*~You & Me, Were Not Meant To Be~*ll AR llPart 3ll - Page 6

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I sat in bus and looked out of the window while thinking about the day…events…and yes thinking about him

"Your life is so perfect yar…kash meri life bhi aisi hoti…." I heard my friend Nikki (who works with me in same office…we are not really good frnds..But yeah we are frnds….)

I smiled at her sadly….she is clueless what she is praying for…….i agree her life is not very good…but atleast she has a life…

So wat my life looks perfect to others….girls look at me and say "Teri life perfect toh hai yar…no one will say no to you…u r beautiful…good family background..everything a girl dream for…."….and I just smile at them….praying in my heart that they never get a chance to live my life…or even see it….. Coz only i know how perfect my life is... a loving dad...yeah….he was loving..He was a perfect dad…but now the problem is everything is WAS…it was a past..Present is like a don't know this person whom I call papa..Whom I admired like hell when I was a kid..Now we have 10000 tiffs b/w us...coz now his little princess is a big girl..who have her own views about very single damn thing and situation...we hardly talk like a normal daughter and father…who shared everything with each other in past…A loving mum who do care for her daughter but little less than her son…when it comes to daughter and son I m sure she will chose him….understanding mum but only when she needs me... Caring bro...i don't exactly remember when he cared for me…but I do remember the time when I my life was at stake and I asked him to just say the damn truth…and he refused…he said he don't know anything...that was the time I told myself ask a stranger for help but not him…never….

I learned many things from my life…every single day comes and teach me a new hard lesson so that I never dare to forget it..

- Money is the only thing people look for this is the line life taught me…

-Don't trust anyone its only you who will never cheat you...

-No one is yours…its actually true..no matter how much it hurts.. No relative…no family..Nothing…

Like this I learned million lessons from life…will share them some other time…..

And now…..

- Never run behind a person…That person going to run more far from you…always make people run behind you…

I never met someone who can understand me more than me that my life is nowhere to perfect word...Ya but no one can guess that..Can someone???

Yeah I did met someone who actually saw the sadness behind my smile….pain in my nice words…but I lost him…a person who actually cared for me…waited for hours just to know I m fine... …whom I trusted just like I trust Armaan…whom I respect so much….who loved me so much that it made me amaze…. But my life can never be uncomplicated ...time or I say someone else snatched that person from me and made me realize it's MY life nothing can so with no trouble

I still look at people and try to know are they also suffering like me??? They also face situations when they plead to god - to send someone to save them or kill them...


I m very afraid..Afraid to lose him...even before i got him

As soon I got down from the bus I practically ran towards my home...aah don't worry there are no goons behind me...I agree my life is filmy but hey not that much...so where i was oh yea little away from my home..today I realized how far my house is from that good for nothing bus stop...ab aa bhi ja jaan k dushman

"aasmani rang ho pyar ki bhund ho" I heard a guy sang few lines...I looked back and he smiled at me...and i replied with an angry glare ...seriously some guys can be so annoying

Fine i just love dis song...but dude i want him to sing dis for me not you...I ignored him and continued my walking or running marathon...did i told you I hate these street singers...


"Maate open disdoor m waiting... jaldi...beti ki koi fikar hai bhi ya nahi..."I yelled from outside mum is taking too long to open d door...pyar ki raho mei lakho mushkile hai...one of them is dis one...so always have duplicate keys of your damn home..huh

"arre itni kya jaldi hai tujhe??? konsa ghar kahi bhaga ja rha tha..."...she asked me but I wasn't in mood of replying or anything my whole brain was occupied with thoughts like...

"Will he accept my frnd request"

"oh no agar ussne login nhn kia hoga toh???"

"Agar usne frnd request reject kar di hogi toh???"...toh i wil sue dis budha good for nothing FB...akhir dil ka mamla hai.



"haan maate ghar bahut dur hai..." i replied to my mum while entering in my room...and rather den changing i stared at my PC..

