..Mushkil Bada Yeh PYAR Hai ! [-A Passionate Love Story]PART 42 : 1/4.
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SHERGILL's GROUP of Co. [H.O.]
As he walked over to the car, SAMRAT noticed the worry on her face. Standing near the bonnet of the car, he asked her, his concern evident in his voice... " R U Ok...?? Kiski call thi...?? "
GUNJAN looked at him and nodded as she looked away.
She knew how he even hated the name MONISH. And if he found out that it was him that she was talking too...she shuddered slightly...looking at him,she decided to tell the truth as lying would never be possible for her. She replied, her tone low... " I am fine... Bas woh... "
Luckily for her, SAMRAT did not seem much interested. He looked at his wrist watch and said..." Oh !! Kaafi late ho gaya... Tum car mein baitho... Raaste mein baatein karenge... " sighing in relief, she nodded and turned to open the passenger side door of the car, when she stopped. She could feel SAMRAT's presence close to her... she looked at him as he opened the door for her... she was surprised by this act and kept looking at him. SAMRAT smiled as he said... " Kya hua...?? Chalna nahin hai...? taking a pause, he said... Mujhe tum Car ke andar bhi dekh sakti ho... "
She looked away, embarrassed... and quickly got in the car as SAMRAT gently shut the door and walked over to the driver's side. Shutting the door as he got in, he quickly fastened the seat belt and looked at GUNJAN. He could not resist a smile as he saw her struggling to fasten her seat belt.
Her 'Dupatta' was ensuring that it made this easy task difficult for her as it slipped off her shoulder to fall on the clasp of the seat belt. As she pushed the 'Dupatta' over her shoulder, it decided to repeat it's action. Totally exasperated by now, GUNJAN again pushed it over her shoulder and then moved her hair behind her ear... then, just as she was about to fasten the seat belt, she stopped...as she felt his warm breath on her ear and neck...he moved forward to take the belt from her hand and fastened it for her... she looked at him, her cheeks tinged to perfect pink.
SAMRAT smiled as he said softly... "Ho gaya.. !! Tum ab aaram se baith sakti ho... " GUNJAN nodded as she smiled and said... " Thanks "
SAMRAT replied with a smiling face.. " Its Ok... " he started the car, and putting it in first gear, he drove off...
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The noise of the traffic outside was cut off by the rolled up windows of the car. But in the car, an awkward silence prevailed. SAMRAT glanced at her. She was looking out of the window..he looked straight ahead... (( Yeh kuchh baat kyun nahin karti...?? Kuchh toh kehna chahiye naa..?? Koi baat nahin... main hi kuchh kehta hoon... lekin,kya...?? Kya baat karoon main...?? RAHEJA project discuss karoon...?? What rubbish.. !! Woh toh Office mein bhi kar sakta hoon... abhi toh kuchh aur hi baat karni chahiye... lekin,mujhe toh topic hi samjh nahin aa raha... Kya kahoon main...??
... Disgusting... jab main hi baat nahin kar paa raha... toh yeh toh mujhse baat karne se rahi... phir...?? What rubbish... I am...I am the Boss...main...main kuchh bhi keh sakta hoon... aur usse chup-chap sunna hoga... Yaa !! Be confident Dude !! Kuchh normal si chat start karta hoon... wait... normal si...?? Ab yahaan normal sa topic kya hoga...??)) His eyes moved to the dashboard where he saw his cell... and he smiled,
then looking at GUNJAN, he asked her...
S - Tumne Mobile set ke features check kiye...?? Kaise hain woh...??
G - (looking at him, she replied...) Nahin...wo...woh actually,maine pehle kabhi 'Smart phone' use nahin kiya...iss liye abhi saare Features check nahin kiye... after a pause... Haan ! memory kaafi zyada hai toh,zyada songs load kar sakti hoon...
S - (strangely, as he looked at the road ahead...) Songs...?? Tumhein songs pasand hain...??
