Geet standing near window. Her gaze stuck at main gate. her eyes were eagerly waiting for him…yes what anni told is right. I couldn't see him in pain. he is my soul…he is my heart beat. Its sure that I am happy now staying with him from past two weeks. I suffered last two years without maan and kuhu. Even I need maan but what about maan …is it really he is craving for me or he is still in guilt what he done to me…
If he is still in guilt, how come he will be happy…but he is assuring that he need me, he love me….but even before he assured same…but what happened I trusted him closing my eyes but at end when I come to know the truth…she remembered his eyes…is they are lying with me?
Is it easy to me live without kuhu and maan?…maan …her eyes filled ..how badly I addicted to him ..in two years I can not live single minute without remembering him. my blood , my veins each beat of my heart everything is naming maan, maan only maan why I love him so badly. Why I can't bare all this for kuhu..she need me..she deserve her parents love..but why I am not caring about kuhu..i am bothering only about maan. only I need his happiness ..each and every time I decide that not to see him..but when he come in front of me without my effort my gaze will move to him. I am not able to control my self when he is in front of me. at least I want to fight with him. my heart beat raise when I look at him, his single touch make magic on me. .. I feel like I drugged. I loss my self in front of him.
Black large car enter KM main gate…her eyes shined him when he will get down from the car..yes he is wearing his blue color formals.. this is perfect for him .her heart skipped for a movement…yes my maan is always perfect.
Maan entered room….all these days bcoz of kuhu they are speaking to each other… their conversation start from kuhu and end from kuhu. now she is not here.. don't know what to speak. Maan changing his shirt..geet stood behind him. her gaze is not moving from him..his bare arms are showing their cuts…geet gulped her saliva….maan turned back…"geet.."
"wo kuch nahi…anni and kuhu went to birthday function…"geet dipped her head down not daring to see him barely. Maan understood she is scaring to be with me…
He went out without speaking to her…geet glued their it self. she didn't expect this from maan. some how she want to be with him but maan closed her way and went out.
Geet followed him…he is speaking with nakul.."nakul today night I don't want to have my dinner and don't disturb me I will be in study room". But he made his way to terrace. Geet tired ..her mind is not accepting his ignorance. She need him very badly..but her self respect is not letting her to start. She know very well that she decided to move USA but still her mind is craving for him. always she hate her self weakness.
He closed the door between their room and terse. Geet couldn't take any more..she rushed inside…she is controlled her tears not to let them out. Her fingers clenched her besides bed spread fur sly without her knowledge. His ignorance made her to panic. She bitted her lower lip..blood oozed from her lip..but her gaze not moved from him.
Few minutes passed…she try to convince her self…yes it is not right . some how I am leaving in other two weeks better to avoid everything. She closed her eyes….
Maan working in his laptop but his mind is not with him…it is roaming around geet..his each veins are craving to her . Today kuhu is not between them. His mind and heart pushing him to geet…but he didn't dare to reach her again the fear……the feelings which is running in his entire body ,it is not letting him to sit in one place. just he made his way to edge of the terrace. There night jasmine flowers are seducing him and sending him back to geet.
"Oh geet.." he murmured himself. He saw geet from the glass door…now she is sleeping ,can I go and speak to her…once again can I try to speak with her…no…again she will mistake me…but how to make understand her…the pressure make him stress .he couldn't take any more. He rushed inside ..but he stopped yes the fear is not letting him to speak her…she is sleeping….like an angel..he want to wake her he want to tell her that how much he love her….his gaze turned to study room. He went inside…no it can not be control..any movement he can loose his grip on his mind..his eyes went darken….alcoholic bottles were arranged in study room . This will be better for my pain…just he grabbed two bottles..he smiled at it…."these can be relief from all my pain…"
He went out…again he sat in terrace…whole sky becoming dark and more dark. Clouds were gathering ..he filled the glass horridly…just he want to forget everything…first sip there is a burning sensation in his throat …the liquid passed from his food pipe to in, for a while he couldn't bare burning sensation… ..but after few second he is in air…yes almost his pains are slowly decreasing….he kissed the bottle lovingly..you are better then human bees. At least you are relieving me from all these pains for few hours…he don't know how many pegs he is taken ….one by one peg … at the end he lifted the bottle itself.
Actually he is not a drinker… at parties he will maintain without sipping single sip, holding fulfilled glass in his hand..but today he need it very badly.
