The Feather of Blue Bird#2 [MN] *Completed* - Page 32

Originally posted by: drfizaahmed

hello Guys..
i know u all are waiting for update so am I, but Suja was abit sick from past few days, so has'nt wrote anything...she has send her apologies fro being late...
hope she get on track soon..and we get an update ... i am dying to read..

Get well soon jani

per yaad rekhna is late hony ki saza milay gi...double update

Originally posted by: SujaLuvsMayur

:: BAATEIN ::

<Title Credit : drfizaahmed>

The journey towards their home was silence, neither Mayank nor Nupur spoke a single word, while she glanced him repeatedly. His face was hard, jawbones were more prominent ... his eyes were sharp and fixed straight ... the pointer of speedometer moving between 70 and 80 and sometimes touching 90 too!! The road was empty as its late night ... The car almost flying on the road ... it screeched loudly as he took a sharp turn ... she lost her balance and almost fall on him ... "sit straight" shooting a deadly glance to her, he hissed.

Murmuring a soft "sorry" Nupur looking straight, she has a feeling that something going to happen ... good or bad!!!!

The car stopped with a harsh jerk ... they reached home. Mayank get down from the car and entered into the house, without glancing at her. Nupur silently entered the house and walked straight to her room ... she expects some harsh behavior from him, but he was surprisingly quite all the way. wondering she walked towards her closet absent mindedly ... that she failure to notice Mayank was standing on the doorstep keenly watching her ...

Nupur open her closet, thousand thoughts roaming on mind, she took her night dress before turned and bumped on something hard. Startling, she looked up and found Mayank stood in front.

Seeing him in her room, her face brighten ... soft smile formed on her lips, "Mayu"

"How.Dare.You" he hissed, looking sharply into her eyes.

Nupur looked at him with questioning face, "kya?"

"dont pretends to be innocent" he placed his hand on beside her, coming closer.

Nupur little uncomfortable of his action ... it wasnt awkward or uncomfortable ... its something uneasy ... something was there which made her heartbeat fast ... she was standing a little distance away from him. In one swift motion he come closer to her, pinning her against the closet.

Nupur looked at him, fear evident in her face. He brought his face close to her and for a second she thought he was going to kiss her.

"how dare you sang on the party?" he asked as he looked directly into her eyes. Each word was laced with pain and anger in equal measure. she felt pang in her heart, what she had done?? she about to touched his face lovingly, but he pulled off with a jerk ... "donot touch me" he caught her hand and shoved behind her ... Nupur winched in pain ...

"dard ho raha hai?" he asked evilly, twisting her arm.
A tear tricked down her eyes, while she swung her head negatively, her voice choked with the effort of holding back her tears. "tumhare chune se mujhe dard kyun hoga?" her voice muffled, but it was the most honest confession of her life.

Next second he moved away from her.

Nupur looked at him ... his eyes shows pain while his face shows strange vulnerability. Taking the opportunity she stepped ahead, "I sang only for you" lightly touching his arm, "and you know that" she said with a teary smile.

Mayank looked at her ... he saw pure love in her eyes like old time ... he felt an urge to hugged her tightly and cried his heart out ... but something ... something held him ...

"yes, I know ..." he smirked, "I know exactly what you have been try to show there!"

"what?" she asked confused.

"sympathy! you wanted to ask everyone's sympathy" he smirked, "you wanted to show, how much you care for me ... and how much I didnt care for you ... right?"

Nupur just starred at him in disbelief ... sympathy??!!

"why are you silence? ... you wouldnt thought that how I am aware of your intension?!" Mayank smiled an evilly winning smile.

"I know Mayank, you aware of my intension ..." Nupur paused, looking directly into his eyes, "you know how much we care for each other ... you know how much I love you ..." she stepped forward, "you know how much you love me ..."

"SHUT UPP ... I DONT LOVE YOU ..." he shouted before turned, his fingers curled into a tight fist.

"truth is louder than anything" she said form behind.

"I.DONT.LOVE.YOU" he clinched his jaw tightly.

"you accept it first" she said with a warm smile, "you care for me ... you cant see me in pain ... your heart cried when you see me in tears ... you felt my pain". today she was no mood of withdraw ... now she knew how to got his right pulse, "even you still punishing yourself just for me ... you still blaming yourself for my fate ..."

"DONT TEACH ME" he hissed.

"no Mayank, its you ... its you who taught me how to love! how to care! how to respect!" tear formed into her eyes, "its you who had changed my life ... I felt extreme happiness with you ... I felt secure in your arms ..."