"Yeh Teri ankhon se ON nhn hone wala..." i jumped at sudden voice and glared at my bro...who laughed and went out...kamina

"sahi keh raha tha..." I mumbled and started my PC and nervously logged on FB...just 2min and I will know his answer...



"YESSS" I screamed at the top of my voice...scaring the hell out of my mum...but right now who cares...my face started hurting coz of the big smile which is not ready to leave my face...



"kya hua??" both my bro and came while shouting...I sighed and stopped myself for saying something which I regret later...

I looked at them sheepishly and laughed

"phone kaha hai??? i need to cal muskan ...It's very urgent???" I pushed dem aside not bothering to notice d shock ...god grow up...tsunami nhn ai hai...they shook their head and muttering something went out of my room...

"Kaha mar gai thi???" i shouted as soon muskan picked d cal...

"Shonna maine 2nd ring m hi phone receive kia hai...tujhe nhn lagta teri line thodi galat hai???" she teased me...awww wrong time

"oh pleashhh ok itna time lagati hai...phone dikhta nhn tujhe kamini???meri koi fikar hai ya nhn??? nobody loves me" I started my melodrama..

"Chup kar tu...hua kya hai???? Itni khush hai???? chakar kya hai??" she asked ...and dis is wat i love about her...she always knw me wats going on in my devil brain...whether i m about to tell her or not...my mare voice is enough for her to know how i m...this always makes me wonder with whom we live all our lives..whom we call our Family...claims to know us very well...most of the time can't see the sadness hidden beneath our fake smile..but few friends who comes in life like god's precious gift...who can easily see the hurt behind our good words, hidden tears behind our smiles...sadness in our voice...



"Kuch nhn...mera tujhse baat karne ka mann tha...hadd hai..Jab cal karo toh problem hai...nahi karti tab bhi..." I continued my attempt


"chal chal ab bta ...frnd requst accept kar li usne??" she asked and i literally cursed her for dis...god yeh ladki kabhi mujhe surprise nhn dene deti...kitni chalu hai..

"Tujhe kaise pta??" i asked her dumbly..."teri voice suni hai tune???" she asked and i rolled my eyes...

"Very smart qu...i knw sab kehte hai meri voice achi hai...par maine sunni nhn kabhi ...hogya tera???" i asked her

"yea ur voice is very nice but only wen u talk nicely, lovingly...ab mujhe kaise pta hoga??? aaj tak tune kabhi mujhse bina chilaye baat hi nhn ki hai...jab bhi phone karti h chilana shuru..."she accused me..

And there it goes...hum hamesha topic se bhatak jate h...

"Acha meri maa..maan lia m very bad...worse frnd in whole world...happy???" i bit my lip coz now she will come into rescue ur frnd mode..

"Oye kamini maine aisa kab kaha???..Khabardar jo khud ko kuch ulta kaha wo mera ryt hai...toh ab kya socha hai???? Kya kahegi usse??? Ki tune 7 years se hum sabka jeena dushwar kar rkha hai??? bichara...pta nhn kaise sambhalega tujhe..." she laughed but i wasn't annoyed now...i know i have actually made their life hell...still they all were always ready to do anything for my happiness...

"hmmm kuch nhn socha h...i don't knw yar how he will react knowing my side of story...kahi aasmaan m na udh jaye dat some girl was searching him from 7YEARS...big time" excitement in my voice was going low...sometimes i feel al dis practical thinking can't go to hell???

"Relax aisa kuch nhn hoga...oye hoga wo smart and all..Hamari frnd bhi kisi se kam nhn h...remember..Tanya use to say na...Riddhima is hot & sexy….."She tried to cheer me...GIRLS..