G - (happily) Yaa... I love songs... mere previous set par kaafi saare songs hain... some old n some new... bas unhein transfer karna hoga... after a pause...waise, Hamari movie toh songs ke bina toh complete ho hi nahin sakti... (said excitedly) Har 1 situation ke liye 1 song...
S - (looking at her in surprise and then again looking ahead...) U mean 'Hindi' songs...??
G - (innocently) Haan... Hindi movie mein hindi songs hi honge naa... Lata jii,Asha jii... Kishore Kumaar...Rafi sahab... Jagjit Singh... sabhi kitne achhe Singers hain... aur phir hamara music...woh toh Best hota hai... said happily..
Just then the signal at the junction turned red, forcing SAMRAT to stop. He looked at her and seeing her face glowing with happiness,
SAMRAT smiled... but then... ((Oh God !! What is this...?? She likes 'Hindi' songs...?? woh bhi 'Hindi movie' songs...?? I can't understand... unn mein liking jaisa kya hota hai...?? 1 toh 'Dai maa' ki Filmi baaton aur unn silly TV serials ki range se pareshaan tha...aur ab yeh bhi...?? Mujhe toh inn sab ki bilkul bhi knowledge nahin... !! Ab kya karoon...?? No...agar mujhe usse comfortable feel karwana hai toh,mujhe abhi wohi karna hoga jo usse pasand ho... whatever baad mein dekha jjayega...))
As he looked at her, he realised she was looking at him with a strange look... he smiled at her as he checked his CD collection... just as he had thought...only English songs and Instrumental music collection... he held the steering wheel and tapped his fingers on it as he thought... by the corner of his eye, he could see that she was still looking at him... and then, his eyes fell on the music system... He felt happy...the radio stations[FM Channels]...though he never bothered about them, they would at last be useful for him... he looked at her and asked... " May I play...?? "
GUNJAN continued looking at him, her expression changing to a one of surprise... she never expected him to ask her permission to play the music system in HIS car... nodding her head, she replied... " Ha... Haan...!! kyun nahin...! " Smiling at her, SAMRAT turned the music system on to hear a song...song just started
Naa jaane mere dil ko kya ho gaya...
Abhi toh yahin tha Abhi kho gaya...
Ho Gaya hai Tujhko toh PYAR sajna...
Laakh kar le tu Inkaar sajna...
Yeh hai Pyaar sajna... Dildaar sajna...
Scrunching his eyes, he looked at GUNJAN...and he saw the prettiest smile playing on her lips as she heard the song. Well, maybe she had heard it before or maybe it was her favorite song... but he was hearing it for the first time...and he wanted to hear the lyrics carefully...feeling very pleased with himself... (( Not bad Dude !! yeh songs itne bhi bure nahin hain... aur... yeh.. yeh lines toh... bilkul meri feelings ko describe kar rahi hain... ))
He looked at GUNJAN ... she was looking at him...and as their gaze met, she smiled at him and looked downwards and then, she looked away... he also looked straight ahead, just in time to see the signal turn green... he started driving... listening to the song playing...
Dekha naa Tune... mud ke bhi peeche...
Kuchh der toh main ruka tha..
Jab dil ne tujhko rokna chaha...
Door tu ja chuka tha...
As he heard these words, SAMRAT recollected the incident at THE AMBASSADOR... and he was able to connect his situation then with the words... (( Uss raat mere saath bhi toh aisa hi kuchh hua tha... Kitna upset ho gaya tha main... jab GUNJAN wahaan se akeli hi chali gayi thi... Kitna darr gaya tha main... mujhe laga maine... maine... he looked at GUNJAN who looked lost in her own thoughts...tumhein hamesha ke liye kho diya... Uss raat mujhe meri feelings se inkaar tha... lekin,aaj main accept karta hoon ki mujhe tumse pyaar hai...))
