You Are Always Mine..!!A SAJAN FF.epilogue 130 - Page 68

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Posted: 13 years ago
Suberb update bt it was really painful feeling so bad for gunjan
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Posted: 13 years ago
HEY thank you so so so much guys for making it Posible for me to write this story. Thats all because of your overwhelming response. Thanks to All of You For Appericiation and Encouragment.. Wwooohh. Its 100..
@Radhi
Thanks Radhi.
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@neha
Thanks neha. Its okay dear.
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Thanks 4 ur reply sam.
@Sarah
Hey sarah thank you dear for comenting. I am glad u lykd the updates. Its realy a treat to read ur comments.
@richa api
Thank you Api 4 ur coment.
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Wil Gona reply you soon . N btw its 100 :) congo :P
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Posted: 13 years ago

Originally posted by: aashizin

gosh it was most touchy i felt my eyes moist when u described rythem's birth and gunjan's pain it was most touchy seriously this upd touched heart her pain her love for samrat her determination her eternal love seriously i have never read such a touchy upd ever kudos to u👏i wonder what could be misunderstanding why samrat was not aware with all this i m sure naina has done something gosh she has to pay back for creating huge misunderstanding between two lovers specially to that child who is totally innocent in all this now seriously can't wait to read samrat's past part plz upd specially

Awww Aaashi Api seriously your comment made my Day. I was so nervoused about this separation update and to describe gunjan s condtns and feelings was toughest to expres it in my way n thoughts..but i m realy very happy to know that i am able to make u feel the pain of charctrz. Thank you api a ton for the fblus cment. Wel i hope that after reading Samrat s past you feel the same pain. Wil gona update soon on this weekend. Thankx
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Aww swetie I wondr what u wil gona do after reading next updates 😛 😭
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Congrats For Completing 100 Pages 🤗
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Congrats ForCompleting 100 Pages🤗

Thank you so much Dear. Thanks to Reader like you 😃
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Awesome update. liked it. It was really sad to see gunjan in this condition. Why did samrat did this to her? I was crying when i read this. i can't stop my tears now too. This is really painful. And hats off to u. U had written all the emotions perfectly. It is because of ur writing skills, that i can able to feel the pain of the charectors. U r really a great writer. And it is true that heaven lies in mother's feet. Any way, waiting to know samrat's side of past. And yeah, congrachulations for completing 100 pages. I'm sorry for my late reply. Do cont soon. Thanks for pm.
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@Rukma Api.
Hey Api thank u so much for the Reply.. Everything wil be soon clear :)
@Hammi
Thanks dear a lot.
@nityah.oberoi
Aww nityah its very Sweet of you that u take tym out to read my ff and adore it. I am glad that u lykd the way i expresed the story.
I tried it for first tym to write on Sajan Separation. Even it felt sad for me Writing it.
Rythm is my fav. Charcter in ths FF..
I hate naina to lol.
Next Updates will surley make u each and everything clear ...
Well Samrat s Past is still to Relize. I hope i justify to that one too.
I wish Same dear. Let s wait together lol.
Thank you so much dear for comenting.
@aYesh
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@sanzz
Aw finaly Tmharey Coment ka reply aya lolx.. What you think Dear I wish the Same. :) i hope you wil love next Update... Just Wait Dear Wil Update it Surprisingly... Aw hows u now dear ? Its okay dear...
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Thanks Dear For The Reply.
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Originally posted by: gnaneswari

Awesome update. liked it. It was really sad to see gunjan in this condition. Why did samrat did this to her? I was crying when i read this. i can't stop my tears now too. This is really painful. And hats off to u. U had written all the emotions perfectly. It is because of ur writing skills, that i can able to feel the pain of the charectors. U r really a great writer. And it is true that heaven lies in mother's feet. Any way, waiting to know samrat's side of past. And yeah, congrachulations for completing 100 pages. I'm sorry for my late reply. Do cont soon. Thanks for pm.



Hey Api aww ur comment made me emotional. I am really feeling like on 9th cloud reading your comment. Thank you so so much for adoring the work. Its what i always want. That reader must feel the pain. And i really adore readers like you all who encourages me and appericiated my efforts. Thanks a lot api its okay do not say sorry.
Thank you so so much api, i loved the comment a lot.
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Posted: 13 years ago

SAMRAT S PAST UPDATE


Yaadon se rishta kal bhi tha yaadon se rishta aaj bhi hai
Dil kal bhi apna dukhta tha aur afsurdaa sa aaj bhi hai
Woh ishq jo hum tum karte thay woh ishq toh zinda ab bhi hai
Kal tak jo hijar satata tha uss hijar ka pehra aaj bhi hai
Tum door hue majboori mein hum toot gaye iss doori mein
Kabhi waqt mile toh aa jana dil ka darwaaza khula aaj bhi hai
Woh sahil woh geeli mitti, mitti ke gharonde sahil par
Woh naam darakhtoon per likhna woh khwaab suhaana aaj bhi hai
Tum khush rehna dil ki duniya apni toh chalo barbaad hoi
Dil gham ka maara kal bhi tha aur gham ka maara aaj bhi hai
Yeh ashk nahi hai aankhon mein yeh taare jhilmil karte hai
In aankhon mein jo kal tak tha woh chaand sa chehra aaj bhi hai
Ab shikwa kisi se kya karna taqdeer mein jo likha tha mila
Gham kal bhi mera sarmaya tha gham mera warsa aaj bhi hai