"tu na decide kar le main excited ho ya nahi...agar excited hoti hu toh ulta bol bolkar meri jaan leti hai...and now wen m being practical tab bhi tujhe chain nhn..."I shouted...wat i didn't told her was...dat m hell nervous now...i don't know wat i should do now...i never thought dat some day i will get any chance to contact him...yeah i did prayed ki aisa ho...but now the sencerio is totally different...should i tell him all dis at once?? or wait for his response...like hi and hello first...

"Nervous hona band kar...tujhe ho kya jata hai??? Pehle toh i want to meet him...i want to talk to him...i dnt want anybody else...fir achanak se...nhn yar forget it may be u all are ryt he must committed , wud be in love wid someone else...???? Where dat daring and confident girl flies out all of sudden?? "She screamed...kamini kisi channel par jakr pravachan kyu nhn deti...

"i m scared..." i replied in low voice….after all its not easy specially me to take first step so that I can talk to him…


"Kuch naya bol..."came her instant reply...

"M going to talk to him..Let's see wat he says...den i will decide wat i should do...i don't care he says yes or no...Let him decide...okz now u can go and do your work..." i said in a firm voice...bahut hogya...its d high time now...aar ya paar...

"good baat kar...try to know him...remember we are always wid you...you don't know dis person...whom you knew was 7 years back...now he could be bad or good...itna dhyan rakhio ki yeh Karan Singh Grover nhn hai samjhi..." she entered into her mummy mode...i should stop her ryt here...

"Oye shut up nw...tu toh chalu hi hogai...khabardar mere karan ko kuch kaha toh nw jaha tak Armaan ki baat hai...i can bet he is a good human being...i never saw him doing anything fab..but still there was something in his eyes...as if he was holding something back...i don't know...no reasons no justifications...there is no perfect reason for me to remember him but i do...i cant forget him yar...mujhe nhn pta ki hum kabhi milege ya nhn...but there is something which pulls me towards him...so let's cut dis here...hmmm" i finished

she didn't said anything just laughed..."tu bilkul pagal hai..." i heard her voice ...YESSS…For Him...was my answer..

Disconnecting d cal

I inhaled deeply but something caught my breath in throat ...his message...wat d hell…..itni jaldi message

Armaan - "hi.."

My stupid heart started thudding with such a high speed that I actually heard my heart beats...ufff wat is wrong wid me??? my heart literally beats or clearly dance on his name...


i never knew my heart could beat so rapidly till i saw him...;) "...now toh roz ka hai...chahe hum mile na mile

Armaan Mallik - hi

i stared at him msg nervously...and replied


Sugr's lomvilg (account which I had but never used but finally I used it to send him frnd request…)

[ yeah in dis FF Riddhima Niganiya is main lead not Riddhima Gupta coz of some reasons…you all will get to know in future…]

"Hi..." I replied

This is how everything started...with a simple HI...


ooppps i don't know where i clicked as i don't know ABCD of FB...i saw some video chat msg sended by me to him...how...??


Sugr's lomvilg - ". Armaan, you are invited to a video chat. ID:tableID=100003011510019cht100002856763860&t=1317830966561 __"



Sugr's lomvilg - "wow...i never send the above video chat msg ...i mean it was send by me but... i think coz of jst a click it was sent to u...sorry..."


Armaan Mallik - "it's ok yar,but m new to facebook i dnt know much about fb..."

Okz toh he is not a social site freak…thank god…..

Sugr's lomvilg - "same here... so wat say ...friends????"


Armaan Mallik - "yup sure,yes frnds"

His effortless yes made me dance in glee….finally I m talking to him after 7 years…

we chatted casually...asked each other about college..job..likes etc...

Until i felt like he is trying to enquire..If m playing some prank on him….or this is some kind of joke by his friends



Sugr's lomvilg - "i don't know y but just a gut feeling...r u doubting me...m i ryt???"


Armaan Mallik - "yeh exactly…, mujhe aisa lag raha hai jaise aap mujhe phele se janti ho IS dat so?"



