Part 51st
K: main jaoon
D: kahan
K: usse dawai lagane aap ne hi to…
D: haan par thoda aaram karlo
K: main bas abhi ayee.
D: Kripa….
Kripa runs to angad's room. Even she was also unaware of her feelings…. Wat was it…. That she even forgets his violence towards her, perhaps he is still succeeded to attract her towards him like a magnets attracts steel. He did have said a single word but still she felt that he wasn't wrong
She knocks the room angad comes up.
A: kripa tum, tumhein aaraam karna chahiye.
K: woh main dawai lagane ayee thi
A: main laga loonga.
K: mushkil hoga main laga Doon gi.
A: theek hai.
K: main andar aa jaoon.
A: haan yeh bhi Koi puchne ki baat hai
Angad sits on the bed while kripa in his front. She slowly massages his hand; she was speaking something but that all words were not listened by angad he was just feeling her touch. Whether today or tomorrow she will leave and then again a sorrow will capture his heart mind and soul.
K: ho Gaya
Angad was agitated from his thoughts he smiled.
A: thnx. Ab jao so jao.
Kripa leaves but she was missing the clasps he usually gave her whether she was asking 4 them or not. These moments were even harder than before.
Firstly she hadn't experienced his love, when she did experienced his love was still wid her, but when they broke up. That time her feelings were burnt by the fire of anger but now everything has cooled down, it was hard or almost impossible to resist. But she somehow controlled her feelings and left.
4.00 am (night)
Angad comes in kripa's room he sits on the chair kept beside her bed. Kripa opens her eyes. She was suspected that might be he is again here to exploit her she does made a move until his moves made her assure that wat exactly he is up to. Her eyes were closed. She felt the warm breaths of angad coming closer to her face. She was afraid. But then he just gave a light smooch on her cheek. She was taken aback he just kissed nothing else.
A: I love u kripa……..
Tears were running out from her eyes she was still until angad left she touched the spot angad kissed her and said: I love u too…..
A fine next morning
Kripa goes into angad's room with a tray in her hand of the breakfast. He was not there but some papers were on the bed messed up. She bent and placed the tray on the table and took a paper to read:
Some verses were written can be probably
RAY OF HOPE
"Dedicated To All The Helpless And Lonely Souls
Searching For ray of Hope "
I've been left alone
o cry' to die
With no one to care for me
NO one to share with me
No one to love me.
They left me alone in dark,
Crying desperately,
When I need them.
And I am left to suffer the pain alone.
I need someone
Some one true and understanding
To share my emotions
Emotions of love
My hurt feelings
To save the tears I shed helplessly
To wake with me on these desert, terrible lanes
Filled with sorrow and grief
To stroll be on the sea shore with me
On the still dark night
The full moon gleaming in the starless sky
Where the furious waves are,
Just like in my desperate heart.
And there we walk by
Hand in hand
Side by side
I want to sink deep in my imaginations and dreams,
To get ride of my sorrow and fear.
He is my imagination, or dream
or a lurking shadow,
Or a dark figure
a figure of my wishes
my small pure wishes
, which exist in my mind, whether it's disturbed.
In my heart,
whether it's broken.
As I feel her existence deep inside me
in the farthest depth of my heart
I came to know that
He is my only ray of hope
He is my only beacon light
He is my survival reason.
He means everything to me.
For in vivid imagination
And is the terrible storm of my emotions
I feel a ray of hope
A surge of determination
It seems far away to reach but still,
Very near to me.
She got tears in her eyes.
K: Am I the one to make him suffer but he deserves it.
Someone: he don't
She raised her sight up and sees an image same as her in a white gown like a fairy.
K: who r u?
Imaginary figure: IF
IF: U…
K: me???
IF: ya but the only difference is that u have changed and I had remain the same. I am tied in ur heart but when I shout u do listen. U do…
K: wat rubbish…..
IF: it isn't rubbish, it's the truth that u r making angad suffer.
K: he really deserves it after wat he did to me…. That fire burnt my happiness my hopes… my love….
IF: ya but u don't know who added fuel to ur fire that it was so enhanced to burn ur happiness ur hopes… ur love….
K: oh its crap…. I m not blind, I saw him with another gal was it false.
IF: u think ur eyes are not blind but it can see covering the veils. But the dept is only visible when ur heart when it sees. The truth is unveiled when ur soul observes, the truth is truth when u believe. Go and find when u r assured that he is completely the culprit or innocent.
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