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PART TWENTY{4/5}
He came in room. He was a bit upset.
SAMRAT:chashmish mujhey tumsey baat karni hai...
GUNJAN:par mujhey apsey koe baat nahn karni.
It was limit as she tried to ignore him again. Samrat held her wrist and pulled her in arms.
SAMRAT:kuin NAHN KARNI.han ? Kab sey tmsey baat karna cha raha hon. Aur tm mjhey ignore kar rahe ho. Akhir kuyn ?
Gunjan got a bit sacred of his raised tone.
GUNJAN:samrat mjhy janey dein .
SAMRAT:nahn Pehley merey Swalo ka Jawab do.
Samrat held her from waist tightly that she was unable to move a single inch.
GUNJAN:kiya pochna hai apko ?
Gunjan tried to keep distance in between them.
SAMRAT:mujhsey aj bhe utni he muhbt karti ho na ?
She stop struggling as his fingers creased her cheek and his soft breaths on her neck make her restless.. She tried again helplessly. She lowered gaze.
GUNJAN:chorien samrat.
SAMRAT:jawab do chashmish..
Samrat pulled her more near and made her look at him.. His eyes was fixed at her.
GUNJAN:merey pass apkey fazol swalo ka koe jawab nahn.
Gunjan pushed him and was about to leave when samrat caught her hand and pulled her. He pinched her against Wall a bit harshly.
SAMRAT:yeh fazol nahn hai chashmish . Jawab do.
Gunjan looks in his upset eyes. And she spoke up bitterly.
GUNJAN:han karti hon muhbbat. Bolien kiya saza dein gey ab ap mujhey ?
Samrat smiles at her anger and cupped her face in his palm.. And softly whisper.
SAMRAT:chashmish...meri Jaan...pls maf kar do Mujhey ? Aik akhri Baar ?
Gunjan lower gaze as was unable to look in his intense hurt eyes.. And she removed his hand from her cheek.
GUNJAN:maf kar diya tha mein ney apko bohat pehly samrat. Iselea aj yahan hon.
Samrat held her hands and pleds almost.
SAMRAT:phir chashmish dur reh k saza kuin deti ho ? Kudh ko ? Mujhey ? Bhool jao sab..
Gunjan looks at him disbelievingly and at last she spoke up her pain.
GUNJAN:8 saal Samrat.. 8 saal mein ny saha hai dard.. Akely pan ka.. Apki wafa k tofehy ka.. Kasey bhul jao Samrat mein...k... AP NEY MUJHEY DIVORCE DEY KAR KUDH SEY HMESHA HMESHA K LEA ALAG KAR DIYA THA.
Her voice was shivering and tears were rolling down her cheeks. Samrat was rather confused at her.
SAMRAT:d..I.. V... O.. R.. C.. E ??
It was painful for Gunjan to even think. She pushed him a bit.
GUNJAN: samrat pls mein ny pehly bohat mushkil sey rythm k lea kudh ko smbhala hai hmara dubara aik hona ab mumkin nahn..
Samrat who was thinking about divorce hearing her become a bit upset.
SAMRAT:kuin nahn mumkin chashmish 8 saal mein tmharey lea tarpa hon . Tmhary intezar mein. Aur tm yeh konsi divorce k baat kar rahe ho ?
It was hurting her badly. To talk about divorce was extremely painful for her.
GUNJAN:samrat pls meri feelings k sath kehlna band karein... Aik dafa divorce ka dukh saha hai...
Samrat was hurt because of her frequent ignorance and her refusal. He held her rudely from shoulders.
SAMRAT:feelings k sath mein kehl raha hon ya tm meri feelings ko hurt kar rahe ho. Aur yeh kiya divorce divorce laga rakhi hai ?
Gunjan pushed him and looks disbelievingly and taunt at him.
GUNJAN:bus karein Samrat acting karna jasey ap kuch jantey nahn.
Today he gave up voice to his questions too. It was enough to keep silent from years.
SAMRAT:han to nahn janta kuin chodh gae the mujhe han ? Bina bataye ? Begair kuch kahey ? Kuin Rythm ko mujsey tm ney dur kiya ?
Gunjan was upset on hearing all the blames on her. It was his fault. he made her moved away from him.
GUNJAN:mein ny apko nahn chodha apney mujhey apni zindagi sey nikala tha. Divorce ka matlb tou jantey he hain ap.
Samrat was sick of the word divorce. And glances at her back.
SAMRAT:kiya divorce divorce laga rakhi hai tm ney ? Kis divorce k baat kar rahe ho tum?
Gunjan closing her eyes remembered that day
GUNJAN:wohe divorce MR. Samrat Shergill jo apney mujhey ridhma k shadi k din the..
Samrat was extremely upset on listening that blame. And scaristically stated.
SAMRAT:What Rubbish ? Mein ney tmhey kab divorce di aur mein ney akhir aesa kuin kiya ho ga ?
Gunjan looks at him for once .
GUNJAN:yeh to ap he behtar jantey hon gey na.. .
He was extremly upset on her statement and brust out.
SAMRAT:mein ny tumhey koe divorce nahn di. Agar di hoti to pagal nahn hon jo yun tmhey ghar le ata..
Gunjan felt insulted and turned to him angerily.
GUNJAN:Just Shut up Mr.Samrat Shergill. Ap smjhtey kiya hain kudh ko. Ap he ney wo divorce paper behjwaye the.
The word Divorce was making him extremly upset. And moreover she wasnot facing him as he saw her busy in wardrobe.