It felt like my heart is in my mouth...i gulped...oh no….now what??? Should I tell him yes I know you..or say no….so complicated

we talked and he said it's ok if m not ready to show my pic...i breathed in relief...but i didn't liked it that he is doubting on me...somewhere in my heart i felt bad…very bad

Sugr's lomvilg- "so tell me seriously not like heart attack but little serious ...Do u really think i know u??? Nd if i know u is that a bad thing or gud??"

Armaan Mallik - "yes i think u knw me,and dats gud
isme bad wali tho koi bat hi nhn hai"

after chatting for some more time i saw his msg...

Armaan Mallik- "oh really,chalo yar gotta go nw,we will hav words latr"

awww...i so wants to talk more...but i guess this enough for first time...sigh


Sugr's lomvilg- "ok bye...tk cr"

Armaan Mallik - "okz Bbye tkcre u too."



i logged out...and stared at FB page...and threw a flying kiss for FB...a girl who is not a very big fan of FB is actually very-very thankful to FB now...karzdaar of FB...phewww...thats wat we call life..So unpredictable



After having dinner and giving all the details to my besti I logged on FB…2^nd time in last few hours…big change..

Armaan Mallik –"hi r u dere?"

Sugr's lomvilg- "Hey...:)

I felt like asking him the main qu. Which was bothering me from last hour

Sugr's lomvilg -"hey i was thinking y u didn't asked d main qu. dat is my name is it real or nt...i was sure u will ask but...u proved me wrong...hmmm.well its nt my real name..I was feeling guilty-shilty 4 nt saying d truth).ya ya i knw but i didn't lied ok..my frnds do call me Jen as i m big die hard fan of Karan Singh Grover, Shonna - yeh i don't know y they cal me by dis name...wil try to ask d reason...will tel u my real name later...later means actually later...and ya i m weird ...i jst realized dat after writing dis whole letter type msg nd thinking kuch missing h ya jyada ho gya???...stop laughing it happens...though only sometimes...

Armaan Mallik – "so long msg,well its ok."

And his reply actually annoyed me coz I knew its not ok

Sugr's lomvilg- "its ok for wat???? for nearly lying???"

Armaan Mallik –"yes for lyng"

Sugr's lomvilg- "ok ok dnt use d word lying..."

Armaan Mallik – "u made ur fb profile by fake name,es se bada crime kya hoga?"

Sugr's lomvilg – "see i gv u option 2 ask me anything jab aapne nahi pucha toh apki mistake h na???
very funny...nd for u r kind information maine abhi tk koi crime nahi kia h iss FAKE profile se...and ya baki ki sab details sach h...sachi"

Armaan Mallik – "ha ha ha,its ok,so wats ur name?"

Sugr's lomvilg –"told u na wil tel u later"

Armaan Mallik – "if u ll tell me ur real name,i wont trust u now?"

Sugr's lomvilg - "u knw u shud change ur dp pic...y?? coz it luks like u r watching me nd it really scares ...oh ho yeh badi ajib si baat h...name ka trust se kya connection???"

Armaan Mallik- "ofcrse m watchng uuu"

Sugr's lomvilg – "great nw u cn find my name by yourself na...if u r watching me...;)"

Armaan Mallik - "and u r preparing another lie talk to say"

Sugr's lomvilg – "wait ok fiirst thing its nt a prank ok..."

Armaan Mallik – "yeh yeh i ll find,and almost i found it"

Sugr's lomvilg – "2nd thing I M NT LYING..."

Armaan Mallik – "of course u r playing prank on me"


Sugr's lomvilg – "oh h yeh sab toh bada confusing ho gya h"

Armaan Mallik –"yes yar"

Sugr's lomvilg – "uff...NO PRANKS ...seriously...
u cn ask me any qu...abt my profile told u its true...leaving d name only..."

Armaan Mallik – "how can i trust u now,u lied about ur name in d very begining of our frndship'

Sugr's lomvilg – "but i m also d one who confessed it..."