There is a big thunder sound hit geet ears..she waked it is too dark….its raining heavily…again and again the lightning and thunders are roaring….its a stormy night…the darkness is scaring her.. "maan.." where is he…she try to search him in lightening light…but no.. where is he..she ran to door…he is laying on floor, facing his face down in rain. Rain is flowing heavily…he drenched totally it seems he is not in sense…her heart beat stuck .".maan" she screamed loudly but it didn't reach his ear her voice mingled with thunders huge sound. Geet rushed out side. There are huge water drops flowing on her …don't know how long he fell down…she turned him …he is not in sense…his surroundings covered with his vomit. he is very dirty. When she turned him the rainy water washout his face. Geet try to wake him but he is not supporting her… some how she made him to stand. His body totally leaned on her..she is calling him again and trying to wake him..after few minutes he started to response her..but still he is in half sense…
Geet some how manage to take him to washroom. Now the lights were on…she on the shower. She made him to sit and cleaned him. still he didn't respond her much….. she peeled of his wet dress and she wiped his body .without single piece of cloth he is looking like a child. where she found kuhu on him. only innocence is placing in his face. She cupped his face…"why maan why did you do this…."her feelings are not letting her to be calm..she want to cry…she want explore her self..but she couldn't do anything…
She made him to lay on bed. She covered him with woolen blanket. Again she changed her dress and sat next to him. her hand moved to his face. Slowly her fingers traced his jaw and moved towards his chin..maan hold her wrist tightly. "geet, pls don't leave me.." geet gasped..there is a little smile slipped from her lips…at the same time her eyes filled with tears…don't know what feeling is running in her it is totally different…there is happiness ,there is sorrow.. holding his palm don't know how long she sat in same position.
Suddenly she found maan is shivering. She can feel it from his palms. He tightened his grip on her wrist. His hole body is trembling. "maan kya huva.." she try to wake him…no he is totally not in sense. may be due to cold he is shivering. The cold catch him bcoz he was laying long time outside . Out side it is too cold and the effect is showing on him. geet scared …she try to call anni but there is no network. His lips were turning to blue. She started rub his palms..no response again she moved to his foot…she is rubbing one by one fur sly but still it is not getting heat.
She scared…..again and again she called him but nothing is reaching his ears. At end she cried out in the fear of loosing him.
Geet didn't think much..now she forget what she decided before about maan she forget her self respect. Now only her goal is save her love…she broken the walls what she erected around her. her humiliation, her anticipation pushed her to save her love, save her sole. She want to remove the pain what all these days he felt…
She joined him under the blanket and hugged him tightly…at the movement he is still tremble ling…his entire body is un controllable. Now his body becoming cold and turning to blue…"maan …maan …pls.." no he is not responding her..now geet cupped his face…her lips claimed his lips….she can find his teeth were gritting with cold….she try to made her way in from his lips but his lips blocked her way…her first attempt is failed…her fingers moved on his chest..she is massaging on his chest…now she felt its better…she removed and threw all her cloths. Now she is trying to entangle his body with her…now she is in top of him. her naked body slowly igniting fire in his body. maan now feeling her body in his…her lips smashed his lips without delaying. Now she succeeded. Maan let her to enter his mouth. Her arms covered his shoulder trying to hug him, she tried her best to close distance between their naked bodies. she is becoming violent and biting him forcefully. Still her fear is not withdrawn from her mind. The fear that loosing him giving her strength and vanishing her shyness at the movement. she bite hardly on his throat again she moved to his shoulder. There are deep marks on his chest , throat and shoulder. now maan body reacting magically to her each touch. He equally responding her…geet didn't delayed any more…her tongue grabbed his tongue at one jerk. The heat flown between two bodies. maan seduced by geet very strongly where he failed to keep up his promise. He lost his mind and he is in trance. Maan rolled on top of her. now she is below him. his hands moving in lightening speed on her body. his hands just rushed to cup are each part. The winning smile slipped from her lips. but she didn't withdrawn from her act …she equally responded to his attitude.
He is smashing her lips with his…his hands were squishing her buds…his tongue licking her each part of the body. her breath stuck in her throat. Her buds become harder and her lips were swollen. His hands now daring to move her most sensible part in her body. geet chocked.. her eyes were widened she couldn't take the pleasure in this time. His breath was fanning all over her body. After two years again his manhood trying to enter her its really paining to give him entry but he didn't delay to enter her…at one jerk he entered her..geet screamed with pain…he stopped her scream with his lips. tears rolled on her cheeks it is not a pain it is sweet pain..her bones were crushed but it is a sweet pain ..after many days..her eyes letting tears out…but her lips smiled with satisfaction.
At second round again he moved to between her inner thighs. Actually she don't know what magic he is doing with her but she felt she is in heaven. He is filling her with him. a loud wimp left from her lips. now he is in knees, he lifted her thighs and made her legs to wrap around his waist. Geet now in breath less. She didn't understand what he is attempting on her…but after few seconds are eyes went more and more widened..he entered too deep which she never experienced with him. the accesses what he done its given easy entry to him. there is a sudden pain between two legs but after few minutes the pain turned to pleasure and she felt the different happiness with him. maan still couldn't get enough from her…he is moving in her deep and deep. even geet didn't disappointed him ,she made all his way easy and equally she responded him.
PRE CAP: GEET FLYED TO USA.
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Edited by varsha-sharma - 13 years ago
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