Part 8
Geet continued reading the diary till midnight. Every page as she read she felt as if she too had the same feelings. Love is a wonder, 'it's my dream to get someone who loves me will this be the person whom I will love. Is this really a puppy love or is it strong like LOVE'. She wondered.as she read the last lines of the diary she felt love.she felt pleasure.she felt life.she felt as if she has completed the journey of her life reading this diary.
That day itself she placed the diary very close to her heart as she crept up in the bed and covered the diary with the spread very protectively as if it was the most precious thing in the whole world.she felt as if she was complete.
When she got up the next day for school she did not feel like giving this diary to yash.she felt a severe need to keep the dairy with her,forever.so she pleaded yash to let her keep the diary with her.as she was going to keep the diary back to her bookshelf she felt a paper lying on the floor.she slowly stooped down to pick it up when she realized it was a photo.
And guess what? It was a photo of maan probably which had fallen from his diary.geet kissed the photo very close to his lips.she blushed as she did it.a ting of pink appeared on her fair cheeks as if she was really experiencing the first kiss of her life..
Just then she realized how stupid she was behaving.she looked at the photo once and then put it safely In the diary and then made her way to school.
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Geet curled up in her bed and then thought 'I had fallen in love then.very then..just by reading how he feels for me.i was so stupid.but now I feel so great that I had fallen in love then.atleast now I have got a perfect reason to live but I don't know whether he still loves me or his love just faded away with time. After all we were quite young then.' she was suddenly so proud of being 22 now.she thought of it and started to look back exploring and commenting on her past again.
'life is so empty now.for the past six years I always thought he will himself to come to confess his love but he just vanished.and now suddenly today I find him at my door knocking the door like an insane.was I successful in my acting or did he understand.i hope he didn't.i tried to act normal but it was really so difficult for me.i cannot let me go out of my life once more.i want that some one special in my life now.then she got up from the bed and started crying.the cry of regret,remorse,hopes,desires and pain.she cried for him.she wanted him.she longed for love now.she wanted that someone smiles for her..she to is cared by someone,a lover for appropriate.she wanted happiness now.life had taken away a lot from her.now she really thought 'I too deserve something from life.'
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Maan came back home.he could not control his emotions anymore.they were turning so ambivalent and contradictory.he barged into the mansion and the shut the door.he rushed to his room.he could not understand what to do next.
he rushed for a shower.he was feeling that it was too much.the girl whom he was searching for so long was so close to him but yet he could not find her.suddenly he thought 'I could not make the right use of my power' the water fell on his masculine chest which was as hard as rock.perhaps even the water thought that only love could melt this growing hardness.he felt sensation of emptiness covering his body,mind and soul.he was sorry! 'But why?' he questioned himself.there was no need to be.life was so non happening now from the past few years.he did not really wish to live anymore.how he wished that he had not promised geet that he will live.live life until she was his.he remembered the moment when he had promised this.
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It was Sunday.it was almost over a month that maan had not seen geet.he wondered why she had not come over to her football practice for so long.maan knew that her boards were over by now.he decided to go and see her for the last time before going to US.he parked his car near his usual place-which were some metres away from the ground.then he searched for geet to get a last glance of hers before going abroad for three long years.
but geet was nowhere to be seen.he was dis heartened to find out geet was not there.the practice was in full swing and a few times there was a sudden uproar of goal.but geet..she was missing.
Maan waited for almost two hours but decided to leave as he saw the practice was over.he did not dare to ask yash about geet.he feared'what if he guesses that I love geet..'
He hated himself for this nature of his. He had seen many students and some among his own friends acting so desperate but he never liked this way. His motto was 'heart's intimate feelings should stay as it is-deep in the core.'
But before leaving he promised 'geet, I am very sad today. Even more sad than I was when I lost my diary which was a propose gift for you. But geet, I promise I will live till I make you mine. It's my promise. The only promise I can make to you now.'
😆I hope you guys liked this part. It took me really long to compose this part as I wanted to put the best words to describe their logic and reasoning.😊
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