Armaan Mallik – "its quite confusing to understand u"

Sugr's lomvilg – "cnt u jst leave my name for sumtime???"

Armaan Mallik – "yeh sure"

Sugr's lomvilg – "pakka??"

Armaan Mallik – "yeh"

Sugr's lomvilg – "lets make a deal its nt a prank...if it turn out as a prank i wil do whatever u will say any punishment...but for that u wil hv to trust me widout any doubt.."

Armaan Mallik – "ok give any one reason for trusting u"

Sugr's lomvilg – "see its nt easy to say d damn truth always...
i m d one who found u...nt u,...see d lazy one..uff kitna hardwork karna pada...me d one who hates FB...met u on FB..great
jyada dimag mat lgana headache ho sakta h..."

Armaan Mallik – "after long taks,i thnk we knw each other"

Sugr's lomvilg – "ya kind of...nw cuming to me...u stil can ask any qu. leaving d name i wil answer...widout a single lie..."

Armaan Mallik – "m somewhere sure that u r someone who know's me very well"

We talked more and more…some time he teased me…some time we fought like teenagers

Sugr's lomvilg – "ok nw time to go..."

Armaan Mallik – "yeh okz"

Sugr's lomvilg – "gud9t swt drms...byeee...nd ya...tk cr.."

Armaan Mallik – "gudnt swtdrmz Bbye tkcre"

Days passed..we chatted in night…he tried his best to ask me my name…about me…I did told him about me but not my name but right now we are kind of fighting…things have become so confusing…the more I m trying to be friends..Things are becoming complicated…it feels like hide and sick…

I suddenly realized M CHANGING...my behavior, my outlook towards things... everything..i log on FB after every half an hour just to see if he left any msg...or is he online so dat we can talk..i look forward to our chats every day...m feeling like i cant live without him...we don't chat one day and i feel like my heart is missing it's beats...

The Vulnerability i left long back nearly 7 years is coming back into me..The shell i created around myself with so many efforts i m breaking it...for whom i became The Riddhima Niganiya...is making me same weak, scared Riddhima...i never gave anyone a chance to reach to my heart so dat no one can break it..but now i m allowing him to enter in place where he rules-without even knowing...

i don't know why i m taking such a big risk..loving a person madly who don't even love me..forget loving who don't even know that i love him...but can i control this?? No..i cant...

every day i think about same things..these thought runs in my head becoming a pain for my brain...😕

After thinking a lot I decided to send him frnd request from my original account

Armaan Mallik – "is it u,Jennifer Niganiya??"

[yes...she have account on FB as Jennifer Niganiya]

Sugr's lomvilg – "hmmm may be bye...it was nice talking to u al well...tk cr...bye...nd ya sorry if naah actually i wasted ur time...bye"

Sugr's lomvilg – "nd ya it was Riddhima as well as Jennifer so i don't ever get to hear i lied ...i didn't ...u can see the translation of Sugr's lomvilg... translation of my name..

Armaan Mallik – "look yar,m still confused,ki kya sach hai kya jhoot.
tho tumhe other profile bannane ki kya zarrurat thi.
hey plz yar thoda khulke samne aao,plz,its my request to u."

In anger I logged out from FB...hadd har yar itna shaq...C.I.D mei jana h kya??? gosh so much enquiry...dude you are not some super star... but when in mrng when I saw his msg on my Gmail account as FB notification..in which he wrote something like I don't want to knw who you are…I have to go gurgaon daily up and down…I can't cum here daily..trying to show he is oh so busy…

It made my blood boil in fury…what he thinks??? main pura din FB par status deti hu office ka??? And I did I replied in full rage

Sugr's lomvilg – "ufff...maine abhi apke saare msgs dobara read kiye nd u knw wat i m literally boiling wid anger...i ws ryt mr i m d only one busy nd nw read dis crap letter of mine...
wat i never wanted to say

u r hel confused...u want to talk to me...nd u dnt want to talk 2 me...both things r going in ur big brain"