"SHUT UP!! DONT CROSS YOUR LIMIT!"

"I never thought about our limits ... but you who always thought about my reputation ... my family's reputation ... that was you who had stopped me form crossing limits ..."

"STOP!! I DONT WANNA LISTNE TO YOU!!" he shouted top of his voice, pointed his finger to her.

"you always listen to me Mayank ... whatever I told you believed ... whatever I wished you alwas fulfilled like God's wish. Even that day, when I insulted, actually broke you ... you never questioned me back ... you believed everything whatever I said ... you cared for me, either you had not come on my marriage day with Neel ..."

On the other hand, Mayank was restless. he was fuming ... his body was stiff ... he wanted to leave this room, but his feet disagreeing to obey his mind ... he wanted to shut her mouth, but unfortunately he lost his words ... "SHUT UPP!!" he turned opposite in anger ... his back faced her.

"you love me so much either you wont felt hurt for my song! ... music bond us together ... God bond us together ... you always remember me in music, thats why you had stopped playing guitar ..."

"I DONT LOVE YOU!!!" he shouted, but his voice cracked due to suppressed tear. he is trying hard to buried his emotion, but anyone can easily found the pain of love, the anger of helplessness, the agony of rejecting his true love! he knew, how true her every word ... he ll not able to forget her, its not matter how much he tried to forgot her from past five years.

"but I love you." Her voice was clam as she confessed most honest confession of her life.

"SHUT UPPP!!!" shouted again, Mayank took nearest flower vase and threw on the mirror with full force before walked off without looking Nupur.

The mirror shattered into thousand pieces.

Walking aimlessly she stood in front of broken mirror ... broken glass scattered in large area. Nupur looked down only to see her own face ... after ages she was looking herself properly ... she looked the same, but the sindoor on her forehead made her more beautiful ... she looks complete ... her lips curved in a smile while happiness brimming down from her eyes ... covering her face Nupur broke down in tear ... she was relieved ... happy ... finally she succeed to break the wall.

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Mayank entered into his room slamming the door loudly.

He was fuming ... those emotions which he buried deepest corner of his heart, now coming out with force. He wanted to buried them again, but they took enough rest before coming out with new energy ...

His breath ragged ... his body shaken ... he wanted to do something ... he wanted to do something to ease his pain ... to stop his restlessness. But he cant ... Nupur's each and every word ringing on his ear, her love-filled eyes, her innocent face coming again and again in front of his eyes ...

"you love me"

"you care for me"

"I love you"

Her voice repeatedly ringing on his ear. he closed his eyes before blocked his ears with his palms to shut her voice ... but her voice getting louder and louder ...

"SHUT UPPP" he shouted in frustration, he was sweating ... breathing heavily ... his heart beating in abnormal speed. "I DONT LOVE YOU" he shouted again, "DO YOU UNDERSTAND? I DONT LOVE YOU" he threw the pillow in anger ... and no time the bed sheet follow him ... "I DONT LOVE YOU NUPUR ... I DONT LOVE YOU" his reached near table-lamp and next second it crashed on the floor ... trar rushing down from his eyes unconsciously ...

He was sweating ... his body was shaking due to uncontrollable emotion ... he was so vulnerable that he wasnt aware of his own tear, which running down like a river, breaking all barrier of five long years. his shirt was wet with sweat and tear, but his throat went dry ... he felt every nerves of his body shivering abnormally, making him dizzy, and he has lost control over himself ...

"I dont love her ... I dont love her ... " he threw files and books on the floor.

He open the almirah and threw everything out ... clothes ... papers ... money ... everything ...

The room become complete mess ... clothes, books, files, papers, glass pieces scattered everywhere ... Mayank was standing middle of the room, panting ... he walked a step ahed aimlessly and glass piece broke under his feet. he was feeling so tired, seems no strength left in his body ... he felt dizzy ... he felt like every vein of his body stop pumping blood ... suddenly a black curtain appeared in front of his eyes and loosing consciousness he fell on the floor.

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Guys, here is the update.😊

i hope, aap ko pasand aaya 😳

so, now tell me how is this???..😊

waiting for ur comment.😊

so sorry for spelling & grammatical mistakes

Please see HOLI WISH on next page.😊

Apology Note.

Hello Friends, how are you all? I hope, everything is okay. I know, it have been long time I have updated. as you all know from Fiza's post, due to some health problem, I didnt able to update so long. now I'm fine ... n started writing. so, just wait for some days more and I will give you an update. I hope, u forgive me for this unnecessary delay.

Love you all.

May God bless you.

Take care.

Sujata.