As he thought about those last words, he looked at her... she was not yet looking at him... he looked straight ahead... (( Yeh kuchh zyada toh nahin ho gaya...?? I mean... direct itna romantic song...?? Lekin...iss mein bura hi kya hai...?? I hope,woh iss songs ke words ke through meri feelings ko understand kare... lekin,woh toh itna sharma rahi hai ki...!! Ok wait...koi aur FM station set karta hoon... )) he had to stop at a turn and taking this opportunity, he asked her... as he looked at her... " Ye...yeh song kuchh zyada achha nahin... kya isse change karoon...?? "
GUNJAN looked at him, startled...and then she nodded a YES... (( Yeh Inhein kya hua...?? Yeh yeh baar mujhe se kyun pooch rahe hain...?? Agar main mana karoon... toh kya yeh maanenge...?? Nahin naa... !! toh phir...?? Karenge toh wohi jo yeh chahte hain... phir mujhse pooch hi kyun rahe hain ...?? ))
Quickly, SAMRAT changed the channel to hear another song playing...
Kab tak Chup baithe... Ab toh kuchh hai bolna...
Kuchh tum bolo... kuchh hum bole...
Oh Dholna...
Mar jaana tha yeh bhed nahin tha kholna...
Oh Dholna...
Mere... Dholna...
GUNJAN looked at the music system, then at SAMRAT and then the other way... ((Ye...Yeh FM waale bhi naa... pata nahin aaj sirf aise songs hi kyun play kar rahe hain... Its so embarrassing... Main toh 'Unki' taraf dekh bhi nahin paa rahi...lekin,woh mujhe iss tarah kyun...??
She looked at him and saw that he was staring at her... she looked downwards and then was startled when she heard the car behind them honk...she looked at SAMRAT who was jolted out of his trance by the honk and looking ahead, he started driving. She too looked ahead... Oh God ! Woh meri taraf hi dekh rahe the...!! lekin kyun...?? Kahin unhein meri feelings... ka pata toh nahin chal gaya...?? Lekin kaise...?? Maine toh kisi ko bataya bhi nahin... unse zyada baatein bhi nahin kar rahi...?? phir...?? Kahin unhone guess toh nahin kar liya...?? Oh God ! Its so embarassing... Agar unhone mujhe iss baat ke liye daanta toh...?? Toh...toh main keh doongi...aisa kuchh nahin tha... Main... main waisi ladki nahin hoon... Mujhe...mujhe kabhi unse pyar nahin hua... infact... infact... maine toh aisa socha bhi nahin... Good !! Whatever yeh 'Jhooth' hoga... but,atleast unki daant sunnne se toh bach jaaoongi... ))
Do-Chaar kadam pe tum the...
Do-chaar kadam pe hum the...
Do-chaar kadam bhi lekin...
sau milon se kya kam the...
Aur uss par kadam-kadam pe dil ka dolna
Oh Dholna... Haii Dholna...
Kab tak Chup baithe... Ab toh kuchh hai bolna... Kuchh tum bolo... kuchh hum bole...
Oh Dholna...
Winding their way through traffic, the car was at the junction where they had to take a left turn. As he gave the indicator of a left turn and turned into the by lane... he was listening carefully to the lyrics...((Thank God !! Aisa sirf mere saath nahin ho raha... Ye...yeh toh...lagta hai sabhi ke saath hota hai... Iss songs ki saari lines bilkul, meri situation par set hoti hain... bilkul aisa lag raha hai jaise iss Songs ke lyrics writer ko meri saari feelings pata hon...
