Mayur FF - Falling apart is just not easy Page 89 - Page 8

i hope you're updating this one really soon...

nice ff dear payal

Originally posted by: sumonetolub

i hope you're updating this one really soon...

Naina yup...i'll try updating as soon as possible...sorry for such an uncertain pattern for the while...

@all...hope am able to convey it right...am taking the past a little fast and the present a little too slow😆

Part 4 :

Nupur went near Mayank sleeping and with a disappointed hope again in her eyes, she just slept beside him looking at him from a distance of few inches.

He was sleeping with his head adjusted on his right hand; his sleeping face faced the ceiling. She knew when he slept like that, he was definitely angry with her, this fact smirked at her saying 'As if you don't know'. When he was not angry, there was hardly any distance between them.

"It is just NOT POSSIBLE to stay away from you!" is what he used to declare to her. Sometimes mischievously, sometimes seriously and sometimes factually, but he repeated himself often with this and she loved it everytime.

Nupur had realized having a profound interest in studies with Mayank by her side.

The theories seemed interesting, the concepts seemed deep and the words friendly as he made it seem so.

In this new class Mayank was her only friend not because she wasn't social but coz of the fact that she didn't feel the need for socializing anymore or the need for anyone else, as if Mayank had suddenly brought a halt to her earlier point of views and was lending his hand in letting her develop a new one.

Nupur woke up on the next Sunday to find Mayank all dressed up to leave and he was taking his wallet from the side table and was about to leave when he heard himself being called as if someone is asking him for a permission to call him, "Mayank?"

Mayank turned to look at Nupur. Her face looked red and distressed. He tried to ignore it the best he could. He didn't want any more of her now, he had decided. He can't go wrong every time in choosing what he was supposed to consider and what not to. He had already given in to her earlier and that resulted out very bad and now he just couldn't afford to give her the right to do whatever she wished with his badly crushed heart. He couldn't let her play any longer. He knew why she had called him here and he was all to do JUST that. He looked in her eyes while he tried his best to vacant all the emotions from his own eyes and waited for her words further.

Nupur felt like a stabbing pain in her heart when she saw how unaffected he remained around her now. What had they come to? What had happened to all the love that kept them intact earlier? Had he forgotten all those years of her devoted love and all that mattered was just a little mistake from her a little span of time was all that was needed to erase all the good in just a blink?

He seemed suffocated in her presence and she had almost forgotten what she was about to say now. She had started to question her own decision now, whether she can actually make things fine and was it gonna be worth?

Mayank had grown to share his space with Nupur, it was easy. He was not a complete stubborn and an extremely reclusive guy. He just didn't feel the need to be an open book. His self was for all those mattered to him and only for them but they didn't manage to understand him completely. All were good, but things were missing somewhere and somehow. He didn't speak of any lacking thing even to himself but that didn't make it not exist. Some incomplete thoughts and words and feelings made a part of his subconscious life.

Nupur came dressed up in a grey Chudidaar Suit which co-incidentally matched with Mayank's grey shirt, he noticed. She looked matured and her beauty had only increased with her age, whoever said Maturity suited some the most. Mayank threw up his head when he thought 'why was she doing this to him, why did she have to look so casual and so beautiful every single moment that he saw her in'. Falling in love with her all over again as he saw her was not an option for him now, but then when was it an option, he sighed inwardly and made it clear to himself that it didn't matter to him anymore, as she walked down and stood in front of him. She looked unhappy, he wondered whether it was because they were going to bring Varun home, can she so much transform in such a short time? He stiffened at the thought and indicated her to head for the car while he got the car keys.

Nupur was taken aback when she saw Mayank looking instantly away from her as if he had seen the most ugly sight ever. When he made her feel beautiful, he also had it in him to make her feel otherwise and right now she felt numb and feeling less and decided not to speak at all. But she had to do this for Varun, if not for her then. Varun was all she was enduring this for and she waited hopefully to see the change in him that she wanted to see.

She decided she wouldn't want to bother Mayank anymore, though she knew she just couldn't visualize how would she live with that but she seemed to have no other choice left, he was not giving her any choices anymore.

As she went down and stood in front of him, he became more rigid, if that was possible. She couldn't help increasing her frown, was it necessary for him to give her such negative notions so clearly. Did he suddenly despise her to this level.

All her hopes of yesterday were crashing down on her. She wanted to cry, but her numbness was not even gifting her those, she realized that she had missed the fortune of having a stone heart.

nice update... 😃

READING DIS UPDATE ACTUALLY TEARS MY HEART INTO PEICES...💔😔

Nice update..
Its sad to see Mayur broken apart yet wanting to be with each other..they can let go off the indifference and look ahead for bright future..
hope things turn out better when Varun comes😊
cont soon

nyc update payal!
bt i cant c MN khafa khafa wid each other lyk dis!!!😒
cont soon!
luv ya!🤗

amazing part...