Samrat left the hall as to listen the call. It was from Dia who was calling him in emergency. Samrat got woried on sounding her crying... He left imediately on her told adress benji s farm house far away from city... He called gunjan but as her cell was at silent mode thus she didnt picked it. Samrat reached the farm house. He found dia depresed. Benia had a personal issue and benji left dia alone on being upset with her. And was not picking her call. Samrat consoled her and tried to call benji. At last the call was recieved but it was not benji instead someone informing about benji s accident . Samrat was shocked while dia was depressed and in terrible condition. They rushed to the hospital. Benji was in I.C.U. Samrat comforted dia but he himself was in shock. They called for blood need as samrat s bloodgroup was same of benji so he offered his blood. Later after two hours doctors told benji was out of danger. They felt their breaths back. Samrat remembered gunjan and called her again but cellphone was switched off. He called out others but no one was picking Samrat was confused. He called out at home . It was a servant who told that everyone had come back to home . Samrat was about to ask about gunjan when doctor called him and he had to cut call and samrat got busy with formalities. Later the night he stopped with dia as she was all alone and desperssed and doctors had stopped him for driving himself as he had denoted blood so should take rest. As both benji and dia were his only close friends so he was more worried and concerned for them. In morning after benji got conscience samrat went back at mansion. From night he had tried many times gunjan s cell but it went on switched off. He was worried but had no option expect to wait. As he reached home. He didnt found her at home.


Samrat was in confusion had she not like his surprise ? Had she stayed at buhshans ? How function went ? So many questions, he asked SM who insteadly asked him. Where he had been? And where was gunjan ? Samrat was in shock. He left for bhushans mansion. And was in horrible state on founding her missing there too. Slowly everyone who were thinking gunjan to be at respective places become aware of her missing. Samrat felt his world shattered. He tried to call gunjan but the cell went on switching off. Samrat asked everyone who saw her in last. He asked every servant but everyone showed unawarenes . Samrat was in terrible state. Everyone was puzzlled and worried..

And then naintara stated that gunjan was looking very sad and worried last day. Listening it SM called out samrat and asked him strictly had he asked her to leave again?? Everyone was now looking at samrat who was now more shocked. He tried to gave his statement but before that mayank and arman inquired the whole matter from sm who told that gunjan was living in bhushan mansion because sajan had issue. And it was samrat s mistake. And gunjan was angry with him . Now everyone was looking over samrat who was in terrible state because gunjan was missing. He was more worried for gunjan instead of the situation which was going to be miserable for him when he had to answer the bunch of questions of his and gunjan s family in front of whom he was the one responsible for gunjan s missing. He told everyone that gunjan was angry with him but he had not asked her to leave. But no one was ready to trust samrat. Samrat was not willing to make them understand instead he wants to find gunjan. But where ? He was confused. And worried.
He roamed the city roads. He checked every place where he could think of finding her. It was night and samrat had spent the whole day in finding her but all went in vain. Samrat wallking on road aimlessly and thinking why gunjan had left him ? Was his mistake unable to forget ever ? She was punishing him. And he deserve it. Samrat was walking when felt his head paining.. The pain was becoming unbearable.. And then he felt it spining and it appearz dark below eyes. Samrat fainted and he fell down on road.
A Police mobile saw him fainted took him to near by hospital and informed at shegills.

Tune jo na kaha, mein woh sunta raha
Khamaka bewaja khwaab buntha raha
Tune jo na kaha, mein woh sunta raha
Khamaka bewaja khwaab buntha raha


He Had sever nervous breakdown... He remained unconscience for fifteen days... Doctors had lost hope.. The only reason of his survival was might their True Love. Slowly with Passing days he got recovers from the desperate shock and gained conscience.. He remained under medical care for two months because of his incoporation with doctorz as he had no wish to live without her. The only Person he found was Gunjan s Mother beside him.
[detailz wil be son explained in Overview Whole Story Update ]




Jaane kiski humein lag gayi hai nazar
Is shehar mein na apna tikana raha
Durr chahat se mein apni chalta raha
Khamaka bewaja khwaab buntha raha



He got shifted to home but still he remained alone closed in his room..or sometyms he used to leave home early ..and spent whole days on Roads to find her.. All went in Vain And he used to end up crying in darkness wishing for death.



Gar woh pehle se hai zyaada, khud se phir yeh kiya wada
Khamosh nazrein rahe bezuban
Hmmmmmmmmm.



After two months spending in his world, he slowly came back a bit to normal life. He used to go ofice.. In start he wasnot able to concentrate even on a single file.. Every contract company started to lose... Investers stop investing money. Employes left the company.. Shergill company was now just a building. But it realy doesnt make diference to him. He was just lost in gunjan s memories. Dreams of living with his wife n baby.