Mujhe...mujhe suddenly aaj yeh silly 'Hindi' songs achhe lag rahe hain... Main aaj pehli baar inhein relate kar pa raha hoon... I feel that...yeh song toh sirf mere liye hi compose kiye gaye hain... She is right... Yahaan har 1 situation ke liye 1 song hai... Mujhe inn songs ko follow karna hoga...shayad mujhe inn songs ke through hi apni problem ka solution mil jaaye... 1 sec. GUNJAN ne kaha... yeh Movie song hain... It means wahaan uss Movie mein bhi meri jaisi problem ko hi feature kiya hoga... That's GR8...!! Mujhe yeh movie dekhni hogi...Mujhe wahin se solution mil sakta hai... phir,main apni feelings better way mein explain kar sakta hoon... Good !! Movie name toh issi se pooch loonga... phir direct DVD shop... n ghar jaakar aaram se dekhoonga... the wide smile on his lips indicated his happiness at the solution that he had found for himself... lekin,abhi toh hamein kuchh baat hi karni hogi...yeh song bhi toh hamein 'chatting' karne ka hi hint de raha hai... toh phir problem kya hai...?? Kuchh try karta hoon.. ))
He looked at her and keeping his tone normal, he asked her... " Tumne yeh songs pehle bhi sune hain...?? "
GUNJAN looked at him...her mouth slightly open with shock...
SAMRAT SHERGILL ... asking her about a 'Romantic song... shutting her mouth, she nodded... ((main...main darr kyun rahi hoon... inhone 1 normal sa question kiya hai...t oh phir darrna kyun...?? Come on GUNJAN... be brave... mujhe bhi normal hi rehna hoga...)) gathering courage that she required to reply, she said... " Actually,yeh mere favourite movie ke songs hain...iss liye kaafi baar sunn chuki hoon... "
S - (strangely) Tumhein inn movies ke names pata hain...?? Which movie...??
G - (very shockingly) Aap... Aap ko nahin pata...?? Kya aap movies nahin dekhte...??
SAMRAT frowned... he did not like being questioned and just because he was being nice with her, did not mean she had the liberty to ask him questions... She saw the frown and looking scared, she looked downwards...at her hands which rested on her lap. SAMRAT saw her scared look and calmed himself... and then, he said... " No !! Never !! I have no time for wasting in these silly things... aur kabhi socha bhi nahin ki,inhein dekhna chahiye... Haan waise news channels change karte hue kabhi kabhi kuchh English shows yaa English movies dekhi hain... jo thodi si... He realised what he was going to say... and he quickly stopped talking. Then, looking at her, he said......I mean...I mean... maine kabhi koi Hindi Movie yaa TV shows nahin dekhe... and then, he asked her... his tone normal... waise tumne iss movie ka name nahin bataya...??
G - (softly) First song toh 'Dilwale Dulhania le Jaayenge' movie ka tha...aur...
S - (looking at her...he cut her off...) What...?? Yeh movie name hai...?? looks like Phrase sentense... SAMRAT made an annoyed face..
Forcing a smile, GUNJAN said nothing and looked straight ahead... SAMRAT, though his eyes were on the road, his mind was crowded with thoughts... (( What Rubbish !! No way... ! Mujhe nahin watch karni yeh movie...Yeh toh Name se hi kisi 'Marriage Bureau' ka Ad slogan lag raha hai... Jaise ki, 'Marriage concept' ke Advertisement ke liye hi banaya gaya ho... Isse watch karna toh totally wastage of time hai... wohi routine 'Love story' hogi... First toh 'Love' , jahaan thodi problem ke baad 'Marriage'... n thereafter 'happy married life' . I am totally fed-up with this concept... Love n Happy life ke beech mein 'Married' word kahaan se aa gaya...??
'Pyaar' karne ke liye kisi se 'Marriage' karne ki kya zaroorat hai...?? Main aur RiCHA marriage kar rahe hain...toh what's the Big deal... 'Pyaar' toh main sirf GUNJAN se hi karta hoon...aur hamesha karta rahoonga... iss mein 'married' hona yaa na hona kahaan se important ho gaya...??
Issi tarah ki bakwaas movies n shows ne hi people ke mind block kar diye hain... Woh reality ko face hi nahin kar paate... Aaj ka pata nahin... '7 janmon' ki tension mein mare jaa rahe hain... Rubbish Thoughts...!! Ok...just cool down SAM... !! Yeh saari baatein toh main isse baad mein bhi samjha sakta hoon... abhi toh mujhe 2nd song ke baare mein pata karna chahiye... shayad woh movie thodi different ho...))