SAMRAT:Just shut up.. kha na mein ney nahn...
GUNJAN:Acha ?? To yeh kiya hai Mr.Samrat Shergill...
At last gunjan was able to find papers and she throw out them on Samrat with hurt and anger.
SAMRAT:yeh paperz...
Samrat bent down to touch them but become froze at his place..
GUNJAN:Divorce Paperz Mr.Shergill.. Merey daman pe jo dag apny lagaya tha uska sabot. Aur yeh raha humara paper marriage contract jisey apny phadey begair sign kia tha... Mein koe Giri huwe Ladki nahn hon jisko apni Izat o waqar ka Pass na ho... Ap kindly mujh par ab thoda reham khaein... mujhey meri nazro mein aur zalel mat karein.. Mujhey Akela chodh dein. Mujhey akeley jena a gya hai..
He hardly had heard as looks over scattered papers. He was shocked because it was true. They were Their DIVORCE papers. Gunjan left to change hurtly and sadly on gaining no reaction or response from Samrat. Where Samrat In a shock gather all pages and moved to his study room. He need to read them all.
He went in a shock state after seeing his signature on those papers ... He held his head in both hands.. He hadnot gave her divorce he was sure of that only.
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Gunjan came out after changing saw the room empty. She felt so much lonley. She sat on bed sadly. She was confused why he was behaving like he do not know anything. Gunjan felt herself banging her head in some wall. She lyd down to sleep when she corrected the pillow she saw a black diary lying there. She forwarded hand and took it. She sat now again looking at it. It was diary of samrat . Gunjan opens it and her eyes felt wet reading the poem.
Muhabbat phool hai kaho to phool ban jaun,
Tumhari zindagi ka aik haseen usool ban jaun,
Suna hai rait pe chal ke tum aksar mehak jati ho,
Kaho tou ab ki baar mai zameen ki dhool ban jaun,
Bht naayaab hote hain jinhe tum apna kehti ho,
Ijazat do ke mai bhi iss kadar anmol ban jaun...
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...
He was crying silently on the game of fate.But then how was that possible these paper was sent to gunjan and by whom.? He was desperately hurt and confused. Why his chashmish didnt trust him? Was he worth of that? Again guilt came there as answer of his questions.. But now more importantly he had to make gunjan sure that he did not gave her divorce. He lift gaze and caught glance of gunjan s diary. He forward hand and placed it on table. He opens it. The Poem made him teary...
Juda hone ka andesha' juda honE se pehle tha,
Wo mujh se intehai khush' khafA hone se pehle tha,
Junoon ka doar guzra to mujhe b bhool betha wo,
Namaz-e-ishq tha lakin, qaza hone se pehle tha,
Main kese soch sakti thi mujhe wo chhor jayega,
Bohat he ba'wafa wo bewafa ho ne se pehle tha...!!!!
...
She slept on page where this Poem was written
Kab Dard K Maaron Ko
Sakun Hota Hai
"Chashmish"
Jab Ishq Nahi Hota,
Junoon Hota Hai
"Chashmish"
Be-Kas Aashqqon
Se Nahi Pochta Koi,
Kis Tarah Tamanaon Ka Khoon Hota Hai
"Chashmish"
Ye Ishq Jo Apna
Humen honay nhi Deta,
Ye Ishq B Hota Hai
To Kiun Hota Hai "Chashmish"...?
Har Shaam Charaghon Ki Tarah Jalti Hain Aankhain,
Kya Koi Chala Jaaye
To Yon Hota Hai "Chashmish"...
...
He was sleeping on page where the Poem written.
Tum bin kya hai jeena kya hai jeena
Tum bin kya hai jeena
Tum bin jiya jaaye kaise kaise jiya jaaye tum bin
Sadiyon si lambi hai raaten sadiyon se lambe huv din
Aaa jao laut kar tum yeh dil keh raha hai
Phir shaame tanhaye jaagi phir yaad tum aa rahe ho
Phir jaan nikal ne lagi hai phir mujhko tadpa rahe ho
Is dil mein yaadon ke mele hai
Tum bin bahut hum akele hai
Aaa jao laut kar tum yeh dil keh raha hai
Kya kya na soocha tha maine
Kya kya na sapne sajaye
Kya kya na chaaha tha dil ne
Kya kya na armaan jagaaye
Kya kya na armaan jagaaye
Is dil se toofan guzarte hai
Tum bin to jeete na marte hai
Aaa jao laut kar tum yeh dil keh raha hai
Tum bin jiya jaaye kaise kaise jiya jaaye tum bin
Sadiyon si lambi hai raaten sadiyon se lambe huv din
Aaa jao laut kar tum yeh dil keh raha hai
Aaa jao laut kar tum yeh dil keh raha hai
...
For the first time in their life they both had cried bitterly that night with such intensity and Pain that eyes had become Red. Even the eyes were unable to cry more.. And Their heart..which already had Pain , was now hurt beyond the limit. The Pain, hurt, guilt... They didnt had cried on Their self pain in such a way ever during the long 8 yearz in the way they had wept that night in the Pain of eachother... The Guilt of hurting each otherz.. The Sadnes of being so folish to belive the world,the eyes whch read,the earz whch heard..and didnt belve their true love their heart felt.. But now they were sure about onething that Their love was true. Their passionate Moments were true. And They Were True... Situatins and conditions were only the Odd one..!
That Night had Proved Both Of Them Inocent In Eachother eyes...!!!!
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