2nd- i m a content writer not sum vaili grl who is dancing on FB whole day...i hardly comes on FB...like in weeks...and 4 proof u can check ,Jennifer Niganiya...profile nd updates...(don't u say ki mujhe nhi jana )

3rd thing i hv a damn hectic job 9hours shift, after dat a scheduled interview in Zee for which i hv to write a damn script...i hv to do all dis every single day ...bt did i ever complained??? Never coz i love all dis...if u hv hectic day...hard studies..i cn understand u cant talk to me whole day..bt dat doesn't mean u cn say

"chalo ok yar,tum jo b ho,it was very nice taking to u,i really dnt hav much time for dis facebook n all.i really got tired n cant sir long for long in front of my stupid laptop..goodbye"
wat u mean??? main kya 24 hour yaha pehra deti hu???
u jst cum here nd see me online...wat abt d one who waits 4 u like hours??? bt who appreciate hard works...

nw cuming to me...listen last time samjh ata h toh theek nhi ata toh i cnt help it yar... ,Jennifer Niganiya profile is totally professional types ...added seniors, TL's of my office...dat's y i didn't added u there...and i m nt a big fan of chatting...aur kuch???? behtar hoja jo puchna h direct qu.karo so dat i cn answer...

nd ya 4th main bhi apko jyada nhi janti...jab janti thi wo bahut purani baat h...mujhe toh ab pta bhi nhi tha aap krte kya ho, rehte kaha ho...nd all...

itni explanation de kar lag rha h maine koi crime hi kar dia h...never hope for anything...i realized finally... i never thought ur curiosity of knowing me would make u annoy or irritated...

Armaan Mallik – "hi,how r u?chalo live evrythng,b cool.
so finally u wrote a lot about u.
thank u so much,for writing a lot about u.
ab ye bata do konsi profile per msgs karne hain muje,ye wali ya fir ,Jennifer Niganiya wali.
nw coming to all ur messages...
u r boiling wid anger,ha ha ha,b cool yar,its evrythng ok.
i didnt mean to insult u or anythng.so plz cool yar,sorry bolna padega kya,sorry yar,i was nt in good mood yesterday.
ok tell me,which id u ll use for me,Jennifer Niganiya wali aur dis one?
ok sorry for my wording.
and plz tell me u wrote ,
nd ya 4th main bhi apko jyada nhi janti...jab janti thi wo bahut purani baat h...mujhe toh ab pta bhi nhi tha aap krte kya ho, rehte kaha ho...nd all...
tum kaise janti ho mujhe,plz tell me yar????
m online,waitng for ur reply nw

Sugr's lomvilg – "hi i m gud nd u??
howz ur day????"

We forgot our anger and started talking again….😆.i know I m falling for him more and more…my hopes are rising…the more i m trying to control my heart –my heart is going against me…after all I can't expect him to love me out of blue…can i??😕

Finally its 19^th October ..in our last chat he said his b'day is on 19 Oct…but I always thought his bday is on 21 Oct….and I promised I will give him my nu. On his b'day…

Now comes the main qu. Should I give him my cell nu. Or not??? Is it ok now to exchange nu. As we are chatting from last 10-15 days…we can call each other friends...but what about my nu.?? Now what should i do...Ohhh Nooo...😲

Yeah m still alive...😳...Finally I m back like in real…god missed IF so much…and its true..i actually read all my ff's again and felt like – did I wrote them??? Believe me…after all I m here after 4 months..Sorry for not replying and not commenting on so many ff's…holding ears…I was little I mean more than little busy..so solly… thank u so much for all the love and care your shower on me…after reading our comments I felt like m so bad I making you all wait who loves me so much….i m really sorry with my heart..really forgive me for behaving like an idiot…Accept this very long and boring update as my apology😳 ...now I m requesting to all of you to give your precious views…comments..Waiting eagerly with thudding heart…

Part - 3 "Unpredictable Reunion"

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