S - (looking at her, he asked her softly) Tumne second song ki Movie ka name toh bataya nahin... ??
G - (looked at him and then, smiling, she replied...) Oh ! Woh toh meri favourite movie hai... My all time favorite... DIL TOH PAAGAL HAI... !!
S - (strangely) What...?? DIL TOH PAAGAL HAI...?? R U serious...??
GUNJAN nodded in positive as she looked at him...SAMRAT gave her an 'unbelievable' look and then he look ahead and burst out laughing... and GUNJAN kept looking at him. He looked so different when he laughed...so innocent... so childlike... he looked at her as he continued laughing. This brought GUNJAN out of her trance... and she wondered... what is funny here...?? n Why is he laughing...?? tilting her head slightly, she looked at him and asked him... " Kya hua...?? Main sach keh rahi hoon... maine kai baar is movie ko dekha hai... n believe me woh song issi movie ka tha... "
SAMRAT tried to stop laughing and in between chuckles, he said... woh baat nahin... Actually,I can't control my laugh... Kyunki,maine aaj se pehle itna Funny name kabhi nahin suna... main toh aisa koi name expect bhi nahin kar sakta tha...
G - (confusiongly) Funny...?? Lekin,yahaan Funny kya hai...?? Yeh toh 1 soft Romantic story hai... jo...
Cutting her off, in his normal tone, SAMRAT replied... " Arre ! I M not talking about 'Movie-Genre' ..Main toh name ki baat kar raha hoon... think for yourself... PAAGAL...?? aur woh bhi DIL...?? How is it possible...?? 'Madness' toh 'Brain' se related disease hai... Usse koi 'Heart' se kaise connect kar sakta hai...?? n think logically naa... agar Dil 'Paagal' ho gaya... toh kya Dimaag ko 'Heart-Attack' aayega...?? Is it not silly...?? shaking his head, he looked ahead as he continued laughing.
GUNJAN kept looking at him. She was not able to understand how any person could never hear what his heart wanted to say...how any person only heard his mind speak and acted accordingly... she looked the other way, as she thought... (( Mujhe pehle hi samjh jaana chahiye tha... ye...yeh aisa hi kuchh kahenge... Dil ki chezoon mein Dimaag ko use karna...?? aisa sirf yehi soch sakte hain...after all... He is 'the' SAMRAT SHERGILL... unke liye yeh saari feelings... 1 'Fun' se zyada kuchh nahin... but, at least aaj woh hanse toh... warna toh,aisa lagta tha... inhein hansna aata hi nahin... Maine inhein kabhi aisa nahin dekha... but, I am sure... jab inhein bhi kabhi,kisi se 'Pyaar' hoga... tab yeh feelings inke liye 'Funny' nahin rahengi... ))
As he looked at her, he stopped laughing and then, in a soft tone, he asked her... " Anyway...!! Name jaane do... now,tell me...iss Movie mein aisa kya hai...?? Jiski wajah se yeh tumhaari 'All Time Favorite' Movies ki list mein included hai...??
She looked at him as she heard his question. She knew he was a practical person... He could never understand what 'RAHUL's' feelings could be... his love, his pain...he could never understand the call of the heart as it would always be his mind which would dominate his actions... so there was no point in explaining... she smiled faintly at him as she said... " Nahin... wo... woh... kuchh khaas nahin... bas waise hi... trying to avoid this topic, she looked away...
S - (in a serious tone) 'Kuchh khaas nahin'??... phir bhi tumhaari 'Favorite' hai...?? He was surprised to hear this... and even more surprised to see that she was avoiding looking at him...he continued... Tumne toh kaha woh koi soft Romantic story hai... toh...
G - (very softly) Romantic hai... tabhi toh 'Practical' nahin hai... replied with soft smiling face... kyunki, 'Pyaar' ke liye 'Dimaag' ki nahin... 'Dil' ki zaroorat hoti hai... aur 'Dil'...!! 'Dil' toh koi logic hi nahin samjhta...Usse 'Reality' samajh nahin aati... Her smile disappeared as she felt the same pain that she had when he had taunted her about her class and her status... she wet her lips, as she tried to erase that thought and smiling faintly as she looked at him, she said... Aap... aap... nahin samjh paayenge...
