Dhundlae aks
part 31
I am so sorry..
oh god I crossed my limits
I did something I am not supposed to
mama ko pata chalega tho she will feel so let down
she hit her head with her hand.. she slapped herself.. punishing herself.. crying mama I am sorry with every slap.. mama I am really really sorry.
Dam wat was I doing there at the first place.
She was freaking out at her desperation ..she actually hugged some god dam stranger.. she closed her eyes & tried to recollect the series of incident... she got frustrated & started to limp up & down the length of her room. She hit her head.. cursing herself to have taken that drink from him..
the talks they had.. it only made her laugh ..then a hatred followed.. sick feeling.. of cheapness..
everything was cute ..but why the hell did it all turn up so nasty... why hug.. like that.. I don't even know him..
she went to the wash room & washed her face.. her leg was giving her server pain now.. she took it as a punishment..
not that she believed hugging, kissing was wrong.. but not a complete stranger. There was nothing between them.. she doesn't even remember his face now.. may be his eyes...deep dark.. she closed her eyes tight.. no..no..
may be the feel of his stubble.. did he have one..
she softly caressed her cheek.. he did.. she could still remember how it caressed against hers silken cheek when he leaned closer passionately.. pulling her closer
NO...stop..stop...
I am not thinking abt it. no.. I am here to study.. to prove myself right.. worth mama-papas love & trust.
Not to break it.
She knows her parents will never object her love relation but not some crap like this.
Was it physical attraction..
no no.. it was not like that.. she knew it.. it was all fun between them.. oh god why did that hug had to happen. Why did she get carried away with his feel. Why she just trusted him & left with him from the disc at the first place... wat was she even thinking sitting in a strangers car who claimed her as his wife...
no.. he was drunk.. he meant nothing of those words she reassured herself. Was he taking advantage of me
she wondered...
no.. no..she shook her head..
no.. he was in same condition as me...
dam both of us were so drunk.
Wonder wat will he be thinking.. will he even remember any of this..
she couldn't take any of this more.. her lids felt heavy & sealed.
Armaan in the guest room checked on the other girl. He left a note on her side table & was turning to leave.
Don't leave me & go plz
armaan looked at her in shock.. & soon realized she was mumbling her sleep.
He tucked the spread around her & slowly slipped away.. she held his hand & pulled him closer..
don't leave me alone.. she held his hand & tucked it under her head. He irritatedly tried to pull out.. she only tucked closer & cuddled close to him. He helplessly looked around.
He sat up next to her little while, thinking abt wat haapened with geet. why was she running like crazy in the middle os the road.. thank god it was his car she bumped into ...
he was driving slowly on that road looking for her.. he recollected the truck that had just zoomed passed few mins before he reached that spot where geet from no where ran infront of his jeep.. he had to urn the jeep sharply braking all of a sudden.. still couldn't help hurting her.. oh god why me.. !
why it had to be his jeep...
the thoughts kept playing around until he dossed off after few mins.
Maan some how managed to reach home. He slowly sneaked inside to his room. Did she meet with an accident?? wat happened to her? Where did she go middle of the night?
How did she go?,, all this question chased him all the while..
why did he have take a girl along with him
who is she?
Oh god she was drunk.. she didn't even know wat was happening.
He frustratedly removed his jacket.. he saw something turquoise blue dangling from his jacket near the collar.. he immediately pulled it closer to have a better view. He slowly took it out ..
his fingers caressed the metal softly.. remembering seeing the pair shaking on her ears as she cutely pouted.
Oh god..!! naam bhi tho nahi bataya tumne
he sighed remembering her cute fights.. a smile teased on his lips.. thinking how she got angry saying.. aap mujhe fasa rahen ho.. & then immediately believing when he said nahi
God damit.. why did I have to lose my control '
lekin usne.. aisen hug kiya... i couldn't have done anything.. her feel was so...
u knew she was drunk
why didn't u control urself
every thing was so perfect. Why did I have ruin the situation falling so cheap..low..
he was disgusted at himself...
dam she was a complete stranger.. I just forced her to drive with me.. & did all that.. & now I don't even know where she is.
Perfect Maan Singh Khurana..simply perfect
not that Maan thought hugging was wrong.. but not a complete stranger.. they were not in relation.. forget relation they didn't even know each other. This is ridiculous. Wo kya souch rahi hogi mera baren main. May be she won't remember anything.
He went under the shower.. he let the water fall down his sinful structure. He could still feel her warmth.. how her heart was beating against his. How she slowly moved in response to his soft touch. He tried hard to forget .. let go the feel he couldn't.. it all made him..wild .. was he so desperate physically.. how cheap & shallow.. it was way below he could think anyone could fall.. but he was standing right at that low level.. desperate.. sick...
he couldn't sleep the whole night. He was their down for pooja even before anyone else. That was definitely a shock to every one. Yash looked at him in amuse, so did Daadi & Dev. Maan was lost in his own guilt. Like he was washing his sin...by paying his tribute to god seeking forgiveness. He was rather silent ..he finished the break fast all too silently & went back to his room.
Yash felt little bad thought may be he is feeling neglected because of his just umm.for his coming first.
He looked at his mom..
Daadi ' I think u should be less critical with him
yash nodded & went to his room.
Maan immediately took his boxing gloves off & dipped his head down. It was rarest of occasion his dad walking into his room. He can't even remember when was it last he came into his room.
There was this complete silence for a moment.. yash finally broke it clearing his throat
Maan, I am really proud of u son.
Maan looked at him in amze.. least he deserved after wat he did last night
yash chuckled.. actually tumhari galti hain
Maan was all confused
yash ' tumne aisa standard bana ke rahka hain ki.. I always expect u to be something more than that.
Maan didn't quiet understand
yash ' u always come first. So I can't even imagine u getting anything less than that
I alawys expect ki tum kuch aur zyada karo.. in the bargain I totally forget to appreciate ur efforts to maintain being first. Maan hugged him wanting to cry. He hated himself more now..
yash was totally taken a back seeing his son so emotional. Did his word mean so much to his son. His stiff body instantly embraced his son into a deep hug. Maan felt so relieved. Still the guilt was haunting. It was so special to him, his father shedding all his love but did he actually deserve nun. He broke all the trust they had on him.. & mainly the trust that girl showed in him.. when she came with him.. actually she didn't even want to come along..he forced her to.. he closed his eyes.. & probably shed few tears on his dads shoulder.
Yash really felt guilty of being so strict with him all this while. He softly patted his cheek I didn't know mera share beta itna naram dil ka hain. Maan didn't have the courage to face his dad. He wiped his tears & turned his back. Yash smiled.. & left patting his back.
Maan crashed in the bed the moment dad left his room.
yes yes they r over reacting .. but they r just 17 & 18yrs old.. for them it is a big thing...especially when it is totally physically ...getting carried away.. for them its a crime...
had it been in love .. it would be different. .. .
precap
Maan helping Daadi shop for geet
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muskan Edited by muskanp - 13 years ago
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