my cheek, I wiped it as I thought that I would not cry now,

"I am waiting for you Avdhesh ji, my destiny depends on your one approval. You have to be agreed to stay with me. I will convince you no matter if I need to beg you for that.

Originally posted by: MuktaJaiswal

hi Neha 😃 Hii Di 😳

n thnks fr posting mah lengthy coment 😆 i wuldnt hd done again.😆 Hehehe i knw it that's y i did it naa see i have all ready excepted that m greedy hehe😆

n abt the shayari ,😊 i m nt the one who should be praised 😊 as i mention its frm a poet "Nida Fasli" n its really a song frm the movie "Ahista Ahista" sung in bth male n female vesrion. 😃 Thanx di i vil chk it for sure 😉 i luv old bolly songs😳

If u hvnt heard it thn get frm any songs wale sites. 😃 Its very emotional n very touchy yaar 😃 n a meaning ful song 😃. I lv the song ❤️ . I thk the female ver is sung by Ashaji😃

whn i read ur SS i was touched n was emotional so i waited fr a nice free tm n thn commented😃 on ur posts 😊

so update soon 😃 yap di i suppose to update new part today but this last one was impo to connect both of thm so tomorrow or may b in eve i vil update new 😳