The car screeched to a halt and GUNJAN looked out and then at with worry writ large on her face, she looked at SAMRAT.
Had she crossed her line again?? SAMRAT looked at her as he applied the hand brake and said in a gentle tone... " Don't worry !! Dr.BATRA ka Hospital aa gaya hai... iss liye.. "
Relief writ large over her face, GUNJAN smiled as she undid the seat belt and was about to open the door when she was stopped as SAMRAT called out to her... " GUNJAN !! 1 sec. "
She looked at him and replied... " Jii !! "
Looking in her eyes..., SAMRAT asked her in a soft, yet serious tone... " Tumne aisa kyun kaha ki, Main nahin samjh paaoonga... ?? Kya tumhein aisa lagta hai ki, main sensible nahin...?? "
GUNJAN was surprised when she heard the question. She looked downwards for a moment and then looking at him, she replied... " Maine yeh nahin kaha ki,Aap sensible nahin... Main aisa kehne ki soch bhi nahin sakti... Aapke name hi aapki sensibilty ko prove karne ke liye kaafi hai... Maine... maine toh... She looked away as she paused. But SAMRAT kept looking at her...she then looked at him as she continued... Aap nahin samjh sakte... Kyunki, aap SAMRAT hain... 1 practical person... aap... Aap kabhi RAHUL nahin ho sakte... RAHUL...!! 1 fictional character...jo uss Movie ka hero hai... Jo 'Love'... 'Marriage' mein believe nahin karta... lekin,jab usse 'Love' ho jaata hai toh... She stopped talking... and then she shut her eyes... after some time, she opened her eyes and looked at SAMRAT ... and spoke... But,in real life... aisa kuchh nahin hota... RAHUL jaise chahracter Romantic Movies yaa phir Romantic Novel mein hi milte hain... aur woh wahin achhe lagte hain... in real life... unka koi scope nahin hota...
SAMRAT was all ears as she continued explaining...looking past him, out of the window... yahaan 'Dil' ki importance 'Dimaag' se zyada nahin hoti... kyunki, 'Dil' toh koi logic samjhta hi nahin... woh kuchh samjhna nahin chahta... Woh kahin na kahin... Ussi 'RAHUL' ka intezaar karna chahta hai... Jo, haqeeqat mein kahin nahin hota...then she looked at SAMRAT and with a smile playing on her lips,
GUNJAN clarified her stand... " Mere kehne ka matlab aapki sensibility par doubt karna nahin tha... Main toh... Main toh sirf yeh kehna chahti thi ki... Aap... aap 1 haqeeqat hain...not a fiction... Aap sabhi cheezoon ko better way mein understand kar sakte hain... Logically... Practically... pure 'Dimaag' se... 'Dil' ki woh unlogical baatein... aapko samjh nahin aayengi... " As she finished talking, she turned around and unlocked the door again...
And once again, SAMRAT's question stopped her...as he asked in a low tone..." Kya tumhein 'tumhaare' RAHUL ka intezaar nahin...?? "
Tears welled up in her eyes as she remembered the incident at THE AMBASSADOR... the harsh words that SAMRAT had uttered for her parents... she could feel a pain in her heart... the same pain that she had felt that day. Wiping her tears, she turned to look at him and replied in her soft tone..." Nahin... !! Mujhe 'mere' RAHUL ka intezaar karne ki zaroorat nahin... "
His heart skipped a beat when he heard this... and in a worried tone, he asked..." Means...?? Main samjha nahin...?? Kya tum... Tum kisi ko... His heart beat increased as he was unable to complete his sentence...