Apno phele si baatein hai, bolo tho lab thar tharatein hai
Raaz yeh dil ka, na ho bayaan
Ho gaya ke aasar koi hum pe nayi
Humsafar mein tho hai humsafar hai nayi
Durr jatha raha, paas aatha raha
Khamaka bewaja khwaab buntha raha
Hmmmmmmmmm



She was the only gal who had came in his life. It was imposible for him to forget her love,care,respect,passion for him. He was unable to forget those twinkling,shinny eyes... The januable smile.. Beautiful face... Her fragrance.. Her touch... The dreams to live with her had been shatered badly after she left. He was just a living dead body..



Aaya woh phir nazar aise, baat chidne lagi phir se
Aankho mein chubtha kal ka dhuwaa
Mmm..mmmmmm
Hal tera na hum sa hi, is khushi mein kyun gham sa hi
Basne laga kuyn phir woh jahan
Woh jahan dur jisse gaye te nikal
Phir se yaadon ne kar di hai jaise pehal
Lamha beeta huwa, dil dhukata raha
Khamaka bewaja khwaab buntha raha



He heard her painful voice that night when he acept acidently the landline number as had came home back just then as was feeling extremly restless. He was deadsure that it was her painful whisper... Before he had answered her, the call get disconected. He tried millions times but it went switched off. He called telephone exchange to seek info about number but even after using Refrences he didnt got any info.



Tune jo na kaha, mein woh sunta raha
Khamaka bewaja khwaab buntha raha
Jaane kiski humein lag gayi hai nazar
Is shehar mein na apna tikana raha
Durr chahat se mein apni chalta raha
Bhuj gayi aag thi, dhaag jalta raha



At last again because of Extremly taken Tension and Depression,he became hospitalized. He was tensed about Gunjan that was she ryt or not? He was depresed she was in pain all because of his mistakes and insecurites.

tujhey kiya kabar merey haal ki
mere dard mere malal ki
yeh mere khayal ka silsila
kisi yaad se hai mila huwa


SAMRAT:Chashmish pati kholo na i want to see my Baby.
He was blindfolded by her..
GUNJAN:kholti hon samrat wait karo na.. Lo dekho hmarey Baby ko...
At last she opened his eyes and he saw a beautiful cute baby boy in her arms...CONGRATULATIONS SAMRAT...and his lips moved..Ryt..hm.. As he forward hand to touch the baby
He GOT UP WITH JERK. He was sweating. He found himself on hospital bed. He was dreaming of her and baby. He remained lost for hours... What was that... The dream gave him hope to live..

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usey dekhna usey sochna
meri zindagi ka hai faisla
yeh ussi ki palkon k saye hain
meri rooh mein jo utar gaye hain
yeh junon e manzile ishq hai
jo chale tou jaan sey guzar gaye


After Samrat got recover, he started a new life. With hope to meet gunjan and his baby some day. He made himself busy in busines day n night but memories of gunjan didnt leave him alone.



yeh dil tere bina khaein lagta nahin
tum saath nahn tou jasey sans nahn
kaise kahon kaise smjhaon
tu nahn tou kuch bhe nahn
tum agar meri kismat mein nahn tou
meri kismat se chup kar mjhey mil ja
aik baar mjhey mil ja!!


Inspite of doing 24 and 48 hours hard work , he used to feels difficulty in sleep. He used to get nightmares.. Her painful complaning hurt sad tearful face never made him sleep comfortably. His eyes used to wait long for her in hope that she wil come one day . Wil forgve him and hug him.. He used to paint her potrait in oder to keep himself engaged otherwise lonlines and sadness used to depresed him badly.


mjhey iss makaam pe chorna
hai yeh bewafaii k intehhaaa
yeh kafass ho jaise kholi khizza
yeh hi sukh ka sans mein lon sadaa


He was guilty for his mistakes ... He used to keep on punishing himself by taking parts in boxing and karatas. He used to beaten by oponent as to lessen the pain which gunjan s absence gave him. He took part in bike racings and got hit badly many times but luck didnt helped him any... He started drinking alcohol.. But all his efforts went in vain. Neither he died nor the pain n guilt lessened.


jinhein tery deed k pyass thi
wo katorey rainoo n sey bhar gaye
yeh junon e manzil e ishq hai
jo chale tou jaan se guzar gayee


At last 4 yearz he spend punishing himself..he gave up these all habits... As he came across the file of RGS N swizertland. He set up all the new staff for RGS. He hired an artichtere to built up SAJAN PALACE in Swizertland. After 4 yearz strugle, he was able to make RGS the No.1 known brand which was Sajan s dream.


Eight yearz he experienced every pain , trials to punish himself. He burnt himself in flames of guilt and harted. He beard the lonliness and ignorance..he experienced fear and teror... And his long wait ended when he saw her after eight yearz... But the test of love was still there to Pass..!!!

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