She looked at him as she replied... " Nahin... !! Mujhe 'mere' RAHUL ka intezaar karne ki zaroorat hi nahin... Uncle-Aunty hain naa... !! (in a little happy tone) Woh mujhse bahot pyaar karte hain... 1 din woh hi mere liye, mera RAHUL dhoondh laayenge... She was lost in her thoughts as she said...her tone low... aur jab hamari 'shaadi' ho jaayegi... hamein... She looked down as she completed her sentence... Hamein 'Pyaar' bhi ho jaayega... "
SAMRAT's heart was pounding away as he heard her speak...
He looked away, disappointed with what he had heard. GUNJAN looked up as she saw him look away and her eyes fell on the time that was showing on the music system. She wiped her eyes... as she said... " Sir ! Hamein chalna chahiye... Hamein kaafi der ho gayi hai... "
As she spoke, SAMRAT looked at her and nodded as he said... " Haan... wo... woh main... Ok...wait... turning the engine off, he got off the car and walked over to the passenger side. Opening the door, he forwarded his hand to her. She looked at his palm and then at him. he smiled as he waited patiently. Hesitantly, she kept her fingers on his palms, which he immediately held.
As she got off the car and stood in front of him, their eyes met...her hand still held by his... both looked at each other till GUNJAN looked down... without moving his gaze from her...he said in a soft tone... Tum chalo... main car Parking mein laga kar aata hoon... Wahaan... he pointed towards the entrance of the hospital... as he said... Tum wahin mera wait karna... Main bas abhi aaya...
GUNJAN nodded and turned to walk towards the entrance of the hospital as SAMRAT stood where he was, leaning against the car
as he thought... (( No way GUNJAN !! Tumhaari zindagi mein ab koi 'RAHUL'...yaa phir koi aur nahin aa sakta... Tumhaari kahi baatoon ka matlab main samjh raha tha... Lekin,shayad tum mujhe nahin samjh paa rahi... Main bhi 'Love' mein believe nahin karta tha... lekin, jis ladki ne mujh mein 'Love' ki feelings develope ki... Usse main USSE yun APNI ZINDAGI SE nahin jaane de sakta... Main nahin jaanta ki, uss movie ka RAHUL kaun hai...? Kaisa hai...? Kya karta hai...?? Kaisa dikhta hai...?? Aur naa hi main jaan na chahta hoon... SAMRAT SHERGILL ko kisi aur ki tarah banne ki zaroorat nahin... Main tumhein SAMRAT ban kar hi pyaar kar sakta hoon...
Tumhein apne uss RAHUL ko mujh mein hi dhoondhna hoga... woh RAHUL... jise tum kabhi chhod kar nahin jaaogi... woh RAHUL jiska tumhein intezaar rahega... woh RAHUL... jise tum aaj bhi pyaar karti ho... lekin,shayad abhi accept karna nahin chahti... par,koi baat nahin... mera naam bhi SAMRAT hai... SAMRAT SHERGILL... itni jaldi haar nahin manoonga... Tumhein 1 na 1 din... mere liye tumhaari feelings accept karni hi hogi... Tumhein kehna hi hoga ki, tum bhi mujh se pyaar karti ho... aur... aur,hamesha karti rahogi... meri aakhri saansoon tak... SAMRAT felt...his eyes were moist... He wiped it... n smiled softly... toh miss GUNJAN BHUSHAN... be ready...I am coming... ab dekhta hoon... mujhe yaa apni feelings ko kab tak ignore karti ho... kab tak nahin kehti ki, tumhein mujhse pyaar hai... ))
He walked over to the drivers side and got in the car. He drove the car through the gate meant for cars and soon found a space for his car. getting off the car, SAMRAT briskly walked towards the main entrance. He felt relaxed and nice... and when he saw her standing at the entrance waiting for him, he felt even better.
As he walked over to her, GUNJAN smiled at him. Returning the smile, he held the door open as he let her walk in first and then followed her in. She waited for him to lead the way. Both walked over to the elevator as it came to a halt and its doors opened.
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Edited by SIZZZLER - 13